A lot of letdowns happen all the time, and it can be discouraging. In those situations, it might be easy for some guys like myself to just plug themselves back into something wasteful like getting off on porn. I can see how it disgusts some ladies because it doesn't deal with them and maybe they haven't met a really pleasing husband in the bedroom! It is supposed to be like something private and a meaningful connection instead of like trying to put on a show for entertaining others while looking hot.
The solution to all of this mess underneath for me is to just focus on being confident while working hard. Even if it feels boring, it's just something you have to commit to sometimes especially with all these little details. I could be a little more vigilant with my decisions to be better successful while utilizing my time.
It looks like I've gravitated back to playing online poker again but this time I'm having fun with messing around with gaining play chips for free and trying to grow into a multi-billionaire and be one of the best players on there. Afterwards, playing low stakes speed poker makes it fun. They are both different worlds but getting a feel for how they can be interconnected really has helped me to appreciate my losing efforts better!
I'm just trying to conveniently make money nowadays and it looks like using my brain to outsmart opponents from engaging in currency trading wars and playing poker without having to do meaningless business chatting has been fun! I also have a developing job where I talk to others and it's also been fun to collaborate for making a big mobile app on the side. I can see that it's great experience and something to put on the resume, along with having some online mini master's degrees on software engineering, development, and design. I'm just trying to make a lot of money while doing something I'm into and staying in shape.
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