Happy Independence Day!

Interesting News
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1. Iran annuls death sentence of a Christian pastor. Wow, their Supreme Court is starting to catch on. (Yay, another link that's not from Yahoo.)
http://www.assistnews.net/Stories/2011/s11070011.htm

2. Sometimes, pictures can say a thousand words and convey things absolutely better than my cheesy writing. Like that's Front News to me, but seriously, the photo to the right depicts an American soldier mourning for his fallen comrade and to give homage to the warriors that have given up their lives for a mighty nation that successfully toppled Saddam Hussein. It was designed by an Iraqi artist who was forced to create statues of Hussein, but when those statues were taken down, he melted three heads of the fallen statues and created a work of art.

3. Contrary to popular legend, John Hancock did not sign his name the biggest on Declaration of Independence to be the lone cool guy so that the fat king of England would see it without his spectacles. It's because he was the first to sign. The truth of the matter is that all of the delegates did not sign the remarkable document at the same time in July 4, 1776. It was completed by November.
http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/life/the-story-of-john-hancocks-signature-2505538/

4. Fox News gets hacked on Tweeter and then tweets false messages about Obama.
http://news.yahoo.com/foxnews-website-hacked-false-tweet-says-obama-shot-131341952.html

5. Taliban militants attacked a Pakistani post, which left one soldier dead. I'm seriously believing these Taliban religious jerks trying to do their own crusade or something are making the wrong enemies right now.
http://news.yahoo.com/militants-afghanistan-attack-pakistani-post-102828440.html

6. North Korea gathers together to do an anti-South Korea rally- like that's signifying something different. I think China which has supported North Korea in the past but from benefiting with trade from South Korea has withdrawn a little support over another Korean War. It's like China is asking the Koreans to stop fighting like little kids and wanting to be like a surrogate mother. Man, I'm still rebelling over a possible Chinese dominion.
http://news.yahoo.com/nkorea-holds-massive-rally-condemning-skorea-govt-132605142.html

Today's Significance
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1. That's easy, Happy Independence Day everybody!

2. Louis Armstrong was born today and is listed in some Jazz history textbooks; however, a recent scholar noted his birth was actually on August 4.

3. Today marks the birth of Calvin Coolidge (30th president), author Nathaniel Hawthorne, and Yankees owner who died recently Steinbrenner.

4. The second and third president of the U.S. died respectively after each other today after celebrating the 50th anniversary of Independence Day. Actually, (number 2) John Adams held out a few hours longer than (number 3) Thomas Jefferson. Must have been an honor for John Adams to go after President Jefferson. I can see them mingling with a cup of coffee and doughnut in heaven haha.

Time To Blog
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Today is also the birthday of a stupid man who thought it was wise to give me a restraining order. The judge ordered us to be 0 feet apart at work and to keep it work-related, technically destroying his intent of getting me to leave the job site he recommended me as an employee. He ended up leaving his job right after giving me a restraining order. I could have stayed and been like boss eventually but my confidence level was a little drained from what happened, so I had to go and finish my computer science degree. I'm not mentioning that Washington Chun is a weird person anymore and err, I'm getting tired of thinking about him on his birthday today.

I'm doing something that's considerably an impossible thing to do now. I'm capable of convincing the middle child to give up on some of his or her conquest of doing something off the wall to garner some attention. I'm the oldest child, and I can sensitively see what their "problem" is enough to the point that my mom and another friend is asking me to provide some pointers on how to live a good life- both of them are also the middle child. Actually, Darunee Lee Wong [-sta blah blah, don't remember actual last name too well] is a middle child too and it looked like she kinda liked me, but I was thinking to myself nahhhhh. Technically speaking, she was definitely caught off guard ordering me to not make Betty my girlfriend and started blaming me about some stuff I don't recall and yelling and getting all crazy in front of the judge- oh man, those are good times for me that probably scared off her protege who was with her, so Darunee made the mistake of filing a restraining order against me which I am happy to oblige with. I don't care, period. The reason for bringing up Darunee is because I can't help pairing her up with Washington- it seems to make some holistic sense. I'm not trying to make their conceivable relationship a running joke either. Darunee is a middle child and Washington is the youngest child- I think it would make sense for them to pair together. It's going to be a relationship that was formed by the devil for me- no, I'm just kidding.

After all, with all of this nonsense that I have been through- it doesn't really matter if I end up killing my credit score too; there's always a way around it and as long as I make payments to keep my car and then finish off paying what I owe, it's okay to take your time and to focus on building wealth. Girlfriend or nothing, wife or nothing, I embrace where fate will be taking me-it's important to do this part really well to never lose heart and continue chasing after a passion. 

Boredom Central

Interesting News
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1. A 54-year old cold murder case is about to get solved! The prime suspect posting bail is an ex-cop.
http://news.yahoo.com/police-train-ticket-helps-crack-1957-ill-killing-165142484.html

2. Computer programmers can be hired at any age! Woo hoo, regardless of me leaving that industry for awhile- man, it's good to be back.
http://education.yahoo.net/articles/start_a_new_career_at_any_age.htm?kid=1H996

3. The number one reason why women cheat in their relationship is because there isn't enough passion. I sometimes want to try to be passionate but maybe because they don't want to give me a chance? That's also why I don't believe in the money bringing over a beautiful wife who acts like a robot and does everything the man wants, like that one movie where the husband brainwashes his very overpowering and beautiful wife haha. 
http://yahoo.match.com/cp.aspx?cpp=/cppp/yahoo/article.html&articleid=12113&TrackingID=526103&BannerID=693282&ER=sessiontimeout

4. The U.S. government is doing a statewide hunt to track down people taking advantage of unemployment money. Better watch out, bad boy- what you going to do when they come for you? http://finance.yahoo.com/news/States-cracks-down-on-apf-3091316844.html?x=0

Today's Signficance
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1. Idaho became officially a state in the U.S. today on 1890. (The oldest man or woman alive might be brought to tears of joy because of today and this reason alone.)

2. The Millionaire who debuted with his wife on Gilligan's Island passed away today in 1989 at the age of 76.

3. Today is the birthday of Tom Cruise, who looks like a mellow 30 year old for being a lot older and hanging with his latest wife at the age 50. He has the alpha male syndrome for being known worldwide as not that tall. 

Time To Blog
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One time, my AOL screen name was MrCool (true story). Another time, I made my AOL screen names- LetMeSeeYouWin and LameJoker. People used to make my nickname Lame while they were chatting with me online- man, those were the good old days. One time, a person online wrote randomly to my other screen name, Let Me See You Win, "Do you think I can win with my mop by being a custodian?" I replied, "As long as it's a good mop." Okay, so I have been accustomed to a lot of lame jokes that were never really paid attention to by others- even some friends I thought were my friends even never called me up to go hang out or something. I was called weird and stuff like that, so I pretty much initiated everything- from getting a major academic club started up at my college, which was a lot funner than it was like going to Las Vegas twice in a row and making nasty club signs to post on the campus. I even attracted a guy who wanted to get hammered all the time with alcohol, go figure I was a pretty depressed dude with no girlfriend while getting really nice hugs and greeted by several beautiful and nice women- man, I even asked some of them out and they accepted while laughing at my speech; I guess that was a good thing, just that I never followed through so that made me weird and depressed.

The whole time I was thinking to myself; man, I'm just so short. Today, I'm thinking to myself that man, why am I so short still? I even wrote to Betty about getting with her because I was expecting her to want to put me in her friend zone, but then she was acting pretty interested in going out with me which means the love letter I e-mailed to her backfired, and it made her want to be sort of interested with me, not the intended effect I wanted. Oh well, so I guess Betty wanted to like me a little more than as a friend- just that I was having a little trouble getting rid of these angry, vent-up feelings over being around some baloney that came out of her gang. I should have just left and be like, "Fine then!" and get them all scared to the point I was going to lay a punch on a dude over there but then be like, "You're not worth it to me" and leave for awhile.  

Actually, now I'm thinking to myself that whether I lose an insignificant court battle or not now, like the court judge going "I order you to stay away from her 100 yards because every time she hears something out of your mouth, she's going to blow!"- it's like I'm telling the plaintiff- "See you on the loser side, wiener niener."  

Trying To Keep Up

Interesting News
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1. Analysts say that the U.S. economy is starting to turn to a better direction, but it seems the benefits have been helping mainly the wealthy.
http://finance.yahoo.com/news/The-economic-recovery-turns-2-apf-324538623.html?x=0

Today's Significance
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1. The Civil Rights Act in America was established today in 1964.

2. Today is the birthday of deceased Thurgood Marshall- the first African American Supreme Court Justice and a Civil Rights Activist who was born in 1908 at Baltimore, Maryland (wow!). Today would have definitely been meaningful for Supreme Justice Thurgood Marshall because it was his birthday and the day the Civil Rights Act passed, which he lobbied for.

3. The U.S. Army Air Corps was established today in 1926.

4. The late granddaughter of famed author, Ernest Hemingway committed suicide in July 2, 1996- it was the chilling anniversary of Mr. Hemingway's suicide.

Time To Blog
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I have a plan, just as Dr. Martin Luther King stated in his famous speech, "I have a dream!" I'm working at finding job stability and have found something that I would like to pursue- it would seriously allow me to be at home everyday and work at an air-conditioned office while focusing on interesting stuff at a work place. I'm also finding myself to be a programming junkie which I went to school for and got a degree in- a manager I worked for told me that programmers are the real I.T. personnel in the business and that I should go after a position related to it. I want to live an exciting, programmer's life so I feel the best way to obtain this is to be a self-employed programmer working at creating fun, addictive computer games- it's definitely like a hobby of mine that I want to relate to, so I went to school to basically become prolific at doing personal pet projects.

The real stability of the I.T. industry comes from getting somewhere to the most rewarding and done deal. It's just a job and ensuring some type of stability for me and it's also related to Computer Science in a way for me, which is basically the study of information technology, so I see that going to the field of network engineering would be challenging and being able to apply its technology would also be so much more supplemental fun, in addition to my pursuance of a volatile game programming career on the side. It's just a job, and it doesn't mean I don't have the right to work anywhere to just make a paycheck even if the job kinda sucks and I have the capability to perform it. That pretty much ends all concerns about people yelling at me for trying to steal their jobs when I explore their territory haha.

There you have it! I have my motivations up to date, and the actions that I'm currently striving at is really for the long term and is turning out to be a profitable decision which will happen for me eventually. Along with working at killing a stock market, I guess the day is coming where I'll be able to ensure money flowing positively at my direction without putting that much time into it anymore and then have plenty of time to spend time with the wife and children. I also have this personal desire to seek out a medical assistant's degree to volunteer my time in the medical field which is something I have a strong desire for right now.  

What's Your Daily Worth?

Interesting News
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1. A man has driven his vehicle for almost 3 million miles starting from 1966 and boasts proper maintenance and reliability of a Volvo.
http://autos.yahoo.com/news/the-first-car-to-3-million-miles-.html

2. A new U.S. federal program is offering up to $50,000 in loans to struggling home owners that don't have to be repaid - Emergency Homeowners Loan Program.
http://finance.yahoo.com/loans/article/113040/more-money-for-struggling-homeowners-smartmoney?mod=series-m-article-b

Today's Significance
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1. Today is Build A Scarecrow Day! I don't know whose really going to want to buy a scarecrow now after being introduced to how a realistically carved owl has been scaring away birds from my parent's golden apple tree all year long.

2. Today is also Canada Day! Canada became a nation on July 1, 1867. Technically, Canada is more fresher than the U.S. then- I didn't know this. I remember a funny commercial of how it bagged on the Chinese and the Brits for being so old as a nation and that the Americans had all the fun for being like the youngest nation in the world- this was just to sell a European sports car to U.S. residents?

3. Back to the U.S., today is nationally recognized as Creative Ice Cream Flavor Day. Maybe, I'll go to Baskin' Robbins to get a sample- yeah, I'm going to be pretty cheap but man, the waffle cone- if only they would give a sample of it too.

4. It's the boring Financial Freedom Day. This is starting to get old and dry on me really fast.

5. Today is International Joke Day. Joe Momma is so fat that the moon gets jealous of her shadow covering the Earth. Joe Momma is so hairy that when she gurgles mouthwash people think she's Chewbacca. Joe Momma is so fat that she could consume a supernova. I made it up- hey, when you're an old fart like me while under thirty, it gets easy to make up stuff about Joe Momma. This is one of my all-time favorites- Joe Momma is so fat, she's on both sides of the family.

Time To Blog
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Chuck Norris knocked off the corner of a square with a round house kick and then it became known as the Bermuda Triangle. Chuck Norris ends all streaks except his streak of amazing feats! Chuck Norris is actually quite an interesting person to talk about, as it has been adopted by some average Joe's in America. I still want to be bent on favoring International Joke Day the most right now. After saying a joke, maybe if I still have a crowd not drooling over sleeping with my bad jokes, the remaining crowd whose still with me should help me go build a scarecrow. Oh man, I'm going to a party today and bringing a scarecrow over to design and then pouring beer all over it and lighting it up would be so mischievous. It might be doable to do near a bonfire in a beach for fun.


Alright, I'm starting to see that I might actually be able to manage my time and emotions really well, get to be at home everyday, become a productive person, and just be able to make money nearly every second. Well, for the most part, I am playing with some volatile currency pairs which allows me to trade for profit every second it's opened- like right now, I'm trading 13 currency pairs on a demo account and have a profit of 1400 pips going in about two days of leaving it running. 1 pip is a form of measuring profit, for all the newbies not sure about Forex.


I realize that I can ideally spare only about 16 hours a day of staying awake. What some people do by just sitting there and staring at a television screen for hours and then playing video games for even more hours is amazing and then to do it everyday is amazing. They deserve an award of achievement for being very dedicated to watching and playing with something all day and manage to still stay clean, healthy, and eat well.


Let's see, this is my schedule that I'm trying to go at. 1 minute sleep, 2 minute eat, 3 minute shower, 4 minute play, 5 minute dress, 23 hours 55 minutes work-related stuff. The probability of me succeeding with this plan is 0%. I need to increase my probability of being able to stick to a plan so I can be strong. This is my ideal schedule that I have managed to conjure up and will have a hard time but it's a challenge that I would love to fulfill- 8 hours sleep, 7 hours work/shower/drive to work/eat, 1 hour exercise (I'm crazy about doing this everyday now), 1 hour look at stuff/waste time to write on this blog, 1 hour play boring sing-along piano songs, 1 hour program pet project (yes, I'm a programmer), 1 hour study information technology (yes, I'm hooked on it like a drug), 30 minutes (analyze currency market), 4 hr 30 min more work (bringing in some more cha-ching until I can make this my free time.)

Aging Well ??? and Fortifying Myself

Interesting News
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1. Diet soda can increase consumer's waistlines in the future, according to a national health survey, compared to those who drink non-diet soda. The alarming projection is about a 70% increase in the waistline once the person reaches the age 70, which probably won't do much in convincing those who love to practice this habit.

My guess is the misleading perception it provides in which the person is thinking they won't get any more fat and avoid exercising. I know a friend who always drinks diet coke and talks about how he can shape up whenever he wants to and just doesn't do it while complaining how he's gaining so much weight haha. I had that happen to me once, but I managed to finally lose 35 pounds at one point in my life.  http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/health/diet-soda-may-be-making-you-fat-2504019/

2. The U.S. has about $1 billion in dollar coins, which is a stunt to convince the American public to switch over to using coins instead of bills. It would help save the U.S. government about $5.5 billion in the next 30 years because coins have a longer "shelf life". http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/lookout/1-billion-no-one-united-states-wants-194115156.html

3. Law clerks and advertising managers are among the biggest fields to lose their jobs. (Finally, a link that's not from Yahoo! It's time to celebrate, okay, just take a breather than.)
http://blogs.forbes.com/jennagoudreau/2011/06/22/disappearing-middle-class-jobs/

4. A degree in Business Administration and an M.B.A. are among the top degrees that will leave options open in the job world. (Man, I should have gone back to school a long time ago to complete my M.B.A.!)
http://education.yahoo.net/articles/flexible_degrees.htm?kid=1H992

Today's Significance
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1. Today is the birthday of Mike Tyson and Superman. The real Superman actually has a birthday HMM!

2. Today is Meteor Day, in observance of a meteor crash that struck Siberia in the year 1908.

Time To Blog
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I guess I'm getting older by the minute even though I feel old right now already. I think managing a baby by myself might be easy! Yeah, for sure. Well, I could sure use some help; maybe, I'll just do what's easy for me most of the time which is just making money and leave the significant other to be my unpaid hireling. I guess since the Fourth of July is coming up, which I really want to go travel to the dangerous regions of China and set off illegal fireworks there to be a troublemaker for fun and come back unfazed by the government's heavy artillery and machine gunners, I guess I don't really have much planned for myself. Maybe China is so uptight that they would actually send the army in if they were to hear firecrackers near their most prized government building. I'm only saying this because I'm Asian too, even though I'm a descendant of another country, which does not discredit that my last name possibly has some Chinese origin. Man, these Chinese are everywhere on the map- they even probably stole my identity when I found out my last name could be related to them for being Asian.

The Chinese and their billion men army want to be peaceful with the world right now, so I guess that's good and if one would have to choose the most dominant army, he or she would probably want to pick the U.S. right? Well, I am writing in the American language so it doesn't ring a bell even that Americans are going to fight the Chinese anytime soon.

It's good to be a different heritage and able to speak a dominant language of another tongue pretty honestly. I hear that the true American might actually be mixed with some Polish on the side, maybe a little Irish for the dressing, some portion of an extinct Latin group, another from Attila the Hun, and maybe Genghis Khan. Genghis Khan?!! Well, judging from what he really did after defeating knights- there's no telling where his genes might have ended up going.

Just Beating It =D

Interesting News
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1. The War on Terror is now estimated to cost the U.S. about 4 trillion dollars and over 225,000 lives! http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/lookout/much-wars-cost-report-says-4-trillion-130934180.html

2. The State of Virginia and mostly states in the central U.S. are reported to have the best business. (One of my oldest friends from high school in California is working in Virginia and offered me a job once, which I'm now considering if I should regret. ) http://finance.yahoo.com/career-work/article/113031/americas-top-states-business-cnbc-2011

3. Same-sex couples might have the option of being recognized as married in the state of Rhode Island. What a way to go after being recognized as the worst state to do business this year- (they couldn't beat Alaska.) http://news.yahoo.com/ri-passes-civil-unions-bill-gov-intends-sign-003935021.html

4. Suicide bombers attack a luxurious hotel at the capital city of Afghanistan and take out twenty including themselves. (I believe these guys are pretty insane for even thinking it's okay to kill their fellow statesmen out of religious purposes.) http://news.yahoo.com/afghan-attack-left-mass-bodies-luxury-hotel-212557179.html

Today's Significance
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1. The U.S. responded pretty fast to North Korea's attack that set off the Korean War and arrived with troops today in the year 1950 to help fend off the invasion.

2. Today is a great day indeed for Homer Simpson- a tradition that was started in 1964, the first remote control was introduced to the world.

3. The famous actress Katherine Hepburn passed away today in the year 2003 at the old age of 96. (I'm saying that women can live awfully longer than men who probably have been driven mad at some point in their lives for pursuing so much after their passion.)

Time To Blog
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Okay, I'm starting to feel like I want to get serious. A friend has accused me of being too serious haha because some people are afraid of me. I'm starting to not really care that much anymore about it, and I guess more people are going to be fearful of me when I'm trying to be nice. Oh, the dreadful contradictions that happen in my life and how I mistake some bad stuff as meaning something good to me. I guess I'm just a whatever type of guy, yup.

Call me a whatever yuppie, okay, that hurts and stings- yeah sure. My passion is running away whenever I hear that I'm a yuppie. Instead, it dies and then regenerates into something more unbreakable like Doomsday in the old Superman comics. It works like that with anything negative that comes my way for me now. I'm starting to know what makes me an annoying person as scary as that sounds for some people. I even know what makes people think I'm crazy or a lunatic or some guy whose going to pick up on some things so to avoid all of that, they have to run away as far as they can. Yeah, they're still in California or umm, they exist in some part of the world and if I have the resources later and come visit them, it's like they might just be laughing about everything that happened even if I bag really hard on them like they wouldn't really care about it anyway.

I think I would still command some respect from them or maybe, they would talk behind my back. Actually, the thought of those types of things actually makes me laugh really hard about it. It's like I don't need to think about them on the back of my mind and can put myself in some subconscious auto-pilot that has little wit and working like a honey bee working in a hive- bizzzz. Shoo fly! Fly away! Go away, I'll call you when I need you (just leave me alone, please- I don't want to care about you). Hmm, sound familiar? It sure does to me, but I'm obligated to love like how a mother feeds her child; so, I get to be droning fly from door-to-door if I want to make that my profession.

Have To Focus Really Hard To The Point of Suffering

Interesting News
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1. Neo-nazis are finding ways to still promote their anti-racial campaign even after Germany banned the swastika sign. http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/upshot/disturbing-trend-neo-nazi-codes-203345626.html

2. A single residence in the state of Wyoming houses 2,000 registered companies. It allows for secretive business transactions (illegal or legal), which have formed what are now called shelf companies, to be kept away from the public eye. http://finance.yahoo.com/career-work/article/113032/little-house-secrets-great-plains-reuters

3. Married couples might elect to not have babies for awhile because of the tough economy; surprisingly, this isn't only limited to the U.S. http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/parenting/the-no-baby-boom-2503225/

4. Homes in the U.S. are starting to rise back up in value. (Better invest in a house now while it's cheap or else spend like an eternity at a house where some owner ripped you off.)
http://finance.yahoo.com/news/Spring-buying-boosts-home-apf-3361254249.html?x=0

Today's Significance
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1. Today honors the legend of Paul Bunyan, so it's Paul Bunyan Day.

2. I'm not too proud about this one, but today is Stonewall Rebellion Day. Back in June 28, 1969 a riot broke out at Stonewall Inn in New York when a bunch of homosexuals let the government know they were tired of being pushed around. Hence, it marked the birth of the Gay Parade in Los Angeles, Chicago, and New York City.

3. In June 28, 1919, the Treaty of Versailles was signed which officially ended World War I.

Time To Blog
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Okay, I'm feeling really tired right now. I might just right a few sentences and clonk myself to sleep. I think I've seen on T.V. or a movie where this one guy punches himself really hard to knock out and get a good night's rest. I believe it's not as effective compared to getting knocked out from someone applying a sleeper's hold.

I think because I wrote a lot about the news and some personal reactions about it; I feel a lot older and more reserved. Therefore; I'm writing a lot less about myself right now. I guess that's good news for some of those people who I used to say were weird on this blog because they are probably long gone by now and vacationing somewhere nice like the Cayman Islands and refusing to log onto the Internet haha. Okay, I'm not going to be a hit anytime soon so I'm going to be typing here all year long. I don't know how much or what I'm going to be putting on this darn old thing.

Okay, I have 15 minutes before I get to the next day and make my writing about today all meaningless... Maybe, I'll just zone into some sleep on this chair before I wake about around one more minute to go Pacific Standard Time. I'm realizing that I'm definitely a computer programmer and also very capable of doing a lot of things at once if I can only focus. I need to continuously get my mind off wasting time and convincing myself to keep putting my mind on something with monetary value because I really need the income right now to get relieved of my educational loans, which has been kicking my tail for the past two years now. It's like I'm only going to be like 100000000 years old when I finish off paying it at the rate I'm going right now. I really should focus. The day where I'm going to be super organized and productive is coming- I can feel, smell, see, and also do it.

Living In Pretty, Pretty Times

Interesting News
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1. The Supreme Court upheld that it is legal to rent or sell violent video games to minors. (This brings back the day I was really into playing Street Fighter and beat the whole game on the hardest mode without ever doing a fireball or any of his special moves with Ken- just tried to keep it realistic with just kicks and punches- ever play Shaq-fu? That's how it is.) http://beta.news.yahoo.com/supreme-court-strikes-down-california-video-game-law-142839213.html

2. A fire broke out in New Mexico and is in danger of blowing up a nuclear facility.  http://beta.news.yahoo.com/wildfire-triggers-evacuations-near-los-alamos-002006674.html

3. The Dodgers file for bankruptcy protection (Chapter 11), due to not being able to seal a multibillion-dollar TV deal. http://finance.yahoo.com/news/Los-Angeles-Dodgers-file-for-apf-485017119.html?x=0

Significance of Today
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1. Today is a national HIV Testing Day. Honestly, I feel something related to the books Heart of Darkness and Dante's Inferno. If I were to travel to a sex industry, I would find people testing for AIDS and then as I moved to the center of it all, I would find people all messed up from having AIDS.

2.  Today is the birthday of Captain Kangaroo- Bob Keeshan who was born in 1927. Cowabunga dude!

Time To Blog
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Okay, when I stated that I have horrible writing skills- I know that is personally true even though I managed to catch the attention of only like one person out of every thousand times I've wrote something. I guess it's about quantity over quality with my bad writing- it's also like a box of chocolates because you never know what you're going to get. I don't even know what I'm going to get with my writing- that's why, it's so bad.

I guess my brain waves are so sucked into working now. It's like I don't need to feel all the glory with the time I put anymore. I already feel the passion and can imagine myself having lived it. I think this is what a bunch of old farts like me can do. I'm still under thirty years old and feel so old now. Definitely, I really need to step it up and work so hard. I'm just so weird in how I go about finding jobs and actually getting at them when I do work.

This is a very blessed nation that I'm living in. The opportunities are right under people's noses and it really takes putting in a lot of time to be successful at something and just being relentless. I think the best people at their craft are the most desperate about being diligent people and will never give up and just passionately pursue after something, no matter how hard their life has been. Expect me to become one of them, even though my writing still sucks.

Doing Some Blog-O-Jamming

Okay, imagine I skip a whole year and have to make up 365 posts in the nick of time. Man, I'm going to have to be like on some brain activity steroids to do it. Okay, I probably won't, so this whole doing this interesting news and significant dates will be just for the time I write on this blog. Yeah, I'm such a unreliable son-of-a-gun.

Interesting News
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1. Gas prices are expected to be lowered because the U.S. and other countries are going to be using up their oil reserves. http://www.whittierdailynews.com/rss/ci_18352686?source=rss

2. Google could be facing deregulation as a monopoly from the FTC because of its current dominance in the Internet. (I believe it's not so likely yet because Yahoo! where I got this news from is still the #1 stop in the Internet for people in the world.) http://finance.yahoo.com/news/FTCs-antitrust-inquiry-turns-apf-2759463765.html?x=0

Significance of Today
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1. Today is Baseball Day thanks to the birth of Abner Doubleday who is credited for having created the game of baseball- it is stated that there is no evidence he actually did.

2. Bicycles were patented today back in 1819- we have to thank one of the Wright Brothers for inventing a muscle bike and whooping the competition back in the day along with their invention of planes.

3. Today commemorates the day the Pied Piper stole kids away from a town in Germany by playing his magical flute-  it was Rat Catcher's Day in the town of Hamelin, Germany. Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. 

4. Today is also Rose Day! Before time runs out in about two-in-a-half hours, I want to send a fake rose to this person who acts all fake haha.

5. The toothbrush was  invented today in 1498. Thank God that it was introduced really early or else we might have had read some classical literature including protagonists having rotten and smelly teeth and readers back then would be like that's nothing. 

6. Today is the date that the Supreme Court ruled the Pledge of Allegiance is unconstitutional back in 2002. I remember saying it every morning when I was a kid at school- I didn't really see anything wrong with it except that I thought it ended with "To the invisible and justice for all!" The dollar bill with the "In God We Trust" is being challenged also, but I think it could be interpreted as God meaning the greatest good or greatest commodity.  However, I think historians know the founding fathers of the U.S. were mostly white and influenced from reading the Holy Bible.  

Time To Blog
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Let's keep it simple for myself. I really have to pick up my own 'A' game for myself. I seriously can create a nightmarish and highly annoying life for those formerly weird people I mentioned or anybody I feel angry with because they aren't really that smart. This is why I sometimes choose not to be angry with some people like the Police, Chief of the Supreme Justice, the former President Bush-'whacker' (making it up), the Dog Whisperer (so scary how he can command pit bulls haha), Napoleon Dynamite (if he were alive), and many more. I guess to make my weird people list, the person has to be pretty much not that smart to be there, even though I have nobody weird to talk about anymore and have absolutely wiped their slate clean. Did you know that this girl I said I liked was "blah blah blah" okay...had enough? 

Man, I'm a really horrible writer- I suck so much that I could make this juicy and cheesy slice of pizza seem like it's eating a cardboard box. Okay, I would have to run to the person and switch items while he's not looking but getting to my point. My writing skills are like useless man! I'm a total newspaper reject even though I hear the newspaper industry is dampening down. I'm so weird too man because all I can think about is playing my piano everyday which I practically go about doing and man, I don't cover my ears because I'm brainwashed with using my bad singing voice to sing along with the tune I play. Man, I mess around and it's like when I play loud neighbors don't complain because they probably bought ear mufflers because of their previous neighbors.

Okay, I'm just wasting precious space on the Internet thanks to Google. All right, let's see I have to work here and then go work there tomorrow and wait, I'm going to working on here tomorrow and then I have go back working over there again the next day after tomorrow. On and on, that's how my life is- just work and hanging out whenever I have time to. Hey, I must be getting better and more comfortable around very beautiful women; umm, I'm not turning over to that dark side if people know what I mean. More details, I'm staying true to my guy colors.

Have To Keep Pushing

Okay, I'm going to try to follow a small repertoire everyday of looking at news and noting the significance of the day if I find anything interesting to note it on this blog now. I am technically copying and pasting from the Yahoo! Homepage and using http://www.butlerwebs.com/holidays/ for finding all the different observances of the day. I might add a little more from using Wikipedia and reading other sources and I will try to list them as best as I can. I will do this before I rip off into my own personal "La la" Land on this blog haha.
 
Interesting News
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1. The state of New York just legalized gay marriage.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/us_gaymarriage_new_york_impact

2. Regular telephones, newspaper publishing, and American apparel are all declining in the economy these days. http://finance.yahoo.com/career-work/article/112946/doomed-industries-bnet

3. Mercedes Benz has released back its super car which was released in 1953. http://autos.yahoo.com/news/throwback-cars.html

Significance of Today
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1. The Korean War was started today at around 4:00 am when the North Korean army invaded the south. Unfortunately, Russia and China were also Communists and it was probably on the minds of the U.N. that attempting to sustain the desires of the U.S. to unify Korea into a democratic republic would prolong a bloody battle. (Dealing with the female descendants of these Communistic countries, I guess I've learned to like some of them still for no apparent reason haha.) Therefore, a division was drawn at a neutral zone and the war was halted at a stalemate meaning that it has never ended. Koreans know how to stop a major battle for sure and recognize each other as like blood and getting along with each other even though they're still at war- now that's a peaceful fight I sort of take some pride in.

I say that that the North and South Koreans should unite and take out their batons and give a nice spanking to this one group I won't mention. I'm not talking about sexual harassment, I'm talking about corporal punishment from being uptight, spoiled, misguided, sociopathic, and taking things too personally. I would like to see them as my spanking men with these adults who acted like angry kids haha just to force them to snap out of it. I would like to say that we all have these types of people in our lives that we want to get this type of treatment. I'm not saying these people I listed in the past are weird anymore because I've wiped their slate clean but I would sort of like to imagine my army doing what I specified to them- minus, err Betty and Annie (okay, I see her feminine side now from what she did; I'm still glad that I would pick Betty over Annie and Darunee Lee Wongstapadat [what a Wong'-in last name- I have to ask her if I spelled it right or when I'm not lazy I'll look at the court order form she sent me haha] and wrote it honestly on this blog so I guess I can take my honesty for granted because it might be composed of some above average sharpness).  

2. Today is also Leon Day! It's "Noel" spelled backwards to signify there's 6 more months left until Christmas. I know that is going to draw some laughs- blame San Francisco!

Time To Blog
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I'm currently trying to force myself to get started now and to avoid getting carried away with trivial things. It's tough because I'm engaged in unimportant stuff like it's an addiction right now. I remember a few years ago, I might have just felt like crying and tearing my whole room apart with an axe before stopping myself from going any further. Something that I've managed to add to my daily repertoire is actually consistency in itself. I find myself practically doing the same thing everyday and have found its great benefits of helping me live a stable life.

I'm really trying to fight some boredom from being ignorant about what my motivations are in the moment. I keep forgetting like a dog that keeps going back to eat its vomit haha minus the part that the dog might actually be enjoying its meal. (I thought dogs were carnivores because they don't seem to mind biting a portion of the lawn in the backyard to get a nice scoop of its slimy meal.) Yuck!

I'm dealing with some discomfort zones right now and have really only myself to look after right now. It's a little tough giving myself personal motivation and improving upon my own situation. I guess I don't really want to see myself as a degenerate, but I can't stop the thoughts of what others think about me. It's also funny that I've encouraged some anti-social behavior regarding some people, but maybe they're just like that with people in general. I don't really mind having been around a group of some uptight dead beats at one point in my life anymore. I mean I still learned a lot about myself in that I know how to cope with my feelings of being irritated with them now.

Have To Let Go And Trust In Greater Good

Okay, today's post sounds really lame. I don't really know how I'm going to put it in words that's going to make me shape up. I do believe in a greater good- like I do believe that there's a Bible for how to live and that looking at it sometimes, it gives me the chills. It's the good kind of chills for me that I don't know why people who lose something because of that book would blame me for something and then want to kill me. Umm, okay- I think that's called persecution which was done in the early church, especially during the time of a psychopathic ruler around the year 0 with the Roman Empire still around. Yeah, psychopaths don't really mix with anyone if people are on his or her bad side.

Regarding violent religious tirades, I wish there never really was a bin Laden in this world to encourage the 9/11 attacks. I guess the U.S. can't go back in time and prevent it now. Honestly, I read up on some funny guy issues that the Qur'an addresses for some men who want to be strict Muslims. Man, they almost thought up everything haha but unfortunately, I don't like how the Islamic culture degrades women and that the Qur'an can see them as subordinates to men. Some feminists will argue that the Bible is way over the top with patriarch-ism and chauvinism, too. This one stranger quipped online that 90% of the world's religions hate women. Oh yeah, this one bright, Islamic woman did create an attractive turban for other women to wear as fashion haha. For myself, I think women are still feminine when they are present around other people, so no matter how they act or look like they're still female to me and that I don't really need to put that much thought into it, if she's not someone close to me. I think that's a fair compromise and the Bible does say in the end, men and women are equal (Corinthians) so the guy named Paul who wrote that is not a chauvinist at heart which some researchers have tried to classify him as.

Okay, since men and women are equal in terms of spirituality, can I trust a man to do a woman's work or vice versa? I wonder if a woman would be super happy to do something that's traditionally been done by a man, with those exceptions of how some women used to be a man. Wait a minute, I think a woman is sort of used to flowing pretty well with things and can be pleased efficiently if some things are done properly. Otherwise, she's going into some coping mode haha. Honestly, I think a man can learn to do almost anything including taking care of kids and keeping the house clean. Therefore, a man could really be the one to lead by example. Men also tend to stay pretty basic with terms of factual information, so it can help them to be objective in some decision making. I know a guy who didn't show it, but really did a lot of panicking underneath and did some complaining about others to seem sociopathic- yeah, he was so mature; wrong haha. Maybe some readers want to point the finger at me! Note, I don't have any weird people to talk about anymore on this blog and for good reasons.    

Focusing All My Energy

I'm going to very heavily focus on concentrating and doing hard work now. I feel really buzzed about being a hard worker and keeping myself occupied nowadays, along with feeling this deep level of confidence underneath me. I'm working on things that really interests me as well and understand that because I believe in general that not everyone is going to be successful at anything, so it's important to do something that counts and is likable to the person so in that way, he or she will still receive some satisfaction with any line of work the person gets into. 

For now on, it feels like I'm going to be cut off from the world because my mind is going to engaged with my own personal studies. I'm cutting down on some useless hobbies of mine like watching television and movies and playing video games. I feel like I'm getting really addicted to reading about the news, and I find myself getting carried away reading up on stuff that interests me and then I get so carried away with it that I lose a lot of time. I'm going to try a technique of just committing myself and getting used to doing something different which is just putting all my energy with my work, until I get enough out of it. I'm pretty much risking spending time with others and let's face it, getting the wife pregnant haha. I guess by myself, I shouldn't really be doing so many fun activities because I really want to commit myself to developing which is long, gruesome, boring, and challenging.

I'm noticing that friends have certain parties and that I get invited to them occasionally, so I don't mind attending those, along with spending some time with other friends and family every once in awhile. I think I'll make myself completely available to socializing, but when I'm by myself I'm going to engaged in the boring and long session of studying something I want to do and commit all my energy to it. I'm also going to commit all my energy and hard work into doing some boring jobs to earn enough income to support myself. At least I get a buzz out of the jobs I currently have available for myself. 

Getting Warmer Near People

High school reunions are pretty sentimental, are they not? Mine is coming up soon and currently, we lost our initial gathering point. Some of the young ladies have tried to give alternative ideas on where to host it, so it really might be scattered around but this one girl seemed to know what she was talking about so maybe people will be there, I'm not sure yet. I never knew that females can command this type of social influence in hosting a party. For a guy like me, I could have said that I'll pay for taking us all on a world-class cruise where we could party and/or relax for a week and the majority of people would still be like not interested from being so much in disbelief or just not liking me enough.

Actually, I'm starting to not really care about being left out of any social circle but what's cool is that I'm belonging to a majority of people from having enough connections. It's not really that big of a deal to be ignored and then to try to go back to a group that didn't like me to crash it is actually because of my intent to try to bug them again so I could laugh about it internally. It doesn't matter how bad the ordeal was to me now and if they end up calling the cops and taking me to court to get a restraining order, I'm just like I don't really need to be around and that I served my own purpose in bringing out the type of people they really are anyway so I don't really have to go back but will keep coming back until the group is disbanded or whenever I get the chance because I just want to get a laugh about something. Their implied message is that they don't know how to deal with something psychologically because it's too overwhelming for them and that I could be good enough to be around until they find some type of professional help to get back into recovery or they just run off into doing some weird craze which I'm not going to be chasing.

It's actually quite easy to be a man, compared to girls getting all feisty around little things with some men while they're in the mood for settling down. It's mainly just confidence in a man, and I believe that it is recognized by a good portion of women anyway regardless of how she feels about him. I'm a dude, so this stuff that don't make sense to me from what girls do shouldn't even matter to me. Even though I know that it's a little thing now, I blocked some people on Facebook, not for the sake of being a wuss but to make them feel bad when I tell them in detail the reasons why I blocked them and to have a good laugh with myself. I understand the human psyche pretty well and can probably just be straight-forward enough to receive a good load of peace from them interchangeably.


What I Read On News And Found Interesting
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1. The U.S. Supreme Court is ruling on limiting the sales of violent video games to minors, along with seeing if it's okay for drug companies to have sensitive information on consumers.

2. There is a U.S. government program that anyone over the age of 18 can enroll in to get stay-at-home coverage when they are retired as an alternative form of going to a nursing home. The cost is limited to about $5 a month to healthy and young adults.

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Balancing time and energy with doing the right things is so important for me now. After being an ignorant and sensitive person for awhile, I know who I am and where I want to be headed. I'm going to be straight-forward with this post instead of my occasional messing around which pretty much happens daily on this blog. I guess trying to write about stuff that makes me personally laugh is making me better at communicating and seeing how people are with me.

To answer the question of the last title, no, I won't be killing my credit score; I was just dissing my credit cards- that's all. I'm not mentioning any names but just what I'm about to do now. I have two options and one might be more straight-forward than the other but I'm leaning towards the less certain one right now. I want to hang on to it as long as I can right now because I have this wonderful idea that I need to try. I'm currently accepted to work at a part time position, so after going in to work there because I need to pay off some expenses to maintain a certain lifestyle, I'm going to work at finding a full-time job related to Computer Science which is a very popular field I majored in just that I've been having a hard time finding the right niche for me all this time in it. I'm leaning at becoming an I.T. professional somewhere and it's a good thing I can just take a test to prove that I have a 5-year experience under my belt and then join an elite squad of only like 300 in the world to have ever passed the test whereas at least 100 jobs related to the position are opening up daily. If one does the math, then that's a very opportunistic field that an interested person shouldn't let up.

During this time of having a part-time job, I'm not going to spend any more time playing video games or watching movies during my spare time by myself with the exception of messing around with the piano at my home- I've been writing a song and so far it sucks but I'll be exploring to see how I can liven it up. Right now, I have plenty of down time so I'm going to be working on programming video games because I'm really interested in it right now and I have some friends who are also interested in developing some games with me. I don't know why I still feel one-dimensional or feel like I need more passion while working on creating a video game sometimes; it must be just personal doubt that I need to settle by committing myself and understanding the fun parts about it. Because of my part-time job, I will probably want a little more money so I'm going to be an independent contractor with some other jobs which I've had some limited success in because I've been paid for it. Nobody is really trying to mock my position for the job I took at the workplace, so I guess the people there are pretty stable and understand with the job what will be at stake. It's also a good thing that I don't need to spend that much time to hone my skills with developing wealth and better health.