Decent Plans With Consistency

I'm really going to stick to my current job for as long as possible. I'm going to keep at it for a life-time and become a master at it, while gaining little knowledge at a time on other workings of the business I'm in. I'm really lucky in that I actually have a job that can pay well and that I don't really need to obtain a Master's or Ph. D. anymore. 

The only thing I really feel shy about is finding a girlfriend. It sort of makes me feel a little sad to see other people paired up and displaying a light form of public affection, but that's the funny part for me. Now I'm understanding and better equipped with how certain people want to interact with me, and they are filled with a lot of surprises. It's part of being human and that's what it is all about. 

I'm constantly talking about the Bible with my high school, Catholic buddy and whatever I learn from church. I guess it's my way of trying to pass on God's Word to someone. Along with that I'm looking to maintain my hair through a little bit of research and keep it from all falling out now. Yeah, I'm putting on a little Rogaine each day after I apply some natural ingredients to my head that are known to rejuvenate hair and get it thicker again. 

I'm going to work out everyday like twice whenever I can. Once in the morning with the basic push-up, sit-up, and run. After work, I'm going to hit the gym again to do some weight training. I'm not looking to kill myself, but just get progressively stronger to the point that I have a six-pack and can do one-handed pull-ups easily! Well, I do want to be very good at rock-climbing so that's what it's going to take for me, which is getting in really good shape with my whole body. 

On top of working out to try to get in top shape, I might as well become tactically skilled as well in survival, so that includes doing archery and bowling strikes all the time. I'm going to try to stretch my way to getting a little taller too. Who cares, if nobody believes it works. I just don't care. I'll be a flexible short person for all I care. 

It reminds me, I should take up cooking on some healthy and delicious meals too. I just need to manage my time better to get to this pretty balanced life that I have in mind. Last, but not least, I'm going to make millions of dollars someday and do an unassisted back-flip! 

Combining More Trading Strategies

I practically purchased two different systems and received coaching for them. These are the two systems somewhat in its modified version. By just doing a little run-down of what I can do, I have different setups that I am looking for. By doing so, I was browsing through all the 24 pairs I am looking at really fast and ended up with four trades. I don't know if those trades are good, but I'm still experimenting with this.

Overall, it's pretty fun and all my trades lasted throughout the night without stopping out. I ended up taking profit of about 130 pips. I'm still down about 260 pips though from having made some messy trades at the beginning of the month. One thing I like about these setups is that I am enjoying the style and looking forward to what it might lead me to in the future.

More Trading Adjustments

I've made a little more tweak to the system and I'm finding that I'm getting more specific trades. I'm mainly looking for like a perfect setup on the Daily chart and then looking for factors on the Weekly chart that would place my market outlook of the currency heavily in my favor that I'm looking to trade.

I still have yet to test my idea on doing bounce trades with support and resistance, but I'm still refining the other method which is loosely based on how I learned those indicators in the past. I'm going off with experimenting those indicators and doing it on my own. I really have a slightly modified version of the original system that I purchased about five years ago. The system is now defunct of course, but I've decided to hang on to it and just go at it by myself while blending in a whole lots of things that I've picked up over the past.

Leviticus 14:15-23

Verse 15 leaves off with how the priest is to take a log of oil (less than one-half of a pint) and pour it into the palm of his own left hand. Verse 16 states that the priest will then dip his right finger in the oil that's on his left hand and sprinkle some oil with his finger seven times before the Lord. / ( The only thing I'm really getting out of this is how the number seven represents God. ) Verse 17 says that  some of the oil gets put on the tip of the right ear of the person who is to be cleansed, on the thumb of the right hand, on the big toe of the right food, and on the blood of the trespass offering. (I'm asking to myself now, what if the person doesn't have a big toe or thumb on his right side? Would this then mean that the priest can't complete this ritual? I don't really know and I don't even have an answer to those questions. The Bible hasn't been that absolutely clear so far apart from speculation, and I'm not really going to go there for now. )

Verse 18 states that the rest of the oil that is on the priest's hand will be put on the head of the person who is to be cleansed. After doing so, the priest is then ready to make atonement for him before the Lord. / ( I know I've said this a few times on the very little occasions I've tried writing about the Bible, but I'm so glad that Jesus is the high priest that anyone can go to for atonement of sins without having to bother doing these old-time sacrifices. ) Verse 19 states that the priest does the sin offering and then makes atonement for the person who is to be cleansed from uncleanness. After this, the priest kills the burnt offering. / ( I'm just loosely thinking about how the Mayans and Aztecs engaged in some crazy human sacrifices, like how in the movie Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, this one evil looking guy with a skull cap ripped out the heart of a man in a cage, before he was sent to his doom. This is unlike the Bible because instead of humans being sacrificed, it was animals. I'm sure in these days, some vegetarians who form PETA would detest these type of practices. Why is it that vegetarians don't detest to killing plants for energy? They are practically living things too. )

(Who knows? ) Verse 20 talks about the priest offering burnt offering and grain offering on the offering table, which is called an altar! "So the priest shall make atonement for him, and he shall be clean." Verse 21-22 says that if the man who is assumed to have all his fingers and toes can't pay for the sacrifices, he takes one male lamb as a trespass offering to be waved for being made atonement. / (From just having gone through a disease and being declared unclean, is the person unrighteous before the Lord's sight? I don't think it's because of that. It's more like it's a constant, spiritual battle and because of human pride, we are not going to seek out for God's help when we should really be confessing our daily sins. ) Furthermore, the person to be cleansed takes about 1/2 of a gallon of fine flour mixed with oil as a grain offering, about less than one-half pint of oil, and two turtledoves or two young pigeons, whichever he can afford. Of the birds, one is going to be sin offering and the other a burnt offering. (/ This is interesting in that for the person to have been considered clean after doing the ritual of being cured of leprosy, one bird dies and the other is set free in the wild after being dipped in the dead bird's blood. In this case, after doing a cleansing ceremony from being cured of leprosy, another ritual has to be taken place to be cleansed of sins. This seems very plausible because from the guy with leprosy not being let inside the camp, the priest wouldn't be able to make atonement for him. This seems really symbolic to how being a sinful person, it can separate us from God by like being sent off into the wild and how God gives us over to our own sins to whip us back into shape, but won't let go of us. It's like God keeps us at a distance because we are His children.) Verse 23 states that the person to be cleansed after having been declared clean from being cured of leprosy, on the eighth day, those items become brought to the priest at the door of the tabernacle of meeting, before the Lord. (/ After being declared clean by the priest, it looks like the person who had to be outside of camp from leprosy is allowed back in to his or her possessions. One question I really need to ask, is if all of these rituals only apply for men. I mean I'm sure women and children were also susceptible to leprosy. Would they have been treated differently by the priests? Also the Bible translates it a little with the old English standard, so it does seem to be a little confusing here. Somehow, it would probably be like a great celebration for friends and family to see their loved one again and just maybe, if the person was poor, others wouldn't mind giving some items for sacrificing maybe for a favor in return later on. )

Feeling Good

It's this nervous type of feeling that I'm getting in that I need to finish something that I started. I want to get this blog ended for the year with 365 posts again! You can't really blame me for that because I've been doing it for at five years now straight. It would just be like a kick in the private area for me if I missed it by just one post, just like how I missed a few posts last month. I'm going to be on it this month until I get 365 posts total!

It would also be not so cool for me if I exceed my amount as well. It would just be so crazy, but I really like I'm how one of the most active bloggers around from just putting whatever while averaging one post daily. Even though I'm not really getting attention on this blog, like I only had about 18 visits today and yes, not including my own. The maximum I've had was like 100 people and that's it! It's a high note for me, when I manage to get those types of post going.

I think it happens when I'm talking all funny or controversial about stuff that happened in my life. Everybody can get all rattled about the little stuff and get annoyed with other people's personalities and start dissing them behind their back. It's just that I choose not to do it, while thinking about it and then I just offend people by telling them very offensive jokes about themselves because I'm so annoyed with them. Yeah, it's all part of being human while maintaining relations with others.

In terms of Jesus talk, I believe that Jesus is perfect even though he offended the Pharisees back in the New Testament. Sure, we live in the New Testament but I'm talking about like back in 30 A.D. during the Roman Empire. In a nutshell, even though Jesus is still perfect while he offended those religious leaders, we are not when we offend others because we live in sin! Uh oh, our hearts are basically composed of evil and corrupt desires. The Bible says so and by having heard that from someone, I was so mad at him for awhile. I'm now more open to accepting while I have a little sense of humor about my past misgivings and also from having sought after repentance. The reason why we aren't perfect with others and can sometimes have conflict in a social atmosphere is because of our personality flaws.

Success After So Many Failures

It takes so many attempts to succeed for me, but it's well worth it for me to get there. It's humbling for me. I guess a lot of the reasons for why I keep on trying is because it's just addictive for me. I think it's important to have a strong ambition and great work ethic. It's really hard in the beginning, unless you were just born for something but once you can get through it, it becomes a little easier and can be much more enjoyable. I guess this is just like anything with life.

I totally believe that sticking to the roots of worshiping God with the Bible will seriously help you get to where you need to be. Maybe, I'm just like a commoner or unique peasant to the world that people can just have a nice regard for because of my demeanor. I mean I want to give off a great witness to the world about how loving God really is and that those who are not saved from being convicted of His goodness might open up their hearts too.

Some places are evil and I'm among the people there. I know that, but I still would like some to come to the knowledge that they are in a bad place and should change their ways while accepting Jesus as their Lord and Savior. I can't really force that on people, but it would be nice to see some bad people just do a complete 180-degree turn in their lives.

One of those Magic the Gathering Nights

My MTG deck looks very powerful in the modern format and might also be competitive with some older style formats as well. I played my buddy all night until like 4:00 am after I visited his place at 11:00 pm. It was a whole lot of fun! I kept on beating him multiple times, even though he got me a few times. His deck is basically composed of my deck's weaknesses.

The key to winning against the weak parts of my deck was to basically create a strong sideboard, which is 15 additional cards that you can switch out in between games. This has been made legal in the professional tournament circuit. I only needed to sideboard half of my original deck, but those 8 cards really can make a difference in game play against his. My buddy was so convinced of my hot streak that he is considering obtaining the cards that I've used against his. He is pretty convinced that maybe his deck will become invulnerable once he tries it on his.

I'm actually a little skeptical about that. It's just that those cards work very well against his. This is pretty much the run down of what I'm playing in case anyone was wondering. I'm running a control deck with leveling creatures. The counter-spells and Path to Exile cards really disrupt his ultra-speed burn deck that relies on taking out the opponent with quick momentum before he or she bounces back. In addition, I've added in the really sought-after Spellskite which is just a two cost artifact creature and costs about a hefty 22 dollars to purchase. The Spellskite is noteworthy for redirecting spells that can target creatures to it, so it works fairly well against the famous lightning bolts my buddy loves to use. I'm also running the cheap two-cost Aegies of the Gods which gives me hexproof against his powerful burn spells.

The games have been really close where he's brought my life down to 5 starting at 20 life. It becomes a close game, but my deck has been edging out the wins because of those control cards. I think the ingenuity of my deck is that it has life gaining capabilities and can do a massive amount of damage because I utilize my leveling creatures efficiently with the counter-spells.

Making More Trading Adjustments

Okay so I thought yesterday's indicators looked all cool, but now I've made a few modifications to it again. The EURCHF has been trading for a few days so far and has a few more pips, which seems pretty cool. I wonder what if I applied the same methodology to other pairs. I wonder if the volatility of the market would move in my favor and then generate a lot more pips.

I'm going to go for what seems to be a more sure thing this time. I don't really want to waste my money on getting stopped out a lot from being aggressive with my trades. I'll just stick to being patient and more picky, in order to expect a nice payout on the long run. I'm basically not entering trades where I would calculate the stop loss to be close to 100 pips.

I'm using the weekly to see if I can match up wisely with the daily. All I really care about is undersold or overbought conditions with the weekly. I'm just looking at one indicator. On the daily, I'm factoring in everything. Maybe I could just program an additional indicator eventually to tell me if the weekly is where I want it to be. I'll do it eventually, if this method starts to work for me.

So far, I have only two planned methods to go with trading. I guess I'll where this takes me for the rest of the month. So far, my month has been mainly losses with a few big wins. One of those big trades turned into a loss as well. I'm just doing whatever right now and trying to close in on a successful method that I feel comfortable with.

More Trade Tweaking

I've decided to combine things that I've learned from reading and attempted with mastering. This is pretty much my own three-in-one system. It's nothing totally special if the trader is definitely a pro, but there are some interesting parts with it.

The highlighted areas are pretty much my profit taking areas. I've decided to use the best oscillators and moving averages that I have become accustomed to and have a decent feeling for already. These are pretty much the two, separate proprietary systems that I've purchased in the past years. It was on and off, and now I've combined these two together and trying to make it fit the whole puzzle for me, while doing it the way I want to. The lines are pretty much acting as guidelines for me in what to expect the market is going to do. They are calculated support and resistance, which is going to be tested against by the market. It may act like that or go completely haywire! My third way of trading is pretty much from pin formations on the candlestick. Some of them are strong enough to be used as an indicator, especially on the daily chart and it can last for days while waiting for another setup to form.

At least there's one thing about any market with investing involved. It moves up and down! Timing it right is an art and what can create millionaires all over the world. I'm just trying to go over it and looking for simple patterns using what I have on the chart. It really does make more sense though with how the indicators will behave as the market goes bullish or bearish.

New Trade

Wow, I am so off right now. Good thing it's only a demo account! I got rid of the 24 pair scanner and went back to scanning the daily charts while using weekly for a general view. I only managed to feasibly get into one trade that I liked per my own personal trading engagement rules. I'm now trying to use the indicators appropriately for how I used them.

I guess I was trying to loosely adapt them into a more aggressive trading style, but it's made my results unsubtle. I guess for the weekly, I'm just caring about price action and trend momentum being at overbought or undersold conditions. I'm pretty much going to dedicate myself with looking at the charts at least once a day and try sticking to my personal trading rules.

For this EURCHF pair, I have the SL at the high of yesterday while having gone bearish. Within minutes, I saw that the market was 7 pips in profit after making up for the spread. I guess these higher time frames could also help with scalping pairs as well. My goal is to catch a long and profitable ride while working at a reliable signal. I have 24 pairs to work with, so I'm seeing some action even though it's mainly turned out bad so far. I've been able to get a few 100 to 200 pip trades, but I'm trying to make sense of it and get it working for me!

Best Trade Update

I have a nice risk to reward ratio of 1:2 going with this trade, which is based off the weekly chart. I'm basically avoiding swing lows and highs that go to and beyond the 100 pip range for the stop loss.  I figure that I enjoy these long trades that make me profit while I just comfortably watch the market do its thing.

Currently, I'm still finding my proper feel for the markets, but this pair is the more traditional GBP/USD pair that I've experienced a handsome return with. It's still projected to move a little more in my favor. It seems to be a bit more reliable and longer lasting signal because I'm just counting weeks and entering the market based on the daily time frame.

By filtering the market in this manner, based off of 24 different currencies. I will probably have at the most five trading at a time, or put about 5% to 10% at risk.

Leviticus 14:1 - 14

I have finally made it out of just trying to summarize Leviticus 13 on this blog! I'm just trying to make sense out of it verse by verse, and it seems so hard to try to do this consistently. I have so much going on my mind. This reminds me, I need to read the my daily portion of the Bible. I'm almost done with the New Testament. I don't know what's going on in the Bible, but a few verses do stick to me so I hope it gets better as I continuously read the Bible. "It will," says everybody!

Verse 1 of Leviticus 14 says that God talked to Moses. The end of that verse. Verse 2 mentions a law made specifically for lepers (oh, the humanity). I really am not accustomed to using that word. I'm sensitive about saying bad words around people too. I just don't do it and incited a few people (a girl and a boy) to dare me to say a cuss word. It's always like that- a male and a female do something to me and it's just one of each gender. The restraining order is the same too- one from a male stupid person and a female crybaby.

Okay verse 2 finishes with the law of the leper pertaining to being cleansed. On the day of his cleansing, he is brought to the priest. Verse 3 states that the priest goes out of the camp and examines him to confirm healing took place. / (I will be using this to add side notes to avoid any confusion. It looks like lepers are cast out of camp and have to live by themselves. I think this was verified from the last chapter. What a sad and lonely life!)  Verses 4-5 state that on confirmation of the person being healed, the priest commands two living and clean birds, cedar wood, scarlet, and hyssop to be obtained. / (They all must have some symbolic representation.) Verse 5 says that one of the bird gets killed in an earthen vessel over running water. / (Wow, that's seems a little gruesome like not messing around here with this ritual.)  Verse 6 states the other bird gets dipped in the blood of the bird that was killed over running water along with the cedar wood, scarlet, and hyssop. / (It looks like to me that some symbolic form of redemption is taking place.) After that, verse 7 states the same blood gets sprinkled seven times who is to be cleansed and then is pronounced clean and the living bird becomes lucky and sent off into the wild. / (Imagine the birds being used were the pope's doves. In one iconic scene of the media, the pope sent off doves to go freely into the wild probably from secretly being annoyed of them but they didn't want to fly away. It's nothing like home sweet home! All of this description of a ritual took up one paragraph which took five minutes to write up and could be even faster if the priest rushes it. The number seven also means God! God is represented in the Bible with the number seven which means perfection. Man is represented with 6 for imperfection. The anti-christ is given the number 666. The New Testament states that only three things remain: faith, hope, and love. Man is imperfect in those qualities.)

Verse 8 states that in addition, the person who is to be cleansed of leprosy takes a bath, does laundry, and shaves off every hair all around the body. /(Imagine being hairy or seeing hair in the weirdest places of the body, especially for the girls!) After that, he stays outside the camp for another seven days. / (God gets to have His way here, I guess.) Verse 9 on the seventh day after that, the person now becomes fully hairless including the eyebrows and does laundry again. After that he's clean. / (Shaving the hair is probably just keeping away the contaminant germs, or that's what I'm presupposing with no medical knowledge of leprosy.) Verse 10 states on the eighth day, the cured person takes two male lambs without blemish, a ewe lamb without blemish, three-tenths of whatever an ephah means (4.8 gallons) of grain offering mixed oil, and a log of oil. / (Yummy!)

Verse 11 states the priest who made the person clean presents the person at the door of tabernacle of meeting to the Lord. Verse 12 states the priest uses a male lamb and offers it as trespass offering and does a wave offering with the log of oil before the Lord. / (It looks like the trespass offering and wave offering is some form of cleansing ritual that takes place before God allows a person to be cleansed.) Verse 13 states the priest kills the lamb in the place where sin offering and burnt offering is done in a holy place. One of the lambs is used to offer a sin offering and trespass offering for the priest! / (So yeah, God doesn't look at priests as being so holy and divine. He knows they sin too.) It is the most holy. Verse 14 states the priest takes some of the blood from the trespass offering and puts it on the right ear of the person to be cleansed, on the thumb of his right hand, and on the big toe of his right foot.

Embracing Conflict

I took a short introvert-extrovert personality test. The result that came out for me is that I'm an omni-vert. What that pretty much means is that I have the best of both qualities. I enjoy some peace and quiet and every now and then, I'm cool about socializing with others even though I need some people to approach me. It's only because I feel shy from being shorter than others. If this wasn't the case, I would probably be trying something since my childhood era!

An extrovert is comfortable with conflict. With that being plain said, I'm also an extrovert and introvert at the same time, so I feel very confident about people being bothered with me now!

My weakness is that I thought my strongest point was what was bothering people. It's actually a negative quality with me because I didn't notice that I was heavily annoyed to the borderline of being angry. You see, I've learned to keep my emotions in check even when stuff are making me so enraged. I put it out in the form of angry jokes that offends the people I'm annoyed with.

Learning to separate those angry feelings with others and doing the right thing in pushing forward with a more suitable state of mind has started to make me laugh about my past conduct and mistakes. I also think it's funny with how others treated me too in their speech. They are just words and said really out-loud in an angry voice. They are weaklings to me anyway and doing me a service with helping me becoming desensitized with people whose voices suck and should never aspire to be professional singers!

I'm cool with just about everybody now that I ever engaged in some type of conflict with. I still feel the angry, annoyed feeling where it wants to go out and start telling creative and offensive jokes about the person I'm not feeling good about. I'm just more aware of it and not choosing to go that route anymore. I prefer to be a much cooler and nicer person, just because it makes me happier and that's the direction I want to go now.

Funny Being Sad

I sometimes get these sad and sorrowful feelings from being around taller people. I just turn shy and keep to myself. I smile a lot on the outside though and try to look presentable and nice. This is why it's pretty funny!

I'm not really that attracted to taller women though because it makes me feel annoyed being shorter than her. Sometimes, I wish that things could work out and she would be a Christian and turn into a very cool wife. Well, there are shorter women out there and some of them are crazy enough to go along for the ride with just about anybody nice. It's probably easy for some guys to take advantage of them though, which is unfair and could cause some problems for me too in the long run.

Maybe learning to set aside my annoyances and trying to settle down with a taller, attractive, and more stable Christian woman might be better for me after all. Even if people think we are strange or humans to avoid making friends with, I guess if we have God in our lives then we can't really lose anyway!

I think the biggest thing I need to work on is being sure of myself. I don't think potential girlfriends want to be with a short man, no matter how sexy he is, if he's always anxious about stuff and can't handle his personal matters that well with some form of elegance.

After all, this is the reason why I'm working at becoming a millionaire and having a six pack. On top of being at the peak of my game, it would introduce a lot of benefits and also allow me to compete with other guys who are just naturally gifted at finding the woman they want. Well, if those guys do then it's a good thing and hats off to them. I'm not going to be jealous about that because some marriages end up disastrous anyway. I hope it becomes like something where I like this one girl so much and enamored about everything with her and she falls in love too and that other guys would not be so interested in her. It could seriously take awhile.

Missed Last Days

I guess I have been keeping myself busy. Let's see what I really want to do. I don't really want to just sit there and watch a lot of T.V. It wouldn't be that good for me. I do want to continue to work out, so I'm now going to add in a little bit of cooking and trying to attempt to make some healthy and delicious foods.

I have like ten books on cooking and recipes and never attempted to make any of those foods. I've probably tried reading through them at least once and that was it. I think it's a waste keeping those books in my shelf, and I did keep it there for a reason along with some of my hacking books.

My bookshelf is pretty much books about God, hacking, and cooking healthy and delicious food! For the longest time, I had this problem with sitting there and stressing out about stuff. It was really hard for me to stay relaxed and concentrate. I just wasn't sure of myself and had so much anxiety. I don't know how all of that fell out of me. Maybe, it's because I turned more dumb or something. I didn't do it through drinking nor drugs because that would have probably made things worse for me.

Hmm, I guess my dumb state of mind is something I could take advantage of by studying hard again. Oh yeah, I did get a couple 100% grades on my grad school courses. I think that was a major confidence booster. I haven't gone back to grad school after that because I'm onto something with learning to trade and dedicating myself to this cool job while working out and trying to get a very hot Christian wife.

Updating Trading Style

It seems like every time I talk about making profit on here, then all of a sudden it doesn't go so well for me. I think it's really all about the proper timing and that's something I'm just going to need to learn to have a better feel for somehow. It's just cool with keeping it simple and having fun doing this.

I pretty much rigged the coding of this program that is only supposed to be used for 10 pairs of currencies and fit in 24 pairs while adjusting the font size to barely legible. I put it all in alphabetical order so I could just analyze what I'm going to try to trade using just one screen. How about that? It's like a general bird's eye view before trying to go after making profit.

This is what my indicators look like now though and I'm just going to mess with it to see how I can maximize my profit. The only good thing about all this is that I'm learning for free by just putting my time into it. All of these indicators are files I acquired and have been outdated for awhile. Still, they appear to be pretty robust while fitting my trading style.

Adjusting Trades Again

Well, I've had the opportunity to basically be able to make acquaintances with some women for the last two weekends. It was cool and all! I'm just trying to put myself out there. When I'm around people, I'm a little bit shorter so I just naturally feel shy about speaking up. I'm starting to just laugh about my predicament and feelings.

That reminds me, I need to get back to being consistent with trying those growth stretches again.Okay, with the trading thing I'm going to also try to add in looking at the 4 hour chart as well this time around. I'll see how that goes in improving my position trades.

Happy Thanksgiving / Black Friday

I'm going to try to make a post on at least the major holidays.

Anyhow, with this trading thing going, I've decided to adjust my style again. This time I've decided to trade based on the weekly, so that means I'll only have to look at this once a week or just to adjust profit on a daily basis. I'm going to go for position trading this time around, instead of just day/swing trading.

I'm going to go for making entries using the day chart that corresponds to the weekly. This way, it will be hard for me to miss any important trading signal. I have tried waiting with faster time frames but I'm too impatient and bored of just sitting around watching and hoping for my shiny moment. I would rather just get in the market and ride the waves of profit!

I'm realizing that I'm going to stop out every once in awhile, but my style is really to make a lot of profit on the long term and it might even go for months sometimes. I'm cool with that and excited to try this new approach I thought up from just analyzing the charts, while trying to understand how this one system works. It's not exactly following the way it's supposed to be though, and I've just gone off doing my own thing.

Lots of Things To Do

Playing video games and watching T.V. sounds like a lot of fun to do when I have no aspirations to be anybody, right after giving some of my time to the Lord. However, that really isn't the case. I want to do lots of things and have always wanted to. I'm really going to need to set aside my time more away from the big screen and wanting to mash buttons for conquering a silly game way-better than others. I think I can use all of that fun and personal time while turning it into a useful investment.

Well, I would like to go out and keep hanging out with people. It's fun to meet new people and to also catch up with the old. The bad things that happened aren't really that big of a deal anyway. It's not a problem because I don't have to turn it into that way. Other than that, I really need to give my car another oil change and to also get a doctor's appointment and go see a dentist. I really need to schedule those things and do some more paper work.

One of the Most Active

I could very well be one of the most active people out of my approximately 8,000 peers who blog on this site as well. It's because I'm only trying to average one post a day! It's just that simple, and I'm like ranked at the top of the most active people for that.

It must not be easy trying to write everyday on a blog that nobody really cares to give feedback on. This is where some crazies can develop and then when the individual does something to catch attention, then that's where all this material pops up which people would be like going nuts over. It's just human nature and just naturally being part of the flesh over stupid, funny things.

Anyhow, I'm looking to still read the Bible, work out, and then trade my way to millionaire status and six pack! I just need to work a lot harder than most people and stay pretty consistent at it. It's really these little and simple things that one needs to keep in mind, but so very easy to forget and not keep in personal check because of other, selfish agendas that are happening.

Trading Log

After about two days, this trade has managed to make about 170 pips which just means that it's a really nice return. Also, the indicators are showing that there is still more potential movement. I really love these types of trades, and I hope to make these often enough.

I'm basically looking at trading when it bounces off a resistance or support level. Also, I'm testing out my aggressive entry strategy as well. It looks like as long as the spread is decent enough, I could probably end up scaling all my trades to accommodate about 2-5% of my funds at a time while entering all the different currencies. It's because I'm trading with the daily chart and noticing the moves are big enough to profit while doing this strategy.

Pretty Simple

This is what I personally believe will work a lot when it comes to living a fully enriched life. The first and most important thing is to seek a relationship after God from reading the pages of the Bible. By loving Jesus, it just sets up the person to be the very best he or she can be in this life.

That being said, how it applies to me is finding an attractive and pretty strong-willed Christian woman to marry. It is through studying the Bible daily and applying its principles and finding a way to work out with the differences. I think all of that theoretically makes sense and works out in the end.

It's just pretty much hard work to have balance in every aspect of my life, but in the end, I believe that becoming a millionaire with six-pack abs will help me out a whole lot in marrying a decent and attractive believer.

I guess I can see myself having a little fun with playing golf too, even though I'm not that good at it. It would be fun to improve my game a little and to just have fun at it. I guess I have this imagination that needs to be filled up, and it's about coming to acceptance for me in that things are not always going to go accordingly to what I want and that I should work really hard at it without losing heart to minimize what I see as threats. It's to also take advantage of those who wronged me in a way too, without them really having to know about it.

Trading Update

This is my current best trade that I have running as of now. I have been constantly looking at the charts to analyze a feasible pattern of trading and then trying to test it out in the live market. I do have a trading group that I can go hang out with to exchange some ideas and learn how to be successful in this market. It's pretty fun for me and something I can see myself doing really well in and eventually becoming a millionaire over!

I practically just changed it up a little again and made it even more simpler for my eyes. I have been trying to figure what the best times are to enter and exit the market. I'm also just trying off the daily chart from not desiring to spend a whole lot of time of this each day, and it looks like I'm on my way to tweaking this system so that it could cause me to make some moderate gains.

It's really quite simple actually. I'm just basing it off the laws of supply and demand, when it comes to dealing with trading currency. The numbers don't lie and the charts do a wonderful job at depicting where the market is currently going. It then just becomes a whole bunch of speculation after that.

Doh!

From the last post, it sounded all dandy just that I forgot to consider one thing. The girl I want to be married to has to have her sight set on Jesus. Basically, she needs to be a Christian for me to want to be very interested in her and with those really fun nights I would like to enjoy. I say this with a sense of humor. I'm sure if I texted this to someone I'm annoyed at, then he would get really mad and want to disown me as a friend. I guess there's other, attractive Christians to go find if it isn't here. I'm going to just hold my horses a little and find out as soon as possible, while trying to meet up a few female friends who could be available as well and making new ones.

One of the Most Important Realizations Ever

Apart from realizing, Jesus is the way, truth, and the light. God sent Himself while being flesh and blood and was a perfect being because God can only do the impossible. God did this through being His Son Jesus and saved His believers from condemnation. That pretty much means everything to me, so I choose to worship God through believing upon Jesus with the help of the Holy Spirit.

However, there's something personal about my flaw that I just realized and have been developing at while giving effort. I've become a much nicer guy from trying to man-handle my own emotional disturbances. Basically, my personality flaw that causes disruptions in my personal relationships is from being annoyed at people and just texting them anything that bothers them. Why would I do that? Because it makes me laugh so hard and then I become cool with the person again. The other person doesn't like it and tries to chase me away from his or her life.

I've finally received help from what I believe God in this matter, just to come to the realization. Now, I'm making an effort to change my ways so I can be a better witness to these people I struggle in having a nice relationship with.

Another side note, my main reason for writing this deep post was because I was thinking about this friendly girl I was able to be around as just an acquaintance. I'm thinking I could marry her right now and have so much fun each night after going out doing something. I'm just putting it in Disney terms to sound still appropriate because it's funny to me! I know readers know what I'm talking about here. Anyway, I'm attracted to her and don't even know if she already has a boyfriend in mind that she's going to marry. Anyhow, just right in the nick of time, I realized my relationship crashing flaw from help above and so I'm going to work hard to make this second nature where I won't be sending texts while I'm annoyed at someone. I don't want to do this to her friends and then lose a decent opportunity; that would suck. I'm going to have to prove that I'm a changed man not just to her, but to everyone affected by me because of it. If I can do this, then I think I'm the nicest and coolest guy in the world for the job of having fun with her each night while married! Okay, maybe that's too much probably like once every two or three days to some degree.

Only in the Movies

An awesome writer has the ability to incite the worst out of people and sometimes to put on the brakes and then slowly reverse. These writers have a place in the world, and their talent belongs in movies, scripts, plays, and novels- they entertain the masses with their incredible gift.

I have an ability to write and make a contribution to the world with it. Yet, I don't really want to be just merely an entertainer. I want it to be used for something more useful. Now, I know that I have a personality flaw when dealing with my writing. I've worked on my texting, and it dramatically like changed overnight. It was like an effortless feeling to get to my friends actually responding back to me with "Yeah, let's go hang out." and "when?"

There's a time and place for my writing ability. If I abuse it, I can end up getting in trouble with some charismatic people who will try to lead a mob town against me. People in misery like to lead on others into thinking their conclusions are correct, and in one case that I was actively involved with, the other guy was having some trouble drawing reasonable conclusions and sticking to hasty generalizations. He would just go off and say things with absolutes, like for example, "No one wants to hang out with you." I laugh at that statement. He said, "Everybody is younger than you." I was like so and so isn't, and he was like "Oh really?" Basically, I couldn't take his comments very seriously.

Just In Time

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm so scared.

For this post, I'm just raving about how I managed to finally figure out my personality flaws that makes a few people go nuts and run away from me! It leaves me feeling so sad. I end up texting them non-threatening messages that talk about nonsense and drive them crazy from being so annoyed at them. No one honestly should encourage me to get there because that's pretty much the borderline of losing my cool.

I'm constantly laughing while I'm sending those text messages because I know they are going to read it. What I put on there makes me laugh while thinking about how the person is going to react. I then forget about it and become cool with the person I was annoyed with. However, the person I did it too now becomes unstable and doesn't want me around him or her. Well, that sucks, I'm so cool about hanging out with the person, but he or she is like not interested anymore.

It's funny in an inappropriate way especially if the reader likes to hate people in general. Maybe I'm a super and very cool person to be the most prettiest girl's lover if the world takes away my phone and access to social media on the Internet. If anybody would take away my ability to write, then I become like the greatest guy in the world.

I can see how my texting can be a struggle when I'm incredibly annoyed. The reason why it's scary is because I'm functioning like a normal person still and can be planning really scary stuff while thinking it isn't so bad to do to the person, like setting manure on fire and pretending it was an accident. Maybe I could set up a scarecrow and put the person's name, while the person is sleeping on the front lawn, overnight. I'll spray can it to create visible letters that says "Bird watcher". Those are the funny and sometimes nasty things I can think about doing, but it's better that I don't act on those feelings. Likewise, it was hard for me to see this with my texting because I take pride of keeping my cool in check. If the person is offended, then it's like I pulled a dirty prank on him or her already. I should definitely call texting someone while I'm mad at them one of my nasty tools that I should never take out from the toolbox of explosives.

Moving Forward

This one girl who I was attracted to physically and then the next girl and the next. All of those young women are a part of my memory, but it isn't really that significant enough to feel bothered about. I think my personality also gets me to linger about things longer than I should. It's like I'm missing out on something. I've actually developed an obsession to solve personal problems that I'm interested in dealing with. It could even be the smallest thing.

I'm actually seen as a nice guy, but I sometimes throw some things out there that gets people thinking I was out of line. I now understand why some people don't really want to be friends with me. It really doesn't quite matter so much anymore because I prefer being friends with those who are interested with me and also Jesus is the ultimate friend for me who will always be around because of my faith. I'm starting to see that perhaps lingering on some things dealing with people might not really be that important to worry about anyway. To be the greatest it takes a lot of work anyway and only a few will ever achieve it, while the rest pretty much get to struggle with their daily affairs. Even though the person might be great at that area, working to balance his or life might be some more work. Life is like a constant battle. It's an ongoing fight to be the very best you can be.

Learning About Personal Weaknesses

A good thing that I've acquired from the past is a sense of humor. Every once in awhile, I like to naturally bring up something to myself that didn't turn out to what I wanted. I could have done it differently now that I think about it, and it's something that just puts a smile on my face. It's a little uncomfortable, but I want to face these types of insecure thoughts and grow from them as a person.

One of the biggest things I've learned about myself is from making this one guy I know flip out. I actually like him as a friend, and I'm saying that not in a marriage-type of feeling way but more like I can see him as a buddy. I learned that I get annoyed sometimes and then just start attacking people that I'm annoyed at with text messages. It could sometimes even be like a build-up from something that happened in the past.

It definitely made me more aware of the person I am. I have also been constantly making an effort to improve myself mentally, physically, and emotionally. I keep my emotions in check even when I'm annoyed at people. It's got to the point where I can seriously elaborate on topics while thinking fairly cleanly while I'm still mad about something. Maybe it's a good thing after all to shy away from unnecessary battles and just leave it alone, even when I'm feeling annoyed about something.

Trying To Be Helpful

I think it really comes down to what makes someone happy and how he or she likes to tick. No matter what mistakes were done from stupid things, it's a great thing to think with a sound mind again and move forward. Just try not to repeat the same mistake again by not forgetting about it and understand the lesson that you get out of it. It's just important to not lose heart with having to backtrack or work even harder to work around those mistakes and get something happening.

I really can't testify enough about how developing a relationship with the true and living God through His Son Jesus is wonderful. Yeah, all of this stuff makes sense to me even if it's boring. It's like I'm in some zone of thought and it's entertaining to me.

Current Best Trade

For the demo account I'm running, so far I've had this currency pair run for almost a week and it has continued to make me a nice gain. I'm once again updating my trading style and experimenting with different ideas. Like always, I feel satisfied with I have going.

It looks like this time I'm trading currencies based on determining if the price is at a current high or low level along with relying on an indicator to give me a signal. I also don't want to trade too low or high when I have a good signal, so I'm also relying on that as well.

By trying to do all this, it's limiting my trading aggression and forcing me to sort out and pick only the best trades that I think I can profit off of. I'm basically just having fun with this, nothing really much to go off of, but just that. Once I'm able to start generating profit consistently, I will be ready to attempt this with real money and try different ideas of maximizing my profit taking which will be the fun part.

Staying Busy

I don't really see myself playing around with video games and watching T.V. so much anymore. I think I'm developing a preference for hanging out with people more often than just being a homebody.

On top of that, I see it as being very beneficial with working out everyday and conducting personal hygiene. I'm just trying to be smart these days. Well, the trading currency part is still something I'm working at. I think I can live with making what I'm currently doing for my day job as a career.

In the meantime, I'll just continue to build confidence and see if I can find an opportunity somewhere while just persisting.

Becoming More Serious

Well, I do owe about $13,000 for educational loans still. I have a car that I need to make monthly payments with still. It would be really nice to be relieved of any strenuous obligations for housing and transportation. I guess it makes sense then to just work hard and try flirting with some available and single Christian women I would like to get to know - haha.

The current job place that I'm working at is something I can see myself turning it into a living now. Even though I have a degree in Computer Science, I think I can still do something else. If this is where God has allowed me to get to, then I might as well benefit from it and use the experience to enrich myself wholesomely. I still use a little bit of my college background on my other interests anyway.

Last night, I ended up watching a re-run of a basketball game and knew my teams were going to lose ahead of time. I also ended up checking up on the storyline of a T.V. show by reading its Wiki site. Today in the morning after reading the Bible, I skipped my work out and ended up playing Bloons TD5 which is pretty fun and quite easy to play.

Pretty much I let my mind wander a little off-course from my ideal lifestyle again by letting fun distractions get to me. I don't really want to continue going that route when I have some bigger plans that I would like to attend to. I've really seen how my day starts right after reading the Bible. I probably get like 10% out of the ten chapters I'm reading, but that little bit is inspiring to me because I truly want to honor the Lord and love Jesus with all my heart, might, and soul. I need about two more weeks to finish the New Testament and then after that, it's starting all over again. I still have quite a ways to go with the Old Testament. I'll just keep reading and reviewing and trying to retain whenever and whatever I can comprehend in the Bible.

I can also see myself capitalizing on the side with developing my programming skills and creativity while keeping this full-time career and also managing to work out enough to get some muscles and a six-pack, while also getting married to start a family with a beautiful Christian woman. I'm really going to start looking into it with this whole programming thing and just go after whatever interests me while not currently caring about the quality. I'll fix it as it goes and just deal with the cheesiness. To summarize, instead of playing games and poker, I'm going to let myself be immersed with learning how to program and make something that I could eventually sell with no problem! It makes a whole lot of sense because I can do this at my own time, and it fits my personality. I'll just put aside my fun longings like space travel and surviving in the wild naked and afraid for now and work at developing wealth, a six-pack, and Christian wife (wherever Jesus leads me on this one, even if I'm supposed to stay single).

Happy Veteran's Day

Currently I'm still making some progress with this long-term and aggressive trading style. What I like about it is that most of the trades are running for days without getting stopped out. If the signals end up being a bad one, then I can just get out of it instead of just watching the charts and hoping it turns around.

Today, I ended up just messing around with playing the piano and thinking about if I could handle everything about marrying someone I am actually comfortable with dating and physically attracted to. I think it really comes down to if she's happy being with me or not. If she genuinely is and I feel the same way for her, then this mutual interest of being happy for making the other happy would be wonderful! It then becomes like having any physical infirmities instead of being the traditionally big and strong looking guy wouldn't really matter so much then. It's nice to be those things of course, but love conquers all and that's what really matters in the end.

Being in a happy relationship is really about being selfless in both directions. I'm starting to see that now.

Leviticus 13:46-59

Last month, I stopped at Leviticus 13:45 which stated that the person with leprosy will have his clothes torn while his head is made bare and his mustache needs to be covered and then he will cry "Unclean! Unclean!" Verse 46 says that he's going to be unclean for as long as he has the sore. As a result of the disease, he becomes isolated and is supposed to live alone. Leprosy must have been such a big deal back then because there was really no cure for it, from the medicine not having been quite as developed as today. In the New Testament, Jesus goes around curing people with leprosy and that must have been an amazing testimony for those who were healed.

Verses 47-59 talk about the law concerning garments that are infected with the bacteria. In today's America, leprosy is classified as a rare disease where there were 56 reported incidents in 2014 (Mayo Clinic). It is now an infectious, but curable disease that spreads by skin-to-skin contact while mainly causing skin lesions and nerve damage. Despite it not being so much of occurrence in this day and age, the part that still gets me is that for back then, the ones who had it were isolated and treated as outcasts. I guess it's depressing and can be seen as unfair for some people. I know I would want to avoid a person who had it too during its infectious stages.

Verses 47-49 note that an infected garment will be noticeable by looking for a greenish or reddish colorization and interestingly, being on leather won't also prevent it from spreading. It must be shown to the priest. Verse 50-51 states that the priest isolates it for seven days and looks to see afterwards, if it spread. If it did, then it's unclean. Verse 52 states that the priest burns the unclean garment in fire. Briefly, I'm getting the impression that God really loves us because He chose to still preserve us in His law that He gave to Moses from being unclean. God doesn't really value materialistic things because He wants His ultimate creation (us) to be about having a relationship with Him through His Son Jesus!

Verse 53-54 states that if the greenish or reddish looking bacteria hasn't spread then the priest commands it to be washed and isolated another seven days. Verse 55 states if the color has not got back to normal then it's unclean and gets burned. "It continues eating away, whether the damage is outside or inside." I quoted that portion because I thought it had some spiritual meaning to reflect on, but it just looks like a keen physical observation made for science!

Verse 56 states that if the priest notices that the color faded then he must do the dirty job (haha) of tearing it out. Verse 57 states if it spreads again, then the garment gets burned. Verse 58 states if the bacteria managed to disappear then it needs to be washed a second time and then becomes made clean. Verse 59 concludes this section about how God wants the priests to deal with the infected garments. It is part of God's law.

Thinking About Future

At my current workplace, my boss has asked me personally if I'm going to still stick around after ten years. He said that if my heart isn't for his business, then I should stop wasting my time and get out of it. I really have some thinking to do. I told him that I would have made up my mind by the end of the year.

My boss pretty much started the company from the ground up and then became the CEO. He says that if I keep asking people how to do things, then I will be below someone and never progress. He's really old-fashioned like that and believes that you have to do everything on your own and catch it with your own eyes. He pretty much went into this business thinking it was going to be the best direction for his family and while having no income. Basically, even though he had days where he felt the business was a total nightmare, he stuck with it and settled in with a decent 120 K salary while having workers underneath him.

I'm in a different school of thought. With the onset of better technology, I believe that equipping ourselves with a sound mind and receiving right instruction while updating our skill set with obtaining useful information, we can succeed with exceeding amounts of wealth and help make the world a better place. I haven't really willed myself and neither been given a lot of tasks to work on. However, I have been gaining valuable work experience that might even surpass my own manager one day.

My people skills are pretty decent, and I also have a physical intimidation factor too. It's really all about how I set my mind to something and working very hard to achieve excellence. This would also mean caring about every minute detail about my weaknesses and strengths. I can try really hard sometimes and go beyond my normal limits while feeling displeased with myself. However, looking back, it left a great starting point for others to build upon. I'm really happy that I did something out of nothing. It was really worth the good feelings.

New Updates

I have managed to allow most of my recent trades to stick around for a few days without stopping out. I've had to end a few bad trades early, but it turns out to be a good practice because you could end up losing more. I've cashed out on some of them already. Keeping in mind this is just a demo account, I sort of have something going on here. This style seems to be simple for someone who doesn't really have a whole lot of expertise with trading. 

For my push-ups, I have managed to finally hit 60 repetitions and not too sure about my sit-ups. I wasn't really paying attention this morning. Also, the day was cold and really breezy for a nice run, so I really didn't sweat that hard. I've been maxing out a set of push-ups and sit-ups, along with running for about 20 minutes for about two weeks straight. I have to say that it feels pretty good getting it done and helps keep my body more alert and better focused on mundane tasks at my job. I'm going to keep this routine going until I reach about 77 push-ups and 80 sit-ups under two minutes for each exercise separately and then I will switch over to the vigorous work-out program I purchased to get my six-pack abs pumping! My weight is also being better maintained and I've been losing quite a few pounds. I should be able to keep this up and reach my ideal weight again. 

Basically, I'm just getting home after work and applying minoxidil on my head, which is what Rogaine is made of and wearing a hair helmet every other day for like twenty minutes, so that oxygen would flow better for my head and keep my hair from falling out. For the old guy that I am, I managed to do those growth stretches yesterday and boy those yoga stretches are a pain! They take about twenty minutes to complete and you are like in a very uncomfortable pose.  

I have also been reading the Bible fast as possible and trying to get a good grasp of it at the same time. Okay, I'm worshiping God through His Son Jesus in spirit even though I don't really know what I was reading from not paying attention to it enough from trying to read it fast while thinking about something else. I figure that I'm going to be re-reading the Bible over again as much as I can in my lifetime, so I'm not really stressing about missing some important verses.

I have actually joined a Toastmaster's group and my buddy's programming group which meet weekly. With the Toastmaster's group, I'm going to work on my speaking skills and try to practice some leadership qualities, so I can have better confidence in dealing with problematic people the healthy way. The whole playing Magic: the Gathering thing is something I'm going to limit to for once a week. My deck is pretty much an all-around and efficient deck that controls the game while going for attacking the opponent rather fast. 

Using All Imagination

Losing relationships with some people and them not really considering me a serious friend anymore really sucks! All I need to really do is just make fun of them when the going gets tough and stay honest. Another thing is to just laugh at them for whatever thing they did and go along with the flow. Being agitated and having that adrenaline flow is just a part of me that I don't really want to bother getting rid of. I might as well just save it and use it for something more meaningful then bashing some people who are in denial with me!

Okay problem solved- it's a waste of time imagining other possibilities with some individuals when it's not really going to get there anyway. I'm starting to think more practically now. I have a shot at forcing the girl with the former restraining order to add me as a friend on Facebook. Or better yet, going back to that church again and making a friend with someone there again. It would mean the whole world for me, but I'm not stressing it with having just one particular thing. I see many alternatives just feeding onto my positive ego. After all, I've even gone as far as thinking that if that church building is no longer in service, I'll be happy that they are all gone too!

I have some very strong energy that could turn the tide while dealing with people. I'm not going to waste my time with imagining those things anymore. I don't even care about offending those people now because I'm going to get them to add me as a friend on Facebook anyway. If they don't like it, they can just leave the premises of wherever I found them. I'll make a great friend with someone there anyway. Those particular individuals don't have to be a nice friend to me.

In the meantime, I'm centering my life around reading the Bible and listening to some sermons while I drive around town. Secondly, I'm working out and trying to get some six pack abs along with muscles. I'm dealing with it a little at a time, and it's not hurting that I'm maintaining it consistently. Also, I'm going to do those yoga stretches to improve my posture and try to force my body to grow. It hurts to read up on people saying that it's not going to work and stuff like that. I'm even a little reluctant myself, but the power of the mind is from doing something about it and having enough confidence in forming a relationship with an attractive Christian lady I have yet to find!

Lastly, I have a lot of endeavors that I'm thinking about doing for my pleasure in making money. It's just so fun and why not make a living off of it. Not very many people can say that their jobs are 100% pure fun and absolutely rewarding. Imagining myself being a millionaire and helping people potentially while boosting the economy is a ride that I want to take. Focusing on programming, martial arts, surviving in the woods with minimal resources, being trained to provide medical assistance, and having decent knowledge to provide computer security, there are a lot of directions that I can still go. I'm getting older and towards the end of the road. I might just go with trying to date any Christian lady that I personally like. It won't matter whether I like her appearance or not, but absolutely, I would like to keep in touch with those special gems and marry one of them if I can find the capacity. Basically, I'm disregarding my advice from my parents and older relatives to stick to just Korean girls! I'm going with whatever good thing I can find and seeing if I can settle with her. I'll work super hard to make it work, no matter how much they want to put forces on me to make it hard for me. I'm willing to pay the price to marry and keep around an exceptionally and beautiful Christian lady. If Jesus is putting it in my heart to marry well, then so be it, I accept it.

Trading Result

Out of all 24 pairs that I'm trading on my demo account, I had two stop out on me. With the remaining 22 pairs, 13 of them are currently in the money and the rest are slightly losing. Overall, I'm making some profit today. I don't really know what's going to happen in the future, but I really like this dangerous setup of mine. I'm going to try to keep running with this strategy and analyzing what will be the best way for me to make money in the future. The currency market is always going to be there, so I'm not stressing about rushing into it now. It looks like I could probably verify it will run more smoother by also looking at the 4H chart. I can also maximize my profit by adjusting my lots in accordance with using a tighter stop loss. It's going to be a little more advanced, but it's fun considering how I have this cool aggressive strategy that I'm running with now.

Revised Trading Strategy

I accept that in currency trading there's always going to highs and lows in the business. Unless you have exactly all the information in the world by like being in a bank and have incredibly a lot of money, it's going to be basically impossible to be virtually perfect in each investment.

I pretty much reduced the setup of indicators to what I believe to be the most important piece of the puzzle. I don't care about winning or losing right now, as long as I make profit in the end after I put money in and it's all convenient for me. In addition, this is really just my preference that I'm dealing with here. There's really no sure-fire way and mine is just so different. I guess I'll see if this method holds up as I continue to analyze it. I'm pretty much using the daily chart which is just so easy for me to work with. This ECN broker allows for 24 different pairs to be traded, so I'm trading all of them so far based on this indicator alone just to test it. 

Trading Progress

Right now, I'm letting a professional manage my account. He's slowly rebuilding the funds after having lost more than half of my $2,000 account the first month. I like how he's trading and he said that he's willing to share with me some of his strategies, so I'm really hoping it works out for both of us. 

One of my demo accounts is winning and I'm thinking about putting in real money with that. It's still too early to tell for me. The picture I have above is my system that I have toned down to just three indicators instead of four at the bottom. The familiar ones include the trend lines and stochastic oscillator. I don't think anyone understood what I was talking about.

The one I showed is basically my own doing. I'm trying to put in the least amount of effort to trading, so I have decided to go with the daily chart, so I only need to monitor once per day and whenever I get the chance while being curious. I made some, obvious bad decisions, but it's been a free experience for me without losing anything. I'm still waiting to become consistent with this, before I actually do put in real money. 

Great Working Out Strategy

The ideal amount of push-ups a man should be able to do without taking a break is 77 and for a woman it's 50. Right now, I'm stronger than the ideal woman and with her push-ups. No duh, I'm a man's man or I at least wish to be! I can only do four more push-ups than the ideal woman can, oh well; I'm still weak.

For sit-ups, men and women should both be able to do 80 non-stop. My sister can only do like 20 before complaining. I can only do 65 right now. I'm about 15 away from joining in with the champs!

For running, men should be able to hit 6 min and 30 seconds per mile. It needs to be maintained for at least two miles. I've done it for the first mile, but then blow out during the second mile and get like 7 min and 15 seconds. I'm actually a pretty decent runner from having built endurance while doing marathon training. For women, they need to do run it at 7 minutes and 48 seconds per mile at least twice. Oh man, that's too easy for me! So okay, I've seen some very athletic and female specimen and run right past them to the finish line while I have this slightly chubby body of mine. I impress the ladies with my running skill, ha-ha! It's called true determination and muscle usage while I have a slightly fat tummy.

With my description of doing push-ups, sit-ups, and running at least two miles, I'm doing it everyday by just trying to max out a set of push-ups and sit-ups and then doing a two-mile run. The running part obviously takes the longest for me to finish. It doesn't matter if I'm sore or not. I can still perform this basic routine, and it's been helping me to lose a little bit of weight like only a pound each day from working out. I guess when I stop losing weight from doing this work-out, then that's the day that I became two skinny and my body wants to conserve some fat. I'm going to start changing up my work out once I can hit 77 push-ups and 80 sit-ups non-stop and doing it rather easily and it's all under two minutes for each.

Review of My Last Post

My last post has some embarrassing material and fortunately, I was able to write it without putting down names. I believe that only the people closest to me will be minimally affected by it and that it might be safe to share with the whole world. Originally, I didn't mean to put it on here. I actually left it word-for-word on a section for people who wanted to rant anonymously.

This morning I received an e-mail from a reader that I made his or her day and wished me a happy life. I wanted to boost up everybody's morale or anybody who could benefit out of it, so that's why I made the decision to paste it on here. Whether that was actually meant to be a sarcastic message for me or not, it was still touching to me. I'm looking to be a more positive person, even through my negative outcomes and personal challenges. You really can't win them all, which is where I'm selfish about wanting, but it's turning out to be enjoyable that God is giving me something spiritual to work on with myself.

Dumb Restraining Orders

Out of two dumb restraining orders, I developed a best friend who likes to play Magic: the Gathering with me.

The first one came from a sensitive guy who was my friend and coworker who referred me to his job. I just can't feel bad about it anymore. He wrote in a long e-mail that I pushed his buttons so much and he made me sign in person a paper he wrote with his pencil while he was talking to me in an irritated voice that I would never talk to him again. I went along with it and thought that was that.

Another friend who struggles with being smart in relationships and gets lazy by playing video games tried to intervene for us. He told me I was the better man, and I guess I still am to him because he said he doesn't hang out with him. Whether he's lying about that or not, I got to take photos with him so that doesn't hurt while just hanging out and it got put on his Facebook. He had moments of raising his voice while being in frustration with me in our phone conversations. He then said that I was texting crazy stuff to him. He didn't want to read it because he just complained about how long it was. Anyway with this guy, my old co-worker got mad at him and said that they were no longer friends because of me. I saw this as my window of opportunity to go screw that co-worker. I rushed him at his house. The lucky guy locked his door and roommates were around so I couldn't like grab an ax or something. The next morning at work I said something to him. He was shaking so much all over his body like he was freezing or wanted to go to the bathroom. Anyway, that's what the restraining order said in that I just rushed him. His proof was a blog post that talked about how he felt I was into doing terrorist activities! I guess that's a minus then that an offended and sensitive friend would take something from my blog. It's really hard to incriminate me with everything I have on there now because I consciously give effort to not obviously break the law by making vivid threats. 

The second one isn't that bad as the first because I lost a guy friend who I'm grateful to for having hooked me up with a job. He even let me hit on a girl he was cheating with because he wanted to set his life straight. The girl had a nice body and really ballooned up chest, but her face was a little whack. Anyway, we hit it off according to him. I thought I was just doing him a favor. I kept pressing to go out with her and it worked. She relented to me. I didn't go any further after that. I thought it was going to be too much work, and she seemed still attracted to him. 

The second one came from a church girl who was trying to kick me out of her church. Long story short, I let it default by submitting to the court for three years. After it ended and not making any contact, I heard she went to go extend it and when I went back, the pastor gave me some court papers to try to prove it. Anyway, she failed to get it extended. I was on cloud nine after that. I went back and fluffed my way and just sat there. The cops came in and couldn't take me in while they had me handcuffed. A few people were laughing. No one really came out to check up on me. After two weeks, I dressed in my machine shop clothes, had shades on that made me look like a murderer, and sneaked in the church through the back entrance. The girl with the former restraining order has lousy singing ability. I was debating whether I should or not. I was feeling scared and pressured and even had my phone on record to get the whole sound experience. After hearing her talk like an angry woman who still had some hate in her, I was like I'm going in. I went up on stage, she screamed and was like "AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" The pastor came up and tried to block my entrance path to her, but I wasn't there for her. I ended up throwing a Jehovah Witness Bible at him but it missed. DANG! He had that scared look on his face and then he smiled with laughter. I yelled "Oh shoot!", after his wife got up and scrambled off stage and tripped on the carpet. I got up really fast and ran out the back. A puny guy came out to try to stop me, and he was laughing. I even ran faster and got to my car. 

I never heard from the cops about that incident, but I have the girl's scream on my cell phone. I played it and my buddy's twin brother who is a complete jerk started laughing his tail off with his obnoxious and childish laughter. He wanted to continuously hear it after that, and I'm like forget it all the time. The last thing I've heard about them is that they said it's okay for me to come back, meaning they aren't going to try to force me to leave now and that most of the people who got involved with the court order left the church. They want to force themselves in accepting me because they don't want me to commit a crime that I'll get away with and will massively screw them over while still being accepted by the false god that they worship. 

Some Natural but Funny to Me Plans

Here's one idea that's stirring in my head that makes sense and can be personally funny, while others might think it's natural. I'm going to see if I can settle down with an attractive Christian woman! I don't care about race anymore and my parents saying that I have to be with a Korean woman. They can be offended all they want because it isn't being selfish if you are happy by making the other person happy by being with the person. It's the right type of feeling you should have in the first place!

The last example is where I have an idea that if someone gives me an account of how he or she is bothered and I don't like it, then I can make the person look very bad while making fun of him or her. However, if I need to address a person's sins because it seems highly inappropriate, I can ask the person if he's meaning good intentions while literally laughing about it. If the person agrees to doing something wrong, then it doesn't matter how bad he responds to my lecturing because he's going to still look bad.

Fortunately, I come across pretty nice still to others if I did something wrong to an aggravated person's mind. If the same person can't handle it and tries to get me in trouble, I can make that person look bad by making fun of her! While explaining with my hard-to-argue style, it would be a futile attempt to get me in trouble. I'm no idiot at getting myself in trouble because I don't want to be in jail no matter how mad I get, and secondly, I want to serve God's purpose in this world.

 I practically wasted my time trying to hang out with some slightly odd and challenged Christians. They didn't want me there, and I tried to force myself in. Lesson learned- the focus is on God putting His focus on me and that's how everyone else should think about themselves! I think I placed the love of the people more than God and fortunately, they kicked me out. I'm saying so because the right thing is to put more focus on God than the people. God needs to come first and that's what I was lacking there. Still I made a promise to God that if I become a millionaire with six-pack abs, I'm going to go visit them. I don't care if they call the cops on me again. I'll explain my position while making fun of them and happily leave.

Okay, it's time to put that aside and be committed to good works out of my love for Jesus! I'm going to try to rise early to read the Bible, work out, and then do some boring trading for making a living. I'm going to put aside playful activities for now and do them when I don't have better things to do idealistically speaking. I think I'll just do it sparingly like once a week in playing Magic: the Gathering. Looking at pretty women isn't that fun as trying to be with a pretty Christian lady anymore! I have this really cool programming group that I'm a part of, and I'm looking forward to learning more. Or maybe I can just taunt myself to not entertain myself by doing work and letting that be my motivation to finish my paid work and do a very good job at it. I have a close friend that I get to play Magic: the Gathering with and it's pretty awesome man! I'm going to limit it to once a week or if I have nothing planned the next morning. I'm just going to tell my buddy, I'm trying to be with a pretty lady. He'll understand I suppose and wish me luck even in his misery of not getting to play me. It's about serious commitment and I just need to get used to doing it pretty long term, while living the roller coaster life and setting my sights on pleasing Jesus. Basically, I don't want to start all over again after having gone for awhile. That's my spiritual and natural motivation to not slip up.

Lev 13:36-45

Verse 36 states that the priest will examine the skin to see if the scaly skin has spread all over the patient and if that happens then, the person is declared to be unclean. In addition, the priest might have to look for yellow hair all over the skin. Verse 37 states if the scale stays where it is and black hair starts to grow over it, then it's been healed and the priest calls the person clean.

Verse 38 to 39 mentions how if a man or woman has white bright spots on the skin of the body, then the priest looks for white spots that grow on the skin. If this occurs, then the person is clean. Verse 40 states that leprosy can sometimes cause hair to fall out from the head and forehead. Verse 41 states that even if this were to occur, the person can still be declared clean upon examination.

Briefly, I'm just recalling how Deuteronomy 4:2 explicitly states, "Do not add to or subtract from these commands I am giving you. Just obey the commands of the LORD your God that I am giving you." (NLT)
Likewise, I'm just trying to summarize each Bible verse, even if I don't understand it. I'm not going to try to add or remove anything and be really careful about making my own interpretations or relying on some person who has this so-called godly perspective. I guess trying to learn the Bible verse-by-verse really makes sense for taking that exact approach.

Verse 42 says if the bald head or forehead has a reddish-white sore, leprosy is breaking out. In Verse 43, the priest will examine it to confirm if there's leprosy and in Verse 44, it mentions how the priest will make the verdict of the man being unclean or not. Verse 45 uses the derogatory term, "leper". I'm trying to avoid saying that statement out of wanting to be politically correct, but okay. Does that mean God is an insensitive almighty being after finding that in the Word of God? I guess it's how the heart really takes it, but for me, I believe God to be infallible and unconditionally loving to this world. John 3:16 states that God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only son that whosoever believe in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. Our struggles are really us having a hard time with it and in time it passes anyway. Just the question should really be, can the person really embrace the bad thing he or she is going through?

Losing Friend Poem

The truthfulness and times has its long-lasting effects. Oh the moments that we surely wish to forget. Alas though, they teach us very valuable moments in life. Your sweetness and fruits have not been forgotten. So painful to have lost your friendship, we can't turn back time. Inventions were made to speed up the clock and you're pretty rich as a result.

Positive in perspective, struggles to forget, we can't hold on to one another. For me, it's one of life's most fleeting miseries and mysteries.

Personal Poem

Distant star which sines the brightest.
Flowery scent that grows and never leaves the heart.
Any exchanging of words feel like submissive, joyful moments.
A dove will desirably sit on a hyssop branch for a lifetime.
Even during hourly investments, the heart yearns for you to accept his commitment.
Stirring doubts were portrayed by another blinded soul who would have heralded you if his satisfactions weren't lost.
Your Beauty is like wildfire waiting to be rekindled.
Your Heart's patience, diligence, and innocence fill the atrocious with generosity.