4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman.
- Buy a single family home.
- Do some smart cooking.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
- Read a book
- Finish my software engineering related courses.
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I'm someone who will make adjustments after doing something that might be uncomfortable to another person. Basically that person can't handle me because he or she is being like a whiny brat. I think we all have that little kid inside of us, but for myself, I don't go off right away. I like to hold it in because well, I'm usually very shy to bring it up until I can't handle it anymore! From being confident, I have let it out right away especially if I naturally dictate the situation isn't that serious. Most recently, I lambasted a friend because I rejected all of his dating advice and did it publicly to his humiliation. My close friend wasn't helping by siding with him because I hate her advice too at the moment. She accepted me saying I'm not comfortable and she's heard me multiple times already. She practically smiled at me in respect and acceptance.
The guy's confidence was visibly shaken. In my similar conflicts, the other person ends up getting offended by me because I'm transferring all that negative energy I felt onto people I'm at this point with and they usually don't know where it came from because obviously, they are being stupid about not being able to notice their own behavior while remembering and accepting it.
Does it mean that they are bad people? Not necessarily with just this much information already presented but this is the conflict that has culminated with my end stage of ripping them apart and then they go away quietly and want to hide out in some dark corner for at least a little while. I have become a lot better at explaining so sometimes it's like I know this and you see it too now with what I just told you so you are forced to accept it and move on but maybe not in the way you intended with me originally because of my influential personality with explaining and doing things pertaining to my relationships. I have learned this about myself and intend to fully take advantage of it. If you have it then might as well, if it's useful for particular situations even if others don't quite have it down already like you do.
