I realize that a lot of things don't really work out for me, but at the same time, it feels like a few things make it feel like the stars are aligning. I don't really know how to explain it perfectly, but I can say that I really have no reason to be angry at Hope of God Church in Los Angeles. I mean I'll speak to them nasty and angry when I go see them someday after I complete my oaths to God. I mentioned oaths in a plural sense, so yeah, it wasn't just one oath that I said to God, it was two oaths! Know what they are? I don't have to keep them a secret because I didn't blow up my candles for them.
It's to be a millionaire with a six pack. It's completely irrelevant to that church and that's the whole point. They are irrelevant to my life now.