I now feel that it's urgent for me to reach my main personal goal as fast as possible, so I don't leave my soul friend/soulmate hanging. These emotions are from being sensitive about how she's dating someone and I don't yet. I also want to reach my goals, so I think this is helping me with giving me that extra push I need to stay vigilant.
I'm not feeling impatient about all of this and willing to keep myself pushing forward. It can also be that I need a break from my special friend.
