I realize that all of my past problems with people have mainly just been me not being able to control my anger and then letting things escalate. It's pretty much just that simple with the relationships I had in the past.
Because of the escalation, it pretty much caused a rift with those people. I am now aware of it and honestly, I wouldn't want a happy marriage to end up crashing because of this flaw of mine. I'm just going to do the best I can to not let it get to me now. This is pretty much all I can be now and in the future, I'm just not going to act that way anymore and just be pretty mellow about those situations.