God has the ability to liberate us under any circumstance that we may feel is hectic on us. The under-driven guilt of all my sins is ever consuming me like a drug. My fallen moments arise from lacking trust in myself at the given moment of not receiving what I desire. The Bible says in Proverbs 3:5, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding." (NASB) It's a very simple concept that requires us to pray consistently to Christ who reigns in heaven. Eph 6:18 says, "With all prayer and petition pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on the alert with all perseverance and petition for all the saints," (NASB) and 1 Thes 5:17 says to "pray without ceasing" (NASB). It's difficult in all of us to give trust over to the Lord sometimes. We find that perhaps, life would be better if we proposed improvements on things we knew about. 1 Cor 1:27 says, "But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong" (NASB). We live our lives sometimes for pleasing only ourselves and find that it's a direction that leads away from the Lord.
Being a person with opinions, it's relatively hard to stay logical and if you are my sister, to never stop relying on your feelings. I have come to accept that my hard stubborness is only a defensive mechanism to excuse myself with being selfish. I don't need to add onto the Bible what it's saying, and only need to rely on God's grace. The Bible is a comprehensive manual of how to live and to manage with receiving the provisions of God.
To be of one mind with Christ, it takes commitment and self-discipline. I feel that others may want to impose that Christianity is a religion that labels a certain people and putting on a security blanket with no absolute proof of what they are believing. It worries me a little because Jesus is a real person who died on the cross. The case of how the tomb of Jesus became empty with two Roman soldiers standing watch should be convincing enough to be an intriguing case in history. Philosophical arguments are not needed in the case of the empty tomb. One just needs to put together all the pieces of what really happened in reference to the Jewish culture.
It's time for me to pray and feel like I'm jumping over countless hurdles until I can overcome the limitations with a blessing that I seek. Right now, it's about struggling without sex as a single man. God has called me to save my virginity for the woman he has allowed me to marry in the future. The marriage bed will be pure and a very joyful moment when that time comes. The end of the race will have its fruitful moment. Never too late to repent from a swinger's lifestyle or addiction to porn. It's been very evil of me to heighten my sexual desires for my own merit. I have to accept that I will have down times as a sexual creature. A new dawn is coming, and a new life has started and it's time to thank the Lord for this day! "Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things are passed away; behold, new things have come." (2 Corinthians 5:17).
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Random Fictionalized Story of Marc
Once upon a time, a person named Marc told a story while making funny faces. He gradually arose after that from the table he was sitting at and then started making belly aching noises. He was so filled with awe and misery at the same time because he found no acceptance with what he was doing. He then ended up withdrawing himself from the world. All he had with him was loving parents who gave him housing and food, and a very infuriated sister who could not get a load of him at times.
There are moments in Marc's life where Marc feels very depressed and lonely about not having enough friends around to give him support. Marc always wanted acceptance and felt like he had to work hard to receive it. One day Marc just felt like being annoying, according to some news sources and started messaging people with unclear sentences all around those e-mails. Marc just could not get enough of it and so he continued doing it some more. People have asked what the purpose was, but the best explanation has been stated that he loves to just write for the thrill of not knowing what words will be coming back to haunt him.
Marc has a big load of thoughts piling up in his life. In regards to how he could never get by without people, he just has to learn to deal with the annoyances of not knowing some things about people. Marc has recently given up looking at porno, watching television, and playing video games. He would rather do nothing instead of polluting his mind with indecent thoughts right now. Marc is starting to make the decision to repent for the sake of getting to know the Bible better and make more wonderful decisions. All of these annoyances with the self has been pretty much about a relentless attack to the unknown sphere about people. It has brought Marc a lot of confusion and nervousness. Writing a lot of confusing statements has made Marc even more sensitive about what people are actually thinking. He can sometimes state random things in his head and start laughing and then his mom would start scolding him for acting so wierd.
Marc eventually grew up with a nice head and wonderful personality. It is all thanks to the wonderful and loving Savior of this world. This committment to God has produced wonderful results and truthful experiences relating to the heart in all aspects of his life. There is a joy that can't be unfathomable when Marc fellowships with God by reading His Bible. He became very successful, earned a couple million dollars, and married a sweet and beautiful woman. They have raised ten children together and have hired their own children to help around the house. Marc and his wife, Francine can be found in their own daily radio talk show. They seem to really have wonderful chemistry on air and encouraged fans to seek after the Lord.
The problem circulating with Marc right now is that he wishes all who do know the true living Christ to give God a chance. Marc has this burden in his heart to want to serve God for the purposes of being an instrument that helps people get out of being deceived with a selfish world. He wishes to tell all of a wonderful loving Savior who wants to restore good values and heal the void in their lives. Marc has taken on a role to be a volunteer at his local community and also has formed an organization that helps people worldwide with common struggles by providing clear and practical Biblical solutions...
to be continued at a later date!
There are moments in Marc's life where Marc feels very depressed and lonely about not having enough friends around to give him support. Marc always wanted acceptance and felt like he had to work hard to receive it. One day Marc just felt like being annoying, according to some news sources and started messaging people with unclear sentences all around those e-mails. Marc just could not get enough of it and so he continued doing it some more. People have asked what the purpose was, but the best explanation has been stated that he loves to just write for the thrill of not knowing what words will be coming back to haunt him.
Marc has a big load of thoughts piling up in his life. In regards to how he could never get by without people, he just has to learn to deal with the annoyances of not knowing some things about people. Marc has recently given up looking at porno, watching television, and playing video games. He would rather do nothing instead of polluting his mind with indecent thoughts right now. Marc is starting to make the decision to repent for the sake of getting to know the Bible better and make more wonderful decisions. All of these annoyances with the self has been pretty much about a relentless attack to the unknown sphere about people. It has brought Marc a lot of confusion and nervousness. Writing a lot of confusing statements has made Marc even more sensitive about what people are actually thinking. He can sometimes state random things in his head and start laughing and then his mom would start scolding him for acting so wierd.
Marc eventually grew up with a nice head and wonderful personality. It is all thanks to the wonderful and loving Savior of this world. This committment to God has produced wonderful results and truthful experiences relating to the heart in all aspects of his life. There is a joy that can't be unfathomable when Marc fellowships with God by reading His Bible. He became very successful, earned a couple million dollars, and married a sweet and beautiful woman. They have raised ten children together and have hired their own children to help around the house. Marc and his wife, Francine can be found in their own daily radio talk show. They seem to really have wonderful chemistry on air and encouraged fans to seek after the Lord.
The problem circulating with Marc right now is that he wishes all who do know the true living Christ to give God a chance. Marc has this burden in his heart to want to serve God for the purposes of being an instrument that helps people get out of being deceived with a selfish world. He wishes to tell all of a wonderful loving Savior who wants to restore good values and heal the void in their lives. Marc has taken on a role to be a volunteer at his local community and also has formed an organization that helps people worldwide with common struggles by providing clear and practical Biblical solutions...
to be continued at a later date!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
1 Samuel 4:12 - 1 Samuel 8
Today, I read these passages. I have not had time to read the Bible lately. I have a burden on my shoulders which is to be the very best that I can be when writing. A verse that I liked is 1 Samuel 6:6 which states, "Don't be stubborn and rebellious as Pharaoh and the Egyptians were. They wouldn't let Israel go until God had ravaged them with dreadful plagues." (NLT)
I believe the Holy Spirit to not to be just a coincidence. I think some are still saying that Christianity is a religion or a personal reflection of correcting oneself, rather than a true relationship with God. Because of being human, I think we sometimes get a little lost in life and leave out Christ. Christ came into this world as a human who interacted with real people. Of all the phenomenons out there, I believe this to be a greater marvel than anything else in the whole universe. Jesus made his mark by resurrecting and leaving behind an empty tomb. This case about Jesus when analyzed at a historical point creates a marvelous statement of how God could surely be real in this world.
For me, I need to try to be more patient with God. With all the privileges I have, I think I could live a well-balanced and Biblical centered life. Currently, I am being prayed for and all of a sudden, I'm starting to see where I need to flourish in necessity and desires. I am finding that I can find meaning right now as a pretty satisfied bachelor. I have found that living in God, every desire can be obtained with the right cause. If God takes away a desire, it is only meant for me to allow God to do it under my submission of His will. I will ultimately allow God to edify me through the washing of His word and to eventually take on greater responsibilities in the future. I think people are here to try to help us out, but ultimately the best advice I think I can receive is to solely rely on God's advice. To search it, we need an open and willing heart to love God with all our mind, heart, and soul and to have love for others, as well. We may feel abandoned sometimes, 1 Samuel 7:2 says "...During that time, all Israel mourned because it seemed that the Lord had abandoned them." (NLT) Suffering is sometimes painful, sorrowful, regretful, or even frustrating. I don't think I can be pleasing to everybody, but what I can do is listen to people's petitions with eagerness. At this point in time, I have to stay right in the Lord with the most obvious things about my private life. Yes, I have some sexual struggles but it's not nearly that bad which prevents me from making good friendships with women.
I believe the Holy Spirit to not to be just a coincidence. I think some are still saying that Christianity is a religion or a personal reflection of correcting oneself, rather than a true relationship with God. Because of being human, I think we sometimes get a little lost in life and leave out Christ. Christ came into this world as a human who interacted with real people. Of all the phenomenons out there, I believe this to be a greater marvel than anything else in the whole universe. Jesus made his mark by resurrecting and leaving behind an empty tomb. This case about Jesus when analyzed at a historical point creates a marvelous statement of how God could surely be real in this world.
For me, I need to try to be more patient with God. With all the privileges I have, I think I could live a well-balanced and Biblical centered life. Currently, I am being prayed for and all of a sudden, I'm starting to see where I need to flourish in necessity and desires. I am finding that I can find meaning right now as a pretty satisfied bachelor. I have found that living in God, every desire can be obtained with the right cause. If God takes away a desire, it is only meant for me to allow God to do it under my submission of His will. I will ultimately allow God to edify me through the washing of His word and to eventually take on greater responsibilities in the future. I think people are here to try to help us out, but ultimately the best advice I think I can receive is to solely rely on God's advice. To search it, we need an open and willing heart to love God with all our mind, heart, and soul and to have love for others, as well. We may feel abandoned sometimes, 1 Samuel 7:2 says "...During that time, all Israel mourned because it seemed that the Lord had abandoned them." (NLT) Suffering is sometimes painful, sorrowful, regretful, or even frustrating. I don't think I can be pleasing to everybody, but what I can do is listen to people's petitions with eagerness. At this point in time, I have to stay right in the Lord with the most obvious things about my private life. Yes, I have some sexual struggles but it's not nearly that bad which prevents me from making good friendships with women.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Talking and Writing
Things have been so different for me these days. I am trying with all my might to find the goodness achieved through our Lord and Savior. I see that putting our confidence in Jesus helps us to walk in our worst moments. To be growing in my faith, it has been an incredible challenge. I see myself as incapable of doing really anything, but I believe that God has called me to find harmony with others.
I don't really see everything at first glance. I believe that God does marvelous things to me when a person has something against me. It's amazing how words can really affect a person's emotions. God gave me this ability to work under my own pains to lead people to restore the way things were before. I used to do a lot of apologizing back then. I think that was the key because I did not know what was going on fully. I think through apologizing and placing agenda on my own needs with a person, I have not been able to grow in knowing the person better. I'm trying a more positive approach and finding it is going to take lots of effort to be considerate to the women affected by me. It's so easy to clarify good intentions by sticking with pure writing and talking as the actions. It's amazing how the least evil of things can make people angry. For example, writing with lack of clarity because I want to edify and worship the Lord through words. Brothers and sisters have told me I'm on the right path by communicating my desires with the Lord. I am ready to push ahead to greater things. Mainly the affected people are best to just clarify with the greatest purposes in mind.
I don't really see everything at first glance. I believe that God does marvelous things to me when a person has something against me. It's amazing how words can really affect a person's emotions. God gave me this ability to work under my own pains to lead people to restore the way things were before. I used to do a lot of apologizing back then. I think that was the key because I did not know what was going on fully. I think through apologizing and placing agenda on my own needs with a person, I have not been able to grow in knowing the person better. I'm trying a more positive approach and finding it is going to take lots of effort to be considerate to the women affected by me. It's so easy to clarify good intentions by sticking with pure writing and talking as the actions. It's amazing how the least evil of things can make people angry. For example, writing with lack of clarity because I want to edify and worship the Lord through words. Brothers and sisters have told me I'm on the right path by communicating my desires with the Lord. I am ready to push ahead to greater things. Mainly the affected people are best to just clarify with the greatest purposes in mind.
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