4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
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With my close friend, now that I know what was always bugging the heck out of her and thanks to her patience and willingness to stick it out while developing feelings for me, I have to treat her special now and approach it better whenever I have any issues that practically tick me off about her in the future and I really just have to get it out of my system.
I see this as an opportunity to grow and treat others how they should be in the first place. With some better language and thoughtfulness whenever I'm really angry at them. It seems like it can't ever be done by some people, but I know I'm capable of doing it and really want to. Practicing this art with my close friend who loves me and I have already spent a lot of time managing a very fun relationship with plenty of confusing conflicts to sort out is going to get it done!
She's a very special person, like some type of milestone friend that I've been waiting for all my life. We both don't want to ever lose each other as friends.
After being able to pull off doing well to resolve another lingering issue that makes me mad with her, I want to try these skills and natural talents I pick up on bigger fish like Crazy Lee. At this point, that's her nickname to me but I wonder how I could figure out resolving this conflict of telling her plainly I feel this way about her.
I think I might just need to avoid texting and only speak to her in person while calling upon all of my refined abilities and experiences while knowing what I'm really doing if I am able to reach her. Otherwise, move on if I can't.
