4AverageLife's Main Personal List
I found enjoyment from looking back at my past write-ups.
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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Current philosophical approach:
1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.
2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.
3. I have four affirmations that go in order for dealing with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
- Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
- Always put on a good show.
- Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
- Be funny!
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End Game Mode
1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.
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What did I do right today?
I found enjoyment from looking back at my past write-ups.
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What I've noticed with my writing is that it's actually really tolerable compared to the crazy acquaintances I had. I've grown to a total of millions of views with my opinions on another site and now this blog has at least over 250K views that don't belong to me! Remarkable and I thank you personally, even if you ever had or will have any thoughtful disagreements with me. I continue to not be interested in making any profit off of this social personal journal that's taken on some life. I'm really pleased by some of the old posts all you visitors decide to read as the blog stats will show me. However, I wish to remain anonymous unless you already know who I am!
No one has really left a comment and I've been given only maybe a thumbs up once in a while in that span of time! I don't think I'm really anything controversial and it might just have been a toss up of some friends having a misunderstanding with me because they were already self-absorbed with something else on their minds.
Yeah, now that I see it, my opinion of them is that they were selfish about wanting to run the church I went to with them the way they see fit. I think the hidden factor was that they wanted to make their church grow so that it would economically thrive better. One of their peers accused me of being an outsider who was overshadowing their first-time visitors and making them leave the church permanently. I think it came from a premature reason out of possibly some jealousy or misunderstanding. I honestly felt like underneath they really lacked having that positive and bubbly energy. I just felt excited about meeting new people I never met to be honest, and maybe it's because it was on a Sunday morning or they were just mostly introverted, shy people or had a posh feeling about how things should be done to make someone feel comfortable. I don't really know. I was just trying to talk to new people and get stronger socially and break out of my shell for some reason, since I was a quiet person my whole life.
I'm honestly annoyed by this and just want to shout at the person and make fun of them so much. It's just that I feel like I could handle it better by bringing it to light and telling them to go talk about what I'm talking about to others. I think using this social construct will bridge their insecurities and probably even further the gap within our relationships. At the same time, I think it will cause them to laugh and come up with ways to overcome the annoying feelings I'm causing for them.
I think it's a good thing to take this approach. They were unintentionally being ungodly men and women at a church they care so much about supposedly. However, it looks like most of them left the church to get away from the crazy one, who accused me of stalking her by following her around inside a small church at court! The judge was laughing. He was like to me, "Sir, are you okay?" while I was banging my head on the defendant's desk.
This is a story that I haven't openly shared with anyone, but now I've come to so much grips with its reality that I can laugh at my own selfish miseries now. I'm strong enough to continue opening up truthfully.
By using this new revelation of telling them to share what I said to others, it gives me the confidence I need to get what I desire. It's just a step of getting her to add me on Facebook, and I don't even go on my Facebook page to be honest. It's just satisfying enough from being funny because it's all a faux paus that I'm going after. I don't think she's much to look at or be around anyway, and I will let her know this and tell her to say that I told her to say this to others. I just want her to add me on Facebook because it's funny and also how it's truly the property of the Facebook company and not the user's if you read the terms of agreement. I will let her know to mention I said all of this and to say that I also think it's funny with how she's reacting.
