Oh man, this post is going to be so funny to me. If I'm really straight forward with everybody and myself then there's really no stopping me from succeeding at whatever I need to accomplish. I'm just such a logical person when I'm really honest because that's just what signifies me from being a straight forward person.
I don't really care anymore if nobody wants to add me on his or her Facebook. I'm not going to get all ghetto and weird if some weird girl who looks alright says it's her personal decision to not add me and blocks me on Facebook, even though there's a lot going underneath that I think is wrong with her. This person is Annie Tran from Hope of God Church; I seriously don't know if she still goes there and I keep hearing that she's married now from this one friend. I seem to not really care if she is, not like I was going to try to marry her in the first place or even date her. I guess I could sound my whole part in straight forward details and full honest opinions without being shy by not yelling at her if I ever see her again. I just hate it if someone yells at me because I end up making them feel bad and look bad with others around him or her because yelling is such a rude behavior that I take advantage of when someone does it to me. Yelling back, which I usually do, feels good and makes me laugh afterward but I still hate it when someone yells first because they are not playing fair and I will make them look bad. I would prefer a more civilized expression, not like somebody yelling at me is something I could never prevent. As long as I'm being straight forward even when I'm mad, the person is going to look bad if he or she yells at me. I choose to yell second now after someone yells at first and to be honest even while I'm raging with my flaming testosterone- I'm still young and feel very vibrant when in that state of passion. Just hope I never get yelled at by someone like the Queen of England because I'll be bowing to her no matter what she says.
Okay, so I'm starting to feel like I don't need to get married to have a happy life. I'm like one of those people who might be good at keeping to himself and being very low key with others. I could be giving a few million dollars each year to a non-profit organization I create and help out the needy for reals like the Bible says to, but it's only a few million not like a lot as Bill Gates could donate.
Man, I'm going to start busting out with practicing some martial arts and eventually do some cool gymnastics to complement it. I'm going to keep on making more money on my business because I'm the owner of it and becoming skilled at investing the right way. ***This is going to sound appropriate for mature adults only!*** I'm seriously never going to want to watch porn again and see it because it's totally killing my sex drive. I peaked a few times regrettably and never going to get myself into fornicating with some crazy women. It's their choice to be sinful and not my fault, so I want nothing more to do with this whole porn craze and masturbation now- haha. Beauty shouldn't lie in what's just skin deep and maybe those girls who rely on shallow things like wanting a taller guy can handle others looking down upon them and that those girls who are truly beautiful inside are very sensitive and need to be truly loved by a single good man. In conclusion, I'm open to taking on a good Christian girl now for a wife; just that I am going to have to learn to deal with controlling my sexual desires which are very natural and happen quite often for me.