Friday, April 10, 2026

Making Sense With My Living

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

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Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

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Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

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What did I do right today?

I'm just grateful to the Lord Jesus for dying on the cross to pay for our sins and with God providing the Holy Spirit to convict us of our sins, along with His mercy to allow us to always confess our sins and go for turning away from them.

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It looks like the Bible is starting to add up better for me. It's an integral part of developing my Christian faith. I don't have a calling to be part of a fulfilling and traditional ministry even though many of the world's leading pastors have acquired a nice chunk of change! It is always subject to criticism by others who don't have that kind of money. However, there's a bigger scheme in life that Jesus has always intended for his followers to abide by. 

My spiritual calling is really more about making money and giving some of it to the needy. My selfish attitude is bent towards helping those I'm closer to and care about like my family and best friends. I guess this is understandable, since I don't seem to ever get much of any reprimand for it. Maybe trying to give at least a little back to the world that wants to chew you up and spit you back out is always better than nothing anyway. It could seriously be more of a spiritual gift of giving, since I don't care about being scorned by anyone for helping some pitiful people who have caught my attention because it brings me joy! The Bible says that God does love a cheerful giver. 

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Things to Keep Prioritizing On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

---

Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

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What did I do right today?

I'm going to briefly analyze a main personal situation.

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What I'm mainly trying to do for a living is getting rich off of being a market trader. It's been more of a side activity as I don't have any formal training in finance. I have my own techniques that I have been working hard on to develop. Thanks to putting my faith in the Lord, I have a better personal resolve to deal healthily with losing cycles while staying humble whenever things are going well! 

My secondary skill that I have been working on is becoming an elite platform engineer. It deals with IT and can pay quite well for having a lot of fun doing work! 

For my hobby with playing on apps for making money, I'm realizing that I made something not about gambling by putting none of my money into it and generating income off of it. It would work this way only if you have enough patience and an ability to not be desperate about making a lot of money for a long period of time. I didn't realize this until now. Whenever I put my own money into something for business, it can always become a type of gamble. If you have the necessary skills, then you can weather some misfortunes that are out of your direct control and come climbing back towards a respectable profit. 

It's probably a safer investment to not involve yourself in something risky with big swings like holding Bitcoin for a long duration. From being more mindful about this, I have started over from scratch in making money after netting $15,100 profit with nothing invested. I'm also not putting my time into it so much anymore, but going for the safer alternatives by working on automating profitable trades and completing online courses for a suitable career upgrade. 

Wednesday, April 8, 2026

Getting More Specific About Financial Success

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

---

Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

---

What did I do right today?

I'm trying to remind myself to stay happy in the Lord while working hard.

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I believe a good thing that has happened to me is how I'm feeling happy about living my life while grinding on certain tasks daily to get somewhere. I'm no longer worried about my current status, like how much money I have; and whether I feel good enough to finally ask my ideal type for an ideal courtship.  

It seems like plenty of guys align with my main self-interests too, which I speculate after reconnecting with an old high school friend. I feel better self-control thanks to putting all the faith I can in Christ.

Tuesday, April 7, 2026

Trying to Keep Up

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

---

Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

---

What did I do right today?

I'm just going for clarity and trying to keep up with reaching my goals.

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I feel like I have a very challenging goal at hand. It finally came to this situation where I'm manning up with plenty of resolve to get to my main goals. I wish I had done this when I was younger and still in college, but I believe that my confidence was always low while being prone to minor panic attacks from always being so nervous about wanting to be perfect around others. I never signed up for any professional counseling.

What really helped me out were a few self-help books about achieving whatever you truly wanted. After practicing some of that and feeling happier, I ended up connecting it with my faith in Christ and that's where I still am today. 

Monday, April 6, 2026

Keeping It Simple

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

---

Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

---

What did I do right today?

I'm going to try to clarify what I mean by keeping it simple.

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I think simple is something that relates to what comes easy and natural for you. It might be stupid to be simple in some cases, but it seems like we would all like to succeed in life while keeping it as simple as possible for ourselves and not call ourselves lucky people, in comparison to those who would be jealous about our success and hidden talents they never saw coming! It's also possible that some dumb simpletons want to brag about these days and relish in feeling important and better than whoever. The impression I can get from some of them feels so annoying! Yet, I've finally learned to manage it better to not turn it into a crazy obsession filled with unrelenting anger. I don't have to call it boundary issues and make excuses to not associate with these lame brains too! I think this is why I think I'm stronger mentally than some people because I don't have to worry about being so stressed out for my own mental health. 

I've found out that I have a few simple things to keep myself content living. I only have to try repeating these tasks daily and they don't take too long. It's been about making progress towards achieving my main and primary goal. After doing them while having gone through trial and error, it happened to click very well! 

Sunday, April 5, 2026

Having Some Fun With Dedicating Myself

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

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Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
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End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

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Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

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What did I do right today?

I'm going to try to do a little healthy reflection.

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Overall, it's been tough to snap myself out of having a little harmless fun like binging a popular animated series or playing an addictive video game on my phone to unwind for the day. I just thought about my awkward first dates and even though I found them unpleasant, I can still laugh about it while reflecting and trying not to stay mad about those weird women I was set up with. Yes, those were definitely some good times to recall for me!

I would like to avoid feeling like I'm wasting my precious time when I already feel like I have some place to go to in life. I think this is a wonderful mentality to have for a natural and positive resolve which took me a long time to figure out. Maybe my self-confidence that I'm going for is rooted more in acquiring something difficult to obtain from hard work than about feeling like I'm better than others. Even when I've achieved the goal, I still don't feel like acting conceited about it. I'm just grateful to have had the opportunity to work for it and find something useful like this to keep me going in life. I thank the Lord for it! 

Saturday, April 4, 2026

Keeping It Up

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
  1. Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
  2. Always put on a good show.
  3. Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
  4. Be funny!
---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

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What did I do right today?

I'm trying to keep up with something that worked for me yesterday.

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I don't think this is much but it's still off to a good start. I ended up working on completing my online classes, learning CNC machining, and analyzing stocks. Just by doing these things, it ended up making my evening feel satisfying. I want to continue prioritizing on completing them daily if I can because it relates to achieving my current primary goal. It is time consuming and all I can fit in with the little free time I have, so working out during the evening is going to have to wait until I'm finished with studying CNC machining.