4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
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What did I do right today?
I am starting to understand how to maintain a proper attitude to keep a nice work ethic.
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I guess I really want to connect with someone special while being patient about the process and not being so butt-hurt if it looks like I have to move on. I feel like for all the shallow ladies who I'm never going to be with because my appearance doesn't match their standard, I can still be at a physical advantage in the present and have more potential tomorrow, just because I'm a guy. I can even keep on playing at this angle while attacking these shallow ladies through mockery and showing forth the goods that I have accomplished compared to what they don't have and just advise them to never bring it up while saying that I'm better and going to always be happier because I'm a go-lucky short dude which is still better than being a shallow lady at the very least!
For my close girl friend who has anxiety and will complain about this if I ever bring it up, it turns out this is within my personal legal rights to be able to say it like this and that she's just a hater and would need to continue toughening up. I can also state that she has problems caring about me for who I am because she's going through a mental issue!
I feel a lot of self-motivation underneath and strength along with great willpower and drive. I think I surely am like most common people in this world- lucky!
For the most part, I want to make a lot of money now and find it to be fun and not that pressure inducing anymore. I also want to continue practicing speed reading and hanging onto good books while letting go of the ones I buy that don't really work for me as I thought they would.
I basically want to learn things that I'm interested in and still holding onto some books that I won't be getting through any time soon and still find to be valuable. The two biggest things I want right now are financial independence and finding myself a great girlfriend. Also, I want to optimize my looks from working out and applying hygienic products.
This way if a girl still rejects me for my short height then I will feel at liberty to mock her if she isn't that successful as I am. I may still be able to attack at an angle from being stronger, healthier, and more athletic than her. Like I could say, if there was an Olympic event against me she would no doubt lose and her standard of measuring is her own that has led to her own demise; also, I could probably compete with her man and end up winning. How weird she really is to me! (I'm thinking about how I would interact with a terrible soulmate.) I could also maybe attack an angle by saying from being financially independent, I have all this free time in the world to constantly put in the time to make myself stay happy. By making them feel jealous, I'd be like I'm still better than her and she's shallow and she shouldn't bring this shallowness up with any of her guy friends who don't meet her standards or else they will feel inspired to do something like this and mock her later with humorous results while her perceived worthiness gets lowered in her own social circle. A terrible soulmate of mine is acting like this currently!
These are all secondary and cool feelings that can personally motivate me to get to the finish line. I will also have the option to do this if I want to let it out in the open after I get there. For the time being, I am avoiding this terrible soulmate and her moronic younger brother until I get there. This time I want to be a man of my word besides just going against it and deeming myself a failure, even though I'm ready to walk back into their lives with all this useful personal energy. They might not even be able to handle it too well from thinking it's too unsubtle to be around at this time.
