Life is good, no matter what happens because Jesus will always be there to forgive me for all my mistakes. I am ready to challenge others who challenge me. I have this moral obligation with people's feelings right now. They want to run my life the way they see as fit. Balancing these things with the feelings of others will take some time. I need to keep making mistakes with these small requests that they impose on me. The only way to find myself out is to go down trying and being myself. I believe in high values and standards, but I need to play a little dirty sometimes in a high moral fashion.