I spent my time digressing about myself with my other posts. It's crazy how that I'm able to really see where I'm coming from and the fact that I'm fully opening myself out there for anyone to come and read this blog, it's amazing with how it's doing me wonders!
A lot of these things I posted are my real true life stories. I guess the story about having an innocent looking church girl go crazy with me would be quite a riot to tell. The problem with it though is that it would probably be a revenge-type deal and just cheap laughs, if I tried to tell the story in the form of a movie. I think I'll just leave it on here and if anybody wants to borrow something from it, then it's on him or her. I don't really need to know about it.
I'm basically looking to work out, read the Bible, make some trades, and then cook something daily. If I make social arrangements with friends, then I will go ahead with doing them. TV and junk food does really get me side-tracked easily. I'm going to have to learn to limit those more often and learn to exercise better self-discipline consistently. In the beginning, I was just too stressed out to even know what the concept of discipline was. Now, I'm so much of an adult about it. I wish I was that disciplined kid in high school because I could have gone a long ways with that in marrying a lot younger than I am now and settling down with kids by now. I have been just missing out on an awesome sex life with a crazy fun marriage. Pornography or googling for very hot women can really side-track me from getting to that point as well.
I think I'm just going to have to shape up and once again just accept that things in the world won't always be happy for me and I will have some down days and that those days are the days where I get to be happy working on my goals while I'm hurting and still thinking about the past that is slowly becoming less of a bother because I'm finding it easier to ignore.
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