It's now apparent to me and about time that I'm feeling irritated at sensing some unfairness directed towards me. I'm ready to even feel more resolved with fulfilling what I want to do quicker.
I'm going to start using these emotions to propel me to greatness with my obtaining my main goals. I'm noticing that I can still work around my current ailments and find something to improve upon even if it takes me a while.
If anything now, it's like if I'm rejected by a girl I want to try dating then I'm only going to feel greater resolve to get there so I won't be giving up on finding someone else who is supposedly better for me. I have the total self-confidence and enough positivity under my belt to work hard for it even though I'm a short guy which is going to be already naturally rejected by several ladies. My only defense is that I'm very confident I have normal genes based on my physical appearance.
Maybe my soulmate isn't that great of a person from what she likes to call herself and being sometimes full of it. Yet, she's my soulmate and I'm never letting that go forever. It's just that I don't need to be with her to be happy.
