4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
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What did I do right today?
My mind seems to be working a lot sharper these days.
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It looks like I may have bought a few books that I no longer really see as beneficial because I came across something that supersedes them already. I'm ready to pawn these books at a used book store and get new ones!
No longer do I really care so much about being better than everyone. I just want to do enough to feel happy!
With a close friend, I guess I was pretending to be like a big brother to her while she was acting annoying again with her mental issues of getting confrontational that I ended up not really sounding like a big brother at the end, but really more of an annoyed friend making fun of her implicitly while giving her advice at the same time. She responded to my advice in a sarcastic manner. I did try to pretend to be like a big brother because I just felt that it would be cool, but I guess I'm not, which is still okay and comfortable for me.
The reason why I'm okay with this big brother role is because she's never going to be an ideal catch for me no matter what she does. It doesn't matter to me how many attractive things she does to boost her image or looks, she's not ideal to be partners with anybody in my opinion! I'm never going to tell her this and neither am I going to say this in private in person to anyone.
I'm just leaving it all here and on this dumb little anonymous blog that I don't care who wants to read! I'm not even mentioning her name which is what makes it more fun for me by protecting everyone's identities now.
Except for Crazy Lee who I think deserved to be outed but I guess that's another story to tell. She can't get me in trouble and I'm sticking my hands somewhere that I don't remember how to finish this sentence!
