Willing my mind is starting to get really difficult again. I just have one area of key frustration for myself now, and it's really difficult to allow it to settle in because I fully don't know how yet. Without this full revelation, I wouldn't be able to carry forward in accepting those natural provisions provided for me.
There's a balance technique in how a person should pretty much stay focused all throughout the week and then reward him or herself by doing something really fun and could be done independently after completing some productive routines. I think that's what I should really focus on doing now.
My mind is still pretty addicted to surfing the web and gets fixated on some fantasies. I think I just have to learn to make sacrifices and accept the feeling of despair while letting those obsessive feelings run its course and focusing on doing some things.
I came up with these really cool ideas and it's like always pushed aside because my current raw desires can't just be put together and lead itself to accomplishing nothing. There's nothing to fear but fear itself. With all these concerns I personally have, I should learn how to cope with them in the most humanistic way for myself without really involving others in a selfish manner.
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