I think a lot of my perspectives have been about learning to change to the point of understanding where I need to be at right now. Sometimes, it feels like dramatic things happen in my life but I just don't want to let others know about it. To communicate my thoughts and feelings while in the mood for gossip just sounds so childish for me. I realize my own behaviors have limitations now and that I am not that good enough on my own.
Having adjusted emotionally has taken a lot of toll in my life. I do still have different desires that have not been met yet. The personal preferences in my life are about giving it all up for the Lord. I don't really need to feel uncomfortable always and try to run away with developing myself.