Funny Supportive Thought

From listening to the Book of Proverbs on my audio track for maybe the 15th time while having not paid attention to most of it, I'm feeling encouraged today from remembering the few seconds I did tune in to.  

It's such a relief that I could feel like Jesus is on my side and also wants everyone on this planet to have a loving relationship with him. It's unfortunate though because the Bible says that not everyone will accept Christ into their life. The unpardonable sin is basically never wanting to accept that Jesus died for our sins on the cross and how he's our one and only Savior for getting into heaven. 

Relating to the past of dealing with such negative people like the dysfunctional care group I used to attend to at a worldly church, the pastor liked to preach the same messages about being a wealthy Christian and didn't make it that clear of why we should give our hard earned money away to his church, while he was working as a car dealer himself, so what was he really trying to teach all along? I felt the majority of these members were trying to force Jesus into the back seat with their spiritual walks and behave in a manner that would be largely rewarding for themselves emotionally. It didn't seem that much different from being around people who wanted to behave in a religious manner while being so proper because they just enjoy being that way. They weren't the best witnesses for Jesus though and were far from it. 

What I want to share today is that the restraining order failed to be upheld by the court system at the behest of Crazy Lee! The care group has been on her side and I'm probably now slowly picking away at their weird disposition. They haven't been the most humble people either from not being very patient at all and having lost their temper over something that dealt with nothing about them. I think they are just angry because they want to refuse me not seeing fully eye to eye with them while I'm bringing it up to discuss it with them. 

From seeing me in such a bad way and unwilling to reconsider anything nor capable of justifying themselves with stronger and simpler details except for yelling at me to only say they are so right, I think I have been trying to combat a lost cause situation all this time. The Book of Proverbs calls these individuals stupid! Proverbs 12:15-25 describes how stupid people always think they are right and will refuse to listen to other inquiries, while letting it be quickly known when they are annoyed. They like to yell at me to tell me to shut up; therefore, they are stupid and I can rejoice in the Lord having blessed King Solomon as the wisest sinful man to have ever walked this planet and for us to have access to his wisdom. 

The Bible is such a cool and infallible book written by the authors after having been inspired by the same God during different time periods! I'm in so much bliss from having exposed the past stupidity of Crazy Lee and her weird churchmates on this post that I could seriously river dance down the whole aisle that faces the stage at that old church building if it's still in operation. 

Embracing All Work-related Stress

If you think about how working has to deal with making money, then you are probably like most people. What makes working better is always having enjoyment with whatever the job is. We're all different, but I think when it gets really hard and you feel like things are bogged down on you then, it's just easy to start procrastinating to the last minute. 

I definitely formed a very bad habit from dealing with this a lot while going to college. I was a smart kid in elementary school and was maybe ahead of my classmates but my parents ended up holding me back when I expressed some interest in moving ahead with the education system. Relying on my parents has turned out to not really work out for me.

Now, I'm still just trying to mooch a tad off of them to get by while living my own life as a full grown-up. What I should have always done is rely solely on the Lord for guidance and to worship Him while working hard in my own natural environment. The good thing is that anyone can start doing this no matter what he or she has been through.

I think learning to embrace personal stress over everything is a really tough work order to fulfill because it can get super annoying so fast! Like myself doing this, it should start with being aware of the obstacles and having the desire to obtain this difficult goal in mind while willing to put in the commitment. It's going to most likely take a lot of practice, so start working on fulfilling your goals in a timely and consistent manner.

Making Time Management More Efficient

It looks like I have too many things that I want to do which won't allow me to finish everything on time. When I re-examine my past, I have a few tasks that I'm always crazy about completing and end up making me regret it in the aftermath. Common sense tells me that these are the things that I should avoid doing for long durations. It's going to take a lot of self-discipline to make it work.

The main issue I used to face and have overcome now is low self-confidence. It didn't make most of my long term goals feel any good so I would go after drowning out my miseries by watching TV or movies and playing video games. They were not very fulfilling activities for me and left me feeling cheated out of doing something more worthwhile and finding a good girlfriend more inconceivable. 

Now that I have that long-time, personal problem resolved, I think it's now time for sticking to my commitments and planning things out well. 

Planning and Committing

Today, I feel like just planning on things to do on the go and then just going at them right away. I think it's mainly from committing to them to really set up proper time management. It isn't always easy, but I think it's worth it to get to the finish line. It can take a long time sometimes and feel a little boring but once that's over with, things will become much more relieving in the future. 

I'm looking forward to becoming a rich investor and trader one of these days. I don't need to be the richest and only want at least a million dollars a year to be happy about it. Seriously, it really does take a lot of planning and wise choices to make things work out. This post reminds me to once again keep on thinking as smart as possible while accomplishing any task I have my main sights set on. 

Things to Apply

Currently, my main goal is to make a lot of money as an investor and trader. My next goal is to work out with a nice diet and become another fitness buff. 

I am currently working on designing an effective app for work. This is great because I'm getting paid to do something now that I've always wanted to do and can use the money to invest and make myself rich! This is such a great combination that's working out for me. I should really be putting in a lot of focus with this one. 

The other things I need to work on are renewing my commercial driver license, placing my vehicle registration sticker on my license plate, refinancing my car, getting back to taking some gym classes, and working on those growing taller poses. I'm going to just list it out on another spreadsheet with the current important things I'm missing out on and put it in order of importance and then try my best to catch up with it while balancing out my work. 

Follow Up to Last Post

This is a phenomenal prayer which will be greatly underappreciated. It's related to our ongoing informal and occasionally rambunctious debates. I honestly think God is starting to shift momentum in my favor or maybe it was always like that (see "Footprints in the Sand" story ~ https://www.pinterest.com/3keanukai/footprints-in-the-sand/).

Dear Father God,

I present my body to You as a living sacrifice...

Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters,
in view of God's mercy,
to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice,
holy and pleasing to God—
this is your true and proper worship.
Romans 12:1

Please help me to be holy and pleasing to You.

Please guide me and direct me today.

Please protect me from all harm and evil, and let me overcome all my fears, for you are with me...

God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear...
Psalm 46:1-2

Please shine through my life to draw those around me to Yourself.

May You be glorified throughout the earth...

Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!
Psalm 46:10

May others be pointed to Jesus through the testimony of my life.

Please keep me pure and holy unto You.

Please forgive my sins so that I might start afresh today.

In Jesus' holy name I pray,

Amen.

Heartfelt and True Message

Moving forward [person], it was unnecessary for you to remove me as a Facebook friend. You should have noticed that there are two sides and with me questioning people's motives and trying to be agreeable at the same time, it should have been apparent to you that I was trying to be humble. Instead of being around most people who would exaggerate their emotions and say that they feel uncomfortable and while talking to them, they act out with a short fuse, it doesn't always mean that they are correct. They could have also been in a state of mind where they had a highly biased perspective while displaying angry emotions.

With me bringing up to talk about it, I was exploring why I feel a certain way and how everybody runs differently mentally. Tell these people who unadded me as a friend to come to Jesus while I'm talking about this incident and they will tell you that Jesus has nothing to do with it.  

What I want with adding me back as a friend back on Facebook has no real significant meaning in the long term. It just shows you guys were displaying a ton of irrationality from losing your patience over a situation with me that had nothing to do with you guys. With me bringing it up to talk about it, it's really me giving my spin so that I feel relaxed by telling you guys that you guys are all imperfect and can't always give the perfect advice.

It didn't work out with you guys saying you guys were trying to help me because you can't even give the full details about what went wrong otherwise you would have told me by now. You all just went by a form of gossip which felt weird and acted out with paranoia. There's a reason why you guys aren't that successful with others in life and can't influence them heavily. You guys were never really the answer and were trying to replace Jesus in everyone's life. 

Getting More into Systematic Trading

I'm starting to get a lot better at handling the pump and dump cycles of the markets I'm currently trading in. My biggest portfolio so far is on the stock market. I plan to get into trading cryptocurrency as well and figure it could be a very profitable venture. I'm not really going to risk a lot of money into it, since I'm about diversifying risk and figure it has a much bigger return if it goes well anyway. 

It's starting to make sense for me in going after reliably making money in stocks, Forex, and cryptocurrency coins. This is how I want to begin my millionaire making journey. I will be looking to retire as soon as possible, but not go about killing myself over it while staying positive and self-confident along with staying self-disciplined. 

Awesome Game Changer

This morning I ended up going into work and driving back to pick up a few things on my own. I stayed over at a friend's house and could have asked for a favor in getting it dropped off, but I didn't want to be a bother so I went back myself. Fortunately, it was only a ten minute drive to get back compared to the usual half hour which would be doubled to go into work. I have noticed for myself that I can forget a few important things when I'm in motion, which is probably a common trait among people.  

I would really like to move closer to work for this added benefit of not having to commute too long. It's something I'm working on slowly right now with my finances. Becoming more self-aware and self-disciplined is something I want to do for myself, since I now have the positive attitude and self-confidence flowing inside of me. It's a total game changer!

Coming Up With Working Trading System

I believe overall that it's really a work of art with finding something profitable and how it's constantly prone to being adjusted. My Forex trading system has been about just flowing smoothly, and I'm just going back while using the same indicators that I'm comfortable with and looking for a consistent edge from visualizing how I could have made my trading entries better in the past. 

I think it has been made a little better by micro-managing it more instead of trying to automate it. It just makes better sense in the long term since I'm more of a set and hold type of trader. I like to lock in big profits while staying in the market as long as possible. The formula is really getting there, but it looks like I'm naturally using multiple time frames for my system. It just simply seems to be working better this way right now. 

I think the overall gist of my trading formula so far is looking at a price action indicator and looking to enter the market in either direction after noticing a crossover of two moving averages.   

Being Patient in the Long Term

I think this whole process of working hard on the long run is pretty much a mental process that develops through having a great attitude about work ethic and putting yourself into action. It's not always easy to keep up with, but it does pay off eventually even if you become numb to the good results! 

This is probably about being happy while staying relaxed as possible under all situations. There's just so many things to do besides just being a couch potato while watching Netflix and other Smart TV subscriptions. It's sort of good that I still don't even have any of them and will only take the time to enjoy it at another friend's house. 

I think investing in stocks and continually reading tips on it while working at trading profitably, which is hard as trying to catch fish in water with bare hands, is allowing me to stay invested in my future. I'm really looking forward to getting a decent and modest home to start out. I don't need anything fancy, but something that will be convenient and match my needs. I really do have a bunch of things that I want to do to keep myself occupied, so now I'm getting pretty used to trying something.

Keeping at It

I honestly think now that staying committed to finishing a task and all of its small or intricate problems that come with it really comes from putting in the hard work and also being positive. This positivity will help you stay self-confident and engage a working brain for all the time you need to finish it. 

For myself, what gives me this sense of happiness while being self-confident and pursuing after being a daily problem solver to make a living is putting my trust in Jesus. I simply just believe in what Christ did for me on the cross and it's enough for me to desire being one of his followers. I try to tune into listening to the Bible daily, so that's how I mainly get all the spiritual food I need to grow. It's remarkable how it's really had a very positive effect on my life. I don't even have a calling to be a Pastor of a successful church. I wouldn't even want to begin on it!

Staying Concentrated on Main Tasks

I think it really comes down to knowing the main thing you have to do and then just going after laboring to get it done. Some things are a lot harder than others and will require a ton of concentration and effort. In the end, if you enjoy it and it's helping you get by in life then it's probably going to be worth it. For myself, I've chosen to be a patient investor and long-term trader for earning a comfortable living.

To make money, I need a job so I figure now that I'm supposed to be somewhere along the lines of a software engineer. I don't mind combining hardware and software as well and even making the physical parts of a computer to earn money in this field. From this income I make, I can set aside some of it for making money in the financial markets I have chosen. It's starting to make sense with how I want to go about doing things. 

Overall, I think it's about committing to daily effort while being smart about it as best as possible and maintaining a positive attitude. 

Sticking to Moral Grounds for Satisfaction

For myself, I believe that it really takes committing yourself to being positive, self-confident, self-disciplined, diligent, and sticking to the Faith to be a happy person. In general, I think if you do those things while becoming successful and are a nice person then you have a great shot of finding favor from the people you want. 

There's really no set-in-stone formula with trading to make a lot of money with it, but just requires sticking to some system that works and you're comfortable with. Sometimes, you'll come up on top while other times, you will be losing money. It is what it is, and it's something I'm getting used to. 

Staying Committed

I've decided to try something new with creating a Top 10 tasks list and trying to get it all accomplished. 

This means that I'm going to have to be committed to prioritizing doing these things first before anything else. I want to also make sure that there will always be ten things to do on a daily basis. I will be adding and removing things all the time and reorganizing the first ten rows based on my order of doing things. I'm going to treat them all alike in importance to simplify my new task system. The way I plan to do this is to go for visualizing my whole day and taking care of the most time consuming tasks last. 

Furthermore, I will force myself to come up with tasks if I don't have enough on my plate already so I start developing a small habit out of this. For work, I am maintaining a similar list but will be only the five most important things to get done each done, and it may not even change drastically for a while. We will see how this goes now. 

Current Tasks to Work On

It looks like this blog has been picking up quite a bit of traction from just being myself and treating it like a person I would like to write to for describing how my life is. There's definitely more readers who I don't really know surfing on this site. I think my intention is for them to do reading and try to take something while hopefully being entertaining. Also, I'm not really giving you guys any freedom to comment on my personal site! 

I'm just expressing myself freely and doing this so I can look back on it with what I was going through because I can easily forget most of the details about it after getting past it. Also, from having this site, I'm not blatantly forcing it down people's necks to offend some of them like Crazy Lee. It's her choice to read about herself, if she knows about this site. I don't really know and don't care, but if she's reading this then I want to say to her that I think Crazy Lee is totally bonkers!

It's fun to write stuff like that to help with moving forward while being reminded of some parts of the annoying past! For me in dealing with my relationships moving forward, honesty has been king for me. I seem to naturally want to be a well-mannered person for the most part and while I'm angry, I can become more ballsy as an effect of how I address the situation. I like to put down people from mainly spilling the beans about them so that they will constantly shut up around me and get back in line with my personal agenda of forcing them to act like a good person. They are still negligible people but it looks like I'm doing it to get off with tons of laughs while mocking what a therapist would do to them with the mindset of a drill sergeant! It's pure entertainment for myself and a few people who will like to laugh about it from how I present the stories to them. 

To become an eligible candidate in my suited pool, you just have to behave with me like most of the tiny care group did which is like 3 out of 5 including myself so maybe only one refused to act like this and probably more realistically like one-half of a non-existent person so I'll round it up. Your consent has come through once you have already been around me and lasted a day with me while acting normal. I remember that day just like it was yesterday and want to gobble it up voraciously like it was a peanut butter and jelly sandwich! 

It is what it is with what happened in the past. It's a good time to let it go now, or seek out therapy from still being in some more of a complaining mood! Mentioning that I'm bringing it up with a negative tone obviously means that you are complaining, right? Therapy sessions are not cheap! Just accept that it's a force of nature you are dealing with and move on while trying to be friends with it and then it will fully subside like drying yourself off with a towel and letting the air evaporate the remainder of it. 

Understanding the Way to Go

I think it's really a mixture of staying positive, being self-confident and self-disciplined, working hard, and keeping the Faith. This is my personal formula for staying happy with who you are. 

Everything takes progress and times might not always be easy, but once you get used to how things are and eventually get there, then it will keep on getting easier with repeating it. This is pretty much common sense when you look at it. The true Way is really coming to Jesus and it's a difficult narrow path that few will ever fully realize in this world, while there are so many wide paths for many who will be easily led into sin. (John 14:6, Matthew 7:13-14). It's even accidental for Christians to sin on occasion. We can be such ignoramuses and it's something to expect for my future outlook of shallow believers like that past, stupid care group I was forced to deal with! Oh well, it is what it is.

In general, reaching utmost success is a really tough thing for most people, so in a likewise manner there's a spiritual connection that can be made with it. Proverbs 14:23 says that in all toil there is profit, but mere talk leads to poverty. This is sort of saying you have to move into action with your thoughts to get there and put in the laborious effort while being wise about your decisions. If you keep on sticking to a few bad choices in life, then it will inevitably lead you to poverty. 

If you are a slave to money by loving it, then it's going to be inherently evil because you'll obviously care a lot less about taking advantage of others for your selfish gain, even if you ignore that aspect. If not, then you can be a generous giver like Job was in the Bible and be a well-regarded person in society out of having that type of good and satisfied heart. For example, you can show kindness and mercy to the disable, ill, vulnerable, and elderly who are unable to work anymore (Zechariah 7:9-10).

Regardless of my crazy past with stupid conflicts that didn't bring me down ultimately in the end but made me stronger and more discerning about people's real intentions instead, I have realized all of these people may be negligible to my life. They have failed to be movers and shakers with me, which means active influential people. I could have continuously returned the favor to get some laughs, but it's only single-minded entertainment, which I seem to be noted for being quite funny at sometimes. 

What I Think Dating is About

I'm a short guy at say 5' 3.25" or 160.65 cm. It has made me want to cry about it, but lately, I just don't care anymore. I'm okay with marrying a beautiful lady who others won't find to be that attractive. I'm not so worried about the appearance, but just want compatibility and to at least feel some physical attraction on a regular basis. It just makes sense and my preferences on a woman's appearances have constantly been jumping around all over the place that I have stopped keeping track of it. Something that appeals to me the most is her wonderful personality which stays planted and this brings out her true beauty and is something I find to be so attractive about her!

For a guy who does enough fitness, when you see those numbers without seeing me and being around at least 155 pounds then you'll find I have a pretty unique look that's very undervalued by others on dating apps. I believe to be successful on dating apps, you really need to have the looks people desire and proper mannerisms of communicating with each other. I already know the sad outlook from sorting through popular, conducted surveys that the majority of women out there want to initially date a guy who she considers to have at least average height. Let's just call it the nature of the beast and also, I'm not really hurting because I realize that she possibly could have not been good enough for me anyway. 

I have discovered there's a great way around dating apps to meet good and single women. Frankly, it's just harder for short guys but so worth it if you get there anyway so it makes sense to work hard for it while staying concentrated on it with a positive attitude. I have noticed two opposite levels of how short guys cope with their lack of dating life since I'm also friends with them. One of them comes across as too lazy and given over to accepting drowning in his own miseries. I used to be like this, but it changed from applying a positive and confident outlook and my faith in Jesus is also powering the way for me! 

The other guy can think like a complete lunatic and fit the stereotype of what you call someone with a Napoleon complex where he overcompensates so much by throwing his weight around and coming across as a natural jerk! I've also been on this side as well, which ended up not being my cup of tea. 

Overall, I'm somewhere in the middle now and might have a great girlfriend coming along very soon. We can be passing the stage of being great buddies, since we enjoy traveling together while having still managed to sleep in separate bedrooms! It really doesn't matter in the long term about appearances, so I'm applying this easily. I'm looking at the personality first while knowing that I'm attracted to a few single ladies already who I get to interact with on a regular basis. 

I think the ultimate end stage with my single life will occur once I become a millionaire with a six pack and have earned it all from applying hard work and a positive attitude. If this hasn't happened already any sooner, I will then transition into becoming a loving husband and maybe later, which I'm open to, being a dad. 

Also to joke about my height, I thought it was a joke to think Crazy Lee was intimidated with me. It was definitely confirmed to not be a joke when she turned crazy and put a restraining order on me! Even though I'm short enough to not come across as imposing, I still was prevented from throwing my weight around and intimidating weak-minded people like Crazy Lee who would have been like expendable peasants back in the day! It was because Crazy Lee thought she was smart about putting a restraining order on me. I submitted to it out of wanting to be a gentleman. She still stayed crazy and couldn't snap out of it. 

I think now is different since I've learned to manage the buildup of dumb conflict like it happened with the past, stupid care group and facilitate a better flow of open communication. It is already stupid to begin with and a stupid is what a stupid does! It is what it is, and I accept it while still making awesome progress for myself and sticking to the Faith and pursuing after the Lord's kingdom!  

Working Hard

Currently, I'm working off applying software in my own way to make money from investing in stocks and trading currencies. It's pretty fun and so far, I've been making an overall profit. I believe in diversifying and not risking it that much while looking for huge profits from taking a long-term position. This just allows me comfort without having to constantly monitor it. I'm not a fan of micromanaging trades and despite people saying you can learn to make a lot of money off of doing, it's not worth the trade off for me. I would rather collect a huge payday after letting it sit there long term and doing other fun things worth my time!

For the time being to earn some income, I've realized that I enjoy being a software engineer and willing to stress out about it to bring home something and then invest a portion of it. I'm willing to spend a lot of time and put in the effort to the best of my ability on a daily basis. 

Working on Daily Trading Accuracy

It looks like using my favorite indicators is working for me so far to invest in cryptocurrency. One of these days, I will be reaping the rewards of the time I put into working on this. I'm already over the feelings of losing money. I'm in it for the long run and honing my own trading system. 

I don't think I'll be purchasing any more tools now and just stick to putting together and using what I've acquired. It's all like a melting pot and for some coincidence, I ended up buying them. They don't work perfectly, but it's all about learning to get the job done. 

For the time being, I want to work hard and bring home well-earned money and then save some aside to invest smart and then get wealthy. 

Figuring Out Productive Routine

It looks like I want to combine a little bit of investing and trading along with my regular job to get rich. I really do enjoy being a software engineer/developer. There's always this sense of purpose and passion with enjoyment that goes along with all that confusion and stress sometimes to get to the goal!  This is what I was always primarily meant to be.

Thinking about how a manager at work acts, I think he's too dumb and close-minded about making improvments happen. He prefers sticking to a routine as simple as possible and will complain about learning new things he's never tried before from whining about it being too hard. It's probably because it stresses him out too much. His overall, past performance as a leading businessman from his previous work experience isn't good at all either. He wants to avoid taking the blame and any serious responsibility. He lacks the proper skills in general to be the top guy, but he's still forcing us to make a compromise because he needs the money and from also being a relative. 

I think he's a very insignificant piece when it comes to conducting business and good to leave him out of the loop. He's just there to get by with something from having already been a mess in his work life and wanting to hold his ground. Maybe his personal relationships are significantly better, but he still isn't the brightest person out there and likes to base things more emotionally. He likes to base things off experience for the little contributions he makes but he hasn't really kept up with it enough. 

Revisiting Things I Want to Do in the Near Future

I would honestly like to become a millionaire and at the very least have enough to purchase a nice single family home that's close to the beach! Getting closer to the beach and settling into a nice neighborhood someday sounds like the dream I would be interested in. These homes were definitely worth over a million dollars at the time of writing!

I want to also settle down with a good lady. She doesn't really have to be drop dead gorgeous. I'm only looking for someone compatible and into having fun sometimes while blending in romance on a regular basis. Having kids is really more of a secondary nature for me and something I'm open to and also ready for. I prefer being a good husband first and then father. 

Those are my main goals and to get there, I'm working on managing my career while investing in stocks and trading currency for a little profit on the side! I find it to be enjoyable for the most part with what I'm doing to make a living. I just need to be more vigilant about it now. 

I'm also very interested in having a physically attractive body too just to have it as an asset. I'm a 8.5 mile runner non-stop on a regular session. I'm currently toning down my body and trying to get into working out my muscles while practicing a good diet. 

I look forward to traveling regularly with a good friend who might become my girlfriend as soon as possible. Also, once I have these main goals in order, I definitely plan to mess around for only a short period and to mainly give outsiders ( and myself) laughs with the remnant related to Crazy Lee and the others who forced their crazy, past situations upon me. It's a wonderful oath that I'm grateful to have pledged to the Lord and going past ten years strong now! 

Putting in Everything I Have With Obtaining Things I Want

From looking at some recent posts I've saved up, it's been building up this positive momentum. It's starting to make sense with having a purpose with a ton of patience, along with self-confidence, optimal intelligence, and hard work to go with it. 

I'm not really let down so easily anymore when the day didn't go in my favor. The reason for this is probably because I've invested long enough in stocks to not really bat any bad eyes at the ones currently down. It doesn't really bother me at all, so now I want to work hard to gain the most money I can get while being smart about it at the same time! 

Staying Inspired to Work Hard

I think it's really just a matter of self-awareness and self-discipline with getting desired tasks done. It's probably really important to understand your own sense of purpose while maintaining a positive mindset and self-confidence. 

What it comes down to is hanging on to your personal desires and letting that be aligned with your upbringing. I think it's wrong to cheat the system, but plenty of people probably do it for different intentions. Overall, working hard while being smart about it as best as possible is necessary for maintaining a business. It's like picking up a good form of momentum.

One of these days, all this time I've spent into investing and trading successfully is going to pay off. That's what I know but in order to maintain it, I need to have the income to invest into that type of market. Fortunately, I'm pretty happy about being a software engineer with an emphasis on system development. It's definitely a demanding job and something that I find to be rewarding, even if I will never be a very well-known person for it. It's fine for me because I just want to generate a certain amount of income and then have time to enjoy life like traveling with this good friend and maybe settling down with her next. 

Stomaching Volatility to Invest and Trade for Profit

I think a really hard part of getting into stocks or any type of trading endeavor to begin with is getting used to the risky nature of the market. My style is taking upon small risks for greater gain of at least twice the profit where if I end up losing then it doesn't really hurt me that much. I don't really have all my money taken out of my bank account and going into playing these stocks. 

It has felt annoying sometimes to see a drawdown of my capital but I can still see the greener fields that lie ahead. It's like maintaining a positive attitude, but I also won't hold on to losers permanently either. It's pretty much just sticking to a personal system and continually refining it to adapt to different market situations. I'm still not set in stone with having one, but there is a personal guideline of how I want to go about it. In the end though, I'm able to pull off maintaining a little profit. 

I'm willing to be patient while sticking to developing my own personal system that I could put on autopilot someday. I'm not sure if it even exists fully but it's what I'm leaning towards making for myself. I feel like I have a long time to figure it out and continue to aim for a higher percentage of wins and return over investment instead of how much I really have at the moment in my portfolios. 

Maybe it's more of an artform and will require a little expert tinkering daily, so if I'm lucky enough to get good at it with all the thinking I put into it already then might as well let myself reap the rewards! Overall, I think everybody deserves to be where they are at no matter how fair or unlucky their circumstances are. The deserving are those people who can figure it out by putting the pieces together after using the right kind of tools. If they can't hack it or complain about it then it's because they are just being dumb! 

Working at Wonderful Future

I'm now realizing that I'm fairly lucky with the life I've set up for myself. I don't work that hard enough from time to time, but now it's becoming like a natural state of mind for me. I don't find it too difficult to maintain self-discipline so much anymore because my patience level with working on myself has increased. 

It can be that I just feel really good about myself constantly while working on something. I wish there were ways for me to be prepared and aware of everything going on with me, but I succumb to that personal desire. I'll just go with where the road is leading me while sticking to my biggest goals so far. 

As of this moment, I'm trying to build a lot of wealth so that I could move out of my parents' house and then have time to openly find someone we both would want to spend the rest of our lives together with. I don't want my parents' bossy outlook to be much of a factor anymore. There's really no need to push my kids in a direction that would bring them some status, if they're not so into it. My parents have not been that noteworthy in a widespread status, and I really don't mind to be honest now. I also don't mind not being that type of person.  

Putting in the Effort to Let It Go

I'm going to put in the daily effort now to make myself let go of treating Annie Tran (-nee) like a cuss word!  

Tranny was so awful back then, but there's nothing I can do about it because I didn't know what the heck I was doing either while being so ticked off about the whole situation. I've already learned to manage those types of similar situations and don't think of it as bossing around my personal life either. Fortunately, everything revolving around Mrs. Annie has turned out to be expendable and doesn't really count towards how I want to live my life in pursuit of the Kingdom via faith! Amen, yeah baby.

I'll just go on treating it like it was a fringe accident- like being dealt a poor hand and having played it so bad while gambling too carelessly. In turn of events, the result will most likely not go the way you planned unless that small fortune found its way to you. My prize is gaining experience around peers who became crazy, paranoid, and stupid while becoming infuriated and trying to get me prosecuted under the most contempt and greatest punishment possible and failing to do so. Then, figuring out they want me to not talk about it for obviously selfish reasons. They seriously should go see a counselor or therapist at least once to talk about this incident. I know what I need to say now and the things they should work on. This is all fun and games to me too while dealing with people who lost some self-control and turned into stupid individuals! 

It is what it is! Time to move forward with the Faith and maintain myself on being the best witness I can be. It's all from keeping the faith in your heart. Those former peers who are like expendable peasants are just a bunch of ticked off idiots. They think they are so competent to be spiritual leaders- ha, yeah right. 

Working on Trading Strategies

I honestly don't really have any set way of making money off the Forex and cryptocurrency markets. For the most part, the stock market has been turning out to be the most reliable form of making money on the long term without facing any serious drawdown. I think it's because I already made the investment with the right tools, so it's just going to be a pretty long waiting period on building wealth.  

Most of my investments are going into the stock market at the moment. I do want to acquire a single family home too at some point this year. I'm looking to live near the beach area with a nice school district. It's obviously going to be a bit pricey, but I think I'll be making a good investment with it and will have to do my part with managing my savings and living a pretty comfortable lifestyle. 

For the most part in creating my own system, I'm still learning to master an artform with my favorite indicators. There's really no way of telling for sure what the market is going to be doing from speculating on the charts. The best way I see it is to keep putting together some tools that make sense to you and will tell you a convincing story while being a decent and profitable model. 

Letting Unreconcilable Things Go

There are a few silly things in my life that still like to get to my head during my daily living. I'm thinking about blaming Annie Tran(-nee) for all my trouble with that old stupid care group. Yes, Tranny is such a pain to my rear-end from refusing to add me on Facebook. It's her right but I think she was being stupid because there was really nothing between us that should make her feel reluctant about doing so. 

I asked her and she said there was nothing, unless she was being a pathological liar from being purportedly "uncomfortable", and this ticked me off because I wanted to know what the problem was and if I could fix it. If there wasn't anything I could do, then I could just move on, right? Well, Mrs. Annie Tran (-nee) was being stupid with me and then came along Betty Lam (-nee?) and then Crazy Lee joined the mixed which turned the show all upside down for me into like a dumb and funny melodramatic soap opera! Oh well, it happened. I wasn't hurting back then about it.

I'm still not hurting about it, but just bringing it up to make fun of it to collect my spoils of war! 

Man, it was so stupid and for them to add on hearsay comments and then become paranoid over it while refusing to be agreeable about possibly backing down from those thoughts. 

It's no wonder they are just a bunch of nobodies who thought they knew better with how people should conduct themselves. It's also no wonder their direction never took the church they associated with to a mainstream direction. They are not that bright people and only acknowledge submitting to the Lord with a subset of what should ideally be amounted to. The Lord's favor isn't really going their way. It is what it is, and I gleefully don't mind! 

Staying Dedicated

I think it's really fun and relieves a lot of stress to do other things that detract from actual work sometimes. It's just that sometimes timing is of the essence and it's probably essential to be mindful about it to get to your desired destination. I do admit that I prefer working in a stress-free environment while doing something I love constantly. 

I have a hard time thriving under pressure if I'm not really experienced at something. It's pretty tough to cover it up in person and act so cool while mighty! I'm still trying my best though and even if the effort gets me nowhere, I'm ready to accept the downfall and be ready to move on while always feeling like I already gained something from it. 

Overall, I think the real key for me is to stay committed to the process of anything I'm working on and keep it a healthy routine. To get to the next level, I have to conquer the current things I'm dealing with, so I feel ready to try very hard and do it on a daily basis without giving up on any hope or losing my own self-confidence. 

Applying Self-discipline and Self-awareness

I think the basic individual structure to success in a nutshell is about becoming efficient at those two things while going after obtaining an objective. The way I see it working for me is to just stay committed to hard work and trying my best to realize things. It's definitely not that simple and takes a long time to master, but in the end, I think it's worth it and will bring about a euphoric sense of satisfaction!

I'm just going to try my best now to get my main purposes done in an efficient manner. It just means putting a lot of time into it. I really ought to be doing well at everything in my life. I'm not really burning out either.

Eyeballing a Ton of Profit

I ended up taking a gamble with expanding upon my trading business in Forex. So far, it's turning out to be some more work but I find it to be a useful tool considering how the profit levels do get reached on that system along with how it never retraces! The fact that the indicators will always stay the same no matter what and never recalculate its past footsteps with new market data makes it possibly a very invaluable tool. I think it was well-worth the $250 I spent on it for all the future free updates and automated trading robot that will be provided with no additional charge, along with a community of other users to learn off of and free downloads and guides that keep on getting uploaded. I hope I'll make it back with innumerable profit to go along with it! 

This system will be aimed at targeting the short term gains while still applying my low maintenance style that I already have going with my long term strategy. I'm getting really into it and enjoy my style so much that this could eventually feel like a very profitable hobby. 

Letting It Go

Today, I am reminded once again from the Bible how all believers should conduct themselves. 

The LORD appeared to Abram and said to him, "I am Almighty God [El Shaddai]; walk before Me and be blameless." Genesis 17:1

It's amazing that all it really takes is putting our faith in Jesus. Romans 4:3 states that Abraham who was formerly Abram believed God and that it was credited onto him as righteousness. 

Out of ignorance or possibly seriously having some mental illnesses, there are quite a lot of people who claim to be Christians and don't really seem to behave like one! Take for instance, the lame people from that old and stupid care group from one of my old churches that ended up ticking me off so badly! I so want to confront these former, disgraced peers and run my mouth off to them for life. I then want all of them to add me on Facebook just to add insult to injury and collect my well-earned souvenir. I'll be the one laughing for life all the way to the bank, while they learn to shut up about it permanently.

I guess I've learned that laughter can work like amazing medicine. In Old English [King James Version], Proverbs 17:22 says "A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones." I really don't care about sucking out all of their craziness dry at this point! 

Seriously, I think people can act so dumb whenever they feel threatened. 

Most of the old care group have felt this way about me and even out of an occasion that didn't even deal with them directly. Acceptingly, stupid people have always existed while really being no joke! These former peers would have been like insignificant peasants back in the day and wouldn't have had to feel threatened about handling something mild that dealt with my situation because it wouldn't have existed. 

I feel like being a rock star compared to those peasants and parading myself around all over their enormously, tiny communities! 

Current Endeavors

Right now, I'm working on creating a mobile app for work so now I figure that I'm getting pretty deep into this whole development world and find it to be interesting and fun to work on solving while putting it together. I think with the money I'm earning right now, I have enough to invest and create savings to retire rich! I don't really know when this will be happening exactly though but I'm really looking forward to it.

I still need to work on curing my minor toe fungus which has been better from applying ointment, do some growing taller stretches, take some side workout classes, cook fast meals, and refinance my car! I have a lot of endeavors that I would love to work on.

Something that I've learned is that to be successful, it means having the appropriate amount of self-awareness and self-discipline. This pretty much means doing the best to be mindful about everything you want to do and then committing yourself to getting around it. It would also mean taking care of chores and important errands before getting around to doing what you love best. 

Found Good Opportunity to Make Money

I have a really cushy job while getting to work as a software engineer. I'm trying to use the money I earn here to invest and swing trade while growing a fortune. It's something I find to be exciting and a long term related activity. I'm just being patient about all of it while consistently testing my strategies. It's getting somewhere.

As of this moment, I might have stumbled upon a huge puzzle piece that could take my current system to the next level. I also found another great tool that could seriously help me out with making a lot of money. I'm looking forward to a brighter future. 

Things Left Over to Work on

I have a few more things that I want to try adding onto my repertoire. I want to go to the gym and work out with weights to get more fit and add on muscle mass. I prefer taking a class on it with high energy music because it would be fun to do it on a regular basis and get to know someone. Digressing on the main topic, I don't value looks too much anymore when it comes to finding the right partner. We can just stay friends if we're still cool with each other, even if she's quite a strange hottie to me!

Another thing I still need to work on is refinancing my car. The last thing I want to add on is doing my growing taller stretches to keep my back straight and looking taller. This will also help maintain my personal confidence about my physical appearance. I don't really care what others who disagree think about this. 

Settling on Personal Swing Trading System

From all this time of learning by myself to create a profitable system for myself, I've been aiming to keep it simple with a low amount of maintenance. It looks like I've settled at becoming a swing trader who uses only the Daily chart and looks for entering or closing out trades once a day. This is the same approach that I am applying to the stock market as well. I think this will be very beneficial to me in general, since I do have a systematic approach that I feel comfortable with. I won't even have to program a trading bot and do all this manually without ever having to worry about being left behind! 

I'm going to try out this approach for a few months since I still have years before needing to worry about retirement. I'm in no rush and don't mind dealing with a few bumps since I'm not really putting in too much effort anyway. If it makes me money after sleeping on it, then I'm happy and don't need every single cent from the market coming in my direction. 

So far, I'm making an overall profit on all my financial market portfolios. I'm just working on reliably creating a faster and greater return on investment while managing my positions as a swing trader or investor. 

I have recently acquired a lot of free and useful resources and tools while having put enough time into it already that I can run it as a one-man business on the side. 

As of the moment, I can state that investing mostly in stocks is probably the most balanced way to gain wealth. I'm purchasing some cryptocurrency coins as well, which currently offer the fastest and highest rate of return on investment but find it to be only speculating on blockchain technology. Stocks deal with actual businesses trying to make money and the really good ones can offer high dividends with rising stock values annually. This is just simply a reliable way of making and keeping yourself wealthy! 

Being Ready and Man Enough

I think a friend of mine who I'm not hanging out with anymore can put up a nice run that can't last forever. Afterwards, he ends up getting flustered from all the negative things that he doesn't want to keep on facing while being lazy about conforming to some standards that he would rather change to his own liking. In other words, he's a frustrated misfit or a lost cause and loser in his down moments and can become really annoying, if he likes to warm up to you personally. 

The only person he ever truly annoyed while showing his true colors was me. I was like his only trusted confidant. I tapped out and decided to walk out on him because I just couldn't stand his ungentlemanly behavior anymore, which he tried to excuse himself as just being competitive! 

He's on his own for life now, while I work on obtaining my life goals. This is all starting to make sense for me, and I don't feel bad for him either for being dumb in general! He never wants to accept my advice and would rather just laugh at my own downfalls. I don't think he's that great of a friend and will do things to hold you back if you entrust him in an important role of being the good friend because he doesn't have it all together like not enough money, no college degree, and no girlfriend to enjoy and go along with his great schemes in life. 

Relating this to the old and stupid care group (!), they were just saying I wouldn't listen to them. It's another way of them covering up the saying that I didn't want to hold them in high regards. It's offensive to a selfish or narcissistic person, which they were behaving like. I basically didn't want to accept their advice because it was plain stupid. Look at where they are now. They aren't mainstream and will never go anywhere that big. I'm up for leaving it as a challenge and don't mind if they ever succeed. With them being a bunch of nobodies, it is what made me attracted to them in the first place. 

I wanted a place to chill, but they couldn't and had to act so stupid with me! 

I'm still working on not taking this thing overboard with my thoughts, words, and decisive actions. I want to be in self-control and depend on the Holy Spirit to lead me to a better place. 

Adding in Few More Good Tasks

I'm starting to learn that a lot of the good things which are hard to acquire can take a long time and in some cases, there's really no guarantee. This is probably where it's just stupid to feel sad about something related to it. It's not going to make the situation any better and become more like an unnecessary energy being expended. 

The way I see it is to put in the hard work and accept getting in return little by little. The reason why you are doing it is rather simple. It's because you expect it to make you happy eventually. It's just how you naturally function as a human being. It's also better to be positive than think negative thoughts and learning to cope with the stressful things while managing to sort it all out is great to achieve for surviving in the wild out there!

Working Hard and Staying Focused

It's now time to move on and work hard while being smart about it as much as possible. It's basically about using all the natural things underneath while doing something that just interests you and making those hard connections that bring you steps closer to success.

It's about working hard for it and already knowing what the prize is that you are competing for! It's using all the advantages that make sense I guess, so if someone is good looking but dumb underneath, he or she could be charming to get it going. 

If someone is dumb and not good-looking like this one guy I know, he's just going to stay flat broke and go nowhere in life! He's such an annoying person too, so I don't feel bad for him. He needs to work hard at being a smart person, but he really likes to get mad and then talk trash behind people's backs to let out his frustrations. He really has no principle that will impact the society we live in. It's basically better to just avoid being around him. His family is sort of like that around him too in a natural sense!

It's time to just move on and go on working hard at making sense in life and getting to those main goals and then looking to create new ones with good meaning in this life while settling on the Faith which I hope is also mine and choosing to go with it eternally!

The connection I've made is as long as you are happy, clever, and confident enough then it really doesn't matter what every negative thought is about you. I can become successful and make an intimate and loving connection with a beautiful woman I'm around regularly; furthermore, people can think I'm so short all they want to compensate for some jealousy or having a hard time with themselves but that won't have any impact on me because I've already laid the correct foundation. 

Moving On

I personally think now with this whole past situation and how it can still drive me crazy that I'm forced to just make myself not care about it anymore. I'm going to just do what I want about it, and if I get in trouble because those idiots managed to do something amazing to get it their way, then so be it! I still don't care about it, but at least I can point out that they haven't moved on and can't let something go. They will simply refuse to add me on Facebook initially. It doesn't really matter to me, and they will be mad about the thought of adding me on there, if I keep on asking about it. This is the key to showing that they can't move on- I'm being persistent about constantly asking and they are refusing and getting mad about how I keep bringing it up. Secondly, they are idiots because there was nothing really relating to them in the first place to feel that way about me! 

I just want to make a point and use this as a future vantage to persuade others, if I encounter any more stupid adversaries like them, who I will always want to still get along with. I just like feeling that I'm getting along and being nice even though I'm steaming underneath and blabber mouthing about how stupid they are in a direct and incensed manner!

It's something I'm still working on getting myself over and it's to be careful and not go too overboard where I'll end up looking like I'm regretting it. I even notice this in the facial expressions of people I'm unintentionally giving a hard time to, but I don't like to bring it up with them from wanting to be nice. I may this time bring up how I'm giving them a hard time and just go for hitting things out of the park for a heavy one-sided victory and then stay home while moving on after feeling tired of always winning against them. They should all just let me win already and add me on Facebook; besides taking part in my inevitable epic battles they never wanted to be a part of from already being a bunch of idiots!

These are also church people who profess to know God. They are a bunch of black sheep and think they are okay to disregard while looking for a better crowd of God's children and settling elsewhere to practice the Faith. This is what I have always been in the act of doing anyways, so they are just being still stupid to this day!

Being Patient While Proactive

I think it's really about not being lazy and being all that you can be to get to where you want to be in life. As long as you don't really have government officials coming after you, then I think it's safe to call others who stand in your way stupid and crazy! It's really about needing to have all that personal confidence underneath you; otherwise, you're going to be trampled upon by others. 

I had a weird situation where people called me crazy while they were the ones who were acting so silly about something. I don't really know why I didn't lash back at them, and it's probably because I didn't have a fine direction for myself. This is probably scary to others who I'm coming after! 

I think there's really a reason to do things with some incentive and I guess it's been making sense with why I'm doing them.

Exercising Better Commitments

I'm starting to become somebody who wants to always keep his word and only do things that make sense while staying a decent person! It's really about committing yourself to doing tasks while treating them towards a goal-oriented prize.  

I think with work, I just want to mainly focus on it and go after working hard to earn a living practically. I don't want to do this forever and would love to do something smart to jump ahead in life as fast as possible while not being a full-fledged gambler!

Letting Bad Thoughts Go

It looks like I don't really want to hold on to any negative thoughts anymore. I'm also less affected by people having done bad things to me in the past now. The worst offense I felt from all these years is really people just unfriending me on Facebook. It doesn't seem like a big deal to me anymore and I no longer need to feel accepted by them. Most of them were really unpleasant, but it's not like I'm holding a grudge against them. I'm still willing to try to force them to add me on Facebook just for fun and to exchange with each other a piece of souvenir to remember me by because I'm going to be forgetting them once that's done and over with!  

I'm so over being like a whiny kid underneath. I've grown up into a very confident man underneath and patient about doing what he needs to do to get to where he wants to be. Playing out a few scenarios in my head, I'm still working on not becoming furious and then start becoming another mean and controlling person through verbal means. I would rather be in control of my emotions and make fun of them to the point that they would even want to laugh at themselves and look down at not being friendly enough with me!  

Managing Time Properly

This morning I finally put together how you are supposed to have efficient time management. In my view, the two most basic things are prioritization and commitment. 

There is a list of things one must do for whatever reasons and is not even well-liked. These tasks must be completed first while budgeting out time to do different important things. It's probably a good idea to estimate the amount of time it will take and then work your schedule around it. 

Especially from having to jump from one thing to another, it's probably good to end up at any important place you have to be before fifteen minutes so that you can give yourself time to relax and also look like you are being courteous to others! At the bare minimum, possibly a few minutes early will work too in any casual setting. 

I think it's really about visualizing your steps and then adding in the amount of time to give yourself heads up. For example, in general you would get the total time from GPS and then add on the time for parking and finding your location plus a few more minutes to give yourself some breathing room. 

I've found that I could just relax and play on my phone app to kill a little time, if needed besides moping around with myself about how others are showing up too late to the party! I was deeply hurt by this in the past and could have acquired therapy for it but I'm over it now and only because I realize that I like being a timely person naturally and used to get to places late without owning up to my time. 

Moving Forward in Life

I think from placing my faith in a greater higher being, which is Christ, it's made me feel a lot freer whenever my more stressful living conditions show up. It's just given me inner strength to carry on and keep myself motivated to stay focused with whatever goals I've been attending myself to. 

I am realizing that I've been super conservative with all my investments. I enjoy having peace of mind while not having to put much work into it. It takes a lot longer to build up wealth though, so it's not really for everyone. I'm applying an easy system for myself based on my own experiences. I obviously want much as I can get while staying super conservative in my approach. 

For the two ladies I'm interested in, I really don't know if one of them is already taken. It probably won't change my level of interest in her still though, but will make me just back off. It totally makes the most sense. 

I used to have problems with ladies having past serious relationships, but I've learned to accept it so I can have more breathing room with finding the right one for me. It was tough with being so picky and introvertedly selfish in the past. 

I'm so glad to have made myself aware of it and put in major improvements for myself. 

Interesting Turn From Applying Faith

Lately, my positive disposition has been benefiting me so well for my faith in Jesus. I simply believe in what Christ did, so I'm able to trust God and depend on Him for better situations when things are iffy; it's all just from basing it on faith! It's amazing for anyone to have faith in Jesus and the Lord even says in the widely known verse on Matthew 17:20 that even having faith the size like a grain of a mustard seed will make nothing impossible for you!   

This is all fine and dandy but I still do struggle with self-control issues which I'm working on and keep hidden in the closet from others. I like to put on a Poker face even though I feel like going on an angry tantrum sometimes towards imbecile acts done by others, except for my hypocritical self who ends up laughing about it when I do it to others. Right? This is such a common thing among people. It can get annoying to be around others who express it, but funny for the person who recovered from it because it will be directed towards the ego or self-worth. 

Overall, it's a work in progress if you're staying interested but there's some rest assured from applying the faith-based approach from acknowledging the Lord's Big Promise. 2 Corinthians 3:18 says believers are being "transformed" into the likeness of Christ. In addition, Romans 8:29 states that they are already predestined to be "conformed" in the likeness of Jesus. This makes up for an interesting and quick Bible study to note the similarities and differences of being transformed and conformed to the likeness of the Son! 

On the other hand, the past is done and still can be difficult to revisit as it probably will be for Crazy Lee and her stupid gang when I bring it up to point out their misery and faults over failing to kick me out of their lives. It happens and I'm still working on containing my self-righteous anger which I don't believe in because only Jesus should have the right to be that way. 

This being said, let's revisit who I used to have a crush on and my past regrets with the old and stupid caregroup (what a hoax!) gang. I used to have a crush on Annie Tran ('ACK!' with my tongue sticking out). I regret what I felt about her tremendously! I regret trying to flirt with Betty Lam (this was so stupid) when she was going ballistic over not being able to understand me. Betty even told me about her frustration and I couldn't fix it! Man, I was so dumb, but the past is something to be learned from. 

I don't regret never liking Crazy Lee- that's for sure! I do regret thinking of Judy Chan like a sister because it turns out she used to have the qualities I look for in a Christian lover! I still think of Judy as someone to not pursue though because I have other ladies I'm more interested in now! I'm commonly around two of them, so I have my hands full with figuring it out. Time to apply the faith-based approach again and wait upon the Lord for the right answer! 

Understanding What I'm Looking For to Make Money

I'm basically looking to buy at dips to add on to many of my valuable positions to increase my wealth. This is pretty much the main strategy I'm looking to hone now, and it makes the most sense to go along with my low maintenance and long term approach to investing. 

For doing cryptocurrency and stocks, I don't ever plan on doing short trades because I don't know how to calculate stop losses too well and prefer not to use them. I'm more of an end of day swing trader when it comes to those which have been working out with my investing style. However, with making Forex trades, I'm able to set stop losses and have grown accustomed to locating the recent high or low on those charts, so I don't mind going long or short. 

I guess I could change my mind with being able to take a short on all my market trades eventually, but it's something that I have a major aversion to. I think I'll experiment with it when I'm ready to do a massive sell-off with my own stocks and be setting a stop loss, since I'm comfortable with locating them. This way I can protect myself from incurring any heavy loss. For now, I prefer employing the buy and then sell traditional approach to make any profit. 

Starting to Get Interesting

Based on being tipped off a little by a coworker, it looks like I might be able to make some big returns as well while trading cryptocurrencies. I do want to make a bigger ROI while being comfortable about the risk that I'm putting in. It's starting to make much more sense with the tools that I currently have at my disposal. 

I don't think I'm really wasting my time anymore and really see a good opportunity for myself. This could be a good time to set myself on a path of making myself well-off. Pretty much, to save money you really have to earn some things on your own while finding enough helpful guides and putting in the time to test your system to make sure it works. It's really about taking the initiative by putting in money and cleaning it up as much as possible while risking small amounts that wouldn't hurt you until you have settled upon a reliable money-making system.   

Coming Up With Investing System

It's so far good in that I'm maintaining a little profit with my stock, Forex, and cryptocurrency portfolios. I would really like to find out a way to maximize my return over investment, but that's something I'm currently working on. 

I will see how this takes me moving forward in a few more months. I'm playing it by intuition, so in a way, it's just dealing with an artform with making money. I'm looking to hold on to each of my trades as long as I can and bring in the most profit. It's the most convenient to me, and I can handle the risk. 

I have a friend who believed in watching the market as a day trader and thought I was risking it more than he was. In the end, he lost a lot of money from getting burned. I'm still in it and am happy about keeping this long term and low maintenance approach. I'm actually making money as well, so he must be just not understanding enough about the market yet. 

Chugging It Along Properly

From having been detached about money for a while and observing the ups and downs of the stock market daily without really caring too much about any down days, I'm noticing that being successful has a lot to do with your attitude! Even when there's some struggles, it's really about keeping yourself going and putting in the effort to reach your desired goals. 

Sometimes, you just have to let it go because the circumstance was forced upon you or not really the best time to match up any interests fully. It happens and there's really nothing you can do about it, so toughen up about it and move on to doing something better for yourself! Of course, there's a natural stubbornness that some people have from being wired differently than others. Whatever happens, they put it upon themselves and if they are depressed or having trouble managing themselves then they ought to seek out some professional counseling if they want it to be settled immediately. If not, then they have to tend to themselves with no one really helping them out and hopefully stay out of harm's way. 

I think a friend is pretty much dumb from being clueless and trying to do surprising moves that feel like the best thing to get it his way even if it means trying to take advantage of others. He's not going anywhere in life from just not understanding things in detail enough and already being worn out from having tried so hard while not getting more needed breaks. He deserves what he put upon himself, even if he always thinks he should have it better. 

He's pretty harmless for the most part, if you never go near him and whatever he does or says isn't going to have any effect. I think I'm better off just ignoring him and moving on now. 

I on the other hand really do scare some people off of their knickerbockers! They perceive me to be a threat much to my chagrin because I enjoy always getting along with everyone. They are idiots and have a pattern of thinking that makes them not be pleasant people while not on top of the world. It can be something related to a brain defect they were born with and haven't learned to cope with in a healthy manner yet. I don't really want to put in the effort with them because I set obtaining my goals higher than making time for them. 

I think I would get along really well with all the superstars in this world even if their reputations are shaky because they wouldn't ever have to perceive me to be of any threat, since they will probably know that they are better than me at something and already have all that personal confidence I look for in people. 

Approaching Life Better

I think a lot of the things I'm doing are trivial but for mainly passing the time. It's pretty much wasting time while letting myself get carried away and not working towards anything meaningful. There really needs to be a balance so life can be enjoyed better! I would like to approach my goals while maintaining them regularly and be so far ahead that I can enjoy passing the time much more often, while being the happy and smart person that I want to stay at. 

It's pretty simple with the direction that I'm going towards. I want to stay planted on my actual reality and take advantage of my problem solving skills to make my life ever better from putting in the hard work with it. I'm about combining hard work and intelligence to get ahead and then maintain it without having to put in that much effort anymore. This transition of making the leap is really difficult and does require plenty of awareness and self-discipline. 

The personal aspects of it are important too and I mainly see it from a psychological stance. The positive attitude will go a long way and it's important to make it count! 

Working Hard and Winning on the Long Term

The concept of working hard while being smart at a moderate pace to be able to keep it consistent and then make tons of money in the end is really one of my personal joys! 

Figuring this out really took a long time for me. I didn't know where to look and I guess this is where those infomercial sites will try to profess something that works well and then sound so good that you have to buy it to try for yourself. Well, I'm not going to do that because I'm not interested in taking your money. 

I'm literally doing this for free because the traffic flow is still so tiny! I'm not even going to work to get you guys to spread this site by word of mouth. I'll probably turn really scary if you do, and it's likely with the nice and meaningful things I say sometimes along with the naughty stuff I write about sometimes to please my selfishness, it might make you want to do the same while naturally forgetting about me. I get it and everyone has their moment and place to shine. This even applies to those idiots I've kept writing about in the past!

I may be doing this for free but probably Google will try to really be a profit hogging machine if something good happens to this site with generating cash. Like I might have to move to host my own server then, which would be cool but I guess I was never that awesome enough with selling myself to get out the word. I just care about feeling awesome rather than trying to get others to buy into it with me and showing the work to prove it. I want to instead feel awesome for myself by putting in the hard work and not really do it for others.

Leading Discussion on Fruits of the Spirit

The Bible does love to talk about the Spirit of God and how He wants to bless us with the fruits of the Spirit. There are nine of them as detailed here.

 

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Galatians 5:22-23).

This verse can very well make up a very interesting night of discussion at a weekly home and small fellowship of like-minded believers. The following work that was done to make a concise and accurate description of each one is taken directly from ChurchGrowth.org. Please give them credit, if you decide to use this for your personal reference. 

The 9 Characteristics of the Fruit of the Spirit

 
Love: Love includes both affection for and devotion to God and authentic care for and commitment to others. Love is a cornerstone or "first fruit" of the Spirit as love produces patience, kindness, obedience (I Cor. 13:4-7, John 14:21) and forbearance (Romans 5:5, 1 Peter 1:22, Luke 10:27, Mark 12:33, Matt. 27:37, John 14:15).

 
Joy: Joy is a deep inner happiness that goes beyond emotion and exists within us in spite of circumstances. True joy comes from the Holy Spirit within us. It is deeper and more unswerving than happiness (Neh. 8:10, Psalm 94:19, Luke 10:21, John 16:20).

Peace: The peace God gives us cannot be fully understood because it protects us from internal trauma when our lives are in tumult. It is an inner rest and quiet confidence in the face of disturbing or threatening circumstances (Exod. 33:14, Col 3:15, Phil. 4:7).

 
Patience: Similar to longsuffering, patience is the capacity to bear with difficult people or to continue and persevere in spite of unresolved problems. It involves assurance that God is working even when we have done all we can and do not see the results of our labors (Col 1:11, Col 3:12, Heb. 6:12,1 Peter 2:20).

Kindness: Kindness is the capacity to be gentle and caring toward others. This spiritual quality is expressed primarily toward the poor, needy, and disadvantaged, but also toward all people. It involves actions as well as disposition (2 Cor 6:6, Col 3:12, Eph. 4:32, James 1:27).

 
Goodness: Goodness includes helpfulness, moral excellence, and consideration - in a word. virtuous. Goodness involves a deliberate preference for right over wrong. A person of goodness stands up for and lives out what is right, gracious and just. They will not take advantage of others, but will stand up for right and work to stop evil (Eph. 5:9. 2 Thess. 1:11, Gal 5:22).

 
Faithfulness: To be faithful is to be consistently devoted to following Christ and living for God. Faithfulness is produced by the Holy Spirit within us enabling us to be true, consistent, and to remain an authentic believer through trials and life's testing times (Num. 14:24, 1 Cor. 4:2, Rev 2:10c).

 
Gentleness: Being gentle is more than a tender attitude and personality. Gentleness is a spiritual quality of graceful and kind relationships with others. Gentleness is the byproduct of godly wisdom (James 3:17,1 Tim. 3:3, 2 Tim 2:24, Titus 3:17, Titus 3:17, Philip. 4:5).

Self-Control: Self-Control is the inner commitment to personal discipline end includes following, trusting, and obeying God and his Word, The Bible. A self-controlled person is constantly striving to master their desires and passions. They are committed to living out the instructions of God in The Bible for personal growth and maturity (Titus 1:8, 2 Peter 1:5-6, Gal 5:23).

---Sharing This for Fun

I've realized that I like to make fun of the same people and keep on doing it occasionally if they got me mad before and still want to bring it up because it keeps infuriating me. 

It's my coping mechanism to laugh from cracking under pressure and to move on from my short temper and then put in some work to get along. This is a genuine part of my flawed personality and will always result in me doing it even if I try to delay it sometimes. The biggest thing though is that I want to laugh and feel good about myself and then from being content, work at getting along with others who are probably fuming from being sensitive about the things I keep bringing up with them. I recommend they should consider seeing a therapist to deal with a force of nature like me! 

My fruits of the Spirit based on the above are somewhat love from caring and not doing enough (working on it); plenty of joy (it's called grace from the love of Christ), on and off with peace because some people from my past were also flamboyant and totally ticked me off; plenty of patience (this is why I don't care Crazy Lee lost with her restraining order case and I'll still go around talking to her and her stupid minions while holding back my anger); working on kindness but have quite a bit, goodness from wanting to be a self-righteous and pompous twerp sometimes but holding back on it; growing in faithfulness from literally listening to God's Word on audio regularly (it's amazing what naturally tuning in does to you with some great passages); getting better at gentleness since I'm making fun of people like Crazy Lee still to do this day and then want to work at getting along with them; and being a pretty consistent sinner for my lack of self-control which I do my best to hide in the closet whenever around others ( the Lord has been gracious and I confess to Him what I can't say to you directly). 

Letting Go of the Past

I'm starting to make an effort to let go of all the negativity associated with my past. It's just something I don't really want to hang onto anymore while working hard for my current goals and staying positive throughout it all. I think I just stopped caring about how the past is and have been just using it as a point of reference for blaming some troublesome feelings. I would like to just let all of it go now and move on to doing things that I want to do. 

It's all starting to make sense with putting in all the meaningful hard work.

I'm really interested in building up a fortune with the money I earn now. It would be a lot better to work hard for it too, and this is what I'm going for. 

My main incentive is just having personal freedom to not have to work anymore and being able to afford traveling a lot while trying out different things in a healthy manner that others have come up with. I'm looking forward to eventually partnering up with someone too. She might even be my best friend who is only second to Jesus.

Working at Daily Tasks

Currently, I'm working on investing my stocks and currencies in the evenings. I'm using software that I have access to make systematic decisions. My system is still being worked on but so far, I'm turning a decent amount of profit for the money I've put in. Just think of it, if you put in a million dollars then how much would you have? It would be enough but I'm interested in gaining more, so it's going to take some patience while working on it. This process feels all natural to me and I'm enjoying it a lot for the most part.

When friends ask about me helping them out, the truth is that you have to save up your money and look to do it for the long term. If it isn't in your desire to do something like this, then it's not going to happen no matter how successful I become from having been continuously smart about this. It just works for me because this is what I have always naturally desired and I've come clean about it to myself. 

Getting back to finishing my tasks, after doing my investment procedure I just want to wash up and get ready for bed. Afterwards, I still need to work on getting my car refinanced so I should finish that before looking for committing myself to other meaningful things. 

Maintaining Stable Routine

What's starting to work for me is going for an investing and swing trading method. It doesn't really take that long for me to analyze which stocks and currencies I want to get invested in. I still have a policy of never going short on stocks unless maybe I'm looking to sell my own stocks which I'll consider later.

For now, I'm just trying to develop a profitable system that doesn't take me too long to implement daily. So far, I've been making a little profit and not feeling that impatient about amping up my earnings. It's really a daily activity that's set for long term and won't take that long to personally manage. From what I'm understanding, once I do make all this money, I don't think that many friends will be able to follow since it's really about saving up your money and letting it accumulate into wealth after several years while continuously making smart decisions. 

All of this just happens to match my preferences and everything is starting to add up for me while catching on to what's really going on in the world. 

Getting Involved With Routine

It looks like my biggest two things right now are investing in stocks and cryptocurrency and then trading in the Forex market. I want to finish this up with washing up to get ready for bed and then handle any leftover errands or until I feel too out of energy for it. 

This is pretty much going to be my daily routine until I come up with something new. I might have a girlfriend on the way but I haven't really asked her yet, but we are spending a decent amount of time hanging out. I don't think it's in the whole outward appearance anymore but more about falling in love with the person underneath. I guess it never hurts too that she can appear hot to me sometimes! I want to be really prepared for this inevitable day to happen.  

Sharpening My Money Making System

I've been quite at it for a while with profiting off the volatile Forex market. I'm looking forward to trying out the same system on investing in cryptocurrencies and stocks. The only thing that I am opting out of for good is shorting. 

Shorting is a type of investment where you borrow stock to sell from the broker and then later buy it back at a lower market price. The problem with shorting in the market is that if the price goes higher than you can end up paying more when you want to stop selling. There's also something called putting your account in the negative, which makes this type of trade incredibly risky!

With trading my charts in Forex, it looks like I'm settling in on looking at the weekly, daily, and four hour charts. My average time in the market looks to be about a few days regularly and rarely will it go past a month, so looking at these time frames really matches my style and keeps up enough with the momentum. 

Working Harder While Looking to Get Smarter

In a way, I think being lazy really sucks and practically gets anyone nowhere. It's really stupid to sit there and enjoy entertainment but everyone has their own tastes. I think my dad is pretty weird in that his hobby is to pretty much watch TV while complaining that he wants to be back in his home country. 

He can blame some of it on himself and then get all mad while trying to complain again and then boss people around like a jerk. It's pretty much his personality. If I can become rich enough to not have to work anymore, then I think I will have plenty of room to be aggressive and knowing my dad, this will scare him and keep him mostly quiet with me being able to run up a mouthful that could potentially cause several on and off rifts between us. I think this will be a very entertaining period for myself to work so hard for! For the time being, I can't unleash this fiery beast underneath me fully upon my own dad whenever he wants to act like a jerk. It will get there though and also with others I dealt with in the past.

For the time being, it's pretty much putting in the effort to keep on running at a diligent pace with something that feels like a marathon while it can feel quite stressful sometimes and looking to also be clever with better solutions from being able to philosophize at different angles occasionally. This can make work a lot more fun! Other than that, it's just a waiting period with putting in the hard work to get to where you want to go. 

In addition, I think submitting yourself to the Lord really does complement this hard work behavior in the form of like waiting for a long time because it can bring about getting you to make very timely adjustments that will then give you lasting satisfaction. 

Understanding Main Goal

The biggest thing I want to do in life right now is two things- earning a lot of money with so much free time and managing a happy family in marriage. It's what I don't mind working so hard for while killing time with pals sometimes because it just wasn't handed down to me. 

A lot of this was really hard to do in the beginning because I lacked so much self-confidence, but ever since I gained a lot of it permanently, it's been so good for me. 

I'm working on making a lot of money on stocks and have been putting in 15% of my income into it while spreading it out monthly. I have been averaging a steady rate of always 10% profit, so for whatever I put it, I'm making 10% profit. I'm trying to improve this rate right now without going too crazy, so that's what I have been learning to manage. It may take me several years before I see a nice return though, but I'm just anticipating that my freedom could be granted to me in the near future while still maintaining a discipline of how I go about investing.

I think I'm totally made for being an investor because I really don't have that much attachment to money and willing to wait it out to earn some return for later use. I would like to use the money to not have to work anymore and go places while supporting family, gifting some friends, and contributing to charity. I don't plan on hogging it except some to continue making a more comfortable income to use freely. 

Letting Things Go Permanently

For myself, the past really is what it was. I'm happy to believe that I found God's mercy and grace upon my life from believing in the love of Jesus Christ. From this alone, it makes me believe that I've been forgiven by the Almighty and that I can be transformed daily in the likeness of Jesus little by little because of my trust upon him as my Lord and Savior. It's really that simple in my belief structure which makes it possible for me to be able to let go of bad things now. I just have this constant reminder of Jesus being the king of my life and that I'm under his grace to be able to work on enjoying my life daily. 

I think it's just putting in the effort from doing routine laboring like running a farm. This analogy can apply to life like how you plant and sow seeds, take care of them, and then harvest the crops when it's ready while restarting the cycle all over again out of necessity. There's just this desire to live in no longer any bondage to the world and be constantly renewed with joy upon receiving Christ into your heart. 

This being all said, it feels like what others can do to bring pain or distress is really nothing in the long run. It's really about keeping yourself on the things of the Lord and working hard to manage the natural talents and desires while being aligned as much as possible with the Lord!  

Happy 4th of July

Honestly, I'm on a role with this whole personal blogging finesse! I can seriously call it whatever I want, and it just felt funny to me. Right now, I'm writing this post on March 26 of this year so I'm basically months ahead and have been averaging about twice a day from Monday to Friday which are my working days. I really don't know who finds this blog to be entertaining but I do have a flow of tiny traffic that I'm not responsible for. I don't know if they are some snooping programmed bots or random people from other parts of the world stumbling onto this page! 

It really doesn't matter to me because I feel like I'm still expressing myself and getting my happy fix! I've been doing this for a while and not making any money out of it, so there's no reason to go any further because I won't be able to tap into anything and then earn huge amounts of money. I have found out that I am doing rather well for myself while starting out with investing in stocks and cryptocurrency and swing trading the Forex market! 

I'm seeing an overall profit on each of those venues, so I'll be keeping up at it and reading my daily free e-mails from the experienced investors I'm subscribed to. I've been still learning and keeping up at it rather well. It's all about making steady progress for me. 

I'm so used to seeing an up and down world now that it doesn't even affect my emotions from seeing how good or bad my stocks are doing! 

Working Hard for Good Personal Goals

Something that I'm realizing now is how a person can't really get rich overnight with anything. I'm totally okay with it and sticking to working on a comfortable path that will lead to the personal freedom I desire. I've been reviewing my actions and treating this endeavor like a business. It's really systematic in a sense without having to interact with anyone and then allowing yourself some room to collect passive income. This is what I love about investing! 

It's just that it requires managing all the proper risks associated with it and then seeing wealth accumulate after plenty of years go by. There's really no better means of getting there faster besides looking for outlets that have higher rates of returns while landing there more accurately. What a famous investor thinks is that it's not about how often you win or loss, it's really about how much you gain when you win and how much you lose that counts more. I prefer winning a big amount while letting it sit there long as possible for the price of giving up a lot of small losses in hopes of landing upon another big win and then repeating this all over again. 

This whole being into the stocks, Forex, and cryptocurrency business is starting to give me plenty of hope with seeing extra dollar signs in my pocket to spend on loved ones and family in the future. 

Working on Maintaining Happiness

I'm starting to get a natural idea of going about my own business and personal life. I'm not really forcing myself to do something so much anymore as I used to struggle with incredibly, low self-esteem. It's really quite interesting that narcissistic people can sometimes be successful and well-liked by others from acting like they are super confident, which can be misinterpreted by others.

I think I know a pair of identical twins who don't get along too well with each other and are more or less autistic narcissists. 

They weren't really born that sharp enough to reach successful levels that they aspire to be. It was really annoying being around those two, but being the dumb person I was, I kept on trying to put up with it and change them into better individuals while I was a lonely, frustrated, and diffident person myself. I've recently walked out on them for only a year, and it's only to work on reaching my main goals. Unfortunately, there was a fallout and resulted in sending one of them an aggressive text message that I was going to reach my goals first before getting around to see them again. 

Wanting to be a man of my word, I'm still trying to work on it diligently to this day. 

Letting the Past Go

I'm still finding myself often scapegoating anything stressful that's actually trivial in a past situation that didn't turn out well for me. It's not a proud habit and something that I don't ever bring up for any discussion with my own family and friends. I want to fix it besides just letting out a cuss word whenever I feel like it. It just doesn't fly with my self-perceived nice and composed self-confidence. 

I've been mentioning some past minions of Crazy Lee and saying "Forget" them in a vulgar way of saying it. I'm still using this vulgar vocabulary with only God and His angels and pets with acute hearing as my witnesses. It's crazy because I don't use cuss words around others. I've learned that being damned in hell is a phrase that can be acceptable in appropriate situations which I thought used to be cussing. This is how much of a goody two-shoes I grew up to be, and it's still great for my own confident subconscious! 

I basically want to let all that negativity go now. It's become a lot easier to maintain for me ever since I've picked up on so much self-confidence. I'm a pretty calculating person and a force to be reckoned with. The girl who replied back to me thinking she was some kind of savior or voice of reason for the Lord has gone totally silent with me now. I've totally rocked her wheelhouse and have been owning up to mine!