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What did I do right today?
I am gaining more insight.
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion
- Good hygiene. Expectation: my face won't break out and to also lessen worries over my teeth getting any worse. Value: feeling good about being physically presentable to others.
- Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.) Expectation: physically feel lighter, healthier, and stronger with plenty of confidence. Value: my personal health the most and also like feeling good about improving in my workouts.
- Work on completing main projects at work. Expectation: gain more experience and to get paid for whatever amount I agreed to for it. Value: having enough salary to support my lifestyle.
- Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them. Expectation: eventually get really good at it. Value: independence financially and with time.
- Work on learning. Expectation: gain an education that will support my work and values. Value: knowledge for the sake of always looking to improve my current situation.
- Clear out daily emails. Expectation: learn something and get better at doing it. Value: not being overwhelmed by unchecked emails that are interesting for me to look at.
- Enjoy life. Expectation/Value: it's more of a reward so that's always something I would like to keep on including for myself.
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I am gaining more insight.
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It's actually a good thing that I haven't announced anything official about my girlfriend who claims she loves me and wants to always be by my side. We met on a social media app and have been together all this time from messaging each other and occasionally sending photos. It was sufficient for me emotionally and built my confidence a lot because I explored learning about the right things to create a strong romance.
I think it's about attraction and personality really and whether you want intimacy with a male or female or both. I'm a typical straight male. Not so stereotypically, I don't really care so much about getting carried away by appearances. It's just eye candy and something to not take that seriously for me, as compared to literally forming a strong connection and bond over something romantic. Like with my current best friend, I don't have too many problems about her looks and can feel a little swayed by it but it doesn't get me in some stupid trance over just fawning about her looks anymore. I have accepted our predicament over not wanting to date each other any time soon. I think it would just be weird, more than feeling like it's taking a dangerous gamble. I'm just not that into her personality, even if she can be fairly cute to see as a little eye candy. I mean when people see us together, they can just assume we're either family or a couple hanging out and just leave us alone. I totally ignore others in public and don't really care how others perceive us.
Furthermore, I'm going to set a personal record straight here since nobody can tell me not to, if they still enjoy reading these posts or just visiting this site today, that I don't like being called an imitation of a sibling by her or anyone. I even hate it if a guy friend says it to me like that, too. If she or any other friend called me a literal brother then that's different, but saying that I'm only like it is an insult and riles me up. I'll explain it by using my best friend for example. I perceive it as her saying that she isn't currently attracted to me and thinks she knows better on how to advise me, so it feels very offensive. I have come to avoid this situation by just countering her annoying remarks by intuitively stating elevated advice on the fly that personally works better for me. It worked out well for me and allowed me to avoid any tension from feeling so frustrated and enraged by what I see as rude remarks, which I have to hide and hold it together to keep looking like a well composed person.
She seems to be more supportive and getting a kick out of my steps that I'm taking to be successful that is more rarely accomplished by anyone. She doesn't really try to argue anything personal about it with me anymore and stands pat about it more often. I can drag the past conversations with new points easily, which could be annoying and unpleasant while feeling insulting to your own intelligence or ethos so if history teaches itself; let me reap the consequences I partake in even if you tried and had your annoying advice that was put on a platter rejected by me! I love being a problem solver over my insignificant dents to society which I think would pretty much be standard. I guess that's a small sign of approval from her that I had to do a little laboring for.
