Things Left Over to Work on

I have a few more things that I want to try adding onto my repertoire. I want to go to the gym and work out with weights to get more fit and add on muscle mass. I prefer taking a class on it with high energy music because it would be fun to do it on a regular basis and get to know someone. Digressing on the main topic, I don't value looks too much anymore when it comes to finding the right partner. We can just stay friends if we're still cool with each other, even if she's quite a strange hottie to me!

Another thing I still need to work on is refinancing my car. The last thing I want to add on is doing my growing taller stretches to keep my back straight and looking taller. This will also help maintain my personal confidence about my physical appearance. I don't really care what others who disagree think about this. 

Settling on Personal Swing Trading System

From all this time of learning by myself to create a profitable system for myself, I've been aiming to keep it simple with a low amount of maintenance. It looks like I've settled at becoming a swing trader who uses only the Daily chart and looks for entering or closing out trades once a day. This is the same approach that I am applying to the stock market as well. I think this will be very beneficial to me in general, since I do have a systematic approach that I feel comfortable with. I won't even have to program a trading bot and do all this manually without ever having to worry about being left behind! 

I'm going to try out this approach for a few months since I still have years before needing to worry about retirement. I'm in no rush and don't mind dealing with a few bumps since I'm not really putting in too much effort anyway. If it makes me money after sleeping on it, then I'm happy and don't need every single cent from the market coming in my direction. 

So far, I'm making an overall profit on all my financial market portfolios. I'm just working on reliably creating a faster and greater return on investment while managing my positions as a swing trader or investor. 

I have recently acquired a lot of free and useful resources and tools while having put enough time into it already that I can run it as a one-man business on the side. 

As of the moment, I can state that investing mostly in stocks is probably the most balanced way to gain wealth. I'm purchasing some cryptocurrency coins as well, which currently offer the fastest and highest rate of return on investment but find it to be only speculating on blockchain technology. Stocks deal with actual businesses trying to make money and the really good ones can offer high dividends with rising stock values annually. This is just simply a reliable way of making and keeping yourself wealthy! 

Being Ready and Man Enough

I think a friend of mine who I'm not hanging out with anymore can put up a nice run that can't last forever. Afterwards, he ends up getting flustered from all the negative things that he doesn't want to keep on facing while being lazy about conforming to some standards that he would rather change to his own liking. In other words, he's a frustrated misfit or a lost cause and loser in his down moments and can become really annoying, if he likes to warm up to you personally. 

The only person he ever truly annoyed while showing his true colors was me. I was like his only trusted confidant. I tapped out and decided to walk out on him because I just couldn't stand his ungentlemanly behavior anymore, which he tried to excuse himself as just being competitive! 

He's on his own for life now, while I work on obtaining my life goals. This is all starting to make sense for me, and I don't feel bad for him either for being dumb in general! He never wants to accept my advice and would rather just laugh at my own downfalls. I don't think he's that great of a friend and will do things to hold you back if you entrust him in an important role of being the good friend because he doesn't have it all together like not enough money, no college degree, and no girlfriend to enjoy and go along with his great schemes in life. 

Relating this to the old and stupid care group (!), they were just saying I wouldn't listen to them. It's another way of them covering up the saying that I didn't want to hold them in high regards. It's offensive to a selfish or narcissistic person, which they were behaving like. I basically didn't want to accept their advice because it was plain stupid. Look at where they are now. They aren't mainstream and will never go anywhere that big. I'm up for leaving it as a challenge and don't mind if they ever succeed. With them being a bunch of nobodies, it is what made me attracted to them in the first place. 

I wanted a place to chill, but they couldn't and had to act so stupid with me! 

I'm still working on not taking this thing overboard with my thoughts, words, and decisive actions. I want to be in self-control and depend on the Holy Spirit to lead me to a better place. 

Adding in Few More Good Tasks

I'm starting to learn that a lot of the good things which are hard to acquire can take a long time and in some cases, there's really no guarantee. This is probably where it's just stupid to feel sad about something related to it. It's not going to make the situation any better and become more like an unnecessary energy being expended. 

The way I see it is to put in the hard work and accept getting in return little by little. The reason why you are doing it is rather simple. It's because you expect it to make you happy eventually. It's just how you naturally function as a human being. It's also better to be positive than think negative thoughts and learning to cope with the stressful things while managing to sort it all out is great to achieve for surviving in the wild out there!

Working Hard and Staying Focused

It's now time to move on and work hard while being smart about it as much as possible. It's basically about using all the natural things underneath while doing something that just interests you and making those hard connections that bring you steps closer to success.

It's about working hard for it and already knowing what the prize is that you are competing for! It's using all the advantages that make sense I guess, so if someone is good looking but dumb underneath, he or she could be charming to get it going. 

If someone is dumb and not good-looking like this one guy I know, he's just going to stay flat broke and go nowhere in life! He's such an annoying person too, so I don't feel bad for him. He needs to work hard at being a smart person, but he really likes to get mad and then talk trash behind people's backs to let out his frustrations. He really has no principle that will impact the society we live in. It's basically better to just avoid being around him. His family is sort of like that around him too in a natural sense!

It's time to just move on and go on working hard at making sense in life and getting to those main goals and then looking to create new ones with good meaning in this life while settling on the Faith which I hope is also mine and choosing to go with it eternally!

The connection I've made is as long as you are happy, clever, and confident enough then it really doesn't matter what every negative thought is about you. I can become successful and make an intimate and loving connection with a beautiful woman I'm around regularly; furthermore, people can think I'm so short all they want to compensate for some jealousy or having a hard time with themselves but that won't have any impact on me because I've already laid the correct foundation. 

Moving On

I personally think now with this whole past situation and how it can still drive me crazy that I'm forced to just make myself not care about it anymore. I'm going to just do what I want about it, and if I get in trouble because those idiots managed to do something amazing to get it their way, then so be it! I still don't care about it, but at least I can point out that they haven't moved on and can't let something go. They will simply refuse to add me on Facebook initially. It doesn't really matter to me, and they will be mad about the thought of adding me on there, if I keep on asking about it. This is the key to showing that they can't move on- I'm being persistent about constantly asking and they are refusing and getting mad about how I keep bringing it up. Secondly, they are idiots because there was nothing really relating to them in the first place to feel that way about me! 

I just want to make a point and use this as a future vantage to persuade others, if I encounter any more stupid adversaries like them, who I will always want to still get along with. I just like feeling that I'm getting along and being nice even though I'm steaming underneath and blabber mouthing about how stupid they are in a direct and incensed manner!

It's something I'm still working on getting myself over and it's to be careful and not go too overboard where I'll end up looking like I'm regretting it. I even notice this in the facial expressions of people I'm unintentionally giving a hard time to, but I don't like to bring it up with them from wanting to be nice. I may this time bring up how I'm giving them a hard time and just go for hitting things out of the park for a heavy one-sided victory and then stay home while moving on after feeling tired of always winning against them. They should all just let me win already and add me on Facebook; besides taking part in my inevitable epic battles they never wanted to be a part of from already being a bunch of idiots!

These are also church people who profess to know God. They are a bunch of black sheep and think they are okay to disregard while looking for a better crowd of God's children and settling elsewhere to practice the Faith. This is what I have always been in the act of doing anyways, so they are just being still stupid to this day!

Being Patient While Proactive

I think it's really about not being lazy and being all that you can be to get to where you want to be in life. As long as you don't really have government officials coming after you, then I think it's safe to call others who stand in your way stupid and crazy! It's really about needing to have all that personal confidence underneath you; otherwise, you're going to be trampled upon by others. 

I had a weird situation where people called me crazy while they were the ones who were acting so silly about something. I don't really know why I didn't lash back at them, and it's probably because I didn't have a fine direction for myself. This is probably scary to others who I'm coming after! 

I think there's really a reason to do things with some incentive and I guess it's been making sense with why I'm doing them.

Exercising Better Commitments

I'm starting to become somebody who wants to always keep his word and only do things that make sense while staying a decent person! It's really about committing yourself to doing tasks while treating them towards a goal-oriented prize.  

I think with work, I just want to mainly focus on it and go after working hard to earn a living practically. I don't want to do this forever and would love to do something smart to jump ahead in life as fast as possible while not being a full-fledged gambler!

Letting Bad Thoughts Go

It looks like I don't really want to hold on to any negative thoughts anymore. I'm also less affected by people having done bad things to me in the past now. The worst offense I felt from all these years is really people just unfriending me on Facebook. It doesn't seem like a big deal to me anymore and I no longer need to feel accepted by them. Most of them were really unpleasant, but it's not like I'm holding a grudge against them. I'm still willing to try to force them to add me on Facebook just for fun and to exchange with each other a piece of souvenir to remember me by because I'm going to be forgetting them once that's done and over with!  

I'm so over being like a whiny kid underneath. I've grown up into a very confident man underneath and patient about doing what he needs to do to get to where he wants to be. Playing out a few scenarios in my head, I'm still working on not becoming furious and then start becoming another mean and controlling person through verbal means. I would rather be in control of my emotions and make fun of them to the point that they would even want to laugh at themselves and look down at not being friendly enough with me!  

Managing Time Properly

This morning I finally put together how you are supposed to have efficient time management. In my view, the two most basic things are prioritization and commitment. 

There is a list of things one must do for whatever reasons and is not even well-liked. These tasks must be completed first while budgeting out time to do different important things. It's probably a good idea to estimate the amount of time it will take and then work your schedule around it. 

Especially from having to jump from one thing to another, it's probably good to end up at any important place you have to be before fifteen minutes so that you can give yourself time to relax and also look like you are being courteous to others! At the bare minimum, possibly a few minutes early will work too in any casual setting. 

I think it's really about visualizing your steps and then adding in the amount of time to give yourself heads up. For example, in general you would get the total time from GPS and then add on the time for parking and finding your location plus a few more minutes to give yourself some breathing room. 

I've found that I could just relax and play on my phone app to kill a little time, if needed besides moping around with myself about how others are showing up too late to the party! I was deeply hurt by this in the past and could have acquired therapy for it but I'm over it now and only because I realize that I like being a timely person naturally and used to get to places late without owning up to my time. 

Moving Forward in Life

I think from placing my faith in a greater higher being, which is Christ, it's made me feel a lot freer whenever my more stressful living conditions show up. It's just given me inner strength to carry on and keep myself motivated to stay focused with whatever goals I've been attending myself to. 

I am realizing that I've been super conservative with all my investments. I enjoy having peace of mind while not having to put much work into it. It takes a lot longer to build up wealth though, so it's not really for everyone. I'm applying an easy system for myself based on my own experiences. I obviously want much as I can get while staying super conservative in my approach. 

For the two ladies I'm interested in, I really don't know if one of them is already taken. It probably won't change my level of interest in her still though, but will make me just back off. It totally makes the most sense. 

I used to have problems with ladies having past serious relationships, but I've learned to accept it so I can have more breathing room with finding the right one for me. It was tough with being so picky and introvertedly selfish in the past. 

I'm so glad to have made myself aware of it and put in major improvements for myself. 

Interesting Turn From Applying Faith

Lately, my positive disposition has been benefiting me so well for my faith in Jesus. I simply believe in what Christ did, so I'm able to trust God and depend on Him for better situations when things are iffy; it's all just from basing it on faith! It's amazing for anyone to have faith in Jesus and the Lord even says in the widely known verse on Matthew 17:20 that even having faith the size like a grain of a mustard seed will make nothing impossible for you!   

This is all fine and dandy but I still do struggle with self-control issues which I'm working on and keep hidden in the closet from others. I like to put on a Poker face even though I feel like going on an angry tantrum sometimes towards imbecile acts done by others, except for my hypocritical self who ends up laughing about it when I do it to others. Right? This is such a common thing among people. It can get annoying to be around others who express it, but funny for the person who recovered from it because it will be directed towards the ego or self-worth. 

Overall, it's a work in progress if you're staying interested but there's some rest assured from applying the faith-based approach from acknowledging the Lord's Big Promise. 2 Corinthians 3:18 says believers are being "transformed" into the likeness of Christ. In addition, Romans 8:29 states that they are already predestined to be "conformed" in the likeness of Jesus. This makes up for an interesting and quick Bible study to note the similarities and differences of being transformed and conformed to the likeness of the Son! 

On the other hand, the past is done and still can be difficult to revisit as it probably will be for Crazy Lee and her stupid gang when I bring it up to point out their misery and faults over failing to kick me out of their lives. It happens and I'm still working on containing my self-righteous anger which I don't believe in because only Jesus should have the right to be that way. 

This being said, let's revisit who I used to have a crush on and my past regrets with the old and stupid caregroup (what a hoax!) gang. I used to have a crush on Annie Tran ('ACK!' with my tongue sticking out). I regret what I felt about her tremendously! I regret trying to flirt with Betty Lam (this was so stupid) when she was going ballistic over not being able to understand me. Betty even told me about her frustration and I couldn't fix it! Man, I was so dumb, but the past is something to be learned from. 

I don't regret never liking Crazy Lee- that's for sure! I do regret thinking of Judy Chan like a sister because it turns out she used to have the qualities I look for in a Christian lover! I still think of Judy as someone to not pursue though because I have other ladies I'm more interested in now! I'm commonly around two of them, so I have my hands full with figuring it out. Time to apply the faith-based approach again and wait upon the Lord for the right answer! 

Understanding What I'm Looking For to Make Money

I'm basically looking to buy at dips to add on to many of my valuable positions to increase my wealth. This is pretty much the main strategy I'm looking to hone now, and it makes the most sense to go along with my low maintenance and long term approach to investing. 

For doing cryptocurrency and stocks, I don't ever plan on doing short trades because I don't know how to calculate stop losses too well and prefer not to use them. I'm more of an end of day swing trader when it comes to those which have been working out with my investing style. However, with making Forex trades, I'm able to set stop losses and have grown accustomed to locating the recent high or low on those charts, so I don't mind going long or short. 

I guess I could change my mind with being able to take a short on all my market trades eventually, but it's something that I have a major aversion to. I think I'll experiment with it when I'm ready to do a massive sell-off with my own stocks and be setting a stop loss, since I'm comfortable with locating them. This way I can protect myself from incurring any heavy loss. For now, I prefer employing the buy and then sell traditional approach to make any profit. 

Starting to Get Interesting

Based on being tipped off a little by a coworker, it looks like I might be able to make some big returns as well while trading cryptocurrencies. I do want to make a bigger ROI while being comfortable about the risk that I'm putting in. It's starting to make much more sense with the tools that I currently have at my disposal. 

I don't think I'm really wasting my time anymore and really see a good opportunity for myself. This could be a good time to set myself on a path of making myself well-off. Pretty much, to save money you really have to earn some things on your own while finding enough helpful guides and putting in the time to test your system to make sure it works. It's really about taking the initiative by putting in money and cleaning it up as much as possible while risking small amounts that wouldn't hurt you until you have settled upon a reliable money-making system.   

Coming Up With Investing System

It's so far good in that I'm maintaining a little profit with my stock, Forex, and cryptocurrency portfolios. I would really like to find out a way to maximize my return over investment, but that's something I'm currently working on. 

I will see how this takes me moving forward in a few more months. I'm playing it by intuition, so in a way, it's just dealing with an artform with making money. I'm looking to hold on to each of my trades as long as I can and bring in the most profit. It's the most convenient to me, and I can handle the risk. 

I have a friend who believed in watching the market as a day trader and thought I was risking it more than he was. In the end, he lost a lot of money from getting burned. I'm still in it and am happy about keeping this long term and low maintenance approach. I'm actually making money as well, so he must be just not understanding enough about the market yet. 

Chugging It Along Properly

From having been detached about money for a while and observing the ups and downs of the stock market daily without really caring too much about any down days, I'm noticing that being successful has a lot to do with your attitude! Even when there's some struggles, it's really about keeping yourself going and putting in the effort to reach your desired goals. 

Sometimes, you just have to let it go because the circumstance was forced upon you or not really the best time to match up any interests fully. It happens and there's really nothing you can do about it, so toughen up about it and move on to doing something better for yourself! Of course, there's a natural stubbornness that some people have from being wired differently than others. Whatever happens, they put it upon themselves and if they are depressed or having trouble managing themselves then they ought to seek out some professional counseling if they want it to be settled immediately. If not, then they have to tend to themselves with no one really helping them out and hopefully stay out of harm's way. 

I think a friend is pretty much dumb from being clueless and trying to do surprising moves that feel like the best thing to get it his way even if it means trying to take advantage of others. He's not going anywhere in life from just not understanding things in detail enough and already being worn out from having tried so hard while not getting more needed breaks. He deserves what he put upon himself, even if he always thinks he should have it better. 

He's pretty harmless for the most part, if you never go near him and whatever he does or says isn't going to have any effect. I think I'm better off just ignoring him and moving on now. 

I on the other hand really do scare some people off of their knickerbockers! They perceive me to be a threat much to my chagrin because I enjoy always getting along with everyone. They are idiots and have a pattern of thinking that makes them not be pleasant people while not on top of the world. It can be something related to a brain defect they were born with and haven't learned to cope with in a healthy manner yet. I don't really want to put in the effort with them because I set obtaining my goals higher than making time for them. 

I think I would get along really well with all the superstars in this world even if their reputations are shaky because they wouldn't ever have to perceive me to be of any threat, since they will probably know that they are better than me at something and already have all that personal confidence I look for in people. 

Approaching Life Better

I think a lot of the things I'm doing are trivial but for mainly passing the time. It's pretty much wasting time while letting myself get carried away and not working towards anything meaningful. There really needs to be a balance so life can be enjoyed better! I would like to approach my goals while maintaining them regularly and be so far ahead that I can enjoy passing the time much more often, while being the happy and smart person that I want to stay at. 

It's pretty simple with the direction that I'm going towards. I want to stay planted on my actual reality and take advantage of my problem solving skills to make my life ever better from putting in the hard work with it. I'm about combining hard work and intelligence to get ahead and then maintain it without having to put in that much effort anymore. This transition of making the leap is really difficult and does require plenty of awareness and self-discipline. 

The personal aspects of it are important too and I mainly see it from a psychological stance. The positive attitude will go a long way and it's important to make it count! 

Working Hard and Winning on the Long Term

The concept of working hard while being smart at a moderate pace to be able to keep it consistent and then make tons of money in the end is really one of my personal joys! 

Figuring this out really took a long time for me. I didn't know where to look and I guess this is where those infomercial sites will try to profess something that works well and then sound so good that you have to buy it to try for yourself. Well, I'm not going to do that because I'm not interested in taking your money. 

I'm literally doing this for free because the traffic flow is still so tiny! I'm not even going to work to get you guys to spread this site by word of mouth. I'll probably turn really scary if you do, and it's likely with the nice and meaningful things I say sometimes along with the naughty stuff I write about sometimes to please my selfishness, it might make you want to do the same while naturally forgetting about me. I get it and everyone has their moment and place to shine. This even applies to those idiots I've kept writing about in the past!

I may be doing this for free but probably Google will try to really be a profit hogging machine if something good happens to this site with generating cash. Like I might have to move to host my own server then, which would be cool but I guess I was never that awesome enough with selling myself to get out the word. I just care about feeling awesome rather than trying to get others to buy into it with me and showing the work to prove it. I want to instead feel awesome for myself by putting in the hard work and not really do it for others.

Leading Discussion on Fruits of the Spirit

The Bible does love to talk about the Spirit of God and how He wants to bless us with the fruits of the Spirit. There are nine of them as detailed here.

 

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Galatians 5:22-23).

This verse can very well make up a very interesting night of discussion at a weekly home and small fellowship of like-minded believers. The following work that was done to make a concise and accurate description of each one is taken directly from ChurchGrowth.org. Please give them credit, if you decide to use this for your personal reference. 

The 9 Characteristics of the Fruit of the Spirit

 
Love: Love includes both affection for and devotion to God and authentic care for and commitment to others. Love is a cornerstone or "first fruit" of the Spirit as love produces patience, kindness, obedience (I Cor. 13:4-7, John 14:21) and forbearance (Romans 5:5, 1 Peter 1:22, Luke 10:27, Mark 12:33, Matt. 27:37, John 14:15).

 
Joy: Joy is a deep inner happiness that goes beyond emotion and exists within us in spite of circumstances. True joy comes from the Holy Spirit within us. It is deeper and more unswerving than happiness (Neh. 8:10, Psalm 94:19, Luke 10:21, John 16:20).

Peace: The peace God gives us cannot be fully understood because it protects us from internal trauma when our lives are in tumult. It is an inner rest and quiet confidence in the face of disturbing or threatening circumstances (Exod. 33:14, Col 3:15, Phil. 4:7).

 
Patience: Similar to longsuffering, patience is the capacity to bear with difficult people or to continue and persevere in spite of unresolved problems. It involves assurance that God is working even when we have done all we can and do not see the results of our labors (Col 1:11, Col 3:12, Heb. 6:12,1 Peter 2:20).

Kindness: Kindness is the capacity to be gentle and caring toward others. This spiritual quality is expressed primarily toward the poor, needy, and disadvantaged, but also toward all people. It involves actions as well as disposition (2 Cor 6:6, Col 3:12, Eph. 4:32, James 1:27).

 
Goodness: Goodness includes helpfulness, moral excellence, and consideration - in a word. virtuous. Goodness involves a deliberate preference for right over wrong. A person of goodness stands up for and lives out what is right, gracious and just. They will not take advantage of others, but will stand up for right and work to stop evil (Eph. 5:9. 2 Thess. 1:11, Gal 5:22).

 
Faithfulness: To be faithful is to be consistently devoted to following Christ and living for God. Faithfulness is produced by the Holy Spirit within us enabling us to be true, consistent, and to remain an authentic believer through trials and life's testing times (Num. 14:24, 1 Cor. 4:2, Rev 2:10c).

 
Gentleness: Being gentle is more than a tender attitude and personality. Gentleness is a spiritual quality of graceful and kind relationships with others. Gentleness is the byproduct of godly wisdom (James 3:17,1 Tim. 3:3, 2 Tim 2:24, Titus 3:17, Titus 3:17, Philip. 4:5).

Self-Control: Self-Control is the inner commitment to personal discipline end includes following, trusting, and obeying God and his Word, The Bible. A self-controlled person is constantly striving to master their desires and passions. They are committed to living out the instructions of God in The Bible for personal growth and maturity (Titus 1:8, 2 Peter 1:5-6, Gal 5:23).

---Sharing This for Fun

I've realized that I like to make fun of the same people and keep on doing it occasionally if they got me mad before and still want to bring it up because it keeps infuriating me. 

It's my coping mechanism to laugh from cracking under pressure and to move on from my short temper and then put in some work to get along. This is a genuine part of my flawed personality and will always result in me doing it even if I try to delay it sometimes. The biggest thing though is that I want to laugh and feel good about myself and then from being content, work at getting along with others who are probably fuming from being sensitive about the things I keep bringing up with them. I recommend they should consider seeing a therapist to deal with a force of nature like me! 

My fruits of the Spirit based on the above are somewhat love from caring and not doing enough (working on it); plenty of joy (it's called grace from the love of Christ), on and off with peace because some people from my past were also flamboyant and totally ticked me off; plenty of patience (this is why I don't care Crazy Lee lost with her restraining order case and I'll still go around talking to her and her stupid minions while holding back my anger); working on kindness but have quite a bit, goodness from wanting to be a self-righteous and pompous twerp sometimes but holding back on it; growing in faithfulness from literally listening to God's Word on audio regularly (it's amazing what naturally tuning in does to you with some great passages); getting better at gentleness since I'm making fun of people like Crazy Lee still to do this day and then want to work at getting along with them; and being a pretty consistent sinner for my lack of self-control which I do my best to hide in the closet whenever around others ( the Lord has been gracious and I confess to Him what I can't say to you directly). 

Letting Go of the Past

I'm starting to make an effort to let go of all the negativity associated with my past. It's just something I don't really want to hang onto anymore while working hard for my current goals and staying positive throughout it all. I think I just stopped caring about how the past is and have been just using it as a point of reference for blaming some troublesome feelings. I would like to just let all of it go now and move on to doing things that I want to do. 

It's all starting to make sense with putting in all the meaningful hard work.

I'm really interested in building up a fortune with the money I earn now. It would be a lot better to work hard for it too, and this is what I'm going for. 

My main incentive is just having personal freedom to not have to work anymore and being able to afford traveling a lot while trying out different things in a healthy manner that others have come up with. I'm looking forward to eventually partnering up with someone too. She might even be my best friend who is only second to Jesus.

Working at Daily Tasks

Currently, I'm working on investing my stocks and currencies in the evenings. I'm using software that I have access to make systematic decisions. My system is still being worked on but so far, I'm turning a decent amount of profit for the money I've put in. Just think of it, if you put in a million dollars then how much would you have? It would be enough but I'm interested in gaining more, so it's going to take some patience while working on it. This process feels all natural to me and I'm enjoying it a lot for the most part.

When friends ask about me helping them out, the truth is that you have to save up your money and look to do it for the long term. If it isn't in your desire to do something like this, then it's not going to happen no matter how successful I become from having been continuously smart about this. It just works for me because this is what I have always naturally desired and I've come clean about it to myself. 

Getting back to finishing my tasks, after doing my investment procedure I just want to wash up and get ready for bed. Afterwards, I still need to work on getting my car refinanced so I should finish that before looking for committing myself to other meaningful things. 

Maintaining Stable Routine

What's starting to work for me is going for an investing and swing trading method. It doesn't really take that long for me to analyze which stocks and currencies I want to get invested in. I still have a policy of never going short on stocks unless maybe I'm looking to sell my own stocks which I'll consider later.

For now, I'm just trying to develop a profitable system that doesn't take me too long to implement daily. So far, I've been making a little profit and not feeling that impatient about amping up my earnings. It's really a daily activity that's set for long term and won't take that long to personally manage. From what I'm understanding, once I do make all this money, I don't think that many friends will be able to follow since it's really about saving up your money and letting it accumulate into wealth after several years while continuously making smart decisions. 

All of this just happens to match my preferences and everything is starting to add up for me while catching on to what's really going on in the world. 

Getting Involved With Routine

It looks like my biggest two things right now are investing in stocks and cryptocurrency and then trading in the Forex market. I want to finish this up with washing up to get ready for bed and then handle any leftover errands or until I feel too out of energy for it. 

This is pretty much going to be my daily routine until I come up with something new. I might have a girlfriend on the way but I haven't really asked her yet, but we are spending a decent amount of time hanging out. I don't think it's in the whole outward appearance anymore but more about falling in love with the person underneath. I guess it never hurts too that she can appear hot to me sometimes! I want to be really prepared for this inevitable day to happen.  

Sharpening My Money Making System

I've been quite at it for a while with profiting off the volatile Forex market. I'm looking forward to trying out the same system on investing in cryptocurrencies and stocks. The only thing that I am opting out of for good is shorting. 

Shorting is a type of investment where you borrow stock to sell from the broker and then later buy it back at a lower market price. The problem with shorting in the market is that if the price goes higher than you can end up paying more when you want to stop selling. There's also something called putting your account in the negative, which makes this type of trade incredibly risky!

With trading my charts in Forex, it looks like I'm settling in on looking at the weekly, daily, and four hour charts. My average time in the market looks to be about a few days regularly and rarely will it go past a month, so looking at these time frames really matches my style and keeps up enough with the momentum. 

Working Harder While Looking to Get Smarter

In a way, I think being lazy really sucks and practically gets anyone nowhere. It's really stupid to sit there and enjoy entertainment but everyone has their own tastes. I think my dad is pretty weird in that his hobby is to pretty much watch TV while complaining that he wants to be back in his home country. 

He can blame some of it on himself and then get all mad while trying to complain again and then boss people around like a jerk. It's pretty much his personality. If I can become rich enough to not have to work anymore, then I think I will have plenty of room to be aggressive and knowing my dad, this will scare him and keep him mostly quiet with me being able to run up a mouthful that could potentially cause several on and off rifts between us. I think this will be a very entertaining period for myself to work so hard for! For the time being, I can't unleash this fiery beast underneath me fully upon my own dad whenever he wants to act like a jerk. It will get there though and also with others I dealt with in the past.

For the time being, it's pretty much putting in the effort to keep on running at a diligent pace with something that feels like a marathon while it can feel quite stressful sometimes and looking to also be clever with better solutions from being able to philosophize at different angles occasionally. This can make work a lot more fun! Other than that, it's just a waiting period with putting in the hard work to get to where you want to go. 

In addition, I think submitting yourself to the Lord really does complement this hard work behavior in the form of like waiting for a long time because it can bring about getting you to make very timely adjustments that will then give you lasting satisfaction. 

Understanding Main Goal

The biggest thing I want to do in life right now is two things- earning a lot of money with so much free time and managing a happy family in marriage. It's what I don't mind working so hard for while killing time with pals sometimes because it just wasn't handed down to me. 

A lot of this was really hard to do in the beginning because I lacked so much self-confidence, but ever since I gained a lot of it permanently, it's been so good for me. 

I'm working on making a lot of money on stocks and have been putting in 15% of my income into it while spreading it out monthly. I have been averaging a steady rate of always 10% profit, so for whatever I put it, I'm making 10% profit. I'm trying to improve this rate right now without going too crazy, so that's what I have been learning to manage. It may take me several years before I see a nice return though, but I'm just anticipating that my freedom could be granted to me in the near future while still maintaining a discipline of how I go about investing.

I think I'm totally made for being an investor because I really don't have that much attachment to money and willing to wait it out to earn some return for later use. I would like to use the money to not have to work anymore and go places while supporting family, gifting some friends, and contributing to charity. I don't plan on hogging it except some to continue making a more comfortable income to use freely. 

Letting Things Go Permanently

For myself, the past really is what it was. I'm happy to believe that I found God's mercy and grace upon my life from believing in the love of Jesus Christ. From this alone, it makes me believe that I've been forgiven by the Almighty and that I can be transformed daily in the likeness of Jesus little by little because of my trust upon him as my Lord and Savior. It's really that simple in my belief structure which makes it possible for me to be able to let go of bad things now. I just have this constant reminder of Jesus being the king of my life and that I'm under his grace to be able to work on enjoying my life daily. 

I think it's just putting in the effort from doing routine laboring like running a farm. This analogy can apply to life like how you plant and sow seeds, take care of them, and then harvest the crops when it's ready while restarting the cycle all over again out of necessity. There's just this desire to live in no longer any bondage to the world and be constantly renewed with joy upon receiving Christ into your heart. 

This being all said, it feels like what others can do to bring pain or distress is really nothing in the long run. It's really about keeping yourself on the things of the Lord and working hard to manage the natural talents and desires while being aligned as much as possible with the Lord!  

Happy 4th of July

Honestly, I'm on a role with this whole personal blogging finesse! I can seriously call it whatever I want, and it just felt funny to me. Right now, I'm writing this post on March 26 of this year so I'm basically months ahead and have been averaging about twice a day from Monday to Friday which are my working days. I really don't know who finds this blog to be entertaining but I do have a flow of tiny traffic that I'm not responsible for. I don't know if they are some snooping programmed bots or random people from other parts of the world stumbling onto this page! 

It really doesn't matter to me because I feel like I'm still expressing myself and getting my happy fix! I've been doing this for a while and not making any money out of it, so there's no reason to go any further because I won't be able to tap into anything and then earn huge amounts of money. I have found out that I am doing rather well for myself while starting out with investing in stocks and cryptocurrency and swing trading the Forex market! 

I'm seeing an overall profit on each of those venues, so I'll be keeping up at it and reading my daily free e-mails from the experienced investors I'm subscribed to. I've been still learning and keeping up at it rather well. It's all about making steady progress for me. 

I'm so used to seeing an up and down world now that it doesn't even affect my emotions from seeing how good or bad my stocks are doing! 

Working Hard for Good Personal Goals

Something that I'm realizing now is how a person can't really get rich overnight with anything. I'm totally okay with it and sticking to working on a comfortable path that will lead to the personal freedom I desire. I've been reviewing my actions and treating this endeavor like a business. It's really systematic in a sense without having to interact with anyone and then allowing yourself some room to collect passive income. This is what I love about investing! 

It's just that it requires managing all the proper risks associated with it and then seeing wealth accumulate after plenty of years go by. There's really no better means of getting there faster besides looking for outlets that have higher rates of returns while landing there more accurately. What a famous investor thinks is that it's not about how often you win or loss, it's really about how much you gain when you win and how much you lose that counts more. I prefer winning a big amount while letting it sit there long as possible for the price of giving up a lot of small losses in hopes of landing upon another big win and then repeating this all over again. 

This whole being into the stocks, Forex, and cryptocurrency business is starting to give me plenty of hope with seeing extra dollar signs in my pocket to spend on loved ones and family in the future. 

Working on Maintaining Happiness

I'm starting to get a natural idea of going about my own business and personal life. I'm not really forcing myself to do something so much anymore as I used to struggle with incredibly, low self-esteem. It's really quite interesting that narcissistic people can sometimes be successful and well-liked by others from acting like they are super confident, which can be misinterpreted by others.

I think I know a pair of identical twins who don't get along too well with each other and are more or less autistic narcissists. 

They weren't really born that sharp enough to reach successful levels that they aspire to be. It was really annoying being around those two, but being the dumb person I was, I kept on trying to put up with it and change them into better individuals while I was a lonely, frustrated, and diffident person myself. I've recently walked out on them for only a year, and it's only to work on reaching my main goals. Unfortunately, there was a fallout and resulted in sending one of them an aggressive text message that I was going to reach my goals first before getting around to see them again. 

Wanting to be a man of my word, I'm still trying to work on it diligently to this day. 

Letting the Past Go

I'm still finding myself often scapegoating anything stressful that's actually trivial in a past situation that didn't turn out well for me. It's not a proud habit and something that I don't ever bring up for any discussion with my own family and friends. I want to fix it besides just letting out a cuss word whenever I feel like it. It just doesn't fly with my self-perceived nice and composed self-confidence. 

I've been mentioning some past minions of Crazy Lee and saying "Forget" them in a vulgar way of saying it. I'm still using this vulgar vocabulary with only God and His angels and pets with acute hearing as my witnesses. It's crazy because I don't use cuss words around others. I've learned that being damned in hell is a phrase that can be acceptable in appropriate situations which I thought used to be cussing. This is how much of a goody two-shoes I grew up to be, and it's still great for my own confident subconscious! 

I basically want to let all that negativity go now. It's become a lot easier to maintain for me ever since I've picked up on so much self-confidence. I'm a pretty calculating person and a force to be reckoned with. The girl who replied back to me thinking she was some kind of savior or voice of reason for the Lord has gone totally silent with me now. I've totally rocked her wheelhouse and have been owning up to mine!