Today, on Christina's Court I saw how two ladies had a dispute over a vallet car incident. It appeared that the defendant was going to win but she ended up losing. This brings me a little scare. I have naturally been scared of over-reacting people because they sort of give me the Buh G. B's. As the aftermath of these people's actions, I guess those kind of things happen where you feel like you would not mind the comfort of a therapist and then you imagine the therapist feeling like she's wasting time with you. Seriously, how often do you invest your faculty into thinking that you have the right to get involved but you are truly not going to and then nobody can really pick up on this incident. Then, by being so quiet these few individuals who scare you start talking behind people's backs with you around their little circle. Boy, I have tried so hard to avoid wraithful thinking on their part with the hands of God.
I think it had to do with me being extremely quiet in nature and having a penchant for being around whiners who are little in their ways and holding things in contempt. They all seemed to give off this similar nonchalant voice of being fully vexed about something and then they pause and put some breaks in between these repeated words. Okay, and then they start incanting the words "Don't let this out of this circle." These type of events used to horrify me and made me surly but slowly stay out of these people's paths. I then felt super lonely about something and it's so weird that I should not try to position myself in a defensive stance anymore. If people take me to court, I'm all theirs to slaughter. I just hope I didn't have enough involvement with them in the first place, and I hope my survival mode is in high gear and in ethical grounds. I say nothing about my current comfort zone.
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