Finding Right Opportunities

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I have been learning to apply a mental strategy that I haven't been too familiar with in a while. It's called open-mindedness.

To me, open-mindedness allows me to be open and have no hard feelings about whether I'll be in a future close relationship with my very close female friend who has vocalized and also shows some affection for me, even though she's already in another committed relationship. In an actual sense, being open-minded has been naturally keeping me mindful!

I'm open-minded about doing it all with her and also cool with her other serious relationship blossoming. If I end up being happy with someone else then I'm not really going to feel bad if she breaks up later either. It's just all from having an open state of mind.   

Putting Mom's Practical Advice into Place

 4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I first asked my close friend but she doesn't know where our relationship will lead to, so I'm not sure if she doesn't feel it's safe to talk about it. I ended up asking my mom next and she said that I need to work on reaching everything I'm supposed to do and want in a timely manner. 

It makes a lot of sense that I'm quite weak at that. It's going to take a lot of hard work and keeping a strong head on my shoulders. My mom really doesn't know where I lost this sense of timeliness but it sure has been killing me quite a bit. 

I think what it comes down to is connecting with the most important things and also having a love for doing them if possible while they make a meaningful contribution. It sort of needs to be like a daily grinding session for me. 

Another Message to Peers

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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This is titled as "On a Side Note".

Only a few of you are naturally capable of being able to take the time to be patient with me and being able to recognize the areas I'm sensitive in and then respect it.

Almost all of you guys breached my boundary of wanting to be my own individual at one point of our interactions. I was too shy to say something because I wanted to be nice to you guys. When it's too much, you have to say something and I couldn't because of wanting to protect my own manly image in a selfish way. By the way, it isn't that healthy not to say something because it eventually made me fall into some anger and selfishness. 

I'm better than most at bouncing back with my emotions and keeping it in check in real time. This is why my affirmation is that when it comes to texting people to settle any type of drama and comparing their thoughts and feelings to mine, they can be naturally dumb so I should take the time to talk to them in person about it. 

This is what I intend to do with you guys but since I've kept this thread going for so long, I know I have the ability to grow on people who like to stick with me for whatever reason, whether it was for a good or bad one.

Getting Over Dumb Things

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think over the past few months I just haven't been able to help it but just text former friends who made me mad over things that just make them feel drama. I have been practicing talking over the phone with my close friend which is a bonus. From talking to her grouchy self, she's going to say some negative things out of holding onto so much stress but that was never intended by me to be honest. I just don't know what she's processing sometimes. She's a little different but she does hold a lot of patience and probably enough compassion for me. 

Confronting drama is a tricky subject but I have been learning that it's okay to let go of bad friends and to also learn to be a better person if you were bad. 

I was so angry and selfish about a few things but from just confronting my intended targets with what I just wanted to text them whether they read it or not. I can say that it felt great even if they weren't able to grasp my M.O. while finding themselves in a panicked and annoyed state of mind. 

For my close friend, I have chosen to refrain from texting her when I'm mad. I'm going to always meet her in the middle since this is a natural issue for her. I didn't get it, even though she's been acting hypocritical at times but I happily accept everything about her and am also open-minded. We are definitely not alike in many different ways. 

Using Powerful Visualizations

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think it's awesome to practice affirmation and visualization on a daily basis. What I don't like is when friends say they are this and that with "I am" speeches. It doesn't really come across as very honest to me; plus, nobody is perfect. It almost feels like it's out of line, but I think I can accept it now with my close friend. I mean that I'm becoming very open-minded about her since I think she's very special to me. She's already told me that it's what she wants to always obtain or justify in herself. 

Since she's seeing a therapist and that it's working at keeping her happy, I'll also let it be with anyone who has been in therapy sessions while moving forward. I can accept it with open arms now!

For myself, these "I am" speeches are something I want to keep privately with things that I want to focus on while always in the present. I think it's a very powerful mental tool after figuring out what you want and connecting it to your heart. 

Liberating Message I Sent to Mostly Dumb Peers!

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I don't need most of you guys to add me on Facebook. Clearly this whole time, there's a couple on here who are just the control part, meaning they feel like my totally normal ones in my relatively small sample size of 20 in scientific terms.

That's what I would want the most before going on my way but there's a bigger purpose in this universe that I felt connected to. I believe it's my job to tell you guys and anyone I come across and there is a relation to being in a relationship with me whether it's having been acquaintance, family/friend, and past loved one or someone I dated. 

If you cut off communication with me, then you were never meant to give me any type of advice. Experts clearly don't need to do this. If you didn't do this out of feeling anger and selfishness, then please go see a therapist! It would be a projection of your own personal decision upon a different person (external and not yourself) and treating yourself poorly. There's some natural self-discovery that you have yet to be enlightened by. 

I can respect your space with whatever you feel angry and selfish about in this incident. It's your right. My door is completely open to talking again whenever you feel ready. 

I will communicate this in person for vocal explanation so I can confirm all this to every intended person I can reach.

Practicing Affirmation

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

New Steps of Improvement

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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With my close friend, now that I know what was always bugging the heck out of her and thanks to her patience and willingness to stick it out while developing feelings for me, I have to treat her special now and approach it better whenever I have any issues that practically tick me off about her in the future and I really just have to get it out of my system. 

I see this as an opportunity to grow and treat others how they should be in the first place. With some better language and thoughtfulness whenever I'm really angry at them. It seems like it can't ever be done by some people, but I know I'm capable of doing it and really want to. Practicing this art with my close friend  who loves me and I have already spent a lot of time managing a very fun relationship with plenty of confusing conflicts to sort out is going to get it done! 

She's a very special person, like some type of milestone friend that I've been waiting for all my life. We both don't want to ever lose each other as friends. 

After being able to pull off doing well to resolve another lingering issue that makes me mad with her, I want to try these skills and natural talents I pick up on bigger fish like Crazy Lee. At this point, that's her nickname to me but I wonder how I could figure out resolving this conflict of telling her plainly I feel this way about her. 

I think I might just need to avoid texting and only speak to her in person while calling upon all of my refined abilities and experiences while knowing what I'm really doing if I am able to reach her. Otherwise, move on if I can't. 

Changing Love Dynamic

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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I've been describing my relationship with a close friend. It turns out that I believe she has true feelings for me. I don't know when it happened but she's told me that she really likes me a lot, has a soft spot for me, and even loves me consecutively whenever there was a repeated and similar conflict between us. She's always been the one to bring it up with me. 

I didn't get for a while what she was so bothered by with me because I kept on unwittingly repeating it and she was pretty bad about explaining it while being so emotionally restless and just venting about it with me. I didn't see it for the longest time because it's like you had to see it under your nose with some clues. I probably didn't really want to or ruled out this possibility naturally because I was thinking she was just being annoying. 

From just talking to her, I finally came to some intuition and stated that it's not really about the actions that count but also what you could be feeling. She confirmed this. I never thought my words would have so much weight but it really does to her. I mean I fully accept her and am very open-minded about being in a serious and physically intimate relationship with her. She doesn't know this and I don't wish to reveal it like that. It's a little complicated since she's in another relationship. It's a been-there-and-done-that situation. I don't think it's going to be hard at all to respect her in this area for the rest of my life, even if I am mad at her.  I don't ever need to stoop that low, now that I really know. I'm good at holding my tongue especially if I already know it's going to mean the end of the world for someone. 

I have no clue how many I sent to go see a therapist by now, but I could have contributed to a few already without really knowing. She's one of them, and it's a shame because I now know that she has strong feelings for me. It's also about how I believe I would always be with her if she wanted me to. 

It was difficult to discern with all her emotional buildup and excess colorful words flying at me all this time, but she never wants to feel let down with a text message that makes her feel disrespected which comes from me. It really makes her feel excess stress and guilt. It took a long time to realize this, and I'm glad she was patient enough to stick around to hopefully communicate it someday properly with me. She was close to revealing it in simple terms last time it happened, but it was enough for me to finally pick up on it this time without her having to tell me so directly. I think she was on her last legs there too. 

Thawing Back into Place

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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Right now, I just want to be frozen in motion because I feel so good underneath with everything that transpired. I put a little work into and used what was given to me to make the best of my situation. It feels great to feel like a winner. I think I'm ready to move on now.

In this universe, I believe that my job is to inform these unfortunate frenemies that they were never meant to give me any type of advice and went too far ahead of themselves. They like had their heads stuck somewhere in the clouds while possibly feeling they were really something special or capable enough to help me out. They really made a rookie mistake by closing off communication and reacting emotionally to it. They were never really good enough in the first place. 

To add some more insult to injury, I'm playing favorites with people I willingly take advice from. 

Spending Time Off Hours

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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I think for the most part with the last couple days, I have been trying to entertain myself while trying to reach a goal in mind. From reflecting on it, I think I can do better for the third time around. 

Besides just looking to pick a fight with myself, I think I need to see the bigger picture. There's just bigger things to appreciate and mainly I've been admiring a subset of it for whatever reason. Anyways, it left me questioning how I could get there myself while making everything count. 

I don't think there's really a need to feel down on it. I can just keep on working at making my daily approach better. I think I just need to practice a working formula that is effective daily to get to what I need and desire. 

Dealing With Biggest Problem

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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For the longest time I was worried about finding the right girl to be with. Nowadays, I'm actually very open-minded about it with a close friend. She's already in a serious relationship with someone, but she has admitted to liking me very much in person and also told me that she has a soft spot for me on the phone. She's been very open to being vulnerable to me and even to the point that she can nag about her issues with me! 

I have come to fully accept her and am already so grateful to have her part of my life. I am definitely open-minded about having a serious and physically intimate relationship with her, along with her becoming my first and maybe only wife. 

The fact that I can comfortably visualize this as a possibility and be confident about how it will really work is a milestone to how I have personally come a long way to get to this point. I'm not even worried anymore about how bad or sexy she looks at any point. I currently just have these feelings of really caring about her. Also, I don't think she has to ever know about this because I truly respect her relationship with another partner. Besides, I can stay open-minded to more than just one girl!  

For the most part, I'm continuing to hang out with her and practicing basic chemistry. It seems to be working very well between us from how natural it keeps on feeling for me. It has even helped all of our arguments and her fiery complaints come to great resolve.

Words and Phrases I Cringe At and Can Counter

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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The main thing that I hate to hear from anyone is that it can't be done or shouldn't be done with what I want. Another one is continuously hearing how I should do things if I never asked for advice and I already made up my mind to disagree with their approach from the beginning.

The way I can counter the first problem I have with people is to think that I deserve it from being willing to put in the hard work and being happy to make progress at it. The second one is to inform them that the best experts don't need to react the way they do if they don't like me not accepting their advice. It's also that it was never in their place in the universe to give me that type of advice. They should be able to move on with peaceful and positive vibes. If they can't, then they are being a little selfish and unethical. It's also how I feel that it's my job in the universe to inform these types of individuals who behaved like this to me. 

Positive Repetition

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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I think it's important to take a little time to visualize what you want the most daily. It makes sense that everyone deserves to get there, assuming there's nothing morally wrong one can sense about it. 

I am now getting the notion that I can go talk directly to people who I think are messed up in the head! It's better to resolve it right away while using every inch of my talented side and not being so worked up about it. I'm finding that I'm doing this a lot better with my close friend who I am open-minded about partnering up with. She's definitely someone special to me and who I really care about genuinely. I feel lucky that she claims to have a soft spot for me! 

It's just practice overall and just keeping it as natural as possible. 

Finding Strong Individual Peace and Comfort From Past Pains

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

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I think first of all, I was just letting myself be an emotional wreck. I think conflicts are going to rise because let's just face it, some people like to get mad and don't want to own up to it in a selfish manner. I'm just going to have to bring out the charm right away next time instead of beating around the bush. I need to be vigilant and serious with my approach if I really care about wanting to make a deal relating to any relationships. I'm going to have to put on my charm this time around.

I consider myself lucky to have a true friend in a girl who claims to have a soft spot for me. I feel very blessed that she's into communicating and not afraid to let her emotions run wild. I respect her for it, even though I think she's crying her heart out over issues that aren't that serious between us sometimes. I'm willing to put up with it all the time. Even if I think she's being a little annoying, I fully accept her for who she is. I truly care about her and am willing to meet her in the middle. I am open-minded about becoming more than just friends with her now. 

From just having this true friend, I feel like it's a blessing in disguise with all the boo-boos I'm making! I'm still lucky to always have her and that she's willing to stick around like a champ. I feel that my strategy now is to just address it face to face right away with people and if there's something I erupted from being mad at them about no matter how big or small it was. This is if I really think the relationship is worth it, which is most likely going to always be the case. It's better to not beat around the bush for me anymore. I'm not that shy anymore and feel like still being a gentleman, no matter what mistakes I perceive myself to make with the person. I only want to keep on getting better! It's better to resolve it right away or as soon as possible and be humble with self-acknowledging I was mad and then working with the person or small crowd while doing my best to put on my charm. 

Wonderful Personal Experience

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

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One of my friends who I have been mainly hanging out with all these years claims to have a soft spot for me. Even though I've told her to never call me a brother, she says that she's mindful about it. I'm her closest guy friend ever! 

It feels good to have this kind of title. My feelings for her are that I absolutely care about her and don't want to lose her friendship which would be devastating for me. I am also open-minded about becoming more than just pals but going to keep this from her. Besides, she's already dating someone else! I am still looking to naturally practice basic chemistry with her. It seems to be working and what's holding this glue together for us must be that we are both open to communicating civilly whenever we have minor spats.  

Visualizing One Minute Movie on What I Want

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

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I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Enjoying While It Lasts

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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I find myself to be open-minded about getting physically intimate with a close female friend. However, it's just practice for me to have these types of feelings. She doesn't have to ever know that it is to me. Everything is still genuine and I want to keep on practicing basic chemistry with her. She's going to be moving to another state soon, so I want to get in all this genuine practice without pressuring anything to happen. I just know that I'm open minded about it now and going to be always siding with her however it turns out. It really doesn't matter to me how physically attractive she looks at any given day. I love her for who she is! 

It is a vision of mine to enjoy physical intimacy regularly with a beautiful woman who I get to stay married to! What it's all about for me is overcoming adversity with a positive mindset and having consistent success. This is practically why I do what I do. 

What I Envision

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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What I just envisioned is getting to know in a very Biblical and intimate sense a beautiful woman who I married and how we both stay in love and devoted to each other. I would like to do this very often, if you know what I really mean! I also see myself as a rich man while partaking in this very fun activity with the beautiful wife. 

I am brilliant and universally favored by others. I make a lot of money while always having a lot of free time. I have true love with a beautiful woman who is capable of having kids whether she wants to or not; it doesn't matter to me!

Feeling Mental Stability

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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I think one of the best things to do is reflecting on what you want to do via visualizing it and then finding motivation. I think it's just really important to try your best to get there and sometimes to push yourself in that direction even when you aren't feeling it. Working with stress and then coming to an awesome solution can be a wonderful thing! 

Empowering Beliefs

  4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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What is the most empowering thing I could believe about life? God is always working on my life. 

What is the most empowering thing I could believe about myself and my ability to fulfill my desires? I don't like to give up and already know what I'm looking for. 

What is the most empowering thing I could believe about others? I can learn from the ones who were bad friends. I will continue to enjoy my friendships with others. 

What is the most empowering thing that I could believe about money? It comes and goes. It's not the end after acquiring wealth. 

What is the most empowering thing that I could believe about the goals that I want to achieve? I constantly know what I want and won't ever give up. 

My first time successes include solving programming problems and getting a perfect score on a grad level class.  

My I Believe About Life, Myself, Others, and Money

  4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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Life is about enjoying it and doing all you can to be aligned with the ways of Christ! Life isn't perfect and there's going to be times of happiness and sadness. 

When it comes to my life I just feel good about myself in general and keep on going after my main goals after setting my mind on it. I let myself be distracted to keep myself happy and don't enjoy everyone telling me how I should live my life.  

In my life it always seems that I could have gone back in hindsight and done things a little differently to have a better outcome for myself. My life is overall a work in progress but I am working on things that interest me. 

I am a capable person and believe that I am above average in intelligence, but I still need to put in the effort and time to be able to work through the practicality of things. I always seem to just try to go for it whenever I can and don't like to give up in general. 

I wish I knew how to execute things properly and be able to do things barely enough to get the best in life. In terms of my ability, I usually learn after realizing the mistakes of others and myself. 

When it comes to achieving my dreams I like to take my time and not kill myself over it if it doesn't come to pass. 

People are a mixture of good and bad. Some are very chill and others just try to impose their weird order of will on you. Relationships are not that hard to deal with, especially the ones that matter the most. 

When it comes to other people, I find that I generally don't really mind too much what's on their minds. People always like to leave me be unless they're working on make a living. When I need support from people, they are not something I would figure to be great unless they are close to being world renowned experts or sense they are natural or humble about it. 

Money is earned from working for it. When it comes to money I try to always game the situation in a legal fashion and look to up the ante. With regard to making money I want to obtain it as easily as possible. As a businessperson I am not that interested in making sales, so I prefer investing and trading. Rich people are important to this world economy and can afford to do a lot of cool vacations! 

My Beliefs of Worthiness

  4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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I believe I don't deserve what I want because I have not reached greatness yet.

I think the origin of this belief is from not having enough experience and realizing that it has been taking a long time to get there. 

I realize this is a false, self-sabotaging belief and that the happiness and fullness of life are mine by birthright. I am worthy of receiving what I want and will declare this now and whenever I'm tempted to believe otherwise. 

Choosing One Goal

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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My chosen goal is to keep on working to master the Forex market as a swing trader.

I will be consistent and as smart as possible.

Therefore I will do proper journaling of all my trades. And ultimately I will have free time and lots of money. 

I will achieve this goal by the end the month. 

Everything I Do Well and Enjoy

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain or raise a loving family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself. 

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

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I do well at working with computers and do have quite an enjoyment for making it related to my profession. I am a pretty good driver. 

I enjoy reflecting on life and chilling with my personal time. I enjoy hanging out with people. I enjoy making improvements. 

I am good at being patient and having a determined spirit. I have pretty good physical endurance. I am good at being consistent and practicing the same thing that rewards something good. 

For my life's purpose, I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman. 

List of 10 People I Admire Most From Anywhere

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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These are ten people who I admire in my life and have a quality or character trait that I would love to emulate in my life.

1. Grandpa

His diligence and hard work that never was noticeable to me as a child but was constantly praised by my mom. 

2. Jesus

I would love to emulate anything like his holiness whenever I can.

3. Mike Trout

Reputation as a cool person while being the best baseball player in the world.

4. George Washington

Unanimously favored by leaders to lead the country.  

5. S. E.

Great overall personality from a short time getting to know her and typically easy going!

6. E. V.

Intelligent, well-spoken, well-mannered, fair-minded, balanced view with her dating experience.

7.  Steve Gates

Brilliant, wealthy philanthropist and can read at a rate of 750 WPM with a comprehension of 90%. He reads about 50 books a year. 

8. Warren Buffet

Brilliant, humble, and patient investor. He reinforces some of the best and simple financial advice.

9. T. T.

Married in-law. His demeanor is always like the nicest guy ever. With his tone, he also has like the best defense mechanism ever which is laughing at small annoying situations. I like to think of him as a tall gentleman. 

10. John Forbes Nash

Brilliant mathematician who was able to work it out with his wife while dealing with schizophrenia which he couldn't cure.  

Happy Thanksgiving

I am technically writing this three months ahead of schedule and I have already figured out an easy way to schedule more than 100 posts automatically. It's quite simple by just opening another g-mail account. The fact that you don't have to be online to send these e-mails is a bonus while not being connected to any cloud server. Best of all, it's free! Maybe it's my best kept secret with how I make it look so easy to post one everyday.

The only catch is that you have to write something and also make sure you don't double up on any dates while scheduling. I've ran into those issues a few times already, but with keeping it free and getting used to it, it works well and is keeping everything free. 

I've decided to run from my current format today just to mix it up a little bit for my readers. Thanks for stopping by, bot or person! Happy Thanksgiving. 

Fine Tuning Values

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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These words resonate best within me:

accountability, consistency, empathy, accuracy, contentment*, enjoyment**, enthusiasm, improvement, contribution, excellence, excitement*, assertiveness, expertise, adventurous, correctness, exploration, attitude, courtesy, expressive, faith***, belonging, balance**, creative, fairness, curiosity, family, boldness, decisiveness, fidelity, calmness, dependability, fitness*, caring, fluency, challenge, diligence, focus, clear-mindedness, fun*, commitment, goodness**, effectiveness, grace, compassion, efficiency, growth, happiness*, hard work, originality, harmony, patience, shrewdness, health**, simplicity, holiness*, perseverance, sincerity, honesty, personal freedom**, soundness, honor, humility, personal growth, stability, strategic, positivity, strength**, inner harmony**, success, intelligent, tactfulness, intuition, quality, thankfulness, joy**, reliability, thoughtfulness, love*, trustworthiness, making a difference, truthfulness, self-actualization, understanding**, merit, self-control, uniqueness, selflessness, self-reliance**, usefulness, sensitivity, vision

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

Core Values

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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What do I value most in life? It's my faith in having a personal relationship with Jesus.

What else do I value most? Understanding what to do for any situation.  

What gives my life meaning? Coming up with a decent plan and then feeling great about it if I executed it after looking back on it.  

When have I been the happiest and most overwhelmed with joy? Finding Jesus when my soul felt so lost. Persevering through difficult and stressful assignments and coming up with a perfect solution (e.g. it happened from completing programming projects). 

What value was I honoring then? Glory. Perseverance while going through a rough patch. Patience. Always keeping a nice exterior while feeling some turmoil. Gritty. Good character. 

When have I felt on top of the world? Finishing something mentally or physically challenging like running long distances or solving a difficult puzzle.

 What aspect of my true nature was I honoring at the time? Patience, perseverance, commitment, self-confidence, hard work, optimism.

Message to Peers About Moving On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

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What did I do right today? 

Starting to work on scheduling my time better with priorities that I really want to do and succeed at. 

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"This below is another message I sent to my dumb peers who have shown maturity problems and moving on issues. It's not like it's anything out of the ordinary. I think everybody has these types of personal problems!"

I notice that it's really a daily effort to decide to let something go and move on with a blank page. Eventually it just becomes second nature with enough effort and practice that goes into it. 

With all of you guys, I notice there's some deficiency in emotional maturity. There's always room for improvement and growth in this area for everyone. If you guys were emotionally mature, then there would be no need to throw tantrums about not wanting to talk about something you started and tried to end with me! You guys are the complainers in the disguise of saying you wanted to help me out on something and I never made anything official so that makes me clean because I always felt like I was good enough without needing assistance. I would have said something first, before you guys jumped the gun to say something, right? 

Being mature would mean being able to always respond appropriately in a positive and kind manner. Do you think throwing a tantrum and saying you don't want to talk about something is being positive, kind, and mature? It's actually funny and also how it really didn't have anything to do with you, unless you were trying to hide something bad underneath. I wonder what that was to be honest. I moved on with a blank page and am open-minded. I finally managed to do it so it feels good to be free. 

People have problems with being positive and kind and acting in a mature manner; let alone always think that way. You guys are no exception, so what made you think you were being better to advise me in this area and try to force things upon me like how a high school fanatic who thought he or she was doing good would bully someone else because that person was letting him or her overstep this person's boundary? What was the reason behind the person allowing multiple bullies to do that to him? 

For starters, I thought I was being stupid for allowing this, but in the end, it made me realize this wasn't serious to begin with and you guys just have issues sometimes with being mature and moving on properly. I seriously want to communicate and refine any personal tools that I may have collected to do good by genuinely helping you guys out while carrying myself well with a humble, calm, confident, intelligent, and charismatic manner just to add some flair for some good laughs. 

Sharing a Few Life Goals

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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For this self-exercise, I'm going to first list three things that I've wanted badly in the past but never got. 

1.) Enjoy regularly giving and receiving a lot of that pleasure you do with the same hot woman you would go so wild for!

2.) Become financially independent and command a lot of free time and resources.

3.) Possess a near perfect body despite being a short man. 

Next step is to list why I haven't received these things yet. For the first one, I want to get married first and have struggled with my discernment and owning up to any opportunities. I also get hungover with my emotional thoughts and can go through this lengthy and complicated process of talking myself out of it. 

The second one is something I'm working on, but why I don't have it yet is because I'm still trying to get that perfect working formula so I can fast track my efforts. This is something I can spend a good deal of time on already, so my commitment level is already pretty high and I feel that my abilities are starting to turn efficient.

For wanting the body, I'm spending more time developing my mind right now by reading and can afford to only work out enough to maintain my weight. 

The only thing I would blame is my genes that I was born with and the circumstances I decided to put myself through because my learning environment never really had a mentor who caught my eye. A few good people were there though.

Spending More Time Wisely

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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I think it really comes down to what is worthwhile for you. With my close friend being a younger woman and even though she's said stuff to me before that I consider to be rude, she's still hitting me up to hang out with her one-on-one. I don't really mind I guess since I've grown to care for her as a person even though she's already taken and I don't seem to be interested in her yet. 

I'm just working on practicing basic chemistry now with her and from doing this, I don't ever feel that salty about being around her. It's turning out to be like a little secret for myself that she will never get to know about. It could just be this great mindset that I'm naturally in from reminding myself to do this. It's getting a positive reception from my friend, too! 

I have been learning to be mostly self-happy. I am interested in this one pretty girl and her looks don't have anything to do with it. She seems friendly and nice from waving hello to me every once in a while when I pass her on the street near the office. I wonder if she can ever become interested in me in that sort of way and also if she's already taken. 

Putting in the Work

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman. 
2. Buy a single family home. 
3. Do some smart cooking.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.  
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. 

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So a friend and a close one are screw ups who were trying to give me advice on dating. One of them is divorced and the other just kept on breaking up and said that it was an experience when she finally found some happiness. It doesn't matter how happy you are because it's only selective attention that feels good to you that you are going by. It doesn't make you any better of a person and entitled to give advice if the other person doesn't want it from you and you don't see that person having what you feel is good and feel like helping. In a sense from not being that understanding about it and responding to it so negatively, it's because you are being selfish and confirmation that you were never really that good at it anyway. 

The close friend really likes my personality but I feel like she's overall a dealbreaker to be in a relationship with who I'm practicing some basic chemistry on. The other friend really does still have some things to work on. 

For work, I just want to make money now. It's pretty much wanting to be my own boss and enjoy some freedom in this world from having gained it through hard work and being as smart as possible with making a living. I also want to have a nice livelihood and start asking out some girls I deem to be worthwhile since I'm confident to know that I can get over rejections rather quickly without minding it so much. I think it helps to practice basic chemistry with people who you think are in your range for dating so you can start gauging their personality, character, interests, and qualities while understanding your own.