Beauty of Knowing God

People in life all have their own personal worries. Without them, I think life wouldn't be a test with trials. I believe that sometimes we all must go through some relationship problems to understand what type of person we are. I think I'm a better judge than some people are like this one dude who I really wrote about to make him look bad by being absolutely honest. Hey, if a point needs to be made and if you want to make it hurt so much then just be honest.

Face it, people knowing facts have even had them get shot or assassinated! That's why the truth is so powerful because it has the power to dismantle walls that people up in a social manner. Those weird people told me that these girls were putting up a wall with me. Whatever. Those weird people is from that weird church all the way down in Los Angeles. Now, I can understand a church like that being somewhere close to Hollywood in California. Weird as they are, like the guy Jarred Taing and Golf the gopher and also former members like Chris Kuch and some weird ladies still attending there like "mocking-man, General" Lee, I am forced to love them for the weird kind of stuff they put out.

Here We Go Again, Same Old Stuff Again

I know life really has its temperaments and things are out there to distract us. Sometimes our lives are part of journeying into an abyss to finish an impossible mission. It's like we want to be a Hercules or a hero who stops the gods from ruining humanity. It's like we want to be there like Perseus and chop off Medusa's head and then marry the prettiest princess in all the fair lands. It's pretty interesting how she ended all chained up on a cliff so she would be sacrificed.

That being said, probably most of us wouldn't even be able to set foot on the underworld. I know I would- first off a person would have to be born to have those qualities and secondly, it just plain doesn't exist! Hades is a place that houses demons in the Bible, or it's another term for hell. The Greek god Hades is depicted as an arrogant, ambitious, and chauvinistic immortal who would stop at nothing to get what he wants. I'm sure there were times I was like that- just that I didn't possess those powerful qualities; I was pretty much like a rug rat and wanting to steal all the toys in the world. Oh well, live and learn.

People With Difficulties On Me

I believe that a person may sometimes have a difficult time in understanding others' point of views. For example, I think a major conflict that some people like to feel is that a person fails to respect the other person's rights by doing something they disapprove of. In the circle of friendships, I think we all have our own different tastes and differences. By not wanting to come to terms with some of these things, it surely sometimes leaves room for the person whose offended to be a sour loser!

The loser doesn't deserve to have friends because he just doesn't know how to handle himself really well when someone else is doing something that doesn't pertain to his life. I could remind the loser about this and plant it in his head that it would be the only thing he's feeling whenever he sees me.

Hello

Hi, I'm just typing something as usual. I guess I can spend time on this blog because I just like to write and I should show that I could be consistent and that I'm a safe person. I can be really blunt now since this is my blog. There are some things I still don't want to talk about for the sake of protecting people's interests. I would not want the complication of people coming up to me and saying that I damaged their reputation because I was not careful and put something on here.

Anyway, that being said, it's really something I'm going to disregard if a person does something to make me not want to side with them. I'll really mention about how I want to give them a hard time but I wouldn't really make it that obvious to them. I would just get under their skin a little and start telling them about it and just laugh. It really gets those certain individuals to not really get on me with anything. I am also not really caring about it that much anymore. There's really not that much worry and when I see it, I could probably influence and beat out a whole lot of people at once. 

Exercising Discipline

It's important to maintain discipline because it really helps a person get what he or she wants in the end. There are obviously short cuts a person can take and when it's really not moral and being done for fun then it sort of does mean being stupid about it. I think there are fun ways to obtain a person's needs- it just takes a lot of hard work and discipline to get there. Enjoying the fruits of one's labor is something that I believe the majority of young people don't really understand yet.

Keeping a balance with the self and coming to an agreement with a certain higher calling is something that I'm sure a person could will him or herself too. It's just that for whatever reason, sometimes a person just wants to ignore doing what's right and get evil towards others.

Not Liking Something

I guess everybody has their dislikes and if I were to listen to all of them then it might pretty much be analyzed and maybe some common answers might pop up. For myself, I think I'm at a level where I feel like I've faced so many frustrations already that I don't even try to go there and have my own moment because it really doesn't do anything for me. It's like just wasting more energy and not helping for me.

Overall, I'm going off topic because I'm just writing what's on my mind. It really takes some thinking to understand what a girl is saying sometimes for me. I'm a guy and just letting her words soak in and trying to visualize how it's holistic makes it a little interesting to see what she means. I guess in this fashion it seems like I could imagine stuff and completely invent whacky ideas or something that might make reasonable sense to the average person. When I do the later, it probably could become scary if I point out negative things and might encourage the unlucky person I'm examining to become paranoid and a sociopath.

Taking Advantage

I am realizing that it is not the worst thing with where I am at right now. It's pretty much about dealing with situations and not really caring about some things. Even though I feel like I've struggled over small things, it's still had an effect of helping me to grow. Putting together all these things and just coming to a reasonable conclusion, it makes it easier to stick to something especially when it's not supported by everybody.

My emotions are pretty much really stable right now. I honestly don't mind it if good things happen to me. By how a person acts against me, it just helps me to see that some things are just not really worth losing some sleep over. It's really going to be about letting things become squared away. Just getting over some of the worst things helps me to see that from a personal standpoint I really might need some divine inspiration.

The life I live right now can be really smart, exciting, and cool. I think there's this unique energy I've gained over all these years of mixing up hard work and trying to get somewhere I want to be in a legitimate and smart manner. Seriously, I believe that placing faith in the foundation of the whole Bible and using God's Word that is found on those pages really develops a resilient and gentle person, along with having him or her find a place in the Book of Life. All those seemingly contradictions add up to one big picture and it just shows that it's meaning to point out a genuine testimony which has stood out even through many prestigious and scholarly examinations. Just look for the best evidence that's out there currently, and you'll see what I mean with this whole Christianity thing.

How To Be Successful At I.T.

Basically stay off of drugs, period. Don't do drugs and maybe when dire circumstances or depressing situations occur for a person (for example, removing one's wisdom teeth) then maybe it's okay to pop a pill or two to go to sleep and being all drowsy at work. Personally, I think it's really a lot of gaining intuition and just not giving up at accomplishing something. It takes accomplishing a lot of small things sometimes intuitively to get to the final step to make it happen. It's like running through steps over and over again and then when I get stuck, I just want to shut down my computer and cry.

It's okay to cry even though I don't really cry like I did when I was ten years old. I hit the screen so hard to try to break it and it didn't break so I regret that moment as a kid. I then punched in a different command on the key because I acted like I was going to boss it around and then it started working again. I guess from then on, it's like from having those frustrated moments playing out all the time, it's about not giving up and enduring until getting to the last step.

I understand it because I've been there and done that. I now created a secret weapon which is like cheating on a test. I just google for stuff when I'm stuck and want to be lazy.

Important To Have Fun

I'm going to have fun by doing boring things. I'm taking these online courses for free because I'm a very special person. They prep me up to get certified in very cool things. It's very boring to learn how I can be adept at doing cool things. Oh well, it's really important to have fun so I need to put my time into it to get there. It's about making a wise investment after all.

I see myself really taking advantage of my position from being a special person. I may be short but I see myself as not an average short person. I have some features of a big person, so I'm not an average short person. Because of these big features, slightly younger females don't seem to be mind talking to me because I seem to look very stable and confident with myself.

Very Cool Mac Feature

It's really quite simple. I just place two fingers together on the mouse pad and then slide left to right or up and down and then the screen scrolls. It's really cool because when I place one finger on the mouse pad it doesn't do it. I don't have to do that annoying click and hold and then slide. It's like I never knew I could do this but since this Mac informed me, I'm happy about this knowing this convenience.

I placed this top-of-the-line Mac on the camera program and then made it look like birds were dancing over my head. The guys in my room thought I was on drugs and hallucinating- it was really funny. They thought I was staring at pointless things and claimed that I was brain dead.

Time To Catch Up

I guess when I have a little time because I am keeping myself busy and also have about 300 days left to make 365 posts, I'm going to catch up to my daily quota of averaging one post per day. It just feels like a lot right now and sometimes when I was ahead it felt like I was hardly writing but all-in-all averaging it out, it gets to one post a day.

I remember trying to catch up last year in my last 10 days which was really painful because my wrists started to hurt and also I felt like I was glued onto my chair and had a headache. Man, those are good times! Good times, good times. Yeah, it's good to think the glass is half full sometimes.

What I Learned

I'm learning that younger females don't really care if a guy like me is shorter than them. They just talk to me regardless of how short I look to them. These young people I'm surrounded by and even older people just tell me directly that I'm short and make it a conversation with me. My mind just blanks out whenever I hear it and it goes out the other ear. This is how other short people should feel too and act. I just don't plain care anymore, as long as I can drive a car and am big enough to lay a nice fist or kick in a sensitive area of an enemy then I guess I can learn to be content when it comes to survival of the fittest.

I was even asked out by a cute girl too today in the morning. I just woke up and found out she called me while I was sleeping. She then tagged along with me which was cool. I then parted ways with her because she wanted to do something and I was losing focus; I guess I can talk to her later because she seems pretty friendly.

Ready To Start Posting

Okay, it looks like I'm going to start doing damage again now with this blog because I'm armed with a new laptop now. Well, this laptop cost me only $1500 so I guess it is a pretty bad one because I paid so much for it. It's like it only weighs four pounds and has one of the best processors out there in the market, so that along with being a Mac I guess it is safe to say that it's going to be pretty reliable for the years to come. I think this laptop is going to be still practical after about 4 years. It only makes sense to purchase it for me because I'm going to take this baby everywhere I go and use it as a tool.

Another cool thing is that it's possible to turn this Mac into also a PC that could get potentially infested with viruses and then I'll have to switch over to the Mac side and stay there when it happens! I'll just click a button to delete the windows partition and start all over again. Actually, I don't know why I'm going to load up Windows when almost all Mac users know that Mac is a more stable operating system.

I guess it's okay to stay away from Dell now and go Mac while porting Windows onto it like a nerd. I actually like the Mac design, it's a pretty nice hardware and convenient too. For once, it's really lightweight and efficient in saving space. I guess I'm happy with this computer and going to be on a Mac craze now. It was just about taking the initiative to buy one of these expensive Macs.

What It's About

Right now it is really all about staying on top of things. I really want to just get everything done in an efficient manner and have excellence out of it. I guess I do not really mind the amount of time it takes to get there as long as I get some time off every once in awhile for personal things. 

A few months ago it was about staying par with a lot of details. Nowadays I would seriously like to get squared away while maintaining the highest level of integrity and discipline. 

What I have put myself through has seriously been a reflection of working towards achieving something. 

Getting This Whole Being Short Thing

It seems like it would be funny if I scored a sweet and attractive wife and then I made regular guys jealous. Like the first thing they would try to say bad is "Hey what is that midget doing with holding that girls hand?" Well I would have to say back "Good, there should be more of them like it. I will teach my craft to short guys only." Yeah it will be like overtaking the world and where tall people would want to become short. Also tall athletes would go broke.

Honestly it does not really have a lot to deal with height when it comes to me getting to know some females. The heck with it. Might as well make it work.

It is really about the ideologies that a guy has and what females may perceive out of him. I guess some girls are crazy enough to try to make it work out of their needs and just go for the eye candy they grew up thinking that was good.

If anyone really bases it off of appearances it can mean two things. A, he or she has an immature mind or B, the lady gets eliminated on my list of being that really wholesome woman she wants to be credited with. So in fact if the short person marries then the spouse might really be a strong, one of a kind, and considerate person. It works with both genders, although I would prefer a smaller female too.

Wow Do Not Care Anymore

I guess it is sometimes too easy. Am I tracking? Yeah. It looks like I have met enough beautiful people to understand a few things that really relate to me. Like for once I atm actually relaxed with talking to attractive women and there is one who is really sweet. She has asked me out a few times already and even asked me to go swimming with her- whatever that means. Yeah I am so relaxed and cool about it.

Hey I am short and have been told about it directly. I do not care and that is how every short person should feel. I still have a chance with marrying a beautiful person so why should I really care. At least I can work out and learn martial arts that suit short people better. I already have a black belt in something and have threa

Making Small Posts

I guess I am at it again. This time it is going to be meaningless for awhile until I get a new laptop to play with. Currently due to the sensitive nature K am involved in I understand the risks of maintaining this blog. Basically I am saying that I get to be mean in a fun and objective way.

Right now it is taking a lot of effort to make this post using my new Samsung Galaxy. It is a pain. I might even hold off to next month until I get my new ATM card mailed to me from back home. Hmmm I do not know if I should have revealed that. It takes discipline to use this stupid phone.