Bob is a pretty fake character that I'm making up. Before I go on to talking about other people with their fake names, I will talk about Bob. Bob's mind is so distracted. He has been watching a lot of porn recently and is starting to feel entangled by it. He is in love with this woman Erica and just can't see himself using the pursuit of porn as making this woman happy.
Bob is starting to realize that the world may be different and entangled in this web of deceit. What people claim to make a living out of could actually be a stumbling block to others. Bob needs to realize that there's a true savior out there. Someone who everyone has turned their backs on. He realizes that his mind is currently corrupted and wants to recover without having to claw his way back. He believes that a lot of people downplay his emotions and so getting therapy would be useless. He needs a healing in his life. Bob realizes that when others asked him to leave, he knew that they were at their peril and wrong about the approach. As frustrated or annoyed he was, he tried to solve it using his own resources. He had this guilty feeling all along. This type of living that comes from being filled with depravity. He was confused and wondered if it had to deal with these people telling him things he did not want to hear about.
They were making a big deal out of hot air. The real issue centers around Bob's private life when Bob is all by himself. Bob's coy remarks found on the e-mails with these people have nothing to do with what Bob is feeling guilty about. Bob just needs to center his attention on being right with God. A concept that is totally unheard of. A loving savior who asked the Father to forgive those who crucified him. To Bob, he is starting to realize that being right with Jesus is the way to happiness, forgiveness, excitement, and contentment. No matter what journey Bob has struggled with, Jesus promised the Holy Spirit to work in his life. Mark 10:26-27 says And they were greatly astonished, saying among themselves, "Who then can be saved?" But Jesus looked at them and said, "With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible."