I'm now aware that I truly need about an hour to get by the traffic and to work on time. I need to make that a formal discipline for myself. The photo was sort of funny, so I had to put it in; it reminds me of how dirty and so hairy I look when I'm not shaved. I looked at myself close up on the mirror and it looks pretty unpleasant; I guess the mirror has this magnifying glass effect where everything looks ten times larger than it is. However, when I'm proportioned from a normal distance; I don't really look that bad.
In conclusion, I'm actually not a very bad looking guy while being a short man; I'm not getting cut any slack from anybody because of the way I feel about my lacking personal appearance. I'm a dude so I'm supposed to just shrug it off and that's what I'm doing now. I really don't have a short man inferior complex after all now; it's all done and over with. As long as my life partner isn't super tall or super short, I think it won't be too much of a problem if she ends up about a head taller than me. Maybe, I could go for someone whose a little shorter than me, but likes to wear high heels- hey, it might be a sign of confidence for me while other guys with height issues look at me with disgust. I was there at one point, too!
I just might very well be the guy who ends up defying some traditional stereotypes. I might be a short guy who is very successful and even be the nice guy who finishes on top of things and not at the bottom. I've already made a few guys with complicated issues jealous with me and then walk away from me while thinking I'm a twerp. At least they aren't really bothering me and I learned to be forgiving with others a long time ago as a kid, instead of becoming a bitter grown-up. It has to do something with my emotional development while attending church and believing upon the Lord. I think I'm the better individual with some style and better class which equips me to not be a socially bad person in general with anybody. Maybe, those individuals wouldn't benefit from me chasing them around and influencing them while forcing them to look up to me. I think I've done enough already and it's about time someone else later on, if it happens, helps them become super laid-back and nice individuals with a genuine and open heart. It's probably not going to happen, but there's no shame in hoping for the best always.
