Are You Questioning Christian Morals?

It's interesting how sometimes being a person could be the hardest thing. Take for instance, a pastor's child who does not want to be brought up with Biblical fundamentals. I believe that a lot of us have gone through a period of wanting to rebel against an authoritative figure and question the existence of living. Maybe the closest people in your life are the ones you have to feel disappointed with for a temporary time. I honestly believe that being a part of something great while growing up is sometimes an individual's dream. Like a son who wants to take over his dad's business and have a dad who is proud of him and showing approval of his worth. I think too often some of us like to push away religion and only come to question its validity, whereas some of us may try to block it out completely.

I've learned that it's not about thinking that you are completely special. So many examples in this world will question that insane compliment about yourself. Christians do have an exciting title called the "Sons of God" from being adopted into God's family after receiving the spiritual cleansing of our guilty sins and experiencing a new walk with Jesus. Sons of God does not necessarily mean you become this buffed up character that goes around taking people's money for the purpose of having a rich life off of taking advantage. It's just a logical definition of what a true Christian is. It's root word in Hebrew simply means "Being a creature of God". I think an understanding that people even believers and unbelievers alike have a hard time getting across is submission to Christ. There are a bunch of good reasons to do so, and wanting to come across as a regular person with an uncontrollable passion to write about the good news and how it's human is what this blog is. I'm a sinner just like anyone else, but through Christ revealing himself to others and me, sinning is something I don't really want to continue living in.

Blogging about Jesus

There isn't much for me to write about today. I think I'm just sitting here on my laptop and praying for the Lord to intercede in my life. How do I know that Jesus is real to me? God's Word states that Jesus died for the ungodly by being crucified on the cross in the period of the Roman Empire at around 30 A.D. It's really interesting to note that some people who claim to be Christians are not really born-again believers but just practicing out of religious obligations. To be truly a part of the journey with Jesus, one needs to take the narrow road whereas many would rather be in the broad path out of selfish ambitions. This narrow road is simply submitting to the Holy Spirit and truly hearing God's Word out of studying the Bible and fellowshipping with others.

I have heard of theory of the faith gene on a television program, which details how some are born to be believers of God whereas some would be considerable atheists. A book I saw at a local store states that Atheism is also a religion. A school I attended had a gathering of people who questioned their faith called the Round Earth Society. It's sort of a mockery of how ignorant ministers of the past felt that the Earth was flat and that you would fall off if you traveled to the end of the planet. It's until Christopher Columbus discovered the New World on his ship that Europe finally understood the world may not have been flat. Before Columbus, there were really dedicated Bible believers like Sir Issac Newton who did research on Physics. I also believe Galileo and other astronomers had a feeling of for a Creator. Even a famous Chemist who came up with the idea of an element believed in God. These scientists who had a belief in God came up with amazing discoveries. It's just to say that believing in God is a normal thing to do. Just look at how at least 90% of the world would think that a God exists after contemplating about it. It's just a matter of being on the right path and being forgiven for your sins that you may have covered up or don't remember or see as justified. There is no justification of sins, you are just as evil as the rest of them if you do not repent of your sins. The only way to do this is to accept Jesus who died for our sins and let the Holy Spirit work in your life. To truly have a transformation by knowing that the Creator is in heaven waiting for you to turn back to Him and that He wants to bless your life and let you know that He truly loves you above anything on Earth.

Making Proper Judgments

I think the reason why some people are tempted to not be so cool about life is that they can make comparisons with obtaining ideal goals. It gets pretty tough when a person you rely on doesn't come through for you. I know this area of heartache because I truly didn't comprehend it in the past. What I do find suitable these days is that making an effort to trust in the Savior of this world, Jesus, who died on the cross and rose again from the dead in the third day, is that what the canonized Scriptures are in the Bible we know of today, comes to be true!

There are an incredible amount of great speakers, teachers, and individuals in this world. Sometimes, our selfish desires can really block us from understanding the reasons why we end up hurting ourselves. To make a life centered around pleasing another person, there needs to be a balance under true agape love. My family has already been pretty vexing to me with their petty complaints about how I play the piano too much, or how I speak out my mind out so much, or how I fail to be better than them. It's really all about defending their perspective per say with weakness by resorting to kicking and screaming sometimes. This type of talk does not really build anyone up and totally can leave a person distraught and nagging about how they were not placed in a good foundation of maturing. In truth, with a true heart that abides and seeks after Biblical counsel, one needs not to ever compromise themselves morally and stay offensive. I'm a pretty emotional person sometimes, but I think it's good to appeal to the truth in an edifying manner without being angry with another. It is to be on the safe side, and I think it may be awhile sometimes to resolve it with the self. It takes a lot of bravery to be able to consider the truth when it's so easy to want to shelter our pride. A Bible verse states, "The righteous are bold as a lion."

Emotive Passion

Bodily urges gaining control over mindset,
The overdrive causes one to flight away from gathering of saints.
Emotional begrudgings of giving oneself away,
Ashamed of own attaching identity to another.

Struggling in tight circles of life by substituting it with a pal,
Waiting for an answer through meditating throughout day.
Passionately engulfed by a simple stranger who is benign to it.
Sultry and yet so desiring it under patience, expressing physical.

Totally in a different state of mind, a requirement of her rescue.
Eloquent on off-hours, submissive under the presence of God.
Tantamount to just about anyone receiving the gift of salvation.
She is now with a new heart placed in what was once stone.

Morning Quibble

Blogging over all these recent years has become sort of an effort and phenomenon for me. I'm not too sure as to what will come out of my heart, but keeping the focus on glorifying God has surely saved some headaches. I just don't see myself toughing it out anymore, when I feel that people are letting me down. Over all these years, I truly struggled to find acceptance among others. Where every single individual would come to know me and be friends. I must have been super sensitive because some aggressive remarks really intimidated me from trying to make friends. I guess I just didn't feel right about pestering and roasting people in my circle who I tried to hang out with every snack period. I really had no voice and that sort of made me hurt deep down inside.

The Bible states in Matt 28:18 - 20 to go witness our faith to people we come across and have this sort of connection with. It's really a lot of prayers to begin with for me, if there are several emotional let-me-downs. The Bible encourages its readers to be active in living out moral principles, to be bold and courageous in alienated situations, and be completely renewed in joy that can't be found in materialism! Proverbs 28:1 states that the righteous are bold as a lion. I think it just means that living a good one is tough enough, and we need to confess our sins daily to approach the throne of God with humbleness. The Bible makes a lot of bold assertions too about righteousness, and I don't know too many books that will clearly state something is wrong. It's interesting how people like to fit God into their own pocket. Like their belief works out for them and because of it, they pride in the wrong interpretation! I think when dealing with stubborn people who are convicted about Jesus, one would surly need to have patience as a virtue.

Making A Little Meaning To My Life

Living in uncertain times sometimes, I really question where I belong to. God is this amazing being who is real to a lot of people's lives. I know how unbelievers would question about God being this figment of imagination. Or perhaps, a creation that only some people connect with so well to help serve as a distraction to life's worries. I have heard about some unbelievers challenge how Bible passages are vague and without any practical meaning to possibly change the course of our lives.

Several indicators tell me that few individuals who try to manage to be a mover in this world, lack trust in others and only want to believe in themselves to make meaning. In a way, they serve the physical world with their contributions to make a living. The Bible states that God has the ability to use both good and evil people to get His will done. I have heard on the radio that a lot of rock stars have complexes that keep them from being nice and down-to-earth; even though they could be idolized by so many fans. It's interesting how people are willing to submit to another man for happiness, but find it hard to submit to a higher order with no questions asked. Questions about God seem to stir up in everyone's lives. There's this film about this anti-creationist who just can't seem to accept why people denounce evolution; a total smart guy who made contributions to genetics. Even he has human flaws and weaknesses and must resort to authority for getting what he wants. If he takes requests to a court for getting compromises, he will still try to ignore all possible outcomes that lead to nice beliefs from the heart about God being around.

God loves you all!

I am pretty stoked out today about how God has provided this blog as a spiritual shield for me. I'm not talking to mention about any religion. Having a relationship with the Creator is not a religion to me. I sort of find it that perhaps, different walks of life are struggling with renouncing their sinful desires and at a point in time, come to accept these infirmities. In my opinion, I feel that it could make it a little discouraging to witness.

Despite the situations that we are around and how our focus could be on personal complaints about others failing to exceed our expectations, I believe that through having knowledge in God all things will come to pass. It's through trusting in how the Holy Spirit is delivering us through all meager situations that may be pestering. For example, I don't really seem to mind anymore if people don't want to hang out with me. If the wonder woman in my life would not want to be courted by me, I'm alright with it. This sense of relief can only be explained by the powers of heaven. The Bible states that the man of integrity walks securely. Only through the pages of the Bible, do we hear about this amazing God with amazing love, faith, and hope for dying nations would turn back to Him. That courageous individuals would live out a life of faithfulness and meaningfulness; all about returning the love and justification of righteousness through serving our forgiving Savior, Jesus Christ. Please read the Bible and see for yourself!

Struggles For Balance

Personality a wreck, heart sobbing.
Joys and pain are reaching the surface.
Drowning out the sorrows and cruising on continent.
Life where emotions can try to serve others.

Digging in deeper with the Word of Knowledge,
Spiritual things that sharpen our ways.
Satisfactions are almost here-
Human amusement and discerning values.

Acceptance that cannot be denied.
Servants who lead are not always counted on.
Right and wrong complaints that create temporarily sides,
But ultimately dissipate emotionally.

Bernie Mac and Issac Hayes Passing away this month

I recently heard about the deaths of Bernie Mac and Issac Hayes, who were well-known actors/comedians. I'm not really sure to what to make of it, but I did read somewhere that George Clooney said the death of a loved comedian makes the world a less funny place.

Giving people who passed away a tribute for appreciating their contributions in tough wrap-ups is like a de facto standard. How I view myself when I pass away doesn't seem to be very bothersome for me! My mom reasoned me that people who die will finally get the last laugh. This is a dark joke that I will reveal. I can imagine a play where a dying man tells his loving family that he re-financed all of his mortgage and donated it to the poor and then just falls flat dead on his death bed. It would make it kind of hard for the kids to pay off the house again if they are attached to it.

Another interesting theory would be to confess an enraging secret to a friendly nemesis and then pass away laughing. I don't necessarily advocate it because the Bible states that people should show love and respect for nice stewardship in this world. I realize that managers will be obsequious to entry-level workers, especially if their business is about training them. Respecting customers no matter what creates good business these days.

Lines of Identification God Only Understands

Temperamental riches that fade away.
Timing in the essence for the emotionally fatigued.
Traveling through the toughest tracks of normality.
Finding self at square disadvantage and advantages.

People who surprise you through giving them a chance.
Tough and sensitive morality through following Bible wholeheartedly.
Worship that fills the soul and powerful comfort of bravery.
Life filled with zero expectations for being disappointed.

Classic rituals stem the heart and do not rip off feelings to communicate.
Connecting variables that intrigue the soul in certain peaks.
Not to be proud with anything but letting a loving God take charge.
The dread and agony placed with working at unsought places, but opportunity knocks there.

God Witnesses to Our Little Needs

The joy of serving God is something amazing to get a grip on. I realize that many have lived a sinful life that separated them from the will of God. God's hold on us seems to be very drastically questionable to many unbelievers. I think a wonderful aspect of having a relationship with our Creator is that it's about being in love with Him. If we do not have His love that reaches out to us from heaven, then we can't surely experience this sense of security.

I realize through my struggles and written discussions that people will rarely respond to, my writing is just trying to reach out to people in an uplifting manner by being dependent on God. I know that my personality gets in the way with God's will. I'm not this perfect person that people who feel insecure can rely upon for friendship. It's amazing having been raised up in Biblical faith; despite my emotional challenges and will to succeed by facing my insecure faults. I am still growing everyday under the presence of God's Spirit. The freedom that one feels away from the low and big bondages of this world is amazingly a hard thing to get to. Sometimes our eyes are not willing to see the green fields or feel the light at the end of the tunnel. I know that we would like to trust upon some people as an ally. I always felt bad when a person had a misunderstanding with me and tried to push me away literally. It hurt my heart because I wanted to be accepted by everyone. I guess then God sort of intervened with my weaknesses in the form of like this "Invisible hand" and opened doors for me. It's amazing that God blessed me in difficult situations that wouldn't seem so big to others. It is really humbling for me to note that God cares about our little things even when it's hard for us to come to terms with it.

Discussion Enabled to the Intellect

What makes life a little funny is how people can view themselves when things don't go well for them. I guess people look to lean on each other instead of understanding why a certain individual is scorning him or her. I talk a lot in the general sense instead of making literally a personal judgment upon someone. The prose becomes a little interesting for me to read upon.

God states in the Bible that knowledge began with God. God should be seen upon as the Creator of this world. By viewing that, with Him being the Alpha (another fancy word for 'the Beginning'), we know that an all knowing, omnipresent, eternal God is the most perfect Spiritual being to ever have existed in the concept of man. That is why we revere God's perfections, many do like to complain about why God could be imperfect. God's plan wasn't for us to sin in the beginning when the first man and woman was created. God's plan was for us to glorify His Name (being in obedience to His doctrine). We live in a free society where each of our individual thoughts can have an influence. Having written stuff that a few individuals see as offensive material, the majority hasn't really brought it up with me. If it were serious, the honest type would really open up and fess to the problem. Yeah, my writing was built for arguing against the human flesh- all the sinful desires and expectations of selfish intentions through feeling frustrated, angry, or cheated. I've been around those individuals in their secret corner. I know how big nonsense gossip really is, and so if I continue to develop myself into the person that I feel is ideal and hear funny gossip that I know isn't true, then I shouldn't really let it get to me. Even the ones that seem a little true than others, I don't need to worry about what others think anymore because I'm equipped with something more powerful than any of them. It's having a true relationship with the Father in Heaven.

Fun sentence using whole alphabet

the queen and i rode on a van, listened to xylophone music, and kicked and jumped over the good can and the stuffed fox after eating a whole zebra.

Alternative:

the queen and i rode on a van, listened to xylophone music, and kicked and jumped over the good can and the stuffed fox after zealously reading a Bible verse!

God's Grace

I personally believe that everyone is under the grace of God individually. It may be hard to say where this issue of spirituality comes from with these certain individuals who are so bold and knowledgeable. I think that when we try to rely on what we think is our good nature, then we could sometimes get a little too carried away. Take for instance, a man who wants to be a doctor but the dad forces him to be a movie star; way off course, don't you think? Realistically, I think we sometimes feel we are capable of dictating order in areas we might not have too much of a clear understanding of. The root could most indefinitely be an issue of pride or just raging emotions that make you blurt out comments to your most trusted people.

I'm glad I've had people not be afraid of showing me their weaknesses through their aggressive behaviors! It's always been this fixated concentration of trying not to offend everyone that's got me almost every time. Waking up to a new consciousness of judging myself, I am also sort of able to predict a person's direction through convincing in trivial matters. Have you ever wondered how some people do so much that could really pump you up through time and then they just give you a simple answer that channels a lot of appreciation? Man, I would like to be that kind of guy or girl. Quick testimony: in light of being totally and freely a satisfied human, it has been about following the commands of the Bible in context to God's true words. I know how it's really against our nature with our feelings working against us sometimes. How we have so many fears and doubts, how we want to let go of stressful things and just entertain ourselves to weaken out the pain of uncertainty. A commitment to studying and applying the true intentions of the Bible is making a lifelong investment to greater wisdom, which will help you obtain the fruits of glory!

Life and Times of Few Good Riches

The time will come for everyone to make a choice in accepting God's offer. I personally find it a heartbreak when a person does not want to accept the Savior in their lives. Perhaps, there are some ailments or doubt or lack of trust in this whole Godly thing that people connect with. Maybe it's something that you fight against underneath?

I personally have no power to offer based on my own rights. What brings me a lot of appeal is a matter of doing something desirable for the Commonwealth. However, it also appears to me that people have this tendency to appear nice outwardly but stay corrupted in their hearts. Over these years, I have struggled so much about getting right with God. My heart would never seem to feel at ease with the sins I would commit. It then hits me that God knows when it's the right time to appeal. The Bible talks about God's purpose Romans 8:28 and how Jesus keeps knocking on the door (Somewhere in book of Revelations). Is there something you would like to make right with the Lord? I realize that as the sensitivity of erring with God is greatest when trying to search for the absolute joy in life. All of us do not need to simply give up with hopes of ever finding it. It's there, and I feel that a few unique individuals ever try to go on this quest to spiritual riches. If you had a wonderful life, people just love you, and riches have found you, then it's so wonderful! You also could find this hope of satisfaction in knowing universal love and the power of a person's transformation from evil.

Painful Experiences With People From Writing

This post isn't meant to harm anyone, but I realize that I'm a winner because the things I wrote had good intentions. I can now defend away every remark that gets thrown at me! It doesn't matter what the objection is because I now have the skills and enough closeness with myself to really be honest.

I guess I've been mad a lot and the best way for me has been to vent it out through writing by holding back the full anger. It's really been about serving those who have wronged me. They may not appreciate it at the moment, but I really think that with good intentions, I should never have panicked through people trying to cover their insecure hides in private by acting what they felt I wrote. That is why they want to call me selfish and all of that negative jazz, but I'm being of service to them even though they say they don't want it at that time. I keep going at it because my stubborn nature tells me that it's something else that's offensive. It's one of those gray areas where they may claim I'm so selfish and try to hurt my attempts of being a more polished individual. What I am currently doing is not illegal, and I just needed to learn to relax under all circumstances!

Personal Blogging Policy

1) Nobody shall be boldly degraded intentionally in this blog for the sake of appeasing the writer's angry mood.
2) The topic will virtually always include something related to God, even if it just contains one word about how the Son of God loves everyone.
3) Despite being able to acknowledge a specific person's negative characteristics that can really aggravate me so much and prove it online through writing for everyone to see, this criticism shall be made in private for that individual person's eyes to see. In other words, by closed doors only. Not to mention all the screaming and crooning with affection won't be recorded.
4) If under circumstances I feel pressured about breaking these rules, I will ensure the best explanation to try to clear out any scorn for a specific group of individuals, person, or entity. The Bible is not my writing, and I did not create it and so if it offends you, then it's mainly a problem with you and God and not me.
5) The Bible has the ultimate say in every issue that I address. It is the ultimate authority and whatever it implies even if it makes you feel uncomfortable, it's for you to deal with and not at my expense as I have my own issues with it. 
6) If any of these things mentioned are violated by the writer, who will try to accommodate (argue for passage of post), then he shall cut off his hand! Don't do the vow at home kids, because God can forgive and cleanse your spiritual body that gives you a clean slate of repentance in your physical bodies. It's truly by the grace of God! All the laws in the Bible were created to show everyone can't live up to God's expectations and that he sent His Son to die on the cross and give us eternal life with the Father in Heaven. It's very exciting!

Tribute to All Readers

It's pretty interesting to know that nice folk around my town have given their sparse time to read my writing and given me any feedback, whether negative or positive. Being of a guy with a background of keeping to himself and feeling lonely, I guess I just felt like connecting with someone out there. I think when I started writing I never felt that it could be seen upon as a fiery vomit to someone's reputation.

It's also been such an incredible journey with two sides of myself. I have this inner being that wants me to quit doing what I like to avoid offending others for sure! Another part of me says to keep moving forward to glorify God. I'm sure everyone faces challenges in life, and as my mom tells me, if it was easy everyone would become rich! With the experiences that I have growing under, I think the gross negatives upon myself with the possibly psychological doubts that stir in my head don't exceed the dialogue I have established with praying to the Lord! It's amazing how when I write, even though lackadaisically, I feel a burden with the writing that I have submitted for the whole world to see. This burden is really helping me keep in check with how I'm doing with my spiritual life. If I were to just post in a private journal, then I don't think the effect of wanting to worship God would be that great! We're witnesses in this world and trying to win others to Christ. A Christ-centered life is an unimaginable journey filled with the glorious spiritual riches that no one can truly fathom. It's a life filled with joys and pains, sacrifices, and honest recollections besides just feeling foolish all the time.

Protective Comment From Highly Persuasive Employers

I want to be firmly established in the core basics of work ethics from the current investments of knowledge I have obtained. I would like to continue to develop under someone's wings before I control my own financial destiny. I'm not sure how long it will take to finally feel ready to tackle my dreams. I believe that beginning at a more humble route will help me connect with other's satisfactions under living situations. (Mean it from the bottom of my heart!)

[I also intend to have several amusing journeys in primarily spirit-filled things that might be of interest to everyone while striving to eliminate many doubts that re-surface with my unintentinal remarks.]  

Food for Thought

I guess I'm realizing that people's focus is what may generate some productivity. Recently, I was somewhere where a lot of people like to attend on Sundays. Over here, I realized how a common goal empowers a large group of individuals to be better people. Yes, it's true that the majority of us are not gifted and that it's all by the grace of God that a truly nice person with no intent of taking advantage can get somewhere.

I received a keen verse from a friend in Proverbs 16:22 - "Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed." I think it's so easy to want to lament about how we don't receive any blessings. Are we not so alike with everyone? It comes to mind that our abilities were all created not so equally, but yet we are all given God-given rights to exercise freely the plans of serving God.

I'm starting to realize that knowledgeable people make important contributions to society for an individual with big plans to implement it. Some have this great mindset of being able to creatively use knowledge outside the box. I think that's where a big number of us have the advantage in doing something big. A question I do need to ask is where's God in the picture? Is not God our Creator and does not He acknowledge being the Almighty and purposeful God? Proverbs 27:17 states "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another." The Biblical principles do impose the need to be sharpened in wisdom for the sake of staying closer to the right path. Don't get me wrong in that, there's a wrong way in obtaining knowledge and we do have to be careful at times in what our sources are. I think the best person who can minister to self is the Lord, and it has to come through being dedicated with personally meditating on the Lord. We do use people for references, but ultimately the Lord is going to have the final say.

It's really hard to try to get along with people in general if we refuse to judge accordingly. No one has the right to judge whether a person ends up after they die, let's face it; not even the wisest person would have the keenest belief system of what heaven would be like except if he's been there.