Right now, I'm on break with a camp. I've studied for about 10 hours a day on average by the end of the week! My brain practically is shutting down in certain parts of the day but I'm loving it. I'm actually applying some speed reading techniques. In addition to a lecture, I really was thinking about something and just want to lay it out. I really want to make a difference in this world. I'm not really in it for the money. I would like to provide a cool venue that people could apply to assist on something. Whether it's something really little or large, I remember sleeping at a conference where the maker of Intel pentium processor Hyper Threading and Larry Wall of Perl came by to talk about stuff. It was pretty awesome just that I was too tired to stay awake and listen the whole time. Life goes on for the average joe. Who just plays video games, feels bad, had a few good pizzas together with roommates while watching football and studies hard up to a certain point, and then gets drilled with hard lessons in life. It's not that bad...I've been just feeling bad from not always performing where I think I could be. What can you do in the end though? It's make better decisions by committing to something that ties everything together. Ever dream of making a choice like that?
I remember this one awesome Jewish author who came by and gave this talk about the end of the world. You know with the Jewish people, this author is a Christian and has been studying a lot of world events and been predicting stuff that actually came true. It's exciting to have heard him talk. I also slept on his testimony too. I was so tired. I hate doing this. Okay, I have to seriously stop sleeping in people's talks. I believe that I have already finally learned to resolve whatever it was that was not making me tick and stay relieved and cool even under personally induced pressure.
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