The mindset is so important, and I really have to test this idea that I really put all in my heart and soul into loving God then I will learn some things through the ups and downs of life. I expect to be hit very hard, and it did happen in a way. I get bothered massively by people when they go through some type of conflict with me. It's probably my worst and everything else is like something happens and I get the normal scared, sad, or happy reaction and then it fizzles away. What if I became stranded on a deserted island with nobody to talk to? As long as I had my game boy and it never ran out of battery. No, I'm just kidding. Putting very little serious thought into it, I wouldn't care as long as I had shelter, food and water, stuff to keep me occupied, a Bible so I should carry around a pocket Bible while traveling to places, and maybe some tools so I could try reaching out to civilization or build a raft boat. If I could just make myself comfortable in that deserted island then what's there to not do?
Okay, so I rambled about something dealing with not talking to people. I'm trying to get a beautiful Christian wife now who will stay with me and give me constantly what I want hahaha, so I need to talk to people at least. These are activities of my list that I have neglected so far:
- Reorganize
- Car wash
- Growth stretches
- Climbing gym
- Programming
- Bowling
- Golf
- Cooking
- Avoid surfing web
These are the things I have done:
- Bible (Amen!) hahaha
- Schedule meetups with people
- Drink diet shake
- Work out
- Trade
- Hair care
- Avoid playing Magic and Poker at personal time
It doesn't seem so bad. I'm prioritizing in a way with the ones that I deem more important. I am going to see how it's like to do every activity on my list even if it wears me out and I end up hating myself.
