My lawyer was wrong about how the Restraining Order would not prevent me from getting a job that I want right now. After going through a series of security questions, the person on the phone asked me to get it off so that they could get me to work. I need to now show up somewhere along the lines where I need to get this restraining order off so that I could go back to work. The closest thing that I have is to go to court.
I don't really care that they still think I need to repent and all of that nonsense. I think the minority of just 7 people out of 50 over there needs to repent because they are so ignorant about life. Their church is not really that large and not really a political power. They are not really all that glamorous and all that great in their spiritual teachings. It's a little second rate because they heavily rely on not their gifts for teaching but more on being to exploring what's out there instead of really being able to receive the Spirit into their lives through the Word. Oh well!
I'm calling the 3 boys and 2 girls and including the pastor at that church to repentance. I need a job so badly now and if I don't get it. I'll be okay because in the end I know I did my best and was not violent about it.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
The Truth Is Not So Bad
Okay, the truth really hurts a lot sometimes. Some people complain like the guys who kicked me out of their group. I just stated stuff in an honest manner but not really blunt enough and they still kicked me out ignoring that I was trying to be nice. Oh well. I know that by me not showing up anymore, it's going to prove that they are wrong about the situation. The people who are wrong about the situation, in my most honest opinion, are Christopher Kuch, Jarred Daniel Taing, and Betty Lam. I really don't know where they are going. I managed to sort of figure out that Annie might have liked me. Annie was part of the list who went along with the ride of Chris and Jarred. I listened to some of her likes and they have some commonalities with me. I also think that Annie is not pursued well after enough by a lot of guys because of her demeanor. Annie seems to be sort of off limits for some guys because they'd rather find someone else I guess. I think she's a little bit in the middle for me. I used to have some sexual feelings with Annie and they were really tempting me and at a point sort of aggravated me. I've felt this way with some girls before but I managed to bump it off now with Annie. Nowadays, I know who I'm really in love with and who I really want to be with.
Superbowl HOO HOO!!!
Yesterday, I felt that the superbowl was awesome. Even though I expected the Colts to make a touchdown and force the game into overtime, my friend sort of flipped the channel to the Titanic movie that was playing yesterday. He flipped it back and we got to see the replay of the interception! Man, it was so quick. It's like the pressure of the defense was just too much for Peyton Manning that time. I still think the quarterback is a more excellent player than the guy from the Saints. It's the defense that took the Saints to the superbowl and that's how history was set up because the more defensive team had a better chance of winning the game. I still was rooting for the Colts to win because they have Manning.
Some nice people would ask me how my weekend was, I believe that my weekend was okay. I have some plans set up to try to counter this restraining order on me. It's not that big of a strain on me because I've come to realize that the fault is on those who pressured it to happen with me. I think the girl who put it on me sort of liked me, and I also sort of liked her too. Once again, I did state to her that I love her as a friend and I pursued aggressively after Christopher Kuch and Jarred Daniel Taing who stated I was harrassing girls all over the place and thought they were protecting their Bible study group while calling the cops to come over. Oh well! The girl who placed it on me is Lee and I actually liked her enough to not really try to write nasty e-mails or make bad prank calls with her. Oh well, Lee just placed a restraining order on me and I'm really serious that she did. I also liked Lee enough to not argue with her when she said that it's her property and to not come over. I said okay, but the thought of knowing that Chris and Jarred was going to be there really fumed me up. Uh oh. Nothing really happened before the cops arrived. Oh well. All that happened was a guy who does not know Jesus yet, Carlos Julio trying to beat me up unsuccessfully. He did cut up my hand on the floor, but I managed to get up really quickly. He was pretty scared and missed me a few times with his weak kicks. They miss some kinetic energy to really hurt and I learned it because I was in marital arts. I'm thinking about going back to marital arts. I'm also thinking about dragging Chris out and pushing him into the bushes which are not part of Lee's home. The cop said that I was hiding in the bushes which is not part of Lee's home. It contradicts itself because the cop would have not found me then. Also, if I'm hiding in someone else's bushes there is no essential evidence there stating that I'm peeping tom a girl that I sort of like. She was a little weird for me to like so there's really no reasonable deductions that I was trying to stalk her. I guess it belonged to some of her wishful thinking because I think she indirectly feeling that I did not manipulate her when I could have and shown how charming and talented I am to impress her. I think she was a little mad that I did not try to steal her heart.
Some nice people would ask me how my weekend was, I believe that my weekend was okay. I have some plans set up to try to counter this restraining order on me. It's not that big of a strain on me because I've come to realize that the fault is on those who pressured it to happen with me. I think the girl who put it on me sort of liked me, and I also sort of liked her too. Once again, I did state to her that I love her as a friend and I pursued aggressively after Christopher Kuch and Jarred Daniel Taing who stated I was harrassing girls all over the place and thought they were protecting their Bible study group while calling the cops to come over. Oh well! The girl who placed it on me is Lee and I actually liked her enough to not really try to write nasty e-mails or make bad prank calls with her. Oh well, Lee just placed a restraining order on me and I'm really serious that she did. I also liked Lee enough to not argue with her when she said that it's her property and to not come over. I said okay, but the thought of knowing that Chris and Jarred was going to be there really fumed me up. Uh oh. Nothing really happened before the cops arrived. Oh well. All that happened was a guy who does not know Jesus yet, Carlos Julio trying to beat me up unsuccessfully. He did cut up my hand on the floor, but I managed to get up really quickly. He was pretty scared and missed me a few times with his weak kicks. They miss some kinetic energy to really hurt and I learned it because I was in marital arts. I'm thinking about going back to marital arts. I'm also thinking about dragging Chris out and pushing him into the bushes which are not part of Lee's home. The cop said that I was hiding in the bushes which is not part of Lee's home. It contradicts itself because the cop would have not found me then. Also, if I'm hiding in someone else's bushes there is no essential evidence there stating that I'm peeping tom a girl that I sort of like. She was a little weird for me to like so there's really no reasonable deductions that I was trying to stalk her. I guess it belonged to some of her wishful thinking because I think she indirectly feeling that I did not manipulate her when I could have and shown how charming and talented I am to impress her. I think she was a little mad that I did not try to steal her heart.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
What I'm Ready To Do
My closest correspondents have been a pair of twins who just keep talking to me about their concerns. I hear it so much now. One day, I asked for it in my e-mails which was to tell me what I needed to be concerned about. As I walk in this life, I'm getting it daily now. I'm hearing it from my mom and hearing from some twins all the time. I don't really know what to make of it right now. Sometimes, I'm just really annoyed and don't want to hear it. Sometimes, I feel like yelling back at them. There's so many things that are going on in my life with this situation that I'm just being who I want to be.
My mistakes in the past have nothing dealing with me needing to repent or not as it is being reiterated constantly with me. No one really wants to listen and they will keep on talking until I yell at them or act really odd with everybody and feel so differently. I tried to do something that's really normal and deal with the circumstance.
I feel like I'm doing something that could be a lost cause now. It's like I'm hearing people having a good time and laughing about life and causing stress within me. It's some of these people at this caregroup that I just feel so angry about for some reason. I'm starting to see the pattern of all my friends' logical thinking now.
You know what, I'm going to try to grow taller and get some muscles. I think I'm noticing the pattern that I need for general welfare in myself. It's like my life is geared toward doing what I'm supposed to do. Like I should be really opened up about life.
My mistakes in the past have nothing dealing with me needing to repent or not as it is being reiterated constantly with me. No one really wants to listen and they will keep on talking until I yell at them or act really odd with everybody and feel so differently. I tried to do something that's really normal and deal with the circumstance.
I feel like I'm doing something that could be a lost cause now. It's like I'm hearing people having a good time and laughing about life and causing stress within me. It's some of these people at this caregroup that I just feel so angry about for some reason. I'm starting to see the pattern of all my friends' logical thinking now.
You know what, I'm going to try to grow taller and get some muscles. I think I'm noticing the pattern that I need for general welfare in myself. It's like my life is geared toward doing what I'm supposed to do. Like I should be really opened up about life.
Friday, February 5, 2010
How I'm Agitated
I guess people can be agitated for any dumb reason. I think it's a part of life to having to deal with it. I think there's something that people can do to just let it out and just be cool about it. I don't really know what I'm talking about. Okay, I feel pretty irritated by hearing that Carlos Julio is going to something called caregroup at a church in San Gabriel. By writing this, I don't really feel so irritated anymore. It looks like being honest and stating that I'm mad is actually helping me not be so mad about it anymore because I'm weighing in honesty.
So I'm going to be honest to the most blunt manner. I guess I do care with some facts about myself but writing it down is encouraging me to deal with some stuff that I don't really like to face on occasion. Especially with a blog that people could just read up on. I think this is the correct mode of thinking for me and to continue writing on it is actually a very good thing for me.
So I'm going to be honest to the most blunt manner. I guess I do care with some facts about myself but writing it down is encouraging me to deal with some stuff that I don't really like to face on occasion. Especially with a blog that people could just read up on. I think this is the correct mode of thinking for me and to continue writing on it is actually a very good thing for me.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
True Feelings
The posts that I'm about to make are pretty dark and personal. The reason why I decide to take this weird course of action is because I want to be an honest columnist. The things that I'm writing about are all related to me very personally. This is an act of venting to relieve of any personal stress and anger that I may have accumulated. By focusing on the absolute truths with a quiet audience, I am basically writing things about myself and holding nothing back.
I have not killed anyone or done any drunkard's deed. I also do not envision myself ever going there. Yes, I am 200% sure that I won't ever be heading that path. I have too much pride to not to drink 100 proof alcohol and get barred by few friends. I also have too much pride in people which may be my own downfall but I don't care about it.
I am making a confession like the one you would say to a priest. I think this post may be a little too vulgar for younger audiences. There may be some mature material that you may need to advise your young ones to not to ever look at this blog again. I do not mind. I am in a state of honesty and I apologize for any inconveniences with the matters I write about and including real people on this blog.
Let's start with my regrets. This has happened to me since I was about 13 years old- the peak was during my high school years. It gradually became slower in my college years as I became more focused about studying and success and seriously respecting women. I totally regret masturbating to porn and even sharing pornographic material with other friends. I should have known better even while I was a believer of God's Word. I had it all back then even though I lacked a lot of physical countenance to please me. I had good parents, a little sister to tease and play with, good friends to mess around with, and a great brain that wanted to serve and influence the citizens around me.
I have finally confessed the truth about that. I am still pretty angry at Christopher Kuch because he did not really explain things very clearly with me and would say that the conversation was leading no where and end it. I should have just yelled at him and let out my frustration with him. This is what I want to plan on doing to him again whenever I go around to confront him. I want to do the same to Jarred Daniel Taing. I have also talked to Bah - bah humbug I think his name is spelled Bae. I ended up yelling at Bae and I should have done something like that to Chris because Bae was like "Okay, okay, okay" with me.
For some reason, with the women Betty Lam and Annie Tran. I'm pretty glad that they at least did some personal decision. Even though it angers me a lot, the Bible states that women are a weaker vessel than men. I should not be having to worry about it so much. If they don't want to talk about it, I may have to yell a little even though if others want to interfere about the whole situation. It's going to be very discouraging for others to intervene as I will yell to let go of my distress. This is what I feel like doing. I seriously hate yelling but the reasons that I am about to give will make it necessary and if you want to argue I may end up yelling at you. I'm so sorry.
I thought I was respecting Darunee Lee Wong when I never really tried to step foot in her door. I had blood all over my hands and I showed it to Chris Kuch by stating "Please close the door on me and I will leave." After this statement, I think Chris Kuch totally freaked out and decided to call the cops on me but stated it in a calm manner with me. I should have yelled like crazy with him and in a frenzy and then ran away before the cops showed up. I may seriously have to yell at a few of these individuals with me talking about it so that they will pretty much see that they are not fully right. I think that's the logic behind my decision to bring upon the element of raising my voice and continuing to talk. I think this is what all people who were framed for murder should be doing, unless if you are Jesus.
I guess I succeeded in pulling the plug with having sexual feelings for Annie Tran now too. The restraining order did not ideally come from Annie Tran and Betty Lam. I'm not wording it in a tricky fashion. I think Darunee Lee's intent of the restraining order was so that there would be a multiple restraining order and that there would be one against me from coming to what they labeled as "Church property". After I stayed quiet in court, Lee sort of lied about me constantly forcing myself upon her; as the only event I recall doing this was at church. Lee had asked me to stay away from a group of people she's around at her house for a certain time period. I thought I was being reasonable in trying to resolve it by approaching the Lion's Den after agreeing to not to come for a few months. If I agreed to it even though I thought it sucks then maybe I had a high probability of being reasonable in trying to resolve an issue that did not really deal with me hurting the reputation of a group of people. Therefore with me yelling at anybody who gets in my way that started with Jarred Daniel Taing and Christopher Kuch, I believe that it's logically a sound approach. A friend of mine thought it would be funny when I proposed it and Carlos Julio personally gave me the times that they would be at Lee's house so that I could come around and make a huge spectacle which I feel like doing just to mess around a little and let go of my urges of screaming at nothing.
I have not killed anyone or done any drunkard's deed. I also do not envision myself ever going there. Yes, I am 200% sure that I won't ever be heading that path. I have too much pride to not to drink 100 proof alcohol and get barred by few friends. I also have too much pride in people which may be my own downfall but I don't care about it.
I am making a confession like the one you would say to a priest. I think this post may be a little too vulgar for younger audiences. There may be some mature material that you may need to advise your young ones to not to ever look at this blog again. I do not mind. I am in a state of honesty and I apologize for any inconveniences with the matters I write about and including real people on this blog.
Let's start with my regrets. This has happened to me since I was about 13 years old- the peak was during my high school years. It gradually became slower in my college years as I became more focused about studying and success and seriously respecting women. I totally regret masturbating to porn and even sharing pornographic material with other friends. I should have known better even while I was a believer of God's Word. I had it all back then even though I lacked a lot of physical countenance to please me. I had good parents, a little sister to tease and play with, good friends to mess around with, and a great brain that wanted to serve and influence the citizens around me.
I have finally confessed the truth about that. I am still pretty angry at Christopher Kuch because he did not really explain things very clearly with me and would say that the conversation was leading no where and end it. I should have just yelled at him and let out my frustration with him. This is what I want to plan on doing to him again whenever I go around to confront him. I want to do the same to Jarred Daniel Taing. I have also talked to Bah - bah humbug I think his name is spelled Bae. I ended up yelling at Bae and I should have done something like that to Chris because Bae was like "Okay, okay, okay" with me.
For some reason, with the women Betty Lam and Annie Tran. I'm pretty glad that they at least did some personal decision. Even though it angers me a lot, the Bible states that women are a weaker vessel than men. I should not be having to worry about it so much. If they don't want to talk about it, I may have to yell a little even though if others want to interfere about the whole situation. It's going to be very discouraging for others to intervene as I will yell to let go of my distress. This is what I feel like doing. I seriously hate yelling but the reasons that I am about to give will make it necessary and if you want to argue I may end up yelling at you. I'm so sorry.
I thought I was respecting Darunee Lee Wong when I never really tried to step foot in her door. I had blood all over my hands and I showed it to Chris Kuch by stating "Please close the door on me and I will leave." After this statement, I think Chris Kuch totally freaked out and decided to call the cops on me but stated it in a calm manner with me. I should have yelled like crazy with him and in a frenzy and then ran away before the cops showed up. I may seriously have to yell at a few of these individuals with me talking about it so that they will pretty much see that they are not fully right. I think that's the logic behind my decision to bring upon the element of raising my voice and continuing to talk. I think this is what all people who were framed for murder should be doing, unless if you are Jesus.
I guess I succeeded in pulling the plug with having sexual feelings for Annie Tran now too. The restraining order did not ideally come from Annie Tran and Betty Lam. I'm not wording it in a tricky fashion. I think Darunee Lee's intent of the restraining order was so that there would be a multiple restraining order and that there would be one against me from coming to what they labeled as "Church property". After I stayed quiet in court, Lee sort of lied about me constantly forcing myself upon her; as the only event I recall doing this was at church. Lee had asked me to stay away from a group of people she's around at her house for a certain time period. I thought I was being reasonable in trying to resolve it by approaching the Lion's Den after agreeing to not to come for a few months. If I agreed to it even though I thought it sucks then maybe I had a high probability of being reasonable in trying to resolve an issue that did not really deal with me hurting the reputation of a group of people. Therefore with me yelling at anybody who gets in my way that started with Jarred Daniel Taing and Christopher Kuch, I believe that it's logically a sound approach. A friend of mine thought it would be funny when I proposed it and Carlos Julio personally gave me the times that they would be at Lee's house so that I could come around and make a huge spectacle which I feel like doing just to mess around a little and let go of my urges of screaming at nothing.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Quick Post
I am making another filler post because I just want to keep up with my own personal quota of one per day. I think I will rewording this sentence like a lot for the rest of my life as long as I have this blog up. I also like the fact that I don't have any limit of the words that I need to write to satisfy this personal desire to express myself and let go of the stresses in this world. It looks like I can really escape by writing on this blog and not minding the attention that I am attracting.
Absolute Blunt Truth
Everyone has their own mix of truth and they are going to provide their two cents eventually. It's sometimes annoying for me when I have to listen to something that does not have anything to deal with me. It's hard to stand there and listen to dumb lectures that I'm in total disagreement of. Sometimes, people go through hardships and later want to say that the person who advised them to not to go that road is right. I say, as long as it's based solely on you just deal with it and as long as you are not committing crimes punishable by death in the Bible or being a very bad person like stealing and cheating in life, I think it's okay to not to have to listen to everyone's advice in that personal matter.
For the time being, I am not going to invent names anymore. I am going to use real people's names now and seriously make comments about them in the most truthful manner that I see it. This includes anything that may also have bad references with me. I am going to be absolutely honest this time around. Yesterday, I called up a guy named Bah who goes to Hope Church L.A. and does some serious business travel everyone once in awhile.
I sort of asked about his life and how he was doing and then I sort of gave my spin to the issue with Christopher Kuch, Jarred Daniel Taing, Annie Tran, and Betty Lam. What's so cool is that Annie and Betty actually are pretty common names. The Annie and Betty I currently know both attend a church at Hope Church L.A. I also have a person who I associate with Carlos Julio Rojas. I don't really know the level of our friendship really well right now. I am really good friends with his twin brother Carlos Angel Rojas. They are about 5 minutes apart and Angel is the younger twin. Since I have given the real names and locations of these people in a pretty locatable landmark that is not really their absolute personal homes, I am going to let out the details as best as possible to help myself. I don't really like to always be selfish but in this case my flesh really needs it. If I get a lot of legal suits for just being honest, I have absolutely no problems with deleting these columns that these people are about to have problems over.
I am going to reveal a secret that I don't really want to tell the world. I really am in love with someone at the Hope Church L.A. It's definitely not Annie or Lee at the moment. At the moment, I have also defined that I am chasing after Betty. I am chasing after Betty because I expect to learn a lot from the situation. I don't really envision myself stalking her or really coming onto her very hard at the beginning stages of it. I have been told by Julio that Betty is going to slap me and try to sue me. One time, I called up Betty with my personal cell phone which is blocked. I then used another secret phone and she picked up which I did not say anything over. She seemed like she was in a pretty bad mood. I really want to help Betty out and make her satisfied. I guess flirting with Betty and making her feel good which is in a way showing a sign of good love to her seems to be okay for me. I seriously admire someone more than Betty right now at Hope Church L.A. I'm not going to reveal who she is even in my own private diary.
I honestly had some sexual feelings with Annie. Julio has stated that Annie is not really that pretty. I've had sexual feelings over some girls who were not always that good-looking to me on the outside. It must be the feelings of expectations I have for her. Maybe, I'm more of an emotional person. I've grown up to be told that I'm handsome by my mom and sometimes I bought it and sometimes I didn't. I was feeling really repulsed over my attraction with Annie after she blocked me on a facebook profile. I was going like how can friends do this to one another. Isn't she supposed to be a leader and be outreaching to people even though there may some signs of danger? Maybe a woman is not supposed to be cut out to be a head minister because of this question. Maybe the role was supposed to belong to Christopher Kuch. If it was then I would not have really pursued after Annie unblocking me on facebook. For some reason, facebooking did not seem to be a priority for me but I was sort of in a way exploring my own feelings with what made me angry with her.
I ended up yelling at Bah over the phone after he regurgitated his argument that I've been hearing for the past few years. He basically wants me to repent. I was so mad to hear that over and over. At first, I was pretty stupefied over listening to it. I then heard more agitating statements that I needed to get some help. It only built upon on my anger even more. I then got a call to the police and they came over. I became so angry that they did not make it clear in not wanting to be friends anymore. They still state that I need to repent. I am so angry over their lack of clarity as a result and need to yell at Christopher Kuch and Jarred Daniel Taing. They are real people and you could search for them on Google and possibly add them as a friend on your Facebook. Chris Kuch seems to have some multiple names and his demographic is Cambodian. Jarred Taing is a pretty unique name like mine.
I have two restraining orders as a result. This is not illegal because I am not making any attempt to contact them. The first is Washington Chun and the second is Darunee Lee Wong. I actually sort of liked Lee when I talked to her. I have been told by a friend that I should sort of chase after her because we could be compatible. I was given an implicit remark by Chris Kuch one day that I could possibly pair with Annie. He said "She's all yours." Okay, I'm not biting the line to go after Annie. I'm going to chase after Betty because there is some compatibility between us and she can be pretty nice. She has a pretty dark past but she seems very mellow about having been over it.
As the truth unfolds, I reveal that I used to be a sex-a-colic and still am one just that I want to give in later. I think I learned something valuable during that process. I reveal that I'm in debt of approximately 30,000 dollars, which is about a half of my expected income after securing a degree in Computer Science. I made some costly decisions but the numbers just did not add up. I need to turn it around now.
For the time being, I am not going to invent names anymore. I am going to use real people's names now and seriously make comments about them in the most truthful manner that I see it. This includes anything that may also have bad references with me. I am going to be absolutely honest this time around. Yesterday, I called up a guy named Bah who goes to Hope Church L.A. and does some serious business travel everyone once in awhile.
I sort of asked about his life and how he was doing and then I sort of gave my spin to the issue with Christopher Kuch, Jarred Daniel Taing, Annie Tran, and Betty Lam. What's so cool is that Annie and Betty actually are pretty common names. The Annie and Betty I currently know both attend a church at Hope Church L.A. I also have a person who I associate with Carlos Julio Rojas. I don't really know the level of our friendship really well right now. I am really good friends with his twin brother Carlos Angel Rojas. They are about 5 minutes apart and Angel is the younger twin. Since I have given the real names and locations of these people in a pretty locatable landmark that is not really their absolute personal homes, I am going to let out the details as best as possible to help myself. I don't really like to always be selfish but in this case my flesh really needs it. If I get a lot of legal suits for just being honest, I have absolutely no problems with deleting these columns that these people are about to have problems over.
I am going to reveal a secret that I don't really want to tell the world. I really am in love with someone at the Hope Church L.A. It's definitely not Annie or Lee at the moment. At the moment, I have also defined that I am chasing after Betty. I am chasing after Betty because I expect to learn a lot from the situation. I don't really envision myself stalking her or really coming onto her very hard at the beginning stages of it. I have been told by Julio that Betty is going to slap me and try to sue me. One time, I called up Betty with my personal cell phone which is blocked. I then used another secret phone and she picked up which I did not say anything over. She seemed like she was in a pretty bad mood. I really want to help Betty out and make her satisfied. I guess flirting with Betty and making her feel good which is in a way showing a sign of good love to her seems to be okay for me. I seriously admire someone more than Betty right now at Hope Church L.A. I'm not going to reveal who she is even in my own private diary.
I honestly had some sexual feelings with Annie. Julio has stated that Annie is not really that pretty. I've had sexual feelings over some girls who were not always that good-looking to me on the outside. It must be the feelings of expectations I have for her. Maybe, I'm more of an emotional person. I've grown up to be told that I'm handsome by my mom and sometimes I bought it and sometimes I didn't. I was feeling really repulsed over my attraction with Annie after she blocked me on a facebook profile. I was going like how can friends do this to one another. Isn't she supposed to be a leader and be outreaching to people even though there may some signs of danger? Maybe a woman is not supposed to be cut out to be a head minister because of this question. Maybe the role was supposed to belong to Christopher Kuch. If it was then I would not have really pursued after Annie unblocking me on facebook. For some reason, facebooking did not seem to be a priority for me but I was sort of in a way exploring my own feelings with what made me angry with her.
I ended up yelling at Bah over the phone after he regurgitated his argument that I've been hearing for the past few years. He basically wants me to repent. I was so mad to hear that over and over. At first, I was pretty stupefied over listening to it. I then heard more agitating statements that I needed to get some help. It only built upon on my anger even more. I then got a call to the police and they came over. I became so angry that they did not make it clear in not wanting to be friends anymore. They still state that I need to repent. I am so angry over their lack of clarity as a result and need to yell at Christopher Kuch and Jarred Daniel Taing. They are real people and you could search for them on Google and possibly add them as a friend on your Facebook. Chris Kuch seems to have some multiple names and his demographic is Cambodian. Jarred Taing is a pretty unique name like mine.
I have two restraining orders as a result. This is not illegal because I am not making any attempt to contact them. The first is Washington Chun and the second is Darunee Lee Wong. I actually sort of liked Lee when I talked to her. I have been told by a friend that I should sort of chase after her because we could be compatible. I was given an implicit remark by Chris Kuch one day that I could possibly pair with Annie. He said "She's all yours." Okay, I'm not biting the line to go after Annie. I'm going to chase after Betty because there is some compatibility between us and she can be pretty nice. She has a pretty dark past but she seems very mellow about having been over it.
As the truth unfolds, I reveal that I used to be a sex-a-colic and still am one just that I want to give in later. I think I learned something valuable during that process. I reveal that I'm in debt of approximately 30,000 dollars, which is about a half of my expected income after securing a degree in Computer Science. I made some costly decisions but the numbers just did not add up. I need to turn it around now.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Jobs Available
I am sensing that I could probably have a personality to be out there on the road. I came across an opportunity for people to become a truck driver and the benefits are pretty good. After 6 months of employment, the driver could get some really good benefits. It's pretty nice that driving a truck can actually have some pretty good advantages for the moment of paying off my debts.
I took something from the sales meeting today. It's a pretty good company and the boss is pretty fair about the pay. In a world of sales, commission is like almost everything. For the first month, the boss is offering some chump change just a buck / 40 (1,400) to be given rides to set-up appointments and sell vacuum cleaners that people need to have in their houses. With conviction for once, I believe I could let the product do its own selling and all I really need to do is just overcome common objections. It's really nice for the business owner to make some guaranteed money. I would like to say that I would love to market good products as an owner too. It would be nice to be a self-made business owner with the right products to invest in and something that people genuinely want to buy. What's nice about this vacuum cleaning business is that it's very possible for the worker to move up the ladder. The system is also designed for the worker to move up.
I guess everybody's personality is totally different and that's why everyone is so unique in this world. With me writing on this blog and sharing whatever I need to share with the world, I'm still capable of doing what I need to do. I think I would really like to someday have a lot of money and a stable home. I would also like to raise a pretty good family and I also would not mind standing a little taller. Heck, I have a brain that's capable of playing the piano with lots of practice and busting out cool stuff dealing with computers. I have a mind that's capable of expanding its horizons. I should not have to deal with some bad news for myself. I do have a nice college degree and I do have a good passion to be on the computer a lot. I just need some money and that's about it. I'm finding some okay deals out there but it requires me having to leave the home to do it.
I think when people say the economy is bad in the U.S. and they don't have a job, I believe that it's sort of fallacious because there are jobs and opportunities out there. I am pretty fortunate to have a pretty clean record with no DUIs or anything bad like that in my driving record. I could go for being a professional driver because driving on the road for me is sort of exciting and can at times be a piece of cake no matter how large the cargo I'm transporting. I tried doing the bus thing but it just did not work out for me I guess. Cargo won't complain to me irrationally when I hit some road bumps; also, they are strapped in and just need to prevent the vehicle from crashing or skidding on ice! Sounds like an exciting thing to do for me and a good adrenaline rush for being still a pretty young guy. My mom is going to worry a lot but I'll be in home for Christmas hopefully by that time. I'm also doing this to pay off my debt which is going to suck. I also need to finish some tasks for friends before I move on out. I am going to have to fight off a restraining order before I hit for the roads as well.
I think I'll be making pretty good money just that I'll be out on the road a lot as a truck driver. With me being still young and no family, I guess sacrificing just one year to clear all my educational debts is not a bad idea for me right now.
I took something from the sales meeting today. It's a pretty good company and the boss is pretty fair about the pay. In a world of sales, commission is like almost everything. For the first month, the boss is offering some chump change just a buck / 40 (1,400) to be given rides to set-up appointments and sell vacuum cleaners that people need to have in their houses. With conviction for once, I believe I could let the product do its own selling and all I really need to do is just overcome common objections. It's really nice for the business owner to make some guaranteed money. I would like to say that I would love to market good products as an owner too. It would be nice to be a self-made business owner with the right products to invest in and something that people genuinely want to buy. What's nice about this vacuum cleaning business is that it's very possible for the worker to move up the ladder. The system is also designed for the worker to move up.
I guess everybody's personality is totally different and that's why everyone is so unique in this world. With me writing on this blog and sharing whatever I need to share with the world, I'm still capable of doing what I need to do. I think I would really like to someday have a lot of money and a stable home. I would also like to raise a pretty good family and I also would not mind standing a little taller. Heck, I have a brain that's capable of playing the piano with lots of practice and busting out cool stuff dealing with computers. I have a mind that's capable of expanding its horizons. I should not have to deal with some bad news for myself. I do have a nice college degree and I do have a good passion to be on the computer a lot. I just need some money and that's about it. I'm finding some okay deals out there but it requires me having to leave the home to do it.
I think when people say the economy is bad in the U.S. and they don't have a job, I believe that it's sort of fallacious because there are jobs and opportunities out there. I am pretty fortunate to have a pretty clean record with no DUIs or anything bad like that in my driving record. I could go for being a professional driver because driving on the road for me is sort of exciting and can at times be a piece of cake no matter how large the cargo I'm transporting. I tried doing the bus thing but it just did not work out for me I guess. Cargo won't complain to me irrationally when I hit some road bumps; also, they are strapped in and just need to prevent the vehicle from crashing or skidding on ice! Sounds like an exciting thing to do for me and a good adrenaline rush for being still a pretty young guy. My mom is going to worry a lot but I'll be in home for Christmas hopefully by that time. I'm also doing this to pay off my debt which is going to suck. I also need to finish some tasks for friends before I move on out. I am going to have to fight off a restraining order before I hit for the roads as well.
I think I'll be making pretty good money just that I'll be out on the road a lot as a truck driver. With me being still young and no family, I guess sacrificing just one year to clear all my educational debts is not a bad idea for me right now.
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