Things to Apply

Currently, my main goal is to make a lot of money as an investor and trader. My next goal is to work out with a nice diet and become another fitness buff. 

I am currently working on designing an effective app for work. This is great because I'm getting paid to do something now that I've always wanted to do and can use the money to invest and make myself rich! This is such a great combination that's working out for me. I should really be putting in a lot of focus with this one. 

The other things I need to work on are renewing my commercial driver license, placing my vehicle registration sticker on my license plate, refinancing my car, getting back to taking some gym classes, and working on those growing taller poses. I'm going to just list it out on another spreadsheet with the current important things I'm missing out on and put it in order of importance and then try my best to catch up with it while balancing out my work. 

Follow Up to Last Post

This is a phenomenal prayer which will be greatly underappreciated. It's related to our ongoing informal and occasionally rambunctious debates. I honestly think God is starting to shift momentum in my favor or maybe it was always like that (see "Footprints in the Sand" story ~ https://www.pinterest.com/3keanukai/footprints-in-the-sand/).

Dear Father God,

I present my body to You as a living sacrifice...

Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters,
in view of God's mercy,
to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice,
holy and pleasing to God—
this is your true and proper worship.
Romans 12:1

Please help me to be holy and pleasing to You.

Please guide me and direct me today.

Please protect me from all harm and evil, and let me overcome all my fears, for you are with me...

God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear...
Psalm 46:1-2

Please shine through my life to draw those around me to Yourself.

May You be glorified throughout the earth...

Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!
Psalm 46:10

May others be pointed to Jesus through the testimony of my life.

Please keep me pure and holy unto You.

Please forgive my sins so that I might start afresh today.

In Jesus' holy name I pray,

Amen.

Heartfelt and True Message

Moving forward [person], it was unnecessary for you to remove me as a Facebook friend. You should have noticed that there are two sides and with me questioning people's motives and trying to be agreeable at the same time, it should have been apparent to you that I was trying to be humble. Instead of being around most people who would exaggerate their emotions and say that they feel uncomfortable and while talking to them, they act out with a short fuse, it doesn't always mean that they are correct. They could have also been in a state of mind where they had a highly biased perspective while displaying angry emotions.

With me bringing up to talk about it, I was exploring why I feel a certain way and how everybody runs differently mentally. Tell these people who unadded me as a friend to come to Jesus while I'm talking about this incident and they will tell you that Jesus has nothing to do with it.  

What I want with adding me back as a friend back on Facebook has no real significant meaning in the long term. It just shows you guys were displaying a ton of irrationality from losing your patience over a situation with me that had nothing to do with you guys. With me bringing it up to talk about it, it's really me giving my spin so that I feel relaxed by telling you guys that you guys are all imperfect and can't always give the perfect advice.

It didn't work out with you guys saying you guys were trying to help me because you can't even give the full details about what went wrong otherwise you would have told me by now. You all just went by a form of gossip which felt weird and acted out with paranoia. There's a reason why you guys aren't that successful with others in life and can't influence them heavily. You guys were never really the answer and were trying to replace Jesus in everyone's life. 

Getting More into Systematic Trading

I'm starting to get a lot better at handling the pump and dump cycles of the markets I'm currently trading in. My biggest portfolio so far is on the stock market. I plan to get into trading cryptocurrency as well and figure it could be a very profitable venture. I'm not really going to risk a lot of money into it, since I'm about diversifying risk and figure it has a much bigger return if it goes well anyway. 

It's starting to make sense for me in going after reliably making money in stocks, Forex, and cryptocurrency coins. This is how I want to begin my millionaire making journey. I will be looking to retire as soon as possible, but not go about killing myself over it while staying positive and self-confident along with staying self-disciplined. 

Awesome Game Changer

This morning I ended up going into work and driving back to pick up a few things on my own. I stayed over at a friend's house and could have asked for a favor in getting it dropped off, but I didn't want to be a bother so I went back myself. Fortunately, it was only a ten minute drive to get back compared to the usual half hour which would be doubled to go into work. I have noticed for myself that I can forget a few important things when I'm in motion, which is probably a common trait among people.  

I would really like to move closer to work for this added benefit of not having to commute too long. It's something I'm working on slowly right now with my finances. Becoming more self-aware and self-disciplined is something I want to do for myself, since I now have the positive attitude and self-confidence flowing inside of me. It's a total game changer!

Coming Up With Working Trading System

I believe overall that it's really a work of art with finding something profitable and how it's constantly prone to being adjusted. My Forex trading system has been about just flowing smoothly, and I'm just going back while using the same indicators that I'm comfortable with and looking for a consistent edge from visualizing how I could have made my trading entries better in the past. 

I think it has been made a little better by micro-managing it more instead of trying to automate it. It just makes better sense in the long term since I'm more of a set and hold type of trader. I like to lock in big profits while staying in the market as long as possible. The formula is really getting there, but it looks like I'm naturally using multiple time frames for my system. It just simply seems to be working better this way right now. 

I think the overall gist of my trading formula so far is looking at a price action indicator and looking to enter the market in either direction after noticing a crossover of two moving averages.   

Being Patient in the Long Term

I think this whole process of working hard on the long run is pretty much a mental process that develops through having a great attitude about work ethic and putting yourself into action. It's not always easy to keep up with, but it does pay off eventually even if you become numb to the good results! 

This is probably about being happy while staying relaxed as possible under all situations. There's just so many things to do besides just being a couch potato while watching Netflix and other Smart TV subscriptions. It's sort of good that I still don't even have any of them and will only take the time to enjoy it at another friend's house. 

I think investing in stocks and continually reading tips on it while working at trading profitably, which is hard as trying to catch fish in water with bare hands, is allowing me to stay invested in my future. I'm really looking forward to getting a decent and modest home to start out. I don't need anything fancy, but something that will be convenient and match my needs. I really do have a bunch of things that I want to do to keep myself occupied, so now I'm getting pretty used to trying something.

Keeping at It

I honestly think now that staying committed to finishing a task and all of its small or intricate problems that come with it really comes from putting in the hard work and also being positive. This positivity will help you stay self-confident and engage a working brain for all the time you need to finish it. 

For myself, what gives me this sense of happiness while being self-confident and pursuing after being a daily problem solver to make a living is putting my trust in Jesus. I simply just believe in what Christ did for me on the cross and it's enough for me to desire being one of his followers. I try to tune into listening to the Bible daily, so that's how I mainly get all the spiritual food I need to grow. It's remarkable how it's really had a very positive effect on my life. I don't even have a calling to be a Pastor of a successful church. I wouldn't even want to begin on it!

Staying Concentrated on Main Tasks

I think it really comes down to knowing the main thing you have to do and then just going after laboring to get it done. Some things are a lot harder than others and will require a ton of concentration and effort. In the end, if you enjoy it and it's helping you get by in life then it's probably going to be worth it. For myself, I've chosen to be a patient investor and long-term trader for earning a comfortable living.

To make money, I need a job so I figure now that I'm supposed to be somewhere along the lines of a software engineer. I don't mind combining hardware and software as well and even making the physical parts of a computer to earn money in this field. From this income I make, I can set aside some of it for making money in the financial markets I have chosen. It's starting to make sense with how I want to go about doing things. 

Overall, I think it's about committing to daily effort while being smart about it as best as possible and maintaining a positive attitude. 

Sticking to Moral Grounds for Satisfaction

For myself, I believe that it really takes committing yourself to being positive, self-confident, self-disciplined, diligent, and sticking to the Faith to be a happy person. In general, I think if you do those things while becoming successful and are a nice person then you have a great shot of finding favor from the people you want. 

There's really no set-in-stone formula with trading to make a lot of money with it, but just requires sticking to some system that works and you're comfortable with. Sometimes, you'll come up on top while other times, you will be losing money. It is what it is, and it's something I'm getting used to. 

Staying Committed

I've decided to try something new with creating a Top 10 tasks list and trying to get it all accomplished. 

This means that I'm going to have to be committed to prioritizing doing these things first before anything else. I want to also make sure that there will always be ten things to do on a daily basis. I will be adding and removing things all the time and reorganizing the first ten rows based on my order of doing things. I'm going to treat them all alike in importance to simplify my new task system. The way I plan to do this is to go for visualizing my whole day and taking care of the most time consuming tasks last. 

Furthermore, I will force myself to come up with tasks if I don't have enough on my plate already so I start developing a small habit out of this. For work, I am maintaining a similar list but will be only the five most important things to get done each done, and it may not even change drastically for a while. We will see how this goes now. 

Current Tasks to Work On

It looks like this blog has been picking up quite a bit of traction from just being myself and treating it like a person I would like to write to for describing how my life is. There's definitely more readers who I don't really know surfing on this site. I think my intention is for them to do reading and try to take something while hopefully being entertaining. Also, I'm not really giving you guys any freedom to comment on my personal site! 

I'm just expressing myself freely and doing this so I can look back on it with what I was going through because I can easily forget most of the details about it after getting past it. Also, from having this site, I'm not blatantly forcing it down people's necks to offend some of them like Crazy Lee. It's her choice to read about herself, if she knows about this site. I don't really know and don't care, but if she's reading this then I want to say to her that I think Crazy Lee is totally bonkers!

It's fun to write stuff like that to help with moving forward while being reminded of some parts of the annoying past! For me in dealing with my relationships moving forward, honesty has been king for me. I seem to naturally want to be a well-mannered person for the most part and while I'm angry, I can become more ballsy as an effect of how I address the situation. I like to put down people from mainly spilling the beans about them so that they will constantly shut up around me and get back in line with my personal agenda of forcing them to act like a good person. They are still negligible people but it looks like I'm doing it to get off with tons of laughs while mocking what a therapist would do to them with the mindset of a drill sergeant! It's pure entertainment for myself and a few people who will like to laugh about it from how I present the stories to them. 

To become an eligible candidate in my suited pool, you just have to behave with me like most of the tiny care group did which is like 3 out of 5 including myself so maybe only one refused to act like this and probably more realistically like one-half of a non-existent person so I'll round it up. Your consent has come through once you have already been around me and lasted a day with me while acting normal. I remember that day just like it was yesterday and want to gobble it up voraciously like it was a peanut butter and jelly sandwich! 

It is what it is with what happened in the past. It's a good time to let it go now, or seek out therapy from still being in some more of a complaining mood! Mentioning that I'm bringing it up with a negative tone obviously means that you are complaining, right? Therapy sessions are not cheap! Just accept that it's a force of nature you are dealing with and move on while trying to be friends with it and then it will fully subside like drying yourself off with a towel and letting the air evaporate the remainder of it. 

Understanding the Way to Go

I think it's really a mixture of staying positive, being self-confident and self-disciplined, working hard, and keeping the Faith. This is my personal formula for staying happy with who you are. 

Everything takes progress and times might not always be easy, but once you get used to how things are and eventually get there, then it will keep on getting easier with repeating it. This is pretty much common sense when you look at it. The true Way is really coming to Jesus and it's a difficult narrow path that few will ever fully realize in this world, while there are so many wide paths for many who will be easily led into sin. (John 14:6, Matthew 7:13-14). It's even accidental for Christians to sin on occasion. We can be such ignoramuses and it's something to expect for my future outlook of shallow believers like that past, stupid care group I was forced to deal with! Oh well, it is what it is.

In general, reaching utmost success is a really tough thing for most people, so in a likewise manner there's a spiritual connection that can be made with it. Proverbs 14:23 says that in all toil there is profit, but mere talk leads to poverty. This is sort of saying you have to move into action with your thoughts to get there and put in the laborious effort while being wise about your decisions. If you keep on sticking to a few bad choices in life, then it will inevitably lead you to poverty. 

If you are a slave to money by loving it, then it's going to be inherently evil because you'll obviously care a lot less about taking advantage of others for your selfish gain, even if you ignore that aspect. If not, then you can be a generous giver like Job was in the Bible and be a well-regarded person in society out of having that type of good and satisfied heart. For example, you can show kindness and mercy to the disable, ill, vulnerable, and elderly who are unable to work anymore (Zechariah 7:9-10).

Regardless of my crazy past with stupid conflicts that didn't bring me down ultimately in the end but made me stronger and more discerning about people's real intentions instead, I have realized all of these people may be negligible to my life. They have failed to be movers and shakers with me, which means active influential people. I could have continuously returned the favor to get some laughs, but it's only single-minded entertainment, which I seem to be noted for being quite funny at sometimes. 

What I Think Dating is About

I'm a short guy at say 5' 3.25" or 160.65 cm. It has made me want to cry about it, but lately, I just don't care anymore. I'm okay with marrying a beautiful lady who others won't find to be that attractive. I'm not so worried about the appearance, but just want compatibility and to at least feel some physical attraction on a regular basis. It just makes sense and my preferences on a woman's appearances have constantly been jumping around all over the place that I have stopped keeping track of it. Something that appeals to me the most is her wonderful personality which stays planted and this brings out her true beauty and is something I find to be so attractive about her!

For a guy who does enough fitness, when you see those numbers without seeing me and being around at least 155 pounds then you'll find I have a pretty unique look that's very undervalued by others on dating apps. I believe to be successful on dating apps, you really need to have the looks people desire and proper mannerisms of communicating with each other. I already know the sad outlook from sorting through popular, conducted surveys that the majority of women out there want to initially date a guy who she considers to have at least average height. Let's just call it the nature of the beast and also, I'm not really hurting because I realize that she possibly could have not been good enough for me anyway. 

I have discovered there's a great way around dating apps to meet good and single women. Frankly, it's just harder for short guys but so worth it if you get there anyway so it makes sense to work hard for it while staying concentrated on it with a positive attitude. I have noticed two opposite levels of how short guys cope with their lack of dating life since I'm also friends with them. One of them comes across as too lazy and given over to accepting drowning in his own miseries. I used to be like this, but it changed from applying a positive and confident outlook and my faith in Jesus is also powering the way for me! 

The other guy can think like a complete lunatic and fit the stereotype of what you call someone with a Napoleon complex where he overcompensates so much by throwing his weight around and coming across as a natural jerk! I've also been on this side as well, which ended up not being my cup of tea. 

Overall, I'm somewhere in the middle now and might have a great girlfriend coming along very soon. We can be passing the stage of being great buddies, since we enjoy traveling together while having still managed to sleep in separate bedrooms! It really doesn't matter in the long term about appearances, so I'm applying this easily. I'm looking at the personality first while knowing that I'm attracted to a few single ladies already who I get to interact with on a regular basis. 

I think the ultimate end stage with my single life will occur once I become a millionaire with a six pack and have earned it all from applying hard work and a positive attitude. If this hasn't happened already any sooner, I will then transition into becoming a loving husband and maybe later, which I'm open to, being a dad. 

Also to joke about my height, I thought it was a joke to think Crazy Lee was intimidated with me. It was definitely confirmed to not be a joke when she turned crazy and put a restraining order on me! Even though I'm short enough to not come across as imposing, I still was prevented from throwing my weight around and intimidating weak-minded people like Crazy Lee who would have been like expendable peasants back in the day! It was because Crazy Lee thought she was smart about putting a restraining order on me. I submitted to it out of wanting to be a gentleman. She still stayed crazy and couldn't snap out of it. 

I think now is different since I've learned to manage the buildup of dumb conflict like it happened with the past, stupid care group and facilitate a better flow of open communication. It is already stupid to begin with and a stupid is what a stupid does! It is what it is, and I accept it while still making awesome progress for myself and sticking to the Faith and pursuing after the Lord's kingdom!  

Working Hard

Currently, I'm working off applying software in my own way to make money from investing in stocks and trading currencies. It's pretty fun and so far, I've been making an overall profit. I believe in diversifying and not risking it that much while looking for huge profits from taking a long-term position. This just allows me comfort without having to constantly monitor it. I'm not a fan of micromanaging trades and despite people saying you can learn to make a lot of money off of doing, it's not worth the trade off for me. I would rather collect a huge payday after letting it sit there long term and doing other fun things worth my time!

For the time being to earn some income, I've realized that I enjoy being a software engineer and willing to stress out about it to bring home something and then invest a portion of it. I'm willing to spend a lot of time and put in the effort to the best of my ability on a daily basis. 

Working on Daily Trading Accuracy

It looks like using my favorite indicators is working for me so far to invest in cryptocurrency. One of these days, I will be reaping the rewards of the time I put into working on this. I'm already over the feelings of losing money. I'm in it for the long run and honing my own trading system. 

I don't think I'll be purchasing any more tools now and just stick to putting together and using what I've acquired. It's all like a melting pot and for some coincidence, I ended up buying them. They don't work perfectly, but it's all about learning to get the job done. 

For the time being, I want to work hard and bring home well-earned money and then save some aside to invest smart and then get wealthy. 

Figuring Out Productive Routine

It looks like I want to combine a little bit of investing and trading along with my regular job to get rich. I really do enjoy being a software engineer/developer. There's always this sense of purpose and passion with enjoyment that goes along with all that confusion and stress sometimes to get to the goal!  This is what I was always primarily meant to be.

Thinking about how a manager at work acts, I think he's too dumb and close-minded about making improvments happen. He prefers sticking to a routine as simple as possible and will complain about learning new things he's never tried before from whining about it being too hard. It's probably because it stresses him out too much. His overall, past performance as a leading businessman from his previous work experience isn't good at all either. He wants to avoid taking the blame and any serious responsibility. He lacks the proper skills in general to be the top guy, but he's still forcing us to make a compromise because he needs the money and from also being a relative. 

I think he's a very insignificant piece when it comes to conducting business and good to leave him out of the loop. He's just there to get by with something from having already been a mess in his work life and wanting to hold his ground. Maybe his personal relationships are significantly better, but he still isn't the brightest person out there and likes to base things more emotionally. He likes to base things off experience for the little contributions he makes but he hasn't really kept up with it enough. 

Revisiting Things I Want to Do in the Near Future

I would honestly like to become a millionaire and at the very least have enough to purchase a nice single family home that's close to the beach! Getting closer to the beach and settling into a nice neighborhood someday sounds like the dream I would be interested in. These homes were definitely worth over a million dollars at the time of writing!

I want to also settle down with a good lady. She doesn't really have to be drop dead gorgeous. I'm only looking for someone compatible and into having fun sometimes while blending in romance on a regular basis. Having kids is really more of a secondary nature for me and something I'm open to and also ready for. I prefer being a good husband first and then father. 

Those are my main goals and to get there, I'm working on managing my career while investing in stocks and trading currency for a little profit on the side! I find it to be enjoyable for the most part with what I'm doing to make a living. I just need to be more vigilant about it now. 

I'm also very interested in having a physically attractive body too just to have it as an asset. I'm a 8.5 mile runner non-stop on a regular session. I'm currently toning down my body and trying to get into working out my muscles while practicing a good diet. 

I look forward to traveling regularly with a good friend who might become my girlfriend as soon as possible. Also, once I have these main goals in order, I definitely plan to mess around for only a short period and to mainly give outsiders ( and myself) laughs with the remnant related to Crazy Lee and the others who forced their crazy, past situations upon me. It's a wonderful oath that I'm grateful to have pledged to the Lord and going past ten years strong now! 

Putting in Everything I Have With Obtaining Things I Want

From looking at some recent posts I've saved up, it's been building up this positive momentum. It's starting to make sense with having a purpose with a ton of patience, along with self-confidence, optimal intelligence, and hard work to go with it. 

I'm not really let down so easily anymore when the day didn't go in my favor. The reason for this is probably because I've invested long enough in stocks to not really bat any bad eyes at the ones currently down. It doesn't really bother me at all, so now I want to work hard to gain the most money I can get while being smart about it at the same time! 

Staying Inspired to Work Hard

I think it's really just a matter of self-awareness and self-discipline with getting desired tasks done. It's probably really important to understand your own sense of purpose while maintaining a positive mindset and self-confidence. 

What it comes down to is hanging on to your personal desires and letting that be aligned with your upbringing. I think it's wrong to cheat the system, but plenty of people probably do it for different intentions. Overall, working hard while being smart about it as best as possible is necessary for maintaining a business. It's like picking up a good form of momentum.

One of these days, all this time I've spent into investing and trading successfully is going to pay off. That's what I know but in order to maintain it, I need to have the income to invest into that type of market. Fortunately, I'm pretty happy about being a software engineer with an emphasis on system development. It's definitely a demanding job and something that I find to be rewarding, even if I will never be a very well-known person for it. It's fine for me because I just want to generate a certain amount of income and then have time to enjoy life like traveling with this good friend and maybe settling down with her next. 

Stomaching Volatility to Invest and Trade for Profit

I think a really hard part of getting into stocks or any type of trading endeavor to begin with is getting used to the risky nature of the market. My style is taking upon small risks for greater gain of at least twice the profit where if I end up losing then it doesn't really hurt me that much. I don't really have all my money taken out of my bank account and going into playing these stocks. 

It has felt annoying sometimes to see a drawdown of my capital but I can still see the greener fields that lie ahead. It's like maintaining a positive attitude, but I also won't hold on to losers permanently either. It's pretty much just sticking to a personal system and continually refining it to adapt to different market situations. I'm still not set in stone with having one, but there is a personal guideline of how I want to go about it. In the end though, I'm able to pull off maintaining a little profit. 

I'm willing to be patient while sticking to developing my own personal system that I could put on autopilot someday. I'm not sure if it even exists fully but it's what I'm leaning towards making for myself. I feel like I have a long time to figure it out and continue to aim for a higher percentage of wins and return over investment instead of how much I really have at the moment in my portfolios. 

Maybe it's more of an artform and will require a little expert tinkering daily, so if I'm lucky enough to get good at it with all the thinking I put into it already then might as well let myself reap the rewards! Overall, I think everybody deserves to be where they are at no matter how fair or unlucky their circumstances are. The deserving are those people who can figure it out by putting the pieces together after using the right kind of tools. If they can't hack it or complain about it then it's because they are just being dumb! 

Working at Wonderful Future

I'm now realizing that I'm fairly lucky with the life I've set up for myself. I don't work that hard enough from time to time, but now it's becoming like a natural state of mind for me. I don't find it too difficult to maintain self-discipline so much anymore because my patience level with working on myself has increased. 

It can be that I just feel really good about myself constantly while working on something. I wish there were ways for me to be prepared and aware of everything going on with me, but I succumb to that personal desire. I'll just go with where the road is leading me while sticking to my biggest goals so far. 

As of this moment, I'm trying to build a lot of wealth so that I could move out of my parents' house and then have time to openly find someone we both would want to spend the rest of our lives together with. I don't want my parents' bossy outlook to be much of a factor anymore. There's really no need to push my kids in a direction that would bring them some status, if they're not so into it. My parents have not been that noteworthy in a widespread status, and I really don't mind to be honest now. I also don't mind not being that type of person.  

Putting in the Effort to Let It Go

I'm going to put in the daily effort now to make myself let go of treating Annie Tran (-nee) like a cuss word!  

Tranny was so awful back then, but there's nothing I can do about it because I didn't know what the heck I was doing either while being so ticked off about the whole situation. I've already learned to manage those types of similar situations and don't think of it as bossing around my personal life either. Fortunately, everything revolving around Mrs. Annie has turned out to be expendable and doesn't really count towards how I want to live my life in pursuit of the Kingdom via faith! Amen, yeah baby.

I'll just go on treating it like it was a fringe accident- like being dealt a poor hand and having played it so bad while gambling too carelessly. In turn of events, the result will most likely not go the way you planned unless that small fortune found its way to you. My prize is gaining experience around peers who became crazy, paranoid, and stupid while becoming infuriated and trying to get me prosecuted under the most contempt and greatest punishment possible and failing to do so. Then, figuring out they want me to not talk about it for obviously selfish reasons. They seriously should go see a counselor or therapist at least once to talk about this incident. I know what I need to say now and the things they should work on. This is all fun and games to me too while dealing with people who lost some self-control and turned into stupid individuals! 

It is what it is! Time to move forward with the Faith and maintain myself on being the best witness I can be. It's all from keeping the faith in your heart. Those former peers who are like expendable peasants are just a bunch of ticked off idiots. They think they are so competent to be spiritual leaders- ha, yeah right. 

Working on Trading Strategies

I honestly don't really have any set way of making money off the Forex and cryptocurrency markets. For the most part, the stock market has been turning out to be the most reliable form of making money on the long term without facing any serious drawdown. I think it's because I already made the investment with the right tools, so it's just going to be a pretty long waiting period on building wealth.  

Most of my investments are going into the stock market at the moment. I do want to acquire a single family home too at some point this year. I'm looking to live near the beach area with a nice school district. It's obviously going to be a bit pricey, but I think I'll be making a good investment with it and will have to do my part with managing my savings and living a pretty comfortable lifestyle. 

For the most part in creating my own system, I'm still learning to master an artform with my favorite indicators. There's really no way of telling for sure what the market is going to be doing from speculating on the charts. The best way I see it is to keep putting together some tools that make sense to you and will tell you a convincing story while being a decent and profitable model. 

Letting Unreconcilable Things Go

There are a few silly things in my life that still like to get to my head during my daily living. I'm thinking about blaming Annie Tran(-nee) for all my trouble with that old stupid care group. Yes, Tranny is such a pain to my rear-end from refusing to add me on Facebook. It's her right but I think she was being stupid because there was really nothing between us that should make her feel reluctant about doing so. 

I asked her and she said there was nothing, unless she was being a pathological liar from being purportedly "uncomfortable", and this ticked me off because I wanted to know what the problem was and if I could fix it. If there wasn't anything I could do, then I could just move on, right? Well, Mrs. Annie Tran (-nee) was being stupid with me and then came along Betty Lam (-nee?) and then Crazy Lee joined the mixed which turned the show all upside down for me into like a dumb and funny melodramatic soap opera! Oh well, it happened. I wasn't hurting back then about it.

I'm still not hurting about it, but just bringing it up to make fun of it to collect my spoils of war! 

Man, it was so stupid and for them to add on hearsay comments and then become paranoid over it while refusing to be agreeable about possibly backing down from those thoughts. 

It's no wonder they are just a bunch of nobodies who thought they knew better with how people should conduct themselves. It's also no wonder their direction never took the church they associated with to a mainstream direction. They are not that bright people and only acknowledge submitting to the Lord with a subset of what should ideally be amounted to. The Lord's favor isn't really going their way. It is what it is, and I gleefully don't mind! 

Staying Dedicated

I think it's really fun and relieves a lot of stress to do other things that detract from actual work sometimes. It's just that sometimes timing is of the essence and it's probably essential to be mindful about it to get to your desired destination. I do admit that I prefer working in a stress-free environment while doing something I love constantly. 

I have a hard time thriving under pressure if I'm not really experienced at something. It's pretty tough to cover it up in person and act so cool while mighty! I'm still trying my best though and even if the effort gets me nowhere, I'm ready to accept the downfall and be ready to move on while always feeling like I already gained something from it. 

Overall, I think the real key for me is to stay committed to the process of anything I'm working on and keep it a healthy routine. To get to the next level, I have to conquer the current things I'm dealing with, so I feel ready to try very hard and do it on a daily basis without giving up on any hope or losing my own self-confidence. 

Applying Self-discipline and Self-awareness

I think the basic individual structure to success in a nutshell is about becoming efficient at those two things while going after obtaining an objective. The way I see it working for me is to just stay committed to hard work and trying my best to realize things. It's definitely not that simple and takes a long time to master, but in the end, I think it's worth it and will bring about a euphoric sense of satisfaction!

I'm just going to try my best now to get my main purposes done in an efficient manner. It just means putting a lot of time into it. I really ought to be doing well at everything in my life. I'm not really burning out either.

Eyeballing a Ton of Profit

I ended up taking a gamble with expanding upon my trading business in Forex. So far, it's turning out to be some more work but I find it to be a useful tool considering how the profit levels do get reached on that system along with how it never retraces! The fact that the indicators will always stay the same no matter what and never recalculate its past footsteps with new market data makes it possibly a very invaluable tool. I think it was well-worth the $250 I spent on it for all the future free updates and automated trading robot that will be provided with no additional charge, along with a community of other users to learn off of and free downloads and guides that keep on getting uploaded. I hope I'll make it back with innumerable profit to go along with it! 

This system will be aimed at targeting the short term gains while still applying my low maintenance style that I already have going with my long term strategy. I'm getting really into it and enjoy my style so much that this could eventually feel like a very profitable hobby. 

Letting It Go

Today, I am reminded once again from the Bible how all believers should conduct themselves. 

The LORD appeared to Abram and said to him, "I am Almighty God [El Shaddai]; walk before Me and be blameless." Genesis 17:1

It's amazing that all it really takes is putting our faith in Jesus. Romans 4:3 states that Abraham who was formerly Abram believed God and that it was credited onto him as righteousness. 

Out of ignorance or possibly seriously having some mental illnesses, there are quite a lot of people who claim to be Christians and don't really seem to behave like one! Take for instance, the lame people from that old and stupid care group from one of my old churches that ended up ticking me off so badly! I so want to confront these former, disgraced peers and run my mouth off to them for life. I then want all of them to add me on Facebook just to add insult to injury and collect my well-earned souvenir. I'll be the one laughing for life all the way to the bank, while they learn to shut up about it permanently.

I guess I've learned that laughter can work like amazing medicine. In Old English [King James Version], Proverbs 17:22 says "A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones." I really don't care about sucking out all of their craziness dry at this point! 

Seriously, I think people can act so dumb whenever they feel threatened. 

Most of the old care group have felt this way about me and even out of an occasion that didn't even deal with them directly. Acceptingly, stupid people have always existed while really being no joke! These former peers would have been like insignificant peasants back in the day and wouldn't have had to feel threatened about handling something mild that dealt with my situation because it wouldn't have existed. 

I feel like being a rock star compared to those peasants and parading myself around all over their enormously, tiny communities! 

Current Endeavors

Right now, I'm working on creating a mobile app for work so now I figure that I'm getting pretty deep into this whole development world and find it to be interesting and fun to work on solving while putting it together. I think with the money I'm earning right now, I have enough to invest and create savings to retire rich! I don't really know when this will be happening exactly though but I'm really looking forward to it.

I still need to work on curing my minor toe fungus which has been better from applying ointment, do some growing taller stretches, take some side workout classes, cook fast meals, and refinance my car! I have a lot of endeavors that I would love to work on.

Something that I've learned is that to be successful, it means having the appropriate amount of self-awareness and self-discipline. This pretty much means doing the best to be mindful about everything you want to do and then committing yourself to getting around it. It would also mean taking care of chores and important errands before getting around to doing what you love best. 

Found Good Opportunity to Make Money

I have a really cushy job while getting to work as a software engineer. I'm trying to use the money I earn here to invest and swing trade while growing a fortune. It's something I find to be exciting and a long term related activity. I'm just being patient about all of it while consistently testing my strategies. It's getting somewhere.

As of this moment, I might have stumbled upon a huge puzzle piece that could take my current system to the next level. I also found another great tool that could seriously help me out with making a lot of money. I'm looking forward to a brighter future.