I pretty much signed on to do a job that pays some base but will also give you some commission if a customer decides to buy it. It's cool to have a base and to not worry about receiving a simple paycheck. I think I made a very bad decision to place myself a little in debt and it left me feeling a little displaced. On top of that, dealing with a few restraining orders also killed my mood for a little bit. I have pretty much vented with some people who sort of were responsible for those restraining orders and I feel like I'm sort of ready to move on as a result.
It was really hard to deal with it in the beginning. I'm just really tired right now and writing about something and just not feeling very productive about.