I don't think I'm good looking and tall enough to ever marry happily to someone beautiful. It's pretty shallow for me to think about being attracted to looks anyway. I'm starting to not worry so much about appearances anyway though. I think my lack of confidence is probably from not thinking my looks are that great, but I figure I could offer quite a bit to the gene pool too.
It's a lot of contradictory thoughts going on for me. With lady friends messaging me voluntarily these days, I'm just wondering how it might really be just a matter of time before I land on someone beautiful, attractive, and nice. Who am I kidding? I'm just half-way there still and need to dedicate myself a bit better to keep climbing my way up.
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