4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
 - Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
 - Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
 - Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
 - Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
 - Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
 - Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
 - Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
 - Read something from a book. I must commit.
 
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
 - Love, Happiness, and Joy
 - Personal freedom
 - Balance
 - Understanding
 - Health
 - Strength and self-reliance
 - Inner harmony
 - Goodness
 - Enjoyment
 
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
 - I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
 
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
 - I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
 
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
 - I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
 
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
 - I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
 
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
 - I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
 
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
 - I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
 
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Something that really filled my heart with so much ecstatic joy one time that I recall so much is finally nailing a section with a piece that I was practicing on the piano. The song is the popular Fur Elise by Beethoven. I still can play it by heart to this day even though it's still prone to a few missed keys. I'm able to get the gist of it well. 
I recall yelling and running around the house like a dumb child and shouting and holding onto the word "Yeah" while feeling so much ecstatic joy. My parents and little sister looked at me dumbfoundedly. 
A great experience that a friend shared with me about the time she was so happy was when she went on a road trip out of state and met her long-lost cousins.