4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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What did I do right today?
I am finding my way to great riches.
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When it comes to head-to-head competition and it deals with a win-or-bust situation, it's great to win but if you're losing a lot then you're likely to crack and give it all up sooner or later no matter how good you thought you were. This is the natural illusion that I feel while playing Poker. It's great to always be ahead or get lucky and then win some money, but when you lose then it can feel like it really doesn't matter how good you were to put yourself in any favorable situation.
I can see how this constant negative bickering with yourself or others from being a bad loser can have a detrimental effect on you mentally. It's just part of the game and something you should learn to deal with, but it probably wouldn't be that surprising to anyone else if it eventually becomes too overwhelming for them.
It's naturally just the format and my pet peeve must be that I don't want to feel like I wasted a lot of effort and not feeling rewarded for it. If this is the feeling that I'm getting, then it must be that I'm never meant to play it at such an elite level. I should honestly just relax more and think of it as like I'm gambling for only a little fun and to maybe have some laughs poking myself if it doesn't go my way.
For someone known as the Poker Brat, he does a lot of whining when he loses a hand to the point that it looks like he would be advised to go see a therapist about it. It's just that it seems like he's putting on an entertaining facade because he never went anywhere all these years. He's probably still happy to do what he loves to make a living at the end of the day and maybe feels lucky to be one of the most successful professional players in the game. As annoying as the Poker Brat already seems, we don't have to respond in a like manner when we're faced with similar tough losses.
