4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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Current philosophical approach:
1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.
2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.
3. I have four affirmations that go in order for dealing with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:
- Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
- Always put on a good show.
- Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
- Be funny!
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End Game Mode
1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.
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Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'
1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.
2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.
3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.
4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!
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What did I do right today?
I'm just going to relax a little bit and make this a joke piece with honesty of my own feelings.
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Well, I saw Crazy Lee's current picture on LinkedIn and yeah, it's probably a derogatory name to keep on using. It's a nickname I'm going to keep on using in this blatantly underground blog. I currently don't feel for Crazy Lee that much to be honest. She's the one who told me in person with her "ONLY PART-TIME" pastor overlooking her that she had nothing personally against me and then went after yelling a lot in court to get an improper restraining order on me which I submitted to and had no problems dealing with.
Crazy Lee ended up messaging me once with her old email address during the tenure of that temporary restraining order which I still have a copy of. Technicalities aside, I beat it by doing nothing and then it was dismissed with prejudice which just legally means that she can't bring up the same case legally again in court. She can try for another restraining order again from her crazy reasoning, but whatever, I'm more prepared than ever to deal with her. I just plan to say funny stuff to her to keep on making myself laugh. I don't care if others see her as weird anymore. I just want her to add me back on Facebook because it's a stupid thing to get all worked up about, so I want to keep on bringing that up just to have my own fill of laughs and the moment she does it or moves on from that church then I will never see her ugly face again!
You know, I agreed to her three month term of not going to that church and completed 2.5 months. I will make Crazy Lee do the same thing by telling her to do 3 months, but I will round it up if she does 2.5 months if she doesn't want to add me on Facebook and let her tell others about this deal I'm making with her. She can tell others that she wasn't about negotiating back then and she said that she was appointed by God as a leader over me, which I think is a bunch of nonsense considering that I never really committed to that church. I don't really believe in their extra stuff, and they were also taking away some stuff to fit their own spiritual narratives. Okay, I can see these things can be a bit concerning from a Biblical perspective. It is what it is. I'll tell her to keep on mentioning all these things to others I will be telling her!
Crazy Lee said that God and the Bible had nothing to do with it and that was her biggest mistake. She didn't want to trust in the power of the Holy Spirit and try to do it on her own. This also applies to her underlings who left that god forsaken church, which they claim means they moved on. They were accusing me of getting others to leave that church when they already left from moving on and didn't really consider that possibility with me. They were just being stupid with their own anger management issues from all the shouting they did because I didn't want to follow through with their plan. Anyway, getting them to add me on Facebook which will drive them nuts is the best solution for me to get a lot of personal laughs that will last forever for me and something I can share with others who feel down and out and could use a good laugh. I don't really care about failing this social engineering project and am indifferent about them adding me. It's just that I see how it annoys them and they act all crazy and how I see it as already stupid to start with when there are more important things to get all worked up about personally.
