Staying True to Main Focus

Right now, I really want to work on reaching my main goals before finding a good lady to settle down with. Being simple minded, I possibly have in mind a couple girls already who I get along with if they end up staying single. I'm not too sure it will stay that way though, but still, I'm not worried at the very least about getting married late in my life. I already know my type of girl is bountiful in this world and that there will be plenty more to pursue if I ever get turned down.

I'm really enjoying what I'm going after right now. It's not the most difficult thing in the world either from being relaxed about the help I've decided to hire. I'm starting to connect the dots I want while feeling the confidence without having any qualms about working so hard. 

Relating to Something Interesting

It's probably a great thing to live life without having any regrets. Sometimes things happen from not getting timely information or not being dealt a good hand. In those situations, you just have to embrace it and do your best to work around it or just reset.

Something positive that I've learned from an inspiring quote is that anything isn't really a waste of time if you enjoy it, no matter how big or small it feels to you. I enjoy working on relationships, even the bad ones. I think I can end up making all of them look bad and project that image onto others who are near. It sort of makes sense to me that they would feel like they have nothing good anymore to add and how I naturally just like to pay attention to certain details while interacting with people whether it's good or bad and then bring it up right away to them whenever I feel it's necessary or appropriate. In other words, I've become absolutely capable of quieting annoying dissenters who claim they know more than me when it comes to relationships! I haven't ever been asking them for that kind of advice anyway. 

Making Plans to Get Rich

My personal goal is something I'm focusing on right now like a mission. I want to be financially settled in before dialing in with trying to settle down with a beautiful and nice lady. I will be keeping up with my goal to get a six pack as well too, along with working on my arms for more toned muscle. 

I have stocks, options trading, Forex trades, fast-fold Poker, cryptocurrency, and developing apps at my disposal for gaining financial independence and plenty of free time. This is what I want to work hard for from knowing God has something good for me out there upon reaching it! I feel like I can't wait for it underneath and have so much excitement. Let's get this done. 

Things I'm Working on

I think I've really figured out my type of girl that I'm really looking forward to marrying someday. The main thing is that I want her to have a nice personality and have enough to make me want to get intimate with her regularly. I can't find any other honest way of saying it properly!  I'm not really going to stay disappointed either if I get turned down for any reason. I believe there's already enough out there to try pursuing. Overall, I think this is just natural and comes from God. 

One of the Christian girls I used to write to ended up sounding weird with me. She said that we're going to be leaving this Earth anyway so it doesn't matter what we accomplish in the end. What she learned was probably just a hyperbole supported by a Bible verse but instead, God still has His plan for us while we are living in this world. It's already been said that all things work according to His goodness. It could be a coincidence but I think deep down inside she's been associating herself around ignorant believers with negative energy. I probably made her feel really dumb and offended with my response, which I intended as a joke because I was always trying to get her to laugh and she never showed any signs of doing that while I was trying to bug her with messages. She wasn't ever able to get me in trouble either and prefers shutting herself off right now.

   

I like to think outside the box and be successful with it, but it isn't easy to come by often. I think my main goals may really be in line with the Lord's plans since the Bible also talks about them without mentioning them to be sins. It's also naturally who I am as a person, as I am living my life based on the level of faith I have in Jesus. 

Update With Making Investments

Nowadays, I'm adjusting to my plan of getting rich while using the tools I currently have. I'm about taking a conservative approach with trading high volatile markets. Most of my investments are in stocks though, since it has been my most stable long term portfolio. I want to increase my ROI so I've sold some shares that I'm uncomfortable with and will transfer them into mostly crypto. I do have a system in mind that I will likely be following. 

The biggest thing that I've been uncomfortable about investing in crypto is the high tax rate that the IRS looks to impose on those traders. I plan to suck it up and pay my dues. I prefer being financially well-off rather than being fearful about high income tax that I'm totally against paying. I can find clever means later to do tax write-offs like the rich people do anyways, if things end up going my way. 

While doing options, I'm now open to calling puts and also selling covered calls later on when my stock portfolio gets to be big enough. I don't intend to risk more than 1-1.5% of my portfolio for speculated trades while gunning for huge profit. This way I get to take advantage of my highly diversified portfolio and have exposure to all the markets that are out there. 

Making Progress

I might honestly have stumbled upon a money making trading system that really suits me. The main idea is really simple- it's buy low and sell high. It's from testing out different ideas over the years that I'm just putting it all together that works best for me. We will see if this works out in the next three months. I think I'm really onto something that might always work consistently now. This can make it my secret million dollar trading system that I've been looking for all this time. 

Overall, I'm really happy to be doing things that I'm interested in and learning new things. I want to keep on getting better at being efficient while putting in the work. Basically, my money makers on the side are going to be for now investing in stocks, cryptocurrency, and options, playing online fast-fold Poker, trading Forex, and developing apps. I really have a deep interest in doing well at all of these things and would like to make myself into a millionaire. 

I plan to also get into investing in bonds, precious metals, and real estate as my wealth accumulates. It looks like I have a really satisfying direction to make myself financially independent for the rest of my life and will be obtaining an ability to pass this off to my posterity. 

This Can Happen to Normal People

I do a lot of self-analysis so I'm figuring out that people berating me over the little stuff gets me mad and then I do something I think is funny and creative to them to get it out of my system. It gets on the nerves of those who discontinued communicating with me. I was never that bad because they can't get me in trouble with the things I say to them while I can with them but those people have negative energy that they should get some mental help to exercise self-control or relieve some anger issues. 

So for example, Michelle got all scared from not understanding the situation. It was between only Washington and me and had nothing to do with her. I was asking her if she could get involved to help out with my vendetta against Washington. I just did it with the intent of getting even with Washington and just needed Michelle to talk to him about it to feel relieved of the situation. I also wrote in an obvious sentence that I wasn't going to bring it up ever and let it go if she said no but she ended up turning weird and dramatic while not being able to drop it. That's why she can't get me in trouble and blocked communication with me while complaining I was a scary 5 feet 3 inch man! I was filled with so much anger from calling it B.S. under my skin. She was just filled with negative energy from maybe like going through her girl cycle? I don't really know, but it's not important for me to ask her about it now. 

It's Really All in the Attitude

What I'm noticing for myself is that having a positive disposition in life helps a lot with personal confidence. I think a friend who I haven't spoken to in a while thinks he's always a little better than everyone else so ends up acting reckless with pursuing his dreams. What makes it even harder to relate to him is that he's also very shy about making a move on girls even though there's really nothing physically wrong with him. He talks about how he doesn't want to raise any kids, but wants to be with his soulmate at the same time. This type of negativity has been irritating me for some time. He isn't mentally fit enough for me anymore to be one of my closest confidants even though I've known him the longest from high school. 

For myself, I have tried and realized that in the online dating pool, my dating profile just doesn't interest the ladies I want to try being with in general. Studying the numbers, it has added up for me. 

Single ladies in general are insecure about dating short guys. There are only a handful in this world who are very secure about themselves and don't mind dating short men. From my experience though, I have some luck with dating mainly girls around my equal height. They don't seem to mind staring into my handsome face most of the time! I can't reach these girls online either, since I know they are already in demand with normal guys. I have to physically meet them in person to make the attraction count. This isn't really my preference most of the time, but I can also have dates with ladies who are slightly taller than me because I do have enough manly features. I just need to muster plenty of confidence and like them enough already before I try asking them out. 

Keeping Up With Energetic Focus

I'm gradually realizing my hopes and dreams a lot better, along with understanding true confidence. Ideally, nothing should bother someone and occasionally despite the disadvantages; you just have to find a smarter way around it while working harder than people normally would. It's just the way it is with working your way to get to the top and reaching a nice satisfaction point. 

I think with everything I have going so far, I'm only meant to be a one-hit wonder when it comes to getting people interested in me. I want to bank off of it by using any talent to make a popular app. I have reasons to keep on learning to be a better software engineer. 

In addition to being fun, I want to increase my wealth by perfecting my craft in trading and investing. I look forward to the day that everything comes together and I get to finally reach my ultimate goal. 

Applying Good Qualities for Obtaining Long Term Success

I'm having so much fun trying to get to my main life goal right now which is becoming a millionaire with a six-pack. It is really sad to notice a few individuals out there who look out of it and have nowhere to go in life. Whatever led them there, I can only hope that they can find the right souls or inspiration to keep on existing at least sufficiently in this world. 

I know what it's like to be suffering from not having any job that you can be happy with and also struggling with self-confidence issues. Still, I put myself through the grinder and it's from just seeking for answers out there while also being blessed in my faith of the Lord Jesus Christ that I've managed to come along and find inspiration to keep on perspiring with my purely good motives. 

The things I've identified for myself that will result in reaching my ultimate personal goal are positivity, confidence, patience, consistency, and hard work.

Working on Decent Hustles

For this post, I'm going to be using some jargon to mainly keep myself accountable. It's pretty interesting in that I feel that I am holding myself accountable by being honest about myself and doing all the emotional dumping that I have to do on this blog site and get away with it! This style of posting is really about never accepting any responses. It's mainly just plugging in regular content and then getting something or few people to visit this site daily, besides myself!

In general, a lot of these things are my side hustle besides my main job. I'm embracing my role now.

My main form of profession is software engineering with an emphasis on developing software. I'm happy to have found something that I'm decent at and enjoy doing to make a living. I'm going into mobile app development on the side and want to put something on the market based on being inspired. 

For investing in stocks and options, I'm relying on a conservative group for guidance and will be sticking with them for as long as they can keep the fire burning. I'm saving up my money and putting in at least $1000 each month into investments. It's just a matter of time before it compounds and makes me a healthy chunk of change!

My next level of investments belong on the riskier side. They deal with trades in Forex and cryptocurrency.

I'm making Forex trades on a 4-hour chart that I feel comfortable with after examining the monthly chart for each currency pair. This is now my new style that I'm experimenting with. 

For cryptocurrency, I'm only interested in holding Bitcoin for the long term so I'm trying to rely on my Forex indicators to give me a decent entry point. 

Lastly, I'm playing fast-fold online Poker at low-stakes buy-ins and it does have it's great moments without having to spend so much time at it. 

I've only been at all of these things for less than a year now. I'm always looking to raise my ROI so that I can obtain my goal faster. 

Current Happy Distractions

Besides wanting to be in a seriously intimate and fun relationship with a fine lady, I'm currently having fun with mainly two of my homegirls and enjoy trying to become a millionaire with a six-pack! These are serving to be a really fun distraction for me besides finding someone to settle down with right now. I'm in no hurry to get married from not wanting to be tied down to anyone I could end up losing interest for. Well, I can be starting to feel the hots for one of my homegirls who I've hung out with regularly while doing fun outdoor things. She can even sort of have trouble keeping up with me! She is older than me by a couple years and has been single for only little more than a year, but I at least feel that we could really be like soulmate buddies. 

I've had a few other opportunities as well already, but I just didn't feel ready for it at the time. 

For the time being, I honestly feel great and happy with myself underneath. I really want to focus on building my wealth and get to a beach body to challenge myself and reach a level of personal fitness to signify good health and provide me plenty of energy to enjoy different outdoor activities.

Spending Lots of Time on Important Things

It looks like I'm finding my personal direction that satisfies me. For the most part, the biggest thing for me is my faith in Christ. It's true though that this world is fleeting away like that one ignorant Christian lady messaged me while looking like she was all over the place and implying that my goals don't matter. I came up with a counter, which was absolutely honest on my end and told her that my goals are about being happy in the Lord and have nothing to do with being worldly. She doesn't truly get it and then I practically told her to shut up next in a nice way while meaning it as a joke. I think she doesn't see herself as equipped enough, so she wants to let anything I want to say go now. 

To keep the conversation alive longer, I could have pointed out the flaws in her assessment but I just felt like joking around with her. This could have upset her as well while making her feel dumb at the same time, so in the end, she's taken the unhealthy decision of running away or staying frozen there like a lame duck. I really shouldn't mind that much about it, but at least I think we both know that I will always have the upper hand. 

I'm pretty much a winner because of my artform. It's a passionate expression of how I'm responding to something crude that was done towards me and not minding on staying friends while taking some precautions with them and advising them to stay positive. It's a form that requires the person to be very direct and honest about himself and may involve telling them what's wrong and what they could do to make an improvement and telling them to stay positive. The last line is to keep on saying what I want from them while saying it like I don't care how they are acting even if it makes me react badly towards them and that I will stay friends and to let others know I said it. It's basically leaning in for a one-sided conflict that favors me more while always being truly honest about it at the same time. I'm ready to use it for the sake of wanting to inspire a better future for anyone who observes me doing this whenever I feel this way, no matter how big or small the situation is; I will still give it my all. 

Fun to Imagine Interpersonal Battles

The approach I'm going to be using is direct verbal contact instead of anything physical. I'm going to be just straight-forward and pick apart my opponents while telling them I don't care what they put me through and that I'll still be their friend in the end. I strongly believe that it's a winning artform in verbal sparring. I might enjoy some colorful choice of words and occasionally raising the voice, but other than that the most essential part of my art is that I will stay a friend while being careful about detecting my opponent's stupidity and not being keen on taking any of their advice. I will also be making a lot of honest comparisons between us that favor me more, of course!

In the end, I'm looking to make these continuously entertaining confrontations and inspire others to always interact nicely with each other and positively to make the world a better place. I'm doing this only for honor like a knight would and always has a big place in my heart. 

Personal Endeavor to Making Money on the Side

First of all, I'm not really doing this for the sake of being richer than anyone. It's really just a personal goal that I realize is something I should have done years ago. I want to play catch up in this area before making myself available to marry any lady I fall in love with. It's also possible that I may be hanging out with my actual soulmate right now regularly. 

My main purpose of investing is to save up money and create wealth for myself while looking to do it in the long term. I'm not really into day trading that much as it takes away too much of my time. I prefer just spending a few minutes each day managing my trades and then going on with my life.   

The current things I'm looking to invest in are stocks and call options once a day; secondly, managing Forex trades once in the morning and late afternoon; thirdly, playing some fast fold online Poker daily; fourthly, adding some Bitcoin investment on a dip at the end of the day weekly; lastly, working on a fun mobile app to sell and make some money with! 

I'll be happy with just becoming a millionaire as soon as possible and then living a much freer life. I'm really happy underneath with pursuing this dream life while being a positive and confident person who believes in Christ as his Savior.  

Current Ways With Making Money

One of the biggest things that should be taken into consideration is creating a stop loss when it comes to making any investment in stocks. This should also be applied while trading the Forex market as well. 

I'm currently doing stocks, options, cryptocurrency, and Forex. Forex is still a work in progress, but I just can't wait for everything to start coming together and start making enough. I only see money as a tool that I wish to acquire for my own personal usage. I want to have freedom besides relying on someone else's money. Another really fast hustle that I'm getting into is playing rapid fold Poker tables online for money. My stop loss for Poker games is losing two buy-ins per day. In a matter of up to two hours, I can double my buy-in or lose it. I seem to be doing fine at it, but will have to wait and see how the stiffer competition will act towards me. 

As I gain enough profit, I will be looking to exchange a little in for some more services I'm interested in. This way I keep on making progress with adding things onto a winning trading portfolio. 

Reason for Working Hard

I think my main reason for working hard is to just make enough money so that I can have more free time to do other things that interest me. Also, I will have a greater degree of freedom with gifting others after putting in all the labor I enjoyed. It's pretty straight-forward like that. Getting here mainly takes putting in a lot of time and hard work into it. It's a lot easier to do if there's some positive association to it like enjoyment and passionate pursuit. 

I'm just glad to be doing all I can these days while learning to manage my time. I'm not so lightly carried away anymore and making myself feel bad about having neglected a chore. It's really just a matter of committing yourself to something you need or want to do. Maybe, there's a craving to do something else during other moments but I'm not feeling like dying anymore from letting off of them. 

Making Money

I'm starting to figure that I really enjoy making money with long term investments. I don't mind just sitting there and letting a handsome return come back to me at a later date. Trying to gun for short-term profits isn't really cutting it for me. I probably need at least a few months in the stock market for me to be satisfied with any good returns. 

For the Forex market, it is really volatile and I have only managed to cut back on significantly decreasing the amount I'm losing each month while actively trading in it. It's acting slightly worse than a coin flip. I'm still going at it trying to come up with a reliable method that will let all my trades last a few days and average out to a good monthly profit. It's coming along though and won't be giving up any soon.

For the cryptocurrency market, I plan to just invest a miniscule amount into Bitcoin since I'm not comfortable having most of my money in it. I figure with that much high-growth potential and volatility at the same time, if I win big than the small amount I started out with is going to be a large number anyway; whereas, if I end up losing then it won't really negatively affect me. I'm not looking to be greedy about gaining as much as I can. I'm happy with taking some time to achieve a stable and continuous growth of my wealth. 

My last two things don't relate to investing that much, but I plan to try to keep on hustling players in Poker and take their money from fair play. The last one is that since I'm already working as a software engineer, I'm getting myself into mobile app development as a personal side business. 

Why Crazy Lee is Crazy to Me

Well Crazy Lee is crazy to me because she started yelling at me over stuff that had nothing to do with us both and then filed a stalker restraining order against me which I didn't contest out of shock. Anyway, those are traditionally reserved for crazy exes when there's opposite sex involved and we never dated each other. I was never that interested in dating her either from being against dating outside my ethnicity at the time. She went for trying to extend it and it got dismissed with prejudice by the judge. She went for petitioning and the motion was denied again. I didn't even know she did this, which I noticed on that public court website. She should learn not to do that while holding a grudge against others like me that was never meant to be hers. She took something from her church problems that she wanted to blame on me and then compartmentalized it into something that's meant for personal and dating purposes only. This isn't really the reason why people get restraining orders on each other in the first place. You can only expect that court order to have fallen through and never affect my personal life. 

My confidence is back and I know who I am and what I want while staying positive and going to be persistent. 

Investment Opportunities

What I'm figuring out now is that I'm really distracted right now with trying to make a lot of money and settle in with my own place. I'm really happy to be working on this goal right now along with having already some good friends to be with. It's probably good that I realize one of my good friends can possibly be my soulmate! I can tell sometimes she's physically attracted to me, but I'm not pushing it with her. She does want me to practice on her though for being a lover, while figuring that I'm acting more like a brother to her but this view could also be from her being insecure about finding another partner. I feel a little mushy and sad underneath when she brings it up, but yeah, I already told her that I don't believe those are her true feelings with me. 

She hasn't kicked me out of her life or anything. She invited me to go on a hiking trip with her out of state and her brother. It could be another strategic moment for me to make her strongly feel that I'm not really her true brother in any spiritual or physical form! 

With these investment opportunities, what's wonderful is that my successful approach can also work well with convincing people like Crazy Lee when I go see her someday. I hope she's not there honestly, but I'm committed to this crazy endeavor that could potentially turn out good for both of us.

What's required is just two steps. I like only two step methods; hence, it's my own inspired method because it's easy to remember just that my sentences might get too long! The first step is to always think positive. The last step is to work hard to be successful at all your endeavors. 

It's pretty rhetorical. How the first step relates to convincing Crazy Lee is to keep on telling her positive things she should do while pursuing something that's purely good that also deals with both of us. In turn, this is going to make her look like a trash can to others if she doesn't do them. Her image will go down so low, so consider it to be a constellation prize but tell her she shouldn't stay there and do the good thing that's so great for both of us. It's really being so rhetorical but you get to always be a positive person and be seen the way you want to be at the same time with others. It's pretty genius, so it's conclusive that Crazy Lee messed up and she's crazy enough that she should go fix herself up! 

Interesting to Go Figure

While still being single, I think I get tempted to lust after medium-to-large busty, slightly curvy to petite, and really nice Asian women in general! If I'm able to find one to marry and consummate on a regular basis, then I'm very sure I won't get that much of a bigger urge to be with someone else after getting used to it like a fun chore with her. This must mean that I need to marry well while continually making strides on being a great lover. 

The easy part is finding a girl who looks the part from being quite loose about appearances these days, but the difficult part is going to be finding one who doesn't have too many insecurities about being with me and doesn't really get under my nerves. I think short girls in general despite being a short man can still get around to being physically attracted to me like one of my really good homegirls. I can tell now that she likes being around me while being vice versa and is probably saying I'm like a brother to her because she is insecure about being in another serious relationship at the moment. 

My homegirl isn't quite that busty enough for me to want to naturally lust after her, but I'm finding that the emotional and physical connection we share sometimes can make things really tempting. In fact, she might even be my actual soulmate like she pointed out to me, but said it's only at a friendship level! It's starting to make sense that some of my girl friends may find me to be attractive despite feeling like I'm so short. I definitely have a few physical features that distinguish a taller guy like broad shoulders and chest, large and wide feet, and still weighing a lot while still looking like I'm skinny. 

When it comes down to it, it's really about staying genuinely confident while hanging out with these ladies so they don't feel that sign of something not being right and ruining any good opportunity that's supposed to happen. 

Keeping Diligence With Focus

I know now what I want to do to keep myself occupied. I'm totally accepting and have embraced any possibilities of things not going my way. I'm still going to be happy in the Lord regardless of whatever happens to me. 

I have learned to be grounded and it's just a matter of time before I get somewhere. It really looks like I have a shot with women who are around my height or slightly taller than me and they don't come across as too crazy to the point that I worked at a romantic possibility. It's really about how well a man can carry himself sometimes and that's where I've been headed. I'm a pretty rare individual living in this world. There aren't too many people out there who are in a position like I am and focusing collectively on the same things. I'm my own person and have different advantages despite being short in appearance. 

It doesn't really bother me anymore nor it shouldn't whenever I feel a little sorrowful. I should be working hard with the inward things more while doing the best I can to look good on the outside. I don't need to feel any personal insecurities anymore and conduct myself with plenty of self-confidence while being a man who is happy to worship the Lord in his heart daily. 

Just a Matter of Time

I'm gradually getting better each month with managing trades for Forex on my own. I see myself doing well enough consistently one day with it. I'm not really going to be a professional Poker player because I just don't have enough passion for it. However, it's fun to play competitively once in a while and hopefully come out with some winnings. 

I also feel like I have to project a lot more inward confidence with positivity while around others. It's hard to remind myself sometimes that I should be looking at things inwardly for myself because it just works better for me. It's all about putting in the hard work to understand how things are while constantly improving yourself to the point that you are leading yourself in a happy direction. 

From being asked how I know these things, I've responded that it's about holding onto a vision and working hard to obtain that position and then enjoying the fruits of labor. 

Getting Good at Life

I'm starting to realize that my programming skills are getting so much better and that most of the time it's really referencing technical information that you need to make your work run more efficiently. You just have to know your objective and then spend a lot of time thinking and working hard without skipping out on any detail. 

I know that my style can get really overwhelming, but I still enjoy it though. This is probably why it makes sense to make software engineering my ticket to bigger income, while I also do investing and trades on the side to build upon my wealth. I'm in the mood for working very hard and consistently while having fun with a positive attitude. I don't really care how long this takes now because I know my destination that I'm trying to reach. 

Tapping in on Long-term Wealth

Thanks to subscribing to two investing groups, I'm still profiting on my investment portfolios without having to put that much time into it. Eventually, I want to see a lot of dollar signs as fast as possible while doing this. For the time being, it's really about saving more money and managing growth. 

I'm still really into trading Forex and want to get good at it, so it's what I'm still working on. It looks like getting serious with playing Poker has become meaningless for me. I'm going to need something in place of it, and I've figured out what it already is. It's programming! 

Along with investing and trading, I now want to program on the side some apps to make money and turn this into a serious career for myself with gaining some more income. It's pretty simple with how my personal layout is now, and it's making a lot of sense with what I'm into. I'm fortunate to realize that I don't need to be noticed by others and have enough talent to get any opportunity. I can pave my own path. 

The basics still remain the same. It's about confidence, positive attitude, and hard work. 

Maybe I Met My Official Soulmate?

A girl who I'm very good friends with texted me the other day that she thinks I'm her soulmate, but only in a friend kind of way. 

I don't really feel like she's my true type for being lovers with, but I do recognize we have a very special and unique relationship. She likes to tell me to come over to her place regularly and that I'm always invited to spend the night. We never get dirty with each other, but I do feel like getting intimate with her just for fun often. It's not in my Christian belief system to behave in that manner, so I always refrain and am comfortable with it. I've been doing this for a long time now and it doesn't matter if she's the most beautiful person in the world, I'm going to consummate only in marriage. 

Cutting Out Excess Negativity

It appears that making up positive things of improving yourself in the moment and then sharing them with people who are clearly annoyed with you beyond crazy is such a funny thing. It's really hard to not let their negativity get to you, but it does happen. It's moments like these that I never look forward to, so now I figure that a stronger and positive attitude coupled with hard work will generate more meaningfulness and purpose underneath even if it never amounts to much. Getting used to hard work can create such a happy feeling anyway. 

I think that one Christian girl who shared with me about how we're all going to eventually die or leave this planet, so everything is vanity while pointing a finger at my goals made a foolish decision, since I relate them also to my faith. She has withdrawn herself from even looking at my messages and playing an active role now. I think she used to feel like she had some type of duty to place upon herself, but she inevitably failed. I'm too good for her, and she's pretty much useless and out of commission for now. I don't even feel bad for her honestly, and it looks like I've even grown stronger with more ammunition that could wipe out her evil circle of friends! Well, they are evil in a stupid or crazy sense and given over to a bunch of hypocrisy and emptiness with only a thin line of living under personal security. 

I feel very good underneath actually. 

Basics of Asking People Out

I had a conversation with one of my homegirls while we were doing a group trip together. I ended up filling her in with the basics of dating someone. It's really easy to remember and requires only two steps and the last one might require some more effort. 

The first thing is to have enough confidence. The second thing is to go ask her out. The last requirement is that she needs to be the right person in order for her to say yes and things to work out in the end. The last requirement might take a while to get it to work, but by playing a numbers game and approaching all the women you can, you will logically increase your chances. 

Honestly, I think there's really no reason to try to steal a girl who isn't that interested and says she's already taken! It's going to be a waste of time, plus there's a greater chance you will find out a deal breaker about her if she lets her guard down after being friends for several years which means all this time that can't be brought back was lost. It's pretty sad but it is still better to just move on, if you aren't interested in having any friendship.  

Message to All My Political Enemies

All I want from you guys is adding me back on Facebook as just a friend. I don't need access to your news feedback, nor do I really care who you associate with.  I don't even have a desire to hang out with you guys any further after working hard to earn this transaction. It's just who I am.  It's just symbolic to me of supporting a good thing.     

From looking at both my end and your end, you guys are currently messed up people who can't agree to this meaningless thing. It just shows me that you guys will be in trouble with handling bigger storms in your personal lives. I recommend you guys go see a counselor or therapist but it isn't my responsibility to ensure it. With you guys being paranoid about me doing stuff to you with just a harmless Facebook page that you guys have full control over already, you guys aren't even important people in this world. Get with the program, so I have a strong passionate reason to stay persistent now. This is going to happen once I reach my ultimate goal that's tied to my spirituality of being a millionaire with six pack abs. I'm half-way there now. 

This is all inward and has nothing to do with outwardly now. I have more potential than you guys because I've been at it longer and always will be moving forward. It just means I'm better at it than you guys. I consider myself to be just average. 

You Guys are Always so Out of It and I Accept that With All of You,

4AverageLife

Not Too Bothered

I'm honestly not that bothered by my height anymore. I'm standing at only 5'3" as a man, and it looks like it even doesn't phase the stupid individuals I forced myself to deal with! I can vouch that this is probably only the main good thing about them.

I've really learned to get over my personal insecurity from deducing how I have mostly tall cousins on my mom's side, my dad who is a pretty tall Asian, and how I have larger, wider feet with broader shoulders than my dad that I possess normal genes too and something might have happened. 

I don't really care so much about it anymore and always feel like I'm five inches taller underneath. I don't really have that much personal insecurity over it! Who cares, God can still use you regardless of how tall or short you are on the outside or inside.