The Proper Behavior

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I figured out something that may help me a lot in particular with annoying situations that bother me a lot from what some friends do to me sometimes.

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I've had some friends just be really annoying by being persistent about wanting to give me advice over areas that I have no interest in discussing with them about. They seem to have a hard time picking up my friendly clues and think that they have something great to offer me. I can be turned off by people who come across as confident with their one size fits all approach and like to discuss my personal life that I always feel uncomfortable talking about. 

I've learned something that works so well for me from a recent date with a decent woman who turned out to have something weird about her, which made her call off any more future dates after having some second thoughts about it. Oh well, nobody's perfect. 

The trick I learned is to look to give the best advice that I can give for that friend on the same topic if he or she is bugging me with their own advice. It has worked out very well for my personality and is the right fit for me, so I don't really need to get so antsy about it anymore, which I think is very uncharacteristic of me. 

From putting this into use, the friend isn't in the mood to talk about it with me anymore. She gets annoyed with me telling her my own advice, so I've made my point with her effectively by telling her she does it to others as well. She really can't complain about it either behind my back and probably has been thrown back by it. 

In addition, this approach is working for me as well when I'm feeling angry with any individual. It doesn't matter if the person wants to listen to me or not. I'm happy to be affirming my own personal identity wisely in a confident manner. 

I've finally cracked this mystery for myself that has made me feel so negative about having personal relationships all these years. 

It really came from going on a date with a lady who portrayed herself as someone decent and initially interested in me! I have some interest now in going on more of these dates with these expendable women. 

Staying Focused and Keeping in Check

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am figuring out what to maintain some self-discipline in.

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For my current goals, I do want to marry well with a good lady. I also want to be financially set so I won't have to ever depend on anyone else for it. I think I'm open-minded to any great ideas but I don't think I know anyone else in person who can think a lot smarter than me while wanting to not risk it that much. 

I'm practically on my own with trading and investing. I am also having a lot of fun and relying on some recommendations from a subscription I regularly receive daily.

New Way to Deal With It

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm doing a lot better at letting things go.

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For the things that bothered me in the past, I'm taking a more conservative and less intrusive approach. I think it's better for me to do things as least as possible while dealing with things that I find to be bothersome. 

For a friend's birthday that is coming up, I haven't really spoken to her in a while but I think there's something wrong with her. It's like her style of being about what she wants and complaining about not getting it in a diva-like manner is pretty annoying while thinking about it! I'm not really going to hit her up, unless she or someone else invites me out and then I'll feel obligated to.

I think the best way to combat annoying people who are trying to give advice is to basically try to give them better advice than theirs for their own lives. I have managed to feel a lot better from doing this, while not being so annoyed by them anymore. 

Going to Work Eventually

  4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm getting around to making it happen!

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I have noticed from the person I dated that she told me that my strong points I have are a decent amount of empathy and understanding along with being highly driven. This is pretty nice because I think I'm a catch. I think she probably felt that she didn't measure up enough to be with me, which is totally fine!

I learned that since I don't like advice that annoys me, then I might as well give advice back that tops it as best as possible! If the other person gets annoyed then I can bring up how they are giving advice and point out its flaws which will probably get the other person even more frustrated to the point of never giving me annoying advice ever again! Plus, I get to be my generous self by offering the best advice I think I can give to the best of my ability! I can expect a payout on a high rise or downfall. It's such an excellent plan. 

This is so awesome in that I'm solving these types of problems naturally from just being open-minded about going on a date with anyone who might be good enough while asking questions that interest me. 

This is awesome because I think I'm seeing myself more of a catch and with some female friends I'm around as not really that ideal. Nobody's perfect but there is this ideal state that I think plenty of young women already have, so I might have to marry a little young to be with an attractive one. 

I think what's really going to bump me as I'm polishing these great qualities that I have to offer is working out and being rich. Also, I can still try to dish out great advice as a defense mechanism whenever something goes wrong. I'm noticing that a few people have been doing it around me from critiquing them. I think it's the right way to stay calm, along with having an open-minded sense of humor. 

Being Excited

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I have made an important connection for myself with dating. 

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I'm very excited to be working on becoming successful with my side job of investing and trading. I find it to be giving me a sense of sereness.

I really ought to be combining my main job and this a lot. I'm just trying to always improve which is my main thing and be efficient at it while gaining more. 

I think a soulmate I used to hang out with has her limitations even though I used to admire her for talking about them. I think she does it for a point of self-validation. It does make her come across as a little needy for attention and self-centered. She hasn't shown herself to be that well composed after her last divorce and I think she's going to be like a broken record for the rest of her life because of it. I was very close to her so I noticed these unwanted changes in her and it just became too much for both of us after I snapped one day and then texted a couple invective jokes to relieve myself of the angry buildup I felt with her. 

I still consider her a friend for life, but just someone I'm not going to be around for a while longer. It just depends on how soon I reach my goals because I'm very serious about it. Once I do, which might be likely, it's probably going to have some more effect on people I haven't seen that I don't know about yet. I think the ones who were annoying me are going to be less nosy with me but I could be to them and they might close themselves up from not being at my level anymore and also because of my natural ability to be able to contend against them. 

Stuff I Think Works With Dating

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I have made an important connection for myself with dating. 

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It looks like I finally had a successful zero date with someone after a long time and being pretty conscientious about what I was doing. A lot of it really deals with agreeing on the main important things and being able to meet the end of the other person on what creates chemistry for them. 

Some people are ultra cool whereas some might be quite shallow about wanting a person to look a certain way. They really can't help themselves being that way and it does feel offensive but what can you really do about it. I think it's better to just accept and be understanding of them while moving on from it. 

For my own happiness, I have realized that letting go of my own superficial concerns is helping me to be myself and be more open-minded to dating random ladies who are interested. It really doesn't matter to me about appearances anymore. I'm willing to always give it a chance if I'm available. 

So with this one girl who gets attracted to me sometimes and also quite overweight, I think she looks like a young cutie still when she straightens out her natural curls. I don't think she's someone I want to fall in love with and not because of anything shallow. It really just has to do with my own dating preferences.

I'm starting to realize for myself that superficial preferences are shallow and offensive to me, but some people are still going to try to justify themselves over it. There's nothing I can do about it and I'm probably not going to be with them anyway so it helps me out with my own frustration to call them shallow and then try to be both accepting and understanding of it. 

Main Things to Work On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I felt like I am making some great gains to keep in pace with my life.

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1. Read.

2. Push ups and max pull-ups. Wear an ab-toner belt for an hour.

3. Brush teeth and put on minoxidil and hair loss prevention stuff twice.

4. Drink a cup of coffee if necessary. 

This is pretty much my minimum that I want to work on every evening on a work day for now. 

On an Excited Path to Financial Freedom

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I felt like I am making some great gains to keep in pace with my life.

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It looks like I'm ready to change gears with a highly risky venture in crypto. I've made some profit by almost doubling it, so I have been able to stay ahead this year with my overall portfolio in this bear market. I'm ready to cash out and transfer it into the more profitable stocks I believe in. 

I'm ready to become financially independent as soon as possible! I have the support I need and enough savings in my portfolio to do it. 

Staying Open-minded

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I have made some big steps to building my wealth. 

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What I have been considering now is that my confidence is even better than before because I think my affirmations work in a selfish sense with dating. Like if I don't match a person's dating preferences then I won't mind. If it's because I look like some part and I have found out about it later, then I'm going to call that person shallow in my head and move on with an accepting and understanding heart as best as possible. It's still not going to affect my confidence either way now. 

I'm starting to see how this is all panning out for me, so in a sense I'm not worried about being a short Asian anymore. I would rather focus on obtaining my goals and continuing to meet some like-minded women while trying to experience authentic romantic chemistry. I am very open minded to it while also realizing that I have some dating preferences as well. I am not going to be shallow about appearances at all even though it is a preference while being open-minded to it and always giving it a chance. Actually for me, the bosom is the most attractive part and it seems like any size will work for me after I get a glimpse of it while it is fully clothed. 

I hope my meetup/face-to-face initial encounter goes well today. I have my fingers crossed honestly. My strategy is to just be myself and confirm a lot of the things I said about myself on my profile because I want to come across as someone who always tries to walk the talk! I like to try to keep my own words about myself. 

Meeting Up With a Woman

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

It looks like I'm able to justify my reasoning quite well and persuade someone annoying to stop trying to change my mind and have it go her way instead! 

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Well, I feel like in the real world which is my social life with family/friends, acquaintances, and strangers that I don't really want to open up about my dating life that much if I can help it. There are certain people who are just plain annoying to me whenever they talk about it and should finally learn to abstain from talking about it with me. 

On this site, since I'm anonymous, I think I'm going to open up about my expectations. I'm not really going into it with wanting a woman to look a certain way anymore. I don't really care so much about appearances and it's been getting this way ever since I realized how sad it is to be shallow. I'm not counting my experiences of feeling like some women were shallow towards me. I think that's still expected! I want to be accepting and understanding while making fun of them underneath about how shallow they are and just move on without holding any thing against them. 

With this next girl I'm meeting, I think she's a beautiful and rare person to meet from my first impression but I really don't know how it's going to go. I feel like I'm ready to get it on and go dirty all night long with her too. However, I just need to know if she's a pretty strong born-again believer and if she is then I think we might have ourselves a winning couple. If not, then I'll still give it an open-minded at bat to see what happens!  

With the looks department, I'll be honest in spilling that I've been liking this squishy and round area near the bosom! I like it rather large, but most recently, I've been just as attracted with the smaller ones too. They still work as long as you can still see some crease on the outside with the clothes they are wearing! Once I have seen the crease, it doesn't matter if they wear clothes later that cover this crease- I'm sold! I used to like the small ones but then I became used to liking the bigger ones better and now I'm just back to liking them both! The bigger ones might sink by like a mile later on in life so not sure what mood that would put me in, but I'm open-minded about seeing what happens if I did end up with a woman like that and she still wants to stay all-natural. 

I'm willing to do no holds bar this time with this lady I'm about to meet. I already did this open-mindedly with this one pretty lady who has been greeting me so nice and friendly. I can't risk asking out the later because I don't want my daily routine to become awkward if she turns me down. I just hope I don't end up doing something to shame myself with. I would rather strike out while giving it all my best this time around with this happy minded intent of constantly doing it pretty hard and wild. I want to also learn some things that may have got her interested in me to go out on a date. 

Happily Grinding It Out With a Peace of Mind

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

It looks like I affirmed a pretty simple vision of making a lot of money fast. 

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It's come to this point where I have a pretty cushy job right now from having put in the necessary crunch work when it was like all eyes on me. At this moment in time, I really want to keep on developing and helping out this company to the point that my work would be so sufficient enough that I won't need to be relied upon anymore.  

My personal challenge is really managing my time well and trying to put things together. I think if there's really nothing else to do then I can complete some ongoing projects. I have a strong personality underneath with a calm demeanor that I like to show off most of the time. 

Trying My Best and Never Giving Up

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

It looks like I affirmed a pretty simple vision of making a lot of money fast. 

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I honestly don't know who is still keeping up with this blog, but if someone has been with me all this time then wow, it sure is interesting how I have never even heard from that person about this. I also turned off commenting privileges because it turned me off back when I was only seeing donuts for a while!

I think I'm probably the only person in the world posting something everyday on this blogger site. Plus, I'm definitely not popular or anything or maybe a bunch of bots visit this site daily with an indifference to do routine archive. It doesn't matter because what kept me going was seeing visits on this site increasing which doesn't have anything to do with my own!  

I'm now doing this as like muscle memory and it's turned out to be quite healthy for me mentally. Like I know who I am a lot better and confidently. The ones who have challenged me haven't been able to put up much of a fight because it's already silly to begin with and they don't know me any better than I already do for myself!  

Things to Improve On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am putting in work and keeping up with reaching my goals while seriously happy about working through this process. 

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What's great is that even though it's in the back of my mind, I can let go of annoying people who made me so mad from just being annoying by telling me what they think is the best thing to do like they didn't have anything else better to do. Bad and annoying advice is something I seriously have a problem with being open-minded about. 

Looks like I have bought some tools to help manage my electricity better because I think it would be fun to do that. I'm ready to read another book as well. It's time for me to just do that and work out a bit while working on gaining more knowledge to make money and have some fun at it. 

Building Confidence

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm starting to be able to relax better and then work on reaching my goals.

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I feel good underneath and this whole confidence building thing is necessary for me to go after a charming girl. Whether it goes well or not once I get to that point, the thing is that I'm not going to be hurting that badly if it doesn't. This is the whole point of building my confidence to start getting serious about dating. 

I'm fantasizing good things and able to be open-minded so far about loving this beautiful lady. Asking her out is something I can't risk losing out on because then things will become awkward for me because it's work-related. Once I have what I think I need then I think I'm going to be able to bail and go with other options. 

Happy Valentine's- Small Steps for Me to Work On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am working on small steps to apply for myself and improve. 

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It looks like I'm open-mindedly having relationships with ladies. It works for me since I'm looking for the one to spend my time trying to provide for this happiness and pleasure that I can give her as high as I can while doing it consistently and looking to keep on improving at it! 

I want to focus on reading and growing in knowledge so I'm going to have to lay off some TV, even if it's entertaining or informative. Eventually, I want to start going into working out as well and improving all areas with myself. 

This one guy who said he wanted to mentor people and was trying to do it to me was very annoying! I should tell him that one day and how I never had to use any of his opinions or rely on any of his encouragement which he thought was good advice. Plus, how he was a party pooper and is a carrier of some obvious social negativity gene that he had a hard time covering up with me. We are all going to get there sooner or later if we put our mind to it or die trying to be happy as long as you feel like you didn't waste your time. It's also how I will see that I surpassed him already. If a person doesn't want it, then it's for the better to not waste your energy on him and apologize for any inconveniences. He failed to recognize this, so he still has to go a ways further besides just saying how he wants to really mentor someone and then try to do it on anyone in his warm circle who he sees has the least path of resistance. Obviously, he failed to truly see any of my greater potential!

He's not really going to be able to say anything after trying to get past me! It's sweet revenge at a low minor level of playing a competitive game that he never wanted to be a part of. It resulted in this because of his poor personal conduct. I will tell him to share all this with his girlfriend, mistress, or wife and anyone else and then let them all have a good laugh! He's probably going to try to keep quiet about it while trying to move on quickly or accept it. Either way it goes, I have changed this game theory approach to work in my favor. 

My Two Things for Living a Fulfilled Life

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm learning to properly differentiate bigger and smaller matters while being able to let go of the smaller ones well.

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I have only two things that I need in life. One of them is what I already have, which is my faith in this perfect being. It's real to me and how my life is improving because of him- Christ. My life is doing fine. 

Secondly, it's money. With money, it will afford me options to travel and connect with people that will match my sentiments similarly if where I'm at won't cut it for me. I believe if I can't find love that well because of the current culture I'm stuck in then I can go somewhere else which will be cooler! I will have a lot of options and even be able to support my family. I'm someone who doesn't mind spending money and giving over to a great cause. I just don't want to worry about money and how it's so tight and limits you from obtaining certain important things. 

Finding a Happy Niche

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm learning to properly differentiate bigger and smaller matters while being able to let go of the smaller ones well.

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I'm understanding what I'm trying to do with my life in a consistent manner. I'm very open-minded about finding love with a woman, of course. I'm not stuck on the past so much anymore. It's a great feeling to have. I'm letting things go a lot better and working towards achieving where I want to be. 

For the most part, I have a very healthy fantasy with a beautiful lady who likes to greet me warmly whenever I pass by her at work. For the time being, trying to make a move on her will feel too awkward if everything doesn't fall properly into place. I want to continue fantasizing good thoughts with her and being motivated to work harder at getting to where I want to be. 

Interesting Thought

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I came up with a very good decision that also fits my emotional needs.

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For the most part, in the end it really comes down to wanting my main goals which is being financially stable, fit, and having myself a lovely woman who is committed to me as a wife and into getting it on! 

I think putting most of my time into trying to get ahead would be better than playing something and losing at it unless it's a passion. 

Finding Solid Motion

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm starting to visualize and act on what I want to happily do with my life.

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There's a few basics that I'm working on but for the most part, it's been consistent even though I'm missing it on a daily basis. My mind can be distracted from having these thoughts of wanting to engage in a pleasurable thing with the lady who already married me. It's not that I'm married because I'm not even there yet. 

The thing that's keeping me from getting there is that I want to live on my own comfortably with plenty of money. I want to feel a lot of confidence from having actually done it. I'm enjoying the process of getting there, so I'm still occupied. At the same time, I'm very open-minded about most of the women I've stayed in touch with. It seems like seven is already a plentiful number and exchanging a few "I love you's" already with a couple of these close friends hasn't really affected our relationship in any bad way. Instead, it's sort of enhanced my chances of seeing them around more often whenever we both feel ready. 

Finding a Passion and Grinding It Out

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm starting to wise up while accepting responsibility. 

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I think my passion for making money is literally investing and trading. During my down time, I really want to focus on getting better at my IT work. 

While playing Poker, I noticed something different. On playing for fun, I do well but when it comes to trying to make money, I run into very stiff competition or someone in the field just seems to catch better cards resulting in me losing money through bad luck which can be streaky. It's pretty boring when I'm not winning.

If I'm going to sit there being bored and going to be grinding on something, then I might as well gamble my time with education and regular work! 

Pursuing After Passions for a Living

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am trying to make conscious, smart decisions to get ahead. 

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I don't think there's really any need to watch TV anymore when I get home. It's probably just eating dinner and then getting to do some reading. Eventually, I want to add in some time to work out. 

I would like to get ahead as well, so all of these things are so important to me. It looks like I have a strong interest in making money in legal zero sum games. I think I just want to play as safe as I can to the best of my ability.