Another comment. I hope I'm not causing any people to feel aggravated with me talking about God all the time. I know how I feel that way with others sometimes and how I need to put a lid on it because my body just wants to perceive things that way.
I've always been good at coming on top when someone does something really bad to me. It's something innate and a part of me. I just hope it does not create in me something that wants to go nuts like awhile go.
Anyway, I sort of have it figured out but have to find it tested. In Jesus, we are forgiven for our sins. Through trusting him, he gives us strength to overcome any sinful obstacles. In him, we find peace and a renewed joyful heart. Jesus promised all of mankind that any man who would believe onto him would find everlasting life. (John 3:16)
I sort of stumbled on something practical, possibly for people who been struggling with pornography. This may sound sick. I apologize. I feel that we should not be in a pursuit of porn, it's the feeling or that desire of arousal which is part of guys no matter how strong it is through our biological build-up that gives us fuel to find the right mate. I sort of been turned off by someone I've been sexually attracted to, and man it really bites another dust. It's the feeling of pursuit that guys should get accustomed to and normal with. Remember, not everyone is made for you. I think it's looking for common grounds and attaching yourself with someone who does not mind the attention you give her. It is also being patient and taking it easy with the person.
It's extremely hard to sometimes just have the mentality of being friends with certain girls...They seem to make it hard when you want to just hang out and talk about whatever and just chill. It must deal with having a good character and nice sense of humor. I think most girls dig that type of sweet sensible individual. It does not really matter how bad you look as long as you have viable characteristics. For me, I'm really really short. I think I have a nice body for my size, but still I hate the idea of being short. I guess if you have to choose something that you want to lack in, might as well be height. I hope to find out about short and well-known CEOs with taller and attractive wives soon. (*chuckles, sorry) Frost said something like "What lacks in height makes up for what is in depth." Stole it from a friend's AIM profile. Another saying from my mom is, "A more chilli red pepper is shorter than a normal one." Another cheesy analogy, but quite interesting as it runs through a culture.
I see myself always as an imperfect individual because I want to stay living in the truth. Realizing this makes it possible to build a firmer relationship with anyone. A friend of mine wants to get a little foolish and say that he is perfect in some area like courting millions of girls. I'm of course, exaggerating just for laughs; I sort of have fun pointing out his weaknesses in whatever he says. I guess that's how a boy sometimes grows up into a man!
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