I guess it's not the end of the world for me and it is really fun with a lot of things that's going on for me. I mean I'm hanging out with girls and actually pretty good friends with them! That's better than being a lonely dude out of the loop somewhere for me.
It's better to do something then not do anything at all. Despite me still feeling sleepy, I guess this is the part where I just need to keep trucking along and putting in the effort. I'm just not consistent because I guess I just feel like I don't have everything that I'm aware of. Yet, I have grown to be very appreciative of what I have here. I guess I'm praising God for it, but I don't have balance that I need.