The person inside of me is pretty messed up, and I realize it. These days I'm learning to compensate for how messed up of a person I am. I guess now that I know quite a bit of things, I can make considerations of what my actual desires are and then try to go after them. It's sometimes a pain for me in that I go over some things that have already happened in my head and wonder how I would have done better if I played out the event differently. I guess it's the part that can get a little aggravating and something I mope about slightly inwardly.
I'm no longer getting that longing feeling of changing back the clock. It's time for me to keep moving forward and make peace with those moments where things just that didn't go as planned.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
