This is what I really want to do. First of all, I really want to become a strong software engineer and be able to make a nice living off of it from making passive income. Secondly, I want to earn more passive income from trading Forex. I want these two to be my main source of income and other than that, from being competitive, I'm going to give it the best I can with other relatable things and just accept the outcome even if it's negative. I'll just learn from what I can to make adjustments and move on. As long as I can afford the mishap, I'll still manage even if it hurts my pride a little. I'll just try to learn from my mistakes by trial and error and hopefully, I'll reach the top someday. If not, then hopefully I'll be lucky enough from all the hard work I tried putting in to make a good enough standing.
I'm choosing to now keep myself from dwelling about negative things and moving on from them while going after increasing my personal confidence with doing the things I want to do and try to still have fun, even if it's so hard. Now that I have my plans for making a living, I want to also on the side pick up on cooking and get back to working out for getting a sexy body that most adults admire. This is just based on my interests and not about picking up girls anymore. Well, it is in that I only want to lift my confidence to approach the single ladies I'm interested in and ask them out. I'm also a really outgoing person and will stick to making plans for that.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
Sunday, September 29, 2019
Setting Goals
I think with anything that's interesting, there's sometimes going to be days that just feel a little off because of anything that's stressing you out. It's nice to limit these as much as possible while not really placing emphasis on the stress itself, but more about keeping up with hard work and self-confidence while still being a nice person. I'm making this assessment from how I think a few people took things too far with me. It's a lost cause but not entirely a done deal because I'm so easy going that it's fixable to my eyes, but I'm not so sure it would be for them. In the meantime though, I want to keep on focusing with building my personal confidence from having really high personal standards.
I normally don't write on the weekends but today is a special day I guess to be spending some time on here to do a bit of self-reflection. Some things are just out of your control even if you put in your best effort, so it's best to look to turn the page and keep on making adjustments to become more successful again. It might take longer sometimes or just maybe there's satisfaction with where you are at already that you wouldn't have to go for something more.
It would be quite dumb to desire something more and then pass the time with something else, unless doing the later option becomes more worthwhile to you. It looks like with my emotions, it's sometimes going to feel like wearing me out or stressful but something that I'm learning to accept while continuously striving to push through. It's pretty much grinding for something that you are really interested in and actually makes you feel fully satisfied. I have actually found what I want to work on and so grinding away I will do while taking advantage of this privilege with having time to work on myself.
I normally don't write on the weekends but today is a special day I guess to be spending some time on here to do a bit of self-reflection. Some things are just out of your control even if you put in your best effort, so it's best to look to turn the page and keep on making adjustments to become more successful again. It might take longer sometimes or just maybe there's satisfaction with where you are at already that you wouldn't have to go for something more.
It would be quite dumb to desire something more and then pass the time with something else, unless doing the later option becomes more worthwhile to you. It looks like with my emotions, it's sometimes going to feel like wearing me out or stressful but something that I'm learning to accept while continuously striving to push through. It's pretty much grinding for something that you are really interested in and actually makes you feel fully satisfied. I have actually found what I want to work on and so grinding away I will do while taking advantage of this privilege with having time to work on myself.
Going After Discipline
Knowing what I want, I think my entertainment should really be the things I end up working for. This being said, I might as well just pursue after the things I'm interested in no matter how hard it is. If I don't end up winning it all, then at least all I can give is my very best and at least look for making a good living off of it. It's nice to be doing things out of enjoyment, so this means that I'm going to have to sacrifice some things I like to do on my own time to go after reaching my goals. It's not really a bad thing either and shouldn't be scary at all even if it feels like it's going to wear me out.
I don't think there's really anything to it but to just grind away sometimes and put in a lot of effort to enjoy what I want to work on. This being said, I have settled my life on my few things. I am looking for a gorgeous and wonderful single woman who shares similar levels of sexual and romantic attraction with me to settle down with someday. I don't really know how to go about it with finding her and at a total loss right now.
In the meantime, I'm just going to work on building my confidence level while exercising self-control and decency and lots of hard work. It's pretty much going to be grinding away while working to keep my self-confidence high with the main things I want to work on. If I don't get there, then it's not the end of the world for me. I'm going to have to then look around to find some help while accepting things don't always go your way.
I don't think there's really anything to it but to just grind away sometimes and put in a lot of effort to enjoy what I want to work on. This being said, I have settled my life on my few things. I am looking for a gorgeous and wonderful single woman who shares similar levels of sexual and romantic attraction with me to settle down with someday. I don't really know how to go about it with finding her and at a total loss right now.
In the meantime, I'm just going to work on building my confidence level while exercising self-control and decency and lots of hard work. It's pretty much going to be grinding away while working to keep my self-confidence high with the main things I want to work on. If I don't get there, then it's not the end of the world for me. I'm going to have to then look around to find some help while accepting things don't always go your way.
Specializing On Utilizing Time
I think it's a blessing with the amount of resources that are available at our finger tips. We can just keep on pursuing and typing for things we are interested in finding out about on the Internet. It's really convenient and all bunched together on the desktop. You don't have to drive to places or call up people which would take up some down time. It's so nice to have in-demand services available today and well worth it to even pay for it!
I'm a little different in that I look for free stuff to take advantage of all the time and like to base it off of people who expose themselves to charity even if it was inadvertent. There hasn't been very bad consequences from what I know about yet from taking this approach so I'm not relenting from it anytime soon!
I'm a little different in that I look for free stuff to take advantage of all the time and like to base it off of people who expose themselves to charity even if it was inadvertent. There hasn't been very bad consequences from what I know about yet from taking this approach so I'm not relenting from it anytime soon!
Wednesday, September 25, 2019
Moving Forward
I think it really does come down to legit confidence and going for what you want while being in self-control and exercising morality regularly. I might as well go about developing myself more. I truly want to be in worship of the Lord and base my life off of His teachings in the Bible. A lot of dealing with people is that they can sometimes be a little in the flesh, and looking back, it's probably not a big deal but it's definitely a problem if there's something they can't still be totally relaxed about. It's really important to be able to discern these situations and not be so worked up about it. It can still be a lot of fun schooling them while having a cool head on your shoulders. I'm totally ready to get back to that figurative arena and contend to vanquish my opponents, even if they team up against me. I'm pretty much a natural at dealing with this and it's only my personal confidence that I have to keep on developing.
In the meantime, my life's purpose is about getting to learn more about the Bible and keep on staying in worship with the Lord 24/7 and to make myself more confident by becoming successful at doing things I want to do and are permissible. If I can get away with it while not being a jerk to someone else, then might as well take advantage of it if I want to. Honestly, there's a way to get around with finding free entertainment these days even though it lessens the pay for those working in those fields. There has to be a balance at some point, but I'm sure that common people don't really care about putting in that little extra hassle to keep things free and will pay for it with some decency if they are able to while being interested in the product. It's a nice business to be a big player in any market.
In the meantime, my life's purpose is about getting to learn more about the Bible and keep on staying in worship with the Lord 24/7 and to make myself more confident by becoming successful at doing things I want to do and are permissible. If I can get away with it while not being a jerk to someone else, then might as well take advantage of it if I want to. Honestly, there's a way to get around with finding free entertainment these days even though it lessens the pay for those working in those fields. There has to be a balance at some point, but I'm sure that common people don't really care about putting in that little extra hassle to keep things free and will pay for it with some decency if they are able to while being interested in the product. It's a nice business to be a big player in any market.
Figuring Stuff Out
Yesterday, I intended on going to work out right after my food digested from having dinner. Instead, I ended up knocking out after 30 minutes. I think what's really causing this is from sleeping late the night before and my body needing to catch up on sleep. It looks like I'm really going to have to put in a bit more effort to stay up by maybe drinking some coffee.
I think it's from being really sleepy and tired that I need to keep on pushing myself. I really would like to work on myself more so I could have this confidence to ask out single ladies I feel somewhat attracted to now. There really are four different areas that a guy who is having trouble getting a girlfriend should work on: appearance, manners, security, and being pleasurable.
On top of that, it's also about being able to move on and still staying confident if the girl ends up rejecting. I say that it's better to ask than not let it out and should be done if the guy finds out she's single, is attracted to her, and really confident with himself.
Monday, September 23, 2019
Finding the Right Life Partner
It's starting to make a lot of sense, and it just comes from asking out a person you are really interested in. I'm just going to be honest about my dating life. There is a smoking attractive lady who I get along really well with and she clearly likes me and I'm cool with it. Back then, she wasn't single though so it didn't cross my mind to try to ask her out even though I developed a crush on her. It then numbed itself out over the months and years I hung out with her and we're just good friends. When she broke up, I didn't know about it and she scandalously announced we were going out on a date on my birthday. I was like, you got to be joking underneath but that's how life is. She's getting married to another and I honestly don't mind to be honest while always getting a nice laugh out of it privately. She's still an awesome person and friend and I think our relationship transcends beyond a sexual relationship, but I doubt we're soul mates.
I think the biggest mistake with finding the right partner for a guy being attracted to a single lady is not asking her out. Holding back isn't right and also it's important to respect her personal decision even if it's doomed. It's better to get it out of the way and move on. I guess if this feeling of uneasiness is happening then maybe she isn't going to be the right person or there's something you need to work on with yourself.
My mistake is that with that old crowd, they were pretty stupid and crazy about stuff that didn't pertain to them and blamed me for it without a good cause. They just let their angry emotions get the best of them and failed to get their point across. I'm still going strong, but I have better things to work on so I'm happy to push it away or procrastinate on dealing with it now. It dealt with some ladies who I was attracted to but I couldn't ask them out. One of them was open to it and I was dumb to realize it from being in a bad mood with her having yelled at me just one time! Man, I was so childish about it and it's my mistake and maybe we could have something much more beautiful if we worked on it. It's just what could have happened from speculating and it's better to think positively so when the next opportunity comes along, you won't miss it and put in more effort to get the coveted devotion of a sexy lady!
So I'm basically saying it's wrong for an available and confident guy to like a single lady and not ask her out for a relationship. On contrast, there's this single girl I'm close friends with and is almost like family to me and who has a sexy feature on her that gets me all the time. It's just that I find her to be too weird and how I can settle for just being good friends. It's not that hard and can be a lot of fun. I have messed around with her by trying to flirt with her and it added much more frustrations that we ended up moving on from. The next step is to be diligent about making myself this confident and available guy.
Pushing Forward
Well, I guess since today is a Monday and last night was pretty much having a lot of fun staying up to play video games with friends, today I feel a little hung over with having to work. Yet, I feel like refocusing my efforts and taking advantage of this wonderful opportunity to grow in my knowledge and experience with being a professional software engineer and developer.
I would really like to have a blast making a lot of money and also doing the same while relaxing with a hot body and enjoying being married to a hot lady who is well-attracted to me and wants to do it a lot. Yes, it would be an awesome life!
It's pretty much going to take hard work and self-control, but I find that personally seeking after the Lord by trying to listen and understand the Bible daily is part of that necessity. It isn't easy sometimes, but now I'm just tuning into it by default and accepting that even when I'm in that state of zoning out and imagining different things and unable to hear the Lord's wisdom, I still want to very much obtain it even if I can't listen to it then. I'm just going to have to put in more effort then.
I'm not going for becoming a preacher or teacher of some sort. I just want to know enough so I can be confident with what I need to do to live for Christ based on his teachings and also to have good reference to how I should conduct myself from countlessly listening to the whole Old Testament. Jesus does sum it up to love the Lord with all your mind, heart, and soul and then to secondly love others as yourself. (Matthew 22:37-40) Jesus will recognize his sheep by those who listen to him, and this happens from studying the Bible. (John 10:27) Matthew 4:4 says that man shall not live by bread alone but from every word that comes from God.
What's so nice about these Bible verses is that I don't even know where they are at but it's nice to have Google search bring it up so quickly for me. I don't think it's really necessary anymore to know exact verse numbers but to just recall the Bible content. It's really helpful for me in that I'm just listening to the Bible instead of reading it and it just makes it more convenient to be around God's Word while I'm driving through traffic each morning and late afternoon.
I would really like to have a blast making a lot of money and also doing the same while relaxing with a hot body and enjoying being married to a hot lady who is well-attracted to me and wants to do it a lot. Yes, it would be an awesome life!
It's pretty much going to take hard work and self-control, but I find that personally seeking after the Lord by trying to listen and understand the Bible daily is part of that necessity. It isn't easy sometimes, but now I'm just tuning into it by default and accepting that even when I'm in that state of zoning out and imagining different things and unable to hear the Lord's wisdom, I still want to very much obtain it even if I can't listen to it then. I'm just going to have to put in more effort then.
I'm not going for becoming a preacher or teacher of some sort. I just want to know enough so I can be confident with what I need to do to live for Christ based on his teachings and also to have good reference to how I should conduct myself from countlessly listening to the whole Old Testament. Jesus does sum it up to love the Lord with all your mind, heart, and soul and then to secondly love others as yourself. (Matthew 22:37-40) Jesus will recognize his sheep by those who listen to him, and this happens from studying the Bible. (John 10:27) Matthew 4:4 says that man shall not live by bread alone but from every word that comes from God.
What's so nice about these Bible verses is that I don't even know where they are at but it's nice to have Google search bring it up so quickly for me. I don't think it's really necessary anymore to know exact verse numbers but to just recall the Bible content. It's really helpful for me in that I'm just listening to the Bible instead of reading it and it just makes it more convenient to be around God's Word while I'm driving through traffic each morning and late afternoon.
Friday, September 20, 2019
Interesting Observations
Out of all the bloggers being hosted and who classify themselves with a Computer Science occupation, I don't think there's too many people who even have an incentive to do what I've done all these years consistently. It feels pretty good in a way, like I have my own place to write confidently and even give myself a little push to get started on something good.
In a way, I feel like I'm getting my own silent acknowledgement by seeing that reads tally up. I'm accustomed to seeing like ten reads on average per post. Some of my posts have a lot more from being a lot funnier than normal or even have material that might cater to some picky readers, but I'm overall just a pretty smart dude who feels like writing sometimes about anything on his mind.
The reason why I gave myself the author name #1 on Computer Science Occupations is because it would be funny for someone to look at the link above to check out other inactive bloggers and see me on the first spot. I check it out daily and hopefully there will be a funny girl coming around to share her thoughts, so I can be like "Yes!" There was a depressed girl who expressed herself with suicidal intent, and I used to be the only one to comment on there. She stopped responding to me because I think I never asked for her response in the first place. I was just like an audience member who always left a brief review. She was talking about relationships and breakups and things just going south for her. She's on hiatus now and hopefully she's still alive and giving herself the right therapy.
It's interesting in a sense that if you click on a profile and go up to a more common category like Science then I'll be listed more towards the middle. I don't think the ranking system has that much preference with who gets the top spot. It's probably more based on the latest post from any user because I might still not get enough visitors to be attractive to the ranker, or it's just designed to be like that.
Still I see myself as the unofficially recognized #1 blog poster on my subcategory of Computer Science. I'm really talking more about life itself and just trying to boast about being so interested in software engineering which is a cool field of CS.
In a way, I feel like I'm getting my own silent acknowledgement by seeing that reads tally up. I'm accustomed to seeing like ten reads on average per post. Some of my posts have a lot more from being a lot funnier than normal or even have material that might cater to some picky readers, but I'm overall just a pretty smart dude who feels like writing sometimes about anything on his mind.
The reason why I gave myself the author name #1 on Computer Science Occupations is because it would be funny for someone to look at the link above to check out other inactive bloggers and see me on the first spot. I check it out daily and hopefully there will be a funny girl coming around to share her thoughts, so I can be like "Yes!" There was a depressed girl who expressed herself with suicidal intent, and I used to be the only one to comment on there. She stopped responding to me because I think I never asked for her response in the first place. I was just like an audience member who always left a brief review. She was talking about relationships and breakups and things just going south for her. She's on hiatus now and hopefully she's still alive and giving herself the right therapy.
It's interesting in a sense that if you click on a profile and go up to a more common category like Science then I'll be listed more towards the middle. I don't think the ranking system has that much preference with who gets the top spot. It's probably more based on the latest post from any user because I might still not get enough visitors to be attractive to the ranker, or it's just designed to be like that.
Still I see myself as the unofficially recognized #1 blog poster on my subcategory of Computer Science. I'm really talking more about life itself and just trying to boast about being so interested in software engineering which is a cool field of CS.
Tuesday, September 17, 2019
Spending Time Effectively
I know I have the potential now to rip a hole out of someone's wall figuratively speaking and end up conquering them in the end because of the matter being so stupid while focusing all of the energy on them and practicing self-control. I'm a natural at this stuff and it's just whatever to keep myself moving in the end. It's just that it's not worth my time to really think about it right now. I have a better thing to do that surpasses all of this crazy junk from my past. It's all about going after building my personal confidence while worshipping the Lord.
I'm just writing things on repeat and I have a tendency to do this, but I'm just practicing it just to reaffirm myself. I'm seriously going after becoming a good software engineer and making some money off of investing right now and listening to the Bible, while trying to live extremely healthy and going after cooking and spending time with close friends during the weekends. The time to get married will be when I move out of my parent's house and into my own. I'm ready for this day to arrive! In the meantime, I'm going to figure out how I can start lifting some weights because I do want to get medium buff while being ripped. I might as well do some growing taller exercises too for practicing better posture so I don't feel like I'm shrinking to counteract the heavy lifting I do and not feel like a contradictory shorty. It is what it is, I really don't care what anybody thinks in that area and I will argue about it until I can't anymore and then go at it again the next day. It means I'm hopelessly lost in my train of thought if anyone thinks it's that bad to do a few more exercises because it's just perceived to be magical for boosting my morale.
I doubt I'm going to get too many oppositions with my style of arguing. I'm going to go at it with more vigilance!
I'm just writing things on repeat and I have a tendency to do this, but I'm just practicing it just to reaffirm myself. I'm seriously going after becoming a good software engineer and making some money off of investing right now and listening to the Bible, while trying to live extremely healthy and going after cooking and spending time with close friends during the weekends. The time to get married will be when I move out of my parent's house and into my own. I'm ready for this day to arrive! In the meantime, I'm going to figure out how I can start lifting some weights because I do want to get medium buff while being ripped. I might as well do some growing taller exercises too for practicing better posture so I don't feel like I'm shrinking to counteract the heavy lifting I do and not feel like a contradictory shorty. It is what it is, I really don't care what anybody thinks in that area and I will argue about it until I can't anymore and then go at it again the next day. It means I'm hopelessly lost in my train of thought if anyone thinks it's that bad to do a few more exercises because it's just perceived to be magical for boosting my morale.
I doubt I'm going to get too many oppositions with my style of arguing. I'm going to go at it with more vigilance!
Letting Dumb Stuff Go And Focusing Better
I figure that the past dealing with some crazy downers was really dumb, and I should have taken care of it. Should have and could have but I didn't even though I tried unsuccessfully and failed dramatically to the point that still nothing happened to me. It's a lost cause, so time to move on and whenever the opportunity arises again next time, it's just going in for a routine kill.
I'm still discussing about it and fighting these inner urges underneath but it can be healthy in that being aware of it, I get to control it and go back to being happy again. It's dumb stuff and a lost cause, so the solution to all of this negativity for me is to go after building my confidence while trying to continuously worship the Lord.
I really could utilize my time better and improve upon not leaving anything out while being on the spot. It's really about pushing myself to get to where I want to go and working hard at it while being content about what I'm trying to do.
I'm still discussing about it and fighting these inner urges underneath but it can be healthy in that being aware of it, I get to control it and go back to being happy again. It's dumb stuff and a lost cause, so the solution to all of this negativity for me is to go after building my confidence while trying to continuously worship the Lord.
I really could utilize my time better and improve upon not leaving anything out while being on the spot. It's really about pushing myself to get to where I want to go and working hard at it while being content about what I'm trying to do.
Monday, September 16, 2019
Summarizing What I Want To Do In Life
Keep on listening to the Bible and be able to recall the little details about it. Make a lot of money from software engineering and investing while gaining lots of free time on my hands. Get a really nice body from working out eventually. Do some gourmet and healthy cooking. Not tire out that easily. Keep on meeting good people to spend some time with. Marry a hot lady who wants to do it a lot!
This is all hard work and I find all of it to be interesting and fun to pursue after. I need to just push myself back into this direction when I'm distracted by the little things. I should be doing okay in the end though, as long as I mean it and these are turning out to be my passions. I'm also having a lot of fun with playing the piano and trying to sing a few tunes I'm into. I am really trying to live a balanced life these days.
Taking Care Of Priorities
I believe my main thing at this point in time of my life is to just build a whole heck of a lot of personal confidence. I want to be financially well off and also have a really nice body from working out before searching for a good lady to marry. On the side, I want to be a well-balanced individual while enjoying a few hobbies daily. I think I'm going after living a really happy and normal life while having suffered from feeling like a shorty all my life. The only answer to this problematic emotion is to keep on working harder to build personal confidence. There's no other way around it. It's really time to stop worrying about it though.
My two main goals with making money is going to be from software engineering and then investing. Eventually, I want to move on from a regular paying job and have so much free time on my hands which will be a dream come true to travel the world with a lovely girlfriend or someone I get to marry. There's just no way to get there but from working hard, and I accept the challenge.
I've been really thinking lately about doing some healthy gourmet cooking. Along with that, I'm continuing to be pretty outgoing and looking for things to do. I guess those crazy people back then were really downers because I was really just trying to confront them about something while being nice as possible about it. They just took it so wrong from being irritated and became afraid of me from thinking about it so badly while being moody. I guess it happens and something I am aware of now and can show some compassion for.
Interesting Minor Depression
I have this image in my head ever since I was a kid of how I should be marrying a shorter lady. Because of my short height with average athletic build, I'm a little shorter than the average female I take notice of. Some ladies are super cool and in addition attractive, and I guess if a man displays enough true confidence and is a gentleman to a pretty and nice lady then it's going to be turn off the lights and get it on someday!
There are ladies who are a little taller than me or about the same height and sometimes, I feel like I'm shorter than them and it leaves me feeling like a crybaby. It's pretty funny and then when this mood bothers me, a few people end up making fun of short people to make me feel even more withdrawn about it. It doesn't happen to me so much anymore because I know the solution to deal with it.
The solution to all of this is to work even harder to build more personal confidence. I don't know how a buddy who is shorter than me doesn't let it get to him while usually in the mood for relaxing and seeking any decent lady to settle down with. He doesn't put enough work to get the hot ladies because he's already pretty content or maybe he's fine with accepting what he has going. It's interesting because he is overall a cool person, but isn't that attractive to the ladies.
Because of my attitude and willingness to focus harder than the average Joe on the long run, I'm finding that there are ladies who are into me but I'm not that into them. There are plenty of ladies who are taller than me and like me, but I don't want to really be with them still. I'm looking for someone hot and is physically attracted to me for who I am and then wants to do it a lot in marriage. It sounds good so I will keep rolling with it and hopefully, it won't be something I regret in the end.
There are ladies who are a little taller than me or about the same height and sometimes, I feel like I'm shorter than them and it leaves me feeling like a crybaby. It's pretty funny and then when this mood bothers me, a few people end up making fun of short people to make me feel even more withdrawn about it. It doesn't happen to me so much anymore because I know the solution to deal with it.
The solution to all of this is to work even harder to build more personal confidence. I don't know how a buddy who is shorter than me doesn't let it get to him while usually in the mood for relaxing and seeking any decent lady to settle down with. He doesn't put enough work to get the hot ladies because he's already pretty content or maybe he's fine with accepting what he has going. It's interesting because he is overall a cool person, but isn't that attractive to the ladies.
Because of my attitude and willingness to focus harder than the average Joe on the long run, I'm finding that there are ladies who are into me but I'm not that into them. There are plenty of ladies who are taller than me and like me, but I don't want to really be with them still. I'm looking for someone hot and is physically attracted to me for who I am and then wants to do it a lot in marriage. It sounds good so I will keep rolling with it and hopefully, it won't be something I regret in the end.
Friday, September 13, 2019
Workaround Ideas
For a moment there I felt like I shot myself in the foot because I told only one person that I was going to train her if I became successful with my trading. Well, maybe I thought she was going to be my wife or girlfriend at some point but now I've changed my mind about her. Her main interests are too eccentric for me, so we've naturally settled with being close friends. I have a workaround for this and it's going to be that my training is going to be only one step to graduate it. I never told her specifically how I was going to train her, so I will sell her on this free advice of doing just one step. Step 1: become a profitable trader while starting with nothing given to you.
It is pretty much fulfilling my promise to her, and I won't look like a bad guy. She might get a good laugh or maybe on a rare situation, she will give it a serious run. Then I'm going to tell her how to manage her account so she doesn't blow it all like most traders do. That's the only advice I'm giving and then modeling all the trades is going to be her work. I can see this feasibly working out, but I don't count on it because I'm going to use every dark and negative facts I know about the market to sell on her that it might not be for her.
It is pretty much fulfilling my promise to her, and I won't look like a bad guy. She might get a good laugh or maybe on a rare situation, she will give it a serious run. Then I'm going to tell her how to manage her account so she doesn't blow it all like most traders do. That's the only advice I'm giving and then modeling all the trades is going to be her work. I can see this feasibly working out, but I don't count on it because I'm going to use every dark and negative facts I know about the market to sell on her that it might not be for her.
Working At Minor Details
I'm still trying to focus on listening to the Bible but having a hard time even paying attention most of the time. I just tune in when I hear the verses talking about destruction and horrible times while it's just lollygagging with my own pretty thoughts. Because those destructive moments have passed long ago and I've accepted it, I can go back into lollygagging because the Bible claims to be only like 7,000 years old already put together with probably the only verifiable artifacts confirming it to be at least around 2,000 years old.
There are some cool moments in the Bible though and those I can seriously listen to over and over again. It's probably the other things that I'm trying to focus on that I'm dealing with this whole lollygagging effect. I'm still trying though and hopefully, I'll start catching the minor details that I want to know about from just listening to my well voice acted files on auto-repeat.
There are some cool moments in the Bible though and those I can seriously listen to over and over again. It's probably the other things that I'm trying to focus on that I'm dealing with this whole lollygagging effect. I'm still trying though and hopefully, I'll start catching the minor details that I want to know about from just listening to my well voice acted files on auto-repeat.
Seeing Some Improved Performances
I have decided to lay off of playing Poker regularly, due to the risky nature of up and down swings and how I just don't want to spend a lot of time to make some money unless it's my passion. I have found out that developing or software engineering or whatever someone wants to call it is really one of my passions. For a hobby though, maybe playing Poker while gambling chump change when I'm standing in a long line will be alright. I will just have to resist the urges of going back to playing it regularly if I have some really good successful runs. This is really deceiving in its entirety, so I will accept that win or lose, it's only for fun now because it isn't a passion.
With trading some currency, my method has started to take a noticeable turn to profiting now. I'm still making some improvements, but now I have some tools that might actually work. If this goes so well, then I'm hogging all of the hard work I put in for just myself. I'll let people know about it, but not spill any beans and if they want to work with me, then they are going to have to put in all of those tears and sweat like I did and turn good so there will be some great minds working together. I'm not going to train any person either, so that will be the challenge for him or her. If it doesn't go our way, then was just never meant to be. I might just stay quiet about it and share with good friends but not assist them with learning either because I'm looking for a brilliant mind to also work with. Besides, I won't be the one whose hurting if I'm doing so well.
Just stick to the passion and don't be greedy for money with something you don't feel comfortable about and want to entrust someone else to do the hard work for you. It isn't really an ethical model to be honest, even though I'm sure some people have tried to establish it. I've experienced doing something like this and it was very stressful being the business owner; yet, I couldn't do enough so it failed in the end. I'm not going to hustle my way and do this to people who don't know about the serious downside that could result from going into this business. No matter how good my self-made products are, I choose to work with only ethical business people who already make a nice living from being very familiar to my line of work.
With trading some currency, my method has started to take a noticeable turn to profiting now. I'm still making some improvements, but now I have some tools that might actually work. If this goes so well, then I'm hogging all of the hard work I put in for just myself. I'll let people know about it, but not spill any beans and if they want to work with me, then they are going to have to put in all of those tears and sweat like I did and turn good so there will be some great minds working together. I'm not going to train any person either, so that will be the challenge for him or her. If it doesn't go our way, then was just never meant to be. I might just stay quiet about it and share with good friends but not assist them with learning either because I'm looking for a brilliant mind to also work with. Besides, I won't be the one whose hurting if I'm doing so well.
Just stick to the passion and don't be greedy for money with something you don't feel comfortable about and want to entrust someone else to do the hard work for you. It isn't really an ethical model to be honest, even though I'm sure some people have tried to establish it. I've experienced doing something like this and it was very stressful being the business owner; yet, I couldn't do enough so it failed in the end. I'm not going to hustle my way and do this to people who don't know about the serious downside that could result from going into this business. No matter how good my self-made products are, I choose to work with only ethical business people who already make a nice living from being very familiar to my line of work.
Wednesday, September 11, 2019
Building Tolerance From Being Worn Out
I seriously have to attribute myself to having some nice mental health. I have the confidence to build tolerance while being worn out. In other cases, I will blame one of my idiot friends. He just gives up and says it's so hard and confides in me that he feels depressed. I don't know why there are dudes who are idiots like that in this world. He doesn't learn much from those experiences either; he only gives up and then avoids them while believing he's the center masterpiece in the universe when he gets over it. He says that he isn't focusing on having a family and likes to annoyingly tell me that he hopes I get a girlfriend someday! I can see how this guy isn't building tolerance from being worn out anytime soon.
Keeping in mind that it's probably best to avoid how an idiot does it, I just brought him up for something exemplary of what not to do. He's clearly confused and thinks he can make sense out of it, while being insecure and avoiding contact with all life-forms he's unfamiliar with. Boy, he's just not a great character to be around for me anymore. I'm accepting that he's not really the lucky kind either. Therefore, I'm pretty much waiting for this idiot to get a new job besides believing that he's semi-retired and feeling he's entitled to free money for the rest of his life.
I think it's just that you have to keep on pushing even through the stressful moments and feelings of being bogged down underneath. It's just a matter of continuously doing so while making the strong effort and then repeating it daily. It means that also you have to push yourself to keep on moving sometimes throughout the day.
Keeping in mind that it's probably best to avoid how an idiot does it, I just brought him up for something exemplary of what not to do. He's clearly confused and thinks he can make sense out of it, while being insecure and avoiding contact with all life-forms he's unfamiliar with. Boy, he's just not a great character to be around for me anymore. I'm accepting that he's not really the lucky kind either. Therefore, I'm pretty much waiting for this idiot to get a new job besides believing that he's semi-retired and feeling he's entitled to free money for the rest of his life.
I think it's just that you have to keep on pushing even through the stressful moments and feelings of being bogged down underneath. It's just a matter of continuously doing so while making the strong effort and then repeating it daily. It means that also you have to push yourself to keep on moving sometimes throughout the day.
Interesting Way To Stay Awake
Normally, I would just fall asleep while trying to do something and end up like on the couch or my desk after I regain consciousness. I found a way to prolong my hours of being awake! It's the odd method of just taking a shower. It's worked for me so far but I have yet to see if I will still fall asleep earlier after my body gains tolerance from taking a late evening shower. It's really that simple for me in that I just need to take a shower and if I really want to be up, I can add in some strong coffee while at it!
I'm going to adopt taking showers then and continuing to work on building more personal confidence. I'm just going to be weird by showing off about something that probably doesn't make any sense but would be funny regardless. I'm pretty much Anonymous Inc. here so I will liberate myself. I think because of this blog and how I was conducting myself from mainly not being sure of what I was conveying and a few people interpreting me to be crazy when it was really them who went loony, I was seeing a lot of cops regularly down my streets for awhile. It was like everyday wherever I went outside, I would notice a cop car.
This doesn't happen to me anymore, so my weird conclusion that I feel so joyful about is that the cops gave up on me. Good riddance! I believe that the person to blame is probably one of those who turned crazy with me and has connections with dispatching police officers. I mean my phone is easy to track and I never do anything naughty enough on there; otherwise, I would download cracks to hide myself and still be risking it. I think the person who did this to me is a girl who probably slept with someone after hopefully marrying and that guy helping her fell in love with her or something.
A really weird situation that I will share from my perception of not being aware of stuff is that I visited that old crazy crowd's hangout spot when they weren't around. There were so many cop cars driving around that street and like all lined up one after another! I think they have to act like they don't know me and probably most of them don't and then go following around the lead car like a drone because they were ordered to.
I'm going to adopt taking showers then and continuing to work on building more personal confidence. I'm just going to be weird by showing off about something that probably doesn't make any sense but would be funny regardless. I'm pretty much Anonymous Inc. here so I will liberate myself. I think because of this blog and how I was conducting myself from mainly not being sure of what I was conveying and a few people interpreting me to be crazy when it was really them who went loony, I was seeing a lot of cops regularly down my streets for awhile. It was like everyday wherever I went outside, I would notice a cop car.
This doesn't happen to me anymore, so my weird conclusion that I feel so joyful about is that the cops gave up on me. Good riddance! I believe that the person to blame is probably one of those who turned crazy with me and has connections with dispatching police officers. I mean my phone is easy to track and I never do anything naughty enough on there; otherwise, I would download cracks to hide myself and still be risking it. I think the person who did this to me is a girl who probably slept with someone after hopefully marrying and that guy helping her fell in love with her or something.
A really weird situation that I will share from my perception of not being aware of stuff is that I visited that old crazy crowd's hangout spot when they weren't around. There were so many cop cars driving around that street and like all lined up one after another! I think they have to act like they don't know me and probably most of them don't and then go following around the lead car like a drone because they were ordered to.
Tuesday, September 10, 2019
Getting Down To Detailed Considerations For Happiness
From having the benefit of a peace of mind and feeling confident about my mental health, I still feel lucky to have received what I wanted out of nothing from a few crazy people I ended up clashing with. In the end from them having said I was so bad and telling others that, nothing really horrible has happened to me even though it worried the few friends and acquaintances who were involved. It took awhile to build the strength I needed to get through those moments, but I'm glad to have achieved all I wanted from not having done anything!
With this peace of mind I am better equipped with now, I'm definitely saving my money from having to visit a therapist or life coach. I can see the detailed path that I want to lay myself out with. It's pretty simple and makes sense for me.
I totally and truly want to be a software engineer and have this knack for sticking to it even through moments I feel stressed out or frustrated from not getting it right then. It's still fun for me after all! I want to make a living out of using it to collect some passive income, and it's definitely very possible. Secondly, I'm slowly working at becoming an investor but I am a fan of reliable passive income and have been through some ups and downs already with trading in the highly volatile and risky currency market. It doesn't feel so jumpy to me anymore and like everything is all based on reasonable assertions and taking an accepted risk with a targeted profit that is both rewarding and reoccurring.
It's all coming together along with trying to go hit the gym while feeling tired and having more important things to do. This is the same for maintaining my ideal hygiene regime even though I can get the minimum in each day. It's also the same for wanting to cook and doing a growing taller attempt routine and make my face so much more handsome from using healthy products. It's crazy that strangers can take notice of me- a short guy with only a decent work out body. I've been complimented of my fashion and also body from working out. I have even been told I'm handsome by my mom whenever I present myself after getting a nice haircut and shaving, so I guess things will still be able to work out for me in the end. Lastly, I have to mention that a lot of times, all of these things can feel like a hassle so I need to push myself to get into doing them. I think it's just a daily reminder that I should as long as I feel satisfied from having done them.
With this peace of mind I am better equipped with now, I'm definitely saving my money from having to visit a therapist or life coach. I can see the detailed path that I want to lay myself out with. It's pretty simple and makes sense for me.
I totally and truly want to be a software engineer and have this knack for sticking to it even through moments I feel stressed out or frustrated from not getting it right then. It's still fun for me after all! I want to make a living out of using it to collect some passive income, and it's definitely very possible. Secondly, I'm slowly working at becoming an investor but I am a fan of reliable passive income and have been through some ups and downs already with trading in the highly volatile and risky currency market. It doesn't feel so jumpy to me anymore and like everything is all based on reasonable assertions and taking an accepted risk with a targeted profit that is both rewarding and reoccurring.
It's all coming together along with trying to go hit the gym while feeling tired and having more important things to do. This is the same for maintaining my ideal hygiene regime even though I can get the minimum in each day. It's also the same for wanting to cook and doing a growing taller attempt routine and make my face so much more handsome from using healthy products. It's crazy that strangers can take notice of me- a short guy with only a decent work out body. I've been complimented of my fashion and also body from working out. I have even been told I'm handsome by my mom whenever I present myself after getting a nice haircut and shaving, so I guess things will still be able to work out for me in the end. Lastly, I have to mention that a lot of times, all of these things can feel like a hassle so I need to push myself to get into doing them. I think it's just a daily reminder that I should as long as I feel satisfied from having done them.
Understanding Objectives With Happiness In Mind
I wake up really early regularly like around 4:30 am on weekdays. It usually leaves me feeling sleepy by the time 8 or 9 pm hits. I get ready to do things at home by around 7 pm so I'm feeling shorthanded often! I'm trying to do everything at once while staying relaxed and having fun with my personal time. I'm starting to understand this whole value of working hard, and my purpose right now which is gaining a lot of personal confidence so I can end up marrying a sexy lady who is very attracted to me.
It's really just the matter of going about doing it even though it feels like a hassle. There's really nothing to it but other interests do feel bigger during that part of the day so it's always easier to give into those things. From not having experienced it yet, I'm still feeling excited about doing that real thing with a hot lady once I get married to her.
Mapping out the things I want to work on for building confidence, it's really about making money on my own and working out. To give honor to my belief in having a relationship with Jesus, I try to tune into Scriptures while driving. It's going to be like my sixth time listening to the same complete Bible audio files, and I'm making an effort so far only like 25% of the time. The last thing I really want to do is cook.
Mapping out my life, it's probably going to be hard to follow for a few people, but it's making a lot of sense for me. The reasons for why I want to do a lot of these things is mainly to build my personal confidence and end up with a hot wife who enjoys doing it a lot! My life is centered around trying to honor God from listening to the Bible whenever I appropriately can. So far, because I spend a significant amount of time commuting by myself through traffic to go to work and visit friends who are half an hour away, this is the only time I can seriously try to pay attention to listening to Scriptures on my car stereo. At the same time during those moments, I have a habit of reflecting on positive things or some worries as well, so I can easily not be tuned in to the Bible, even though I try to snap myself out of it. I'm just rolling with acceptance that via repetition I will be able to recall decently interesting parts of the whole Bible whenever I desire to.
It's really just the matter of going about doing it even though it feels like a hassle. There's really nothing to it but other interests do feel bigger during that part of the day so it's always easier to give into those things. From not having experienced it yet, I'm still feeling excited about doing that real thing with a hot lady once I get married to her.
Mapping out the things I want to work on for building confidence, it's really about making money on my own and working out. To give honor to my belief in having a relationship with Jesus, I try to tune into Scriptures while driving. It's going to be like my sixth time listening to the same complete Bible audio files, and I'm making an effort so far only like 25% of the time. The last thing I really want to do is cook.
Mapping out my life, it's probably going to be hard to follow for a few people, but it's making a lot of sense for me. The reasons for why I want to do a lot of these things is mainly to build my personal confidence and end up with a hot wife who enjoys doing it a lot! My life is centered around trying to honor God from listening to the Bible whenever I appropriately can. So far, because I spend a significant amount of time commuting by myself through traffic to go to work and visit friends who are half an hour away, this is the only time I can seriously try to pay attention to listening to Scriptures on my car stereo. At the same time during those moments, I have a habit of reflecting on positive things or some worries as well, so I can easily not be tuned in to the Bible, even though I try to snap myself out of it. I'm just rolling with acceptance that via repetition I will be able to recall decently interesting parts of the whole Bible whenever I desire to.
Monday, September 9, 2019
Finding Correct Substitutes to Pass the Time
It looks like I'm going to be trying to resist my urges of having fun with small things and playing poker regularly except from standing in a long line or being at a waiting room. I want to focus on bigger things to have fun with. I am working with a Nintendo Switch and enjoy downloading couch co-op games. It just means a friend next to you can play, and it seems like it can work effectively as a bonding tool. A lady who I have come to possibly friendzone even though I don't believe in that idea from having initially been interested in her but later on disagree with her eccentricity and just stay close friends while being bugged by her like a younger sibling sometimes, yeah it's a long explanation but I'm having an easier time with not being bothered by not having a girlfriend and her being physically attractive because of a well-placed body part. Overall, I think she's a little eccentric and her looks would just wear me out eventually as she gets older, if we physically engaged in some love business, which she claims to not be into and I'm never going to argue with her. She is a beautiful creature though on the aftermath of my assessment.
The same lady doesn't like video games that much and she enjoys a few games on my Nintendo Switch. This is really saying something to how video games can cater to the least interested and that there's a potential market to tap with the bigger enthusiasts emptying out their wallets! I'm not really engaging in playing those games anymore because I eventually disassociated with my gaming addiction. Instead, I can see the rewards that come from being challenged on creating them and just having so fun with a cool dream that comes to physical existence for others to also enjoy. It's just plain fun to play fun video games with other friends and the Switch has allowed for it happen.
I do feel awkward sometimes from being out of it a little and worn out so must be from stressing out over being obsessed about not having enough fun! I do have a lot of confidence and think it's well-deserved in that I could keep on working hard regardless and go after the things I would be comfortable about for gaining even more personal confidence.
The same lady doesn't like video games that much and she enjoys a few games on my Nintendo Switch. This is really saying something to how video games can cater to the least interested and that there's a potential market to tap with the bigger enthusiasts emptying out their wallets! I'm not really engaging in playing those games anymore because I eventually disassociated with my gaming addiction. Instead, I can see the rewards that come from being challenged on creating them and just having so fun with a cool dream that comes to physical existence for others to also enjoy. It's just plain fun to play fun video games with other friends and the Switch has allowed for it happen.
I do feel awkward sometimes from being out of it a little and worn out so must be from stressing out over being obsessed about not having enough fun! I do have a lot of confidence and think it's well-deserved in that I could keep on working hard regardless and go after the things I would be comfortable about for gaining even more personal confidence.
Taking Professional Poker Less Seriously
I have this urge to play poker for money because it's so fun and addictive to win. However, the game involves some serious risk and opponents getting lucky on you. Everybody wants to always win and make a living off of it, once they get hooked on this game. I have started with a bankroll of only $50 and doubled it to end up going back down to like $10 total profit. I'm still in the green but these swings majorly suck! I want to make it get to $250. A friend told me that it will take me like three years to get there because my net profit wage is laughably only like $1 per hour.
I've been playing poker on long waiting lines where you have to grind out the time. This is common for me because I enjoy going to amusement attractions and most likely, I'm standing in line the majority of the period. I'm not somebody getting special treatment, so I feel like it's the money that talks so the more I have invested on that people attraction, the more VIP treatment I would get. It might make sense to purchase a season fast pass since I'm an enthusiast for thrill capitals of the world, but I don't have a friend who is into it and want to afford it yet. Maybe when I get a girlfriend and hopefully, she enjoys them too then I can purchase one for her also and go often as we can.
On top of my appearance with being so short and alpha male like, I think it's just so funny to consider it like that. I think personal confidence really is the key and it's rooted on me going after my personal desires like finding a really sweet hottie who is really attracted to me. I used to feel baffled from being addicted while a high school senior to watching some perverted films about ladies exposing their attractive body parts. Now I feel this confidence to go out and find someone who looks like that but is just a way better person for me to have a fun life with. A good note is that in the heart of LA, I'm taking notice of good-looking ladies walking past me. It's interesting how some are sensitive to looking at them, and they noticeably turn their heads to avoid eye contact. I have self-control so I'm not going to chase based off of looks and look for the convenience of Ms. Right being somewhere I just go to naturally and commonly.
I've been playing poker on long waiting lines where you have to grind out the time. This is common for me because I enjoy going to amusement attractions and most likely, I'm standing in line the majority of the period. I'm not somebody getting special treatment, so I feel like it's the money that talks so the more I have invested on that people attraction, the more VIP treatment I would get. It might make sense to purchase a season fast pass since I'm an enthusiast for thrill capitals of the world, but I don't have a friend who is into it and want to afford it yet. Maybe when I get a girlfriend and hopefully, she enjoys them too then I can purchase one for her also and go often as we can.
On top of my appearance with being so short and alpha male like, I think it's just so funny to consider it like that. I think personal confidence really is the key and it's rooted on me going after my personal desires like finding a really sweet hottie who is really attracted to me. I used to feel baffled from being addicted while a high school senior to watching some perverted films about ladies exposing their attractive body parts. Now I feel this confidence to go out and find someone who looks like that but is just a way better person for me to have a fun life with. A good note is that in the heart of LA, I'm taking notice of good-looking ladies walking past me. It's interesting how some are sensitive to looking at them, and they noticeably turn their heads to avoid eye contact. I have self-control so I'm not going to chase based off of looks and look for the convenience of Ms. Right being somewhere I just go to naturally and commonly.
Friday, September 6, 2019
Mixing Traditional Hard Work With Some Brains
I really like this idea of combining intelligence and hard work together. What's really nice for myself is that my mental health is great and when I'm ticked off, I'm able to better control it and work at keeping an advantage for myself. I have a weird conspiracy theory in that I think a few people were driven to become really paranoid because of a conflict I had with them. It could also maybe be like the devil trying to torture my brain cells by giving me a scare when I kept on seeing cops around. I don't really trust cops that much anymore either to be honest. I'll just let them do their job when they catch me doing something like violating carpool lanes during rush hour.
It's really about the focus and objective while tuning out the frustrations and just massively working hard for it. It's pretty much gaining what's required from engaging in your passions. It's just plain lucky to be able to do this while seeing some growth. This path isn't really for morons though who should just make a boring living and then have fun during their personal time. I'm saying this because a friend is a stubborn idiot and also really selfish while having no company around him. He just doesn't get it. I didn't get it either for awhile, but I woke up from it eventually.
It's really about the focus and objective while tuning out the frustrations and just massively working hard for it. It's pretty much gaining what's required from engaging in your passions. It's just plain lucky to be able to do this while seeing some growth. This path isn't really for morons though who should just make a boring living and then have fun during their personal time. I'm saying this because a friend is a stubborn idiot and also really selfish while having no company around him. He just doesn't get it. I didn't get it either for awhile, but I woke up from it eventually.
Putting Focus On Objectives
Last night, I was just really tired from sleeping only two hours the day before and knocked out by around 7 pm. I could really use some better time management. Nowadays, I'm really motivated to go out and find myself a hot girl to marry and then keep on doing it while we both still like it for long as possible. I ended up watching some perverted videos of models showing off their attractive body parts unclothed again and this time I was like, I want to find someone like that who is attracted to me like crazy. I feel this confidence to go out and build even more personal confidence.
It's like there's a purpose in life, and I would like to set some time aside each day for the Lord even though I'm neglecting it in those periods. The only time I'm able to try is while driving because my head is trying to listen to Scriptures while my mind is happily fixated on something else that feels really good. I'm a believer and what's nice is that I can google for all the verses that I can recall hearing if it just caught my attention for another time.
We are living in a fast-paced, self-serving world at our own convenience, thanks to this Digital Age that I can so conveniently take advantage of for myself. I feel lucky to really enjoy it and go for making a living out of it also, on top of keeping up with my passive income strategies.
It's like there's a purpose in life, and I would like to set some time aside each day for the Lord even though I'm neglecting it in those periods. The only time I'm able to try is while driving because my head is trying to listen to Scriptures while my mind is happily fixated on something else that feels really good. I'm a believer and what's nice is that I can google for all the verses that I can recall hearing if it just caught my attention for another time.
We are living in a fast-paced, self-serving world at our own convenience, thanks to this Digital Age that I can so conveniently take advantage of for myself. I feel lucky to really enjoy it and go for making a living out of it also, on top of keeping up with my passive income strategies.
Keeping Up With Routine
It looks like my life is set to really trying to make money and then enjoy life while continuously working on myself. I'm willing to work really hard for all of this. It's a lucky time for me to be part of this era. Well, I might not feel so lucky with being in my mid-thirties and not having met the hot lady I want to be with yet. It's still okay though because I'm reaching for building all this personal confidence now so I can put myself in that spot now.
It's quite interesting because the hot lady I want to marry might not really care about me being short. She's probably interested in me being more of a decent fellow and able to adapt while having a fun lifestyle. By working on myself though, I can still chisel my body up to look in good shape while being a shorty. I really should get back into trying those uncomfortable growing taller stretches and growth spray for the joints and all in the name of just for fun. I just can't be relaxing too much and put in some more work.
Thursday, September 5, 2019
Playing For Ideal Gains
Playing and working are exchangeable words for this idea that I'm brainstorming. The objective is about imagining what you are looking for in the moment and then working hard to get there. It's like playing the game of life! It's to pretty much take little breaks often as needed and then get back to focusing again. What's not so cool is being addicted to other distractions that you completely forget about what you had in mind and lose some valuable time.
I think to solve this issue, it just takes enough discipline. It's nice though to look up on entertaining and trivial things to pass the time sometimes. It's really part of experiencing the typical human life when one is able to relax. It's just that there needs to be a point where you stomp your foot on the ground and say that's enough and get back to work.
I have this ideal scenario in mind where I get married to a hot lady and then do it a lot! It's going to be a blast when it happens, until maybe she no longer appears that hot to me. Balancing around a family life, it would be so cool if I could benefit off of the passive income endeavors that I'm moving towards. On top of that, I still need to focus and move on as necessary with the wasted efforts I put myself through.
One of the things I feel grateful for overall is that I don't have to worry about mental health issues constantly with myself. I have done well enough to get what I desired for nothing from that crazy group in the last decade. It's rough to notice in my mentally ill friend that she loses her train of thought and goes into psychosis which leaves her drained afterwards and makes her forget her goal to exercise to take off some of her added pounds.
I think to solve this issue, it just takes enough discipline. It's nice though to look up on entertaining and trivial things to pass the time sometimes. It's really part of experiencing the typical human life when one is able to relax. It's just that there needs to be a point where you stomp your foot on the ground and say that's enough and get back to work.
I have this ideal scenario in mind where I get married to a hot lady and then do it a lot! It's going to be a blast when it happens, until maybe she no longer appears that hot to me. Balancing around a family life, it would be so cool if I could benefit off of the passive income endeavors that I'm moving towards. On top of that, I still need to focus and move on as necessary with the wasted efforts I put myself through.
One of the things I feel grateful for overall is that I don't have to worry about mental health issues constantly with myself. I have done well enough to get what I desired for nothing from that crazy group in the last decade. It's rough to notice in my mentally ill friend that she loses her train of thought and goes into psychosis which leaves her drained afterwards and makes her forget her goal to exercise to take off some of her added pounds.
Understanding My Situation To Make Money
I have a pretty interesting and exciting way with how I want to make money. I'm going to do it through taking calculated risks and go for controlling the amount I lose while honing my strategies to keep on making a lot of money fast. I'm really into this whole passive income thing or generating profit with a little bit of time invested.
It's really from having come this far that I have developed a passion for it. I'm not really keen on sharing any of my strategies though because it's not right for me to talk about it, if I spent all this time with working hard on it. I don't want to give others a free pass that they don't deserve. They have to earn it by being better than me, and I won't be an easy opponent! This is how the rest of the people are with the ones I'm trying to legally take money from by playing consuming games professionally.
If I can get there to the top and feel comfortable with sharing then maybe, but not right now. I'm just going to act deceitfully by being nice to my opponents but in actuality I want to take every penny from them so I can use it for my own selfish purposes.
Actually, I do have a traditional way which is through software engineering. I guess this is my high-level job that will make me some good income anytime my actual business plans don't work out. I really enjoy it and feel so lucky.
It's really from having come this far that I have developed a passion for it. I'm not really keen on sharing any of my strategies though because it's not right for me to talk about it, if I spent all this time with working hard on it. I don't want to give others a free pass that they don't deserve. They have to earn it by being better than me, and I won't be an easy opponent! This is how the rest of the people are with the ones I'm trying to legally take money from by playing consuming games professionally.
If I can get there to the top and feel comfortable with sharing then maybe, but not right now. I'm just going to act deceitfully by being nice to my opponents but in actuality I want to take every penny from them so I can use it for my own selfish purposes.
Actually, I do have a traditional way which is through software engineering. I guess this is my high-level job that will make me some good income anytime my actual business plans don't work out. I really enjoy it and feel so lucky.
Keeping Track of Plans
It's pretty easy with what I'm looking for in a girl, and it's probably what most guys will feel so lucky to have in their lives. I want a hot girl who is really into me and wants to make love and enjoy plenty of physical pleasure with me. It's very motivating to go about trying to meet her these days and also working hard for it. I don't mind going to the gym to work out for getting in shape while working hard to gain lots of money for building a lot of personal confidence. I think a hot girl is someone who isn't lazy and doesn't pack on too much weight while not looking so old and is also really sweet. I'm not stating any specifics about her body features because I don't think it matters that much anymore with it coming in all shapes and sizes. I can seriously settle down with a hot girl I'm looking for.
There's a lady who has admitted to having a crush on me and been frustrated with me not showing her enough affection. She has a mental disease and acts a little crazy while trying to shut me out sometimes. It is pretty annoying to deal with honestly and she also can't figure out her weight problem right now. From dealing with this lady and still being friends with her, she will hit me up when she bounces back and can also fluctuate from being rude while furious or loving towards me the next second.
Yeah, with this experience of being a close friend to a mentally ill person, I know the strategy to deal with the old crowd who went crazy with me now. It will work for me because I recognize it emotionally, so I will share it because it's good to try if someone is desperately looking for anything to bury the hatchet. Approach the seriously uncomfortable conversation to them and talk about how they are being crazy to them and around anyone in their surroundings. With them acting so bad, it will be obvious to everyone that they are over-reacting. The next step is to get them to feel bad about it, so they will put in a little effort to make amends. It's basically holding your own temper by not giving into it like they are while pointing out how they are being crazy. It's very funny for me being the one to go at it with them, but they will be so ticked off while not being able to do anything about it. It's basically outsmarting them by really exploring their psyche and having a discussion about it because it relates to you with them.
My personality can work with them in that by being my open rude self, I can be genuinely funny while making connections that make sense. I'm basically preying upon the weak to get what I want because with winners, I wouldn't really have too much issues with them in the first place.
There's a lady who has admitted to having a crush on me and been frustrated with me not showing her enough affection. She has a mental disease and acts a little crazy while trying to shut me out sometimes. It is pretty annoying to deal with honestly and she also can't figure out her weight problem right now. From dealing with this lady and still being friends with her, she will hit me up when she bounces back and can also fluctuate from being rude while furious or loving towards me the next second.
Yeah, with this experience of being a close friend to a mentally ill person, I know the strategy to deal with the old crowd who went crazy with me now. It will work for me because I recognize it emotionally, so I will share it because it's good to try if someone is desperately looking for anything to bury the hatchet. Approach the seriously uncomfortable conversation to them and talk about how they are being crazy to them and around anyone in their surroundings. With them acting so bad, it will be obvious to everyone that they are over-reacting. The next step is to get them to feel bad about it, so they will put in a little effort to make amends. It's basically holding your own temper by not giving into it like they are while pointing out how they are being crazy. It's very funny for me being the one to go at it with them, but they will be so ticked off while not being able to do anything about it. It's basically outsmarting them by really exploring their psyche and having a discussion about it because it relates to you with them.
My personality can work with them in that by being my open rude self, I can be genuinely funny while making connections that make sense. I'm basically preying upon the weak to get what I want because with winners, I wouldn't really have too much issues with them in the first place.
Been Keeping Busy
Well, I had a cool weekend with going rafting on a well-known river that can be deadly. Fortunately, the rapids were calm with the location we went to but it's something to not really mess around with either by ensuring safety precautions. We had guides and life vests on which made it a lot easier to stay on top of the river. We all jumped in and moved down stream with the current, which was relaxing while staying afloat. We even had a competitive rafting race and played some water fights with other groups. Overall, it was a really fun experience.
I have been working on an app with a group as well and it's been serious. They have already been making some progress on it, and it's going somewhere. This is my second attempt with building an app, and I feel more confident to take on this role from working as a developer for my current company. The first time didn't take off because a buddy wanted to take the lead and with his idea, he wanted 66% of the share while splitting the rest among us two. Also, he wasn't very capable and frustrating to try to work with. I gave up on it but we're still friends though.
I guess it's important to surround yourself with the right people by going out of your way to find the right venues and taking the initiative to put yourself forward. A lot of this has been possible from also developing somewhat of my communication skills by writing clearly on here and organizing my thoughts carefully. It's also been a dream to let all of this naturally flow effortlessly.
I have been working on an app with a group as well and it's been serious. They have already been making some progress on it, and it's going somewhere. This is my second attempt with building an app, and I feel more confident to take on this role from working as a developer for my current company. The first time didn't take off because a buddy wanted to take the lead and with his idea, he wanted 66% of the share while splitting the rest among us two. Also, he wasn't very capable and frustrating to try to work with. I gave up on it but we're still friends though.
I guess it's important to surround yourself with the right people by going out of your way to find the right venues and taking the initiative to put yourself forward. A lot of this has been possible from also developing somewhat of my communication skills by writing clearly on here and organizing my thoughts carefully. It's also been a dream to let all of this naturally flow effortlessly.
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