4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman.
- Buy a single family home.
- Do some smart cooking.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
- Read a book
- Finish my software engineering related courses.
- Organize room more
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Based on a friend being so butt hurt about something unusual, it's a guy and I made him mad because I said that all of his dating advice makes me feel uncomfortable! I also made him feel embarrassed by berating him in front of others about it. I didn't notice at the time, but he struggles to be a positive person and is a very stubborn individual when things don't go his way while wanting to paint only good things about himself and always feel this way in a selfish manner. He might struggle with being a little narcissistic and maybe underneath, he struggles with true self-confidence and having acceptance of anyone with an open mind. I think there are plenty of people in this world who might feel like he does and his older sister who is a soulmate of mine is even worse!
This soulmate really messed herself up and was verbally abused by her last ex in her failed marriage. There's even some allegations that could potentially be made by her having been criminally assaulted but she decided to never officially report anything. She pretty much screwed herself over with what she thought was true love and somewhat became like civilized white trash even though she would appear to be an average Asian to go on dates with! I guess it's not that bad of a description that I would get myself in trouble for. However, I won't ever be officially speaking of it like this. She has emotional problems and is going to vent to someone at almost an inappropriate scale after establishing what she knows is an unbreakable one-way street (it's always going to be more in her favor) while saying this and that and having her moment of being stubborn and not open-minded about moving forward while feeling like staying on great terms.
She's basically kept on her toes by people she wants to stay friends with and aren't comfortably close to her yet but one of her true colors is that she can be a rude person. She loses friends and blocks it out of her mind while thinking of it as something common. However, she can feel guilty so will allow for amends sometimes. I think she is dealing with some abandonment and anger issues while denying any of its claims and saying that she's fine. She really is stubborn as well and struggles to always be positive because she can't do it on her own. She has become mentally unhealthy from a relationship point-of-view and is looked up to by her brother who feels close to her but the brother is still better poised than she is. They both have this issue that they could grow out of but I doubt they see it as anything good to work on with themselves and thus have a deal breaker that some people can sense and will act accordingly to while they choose to always deny it with their friends!
I have already brought it to their attention in a different way but hope a little tough love with a more gentle touch from me will motivate them both to be lovely more consistently.
