Today, I'm starting to realize that so many chances are still available as part of my right and that I don't need to really be listening to the opinions of the others if I feel that mine is way better. I am starting to understand myself a lot better and am really learning to face myself. I feel comfortable and yet just a little pushed over. I am starting to see that I have always naturally been good at focusing on the attention of others being mad at me over something silly. I guess I am not supposed to really mind or feel bothered by it. There's finally something for me to just appreciate.