I'm just going to continue to spread my joy around. Keeping myself in constant check is what I yearn to do. I know that deep down inside, I have some selfish motives that really want to be appeased. It's like some people want to be at the center of attention. I think the focus should never be on ourselves because it is just plain foolish to be completely honest about ourselves. We all have some dirty sins that we do not want to let out.
I'm just going to leave it at that because I don't have a lot of time to focus on this thing. Becoming reliant on God is such a wonderful commitment to make. God is awesome, and we should always give our best stewardship. It's not like we cannot have fun in the process.