I've had this drunken stupor in the past. Although I was not heavily under any influence of drugs or alcohol and never will be, I've had some trouble figuring out what my stability was. Nowadays, I know my calm and relaxed right inside all the depressing feelings and modes of anger that I sometimes get throughout the day. I'm starting to become very aware of my own personal frustrations and how it ties in with others who are just as bothered as I am now.
Unfortunately, some people are going to feel lucky that I'm never going to go talk to them. I'm okay with it because underneath, I know they're not going that far like how it is in life. I guess the really successful people don't let their frustrations like that get to them anyway.
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