Living In Patience

There's nothing that I really want to boast about with myself while writing on this blog. Haha. I pretty much feel like I was making a lot of New Year's resolutions already this whole year that I was writing on this blog. Yeah, so I guess my New Year's resolutions is to pretty much try to be more depending on God for support. Yes, I am a God-fearing individual who wants to live out what's in the Bible. There's nothing for me to really brag about. I sort of wish I acted a little more natural and then had an ability to laugh at those individuals at Hope of God Church (Los Angeles) who gave me a hard time without them really knowing it. I was stiff like a rubber ducky who didn't make those cute noises when played with. Haha. I asked a lot of questions in a monotonous voice which never became answered, so yeah they did have some anger management problems. Haha. I was also monotonous in my e-mails with questions (hello? writing with lack of clarity, trying to be sensitive, willing to be understanding) which they stated were like sending people straight to hell. Yeah, they were in their heads and way over themselves. Haha

I guess I know how to outdo them now, so in a spiritual matter; yeah, it was really significantly bad for them to act in a really bad manner- I sort of feel bad for them because I believe their church isn't growing anytime soon. I'm thinking about, after I've given them some more time, by initiating their personal problems which they brought to light with me and has nothing to do with me, so they end up acting pretty bad- that means if I reveal it on the spot then they are going to force themselves to change dramatically outwardly and try not to show it with me. This could be to my advantage now, so I'm going to call another knowledgeable friend to help double team these guys on a one-on-two basis. Yeah, some tag team action and then laughing a lot when the cops arrive and joking with them as they escort us out of here would be a lot of fun; I might try to evangelize those cops because I'm going to look all sour and bad anyway if they call the cops- so if I preach to them, hey hearing the gospel never felt so good out of a person who appears to have bad character. Hey, they can't send me to jail because they tried me for a crime I didn't commit and it would be double jeopardy. If the cops beat me for me trying to tell them how Jesus loves them, then well they better plant evidence to send me to jail because I won't be an easy one to send to jail because I don't do criminal behavior in general- err, ignore speeding on freeways. Yay, I don't know what food chemicals they were sniffing that caused them to be so rowdy with me. Their bureaucratic system has been now cracked by me simply just waiting it out; their reign of terror with me is over for good, and they will be forced to not get on people's cases which could be a weakness with their kids in the future haha. I'm thinking they would make pretty bad parents so far in my perception of them. 

I could use everything bad they throw at me to glorify God. Yes, I'm seriously ready for this and totally equipped. Just that I'm going to lay low with them for awhile, before I come back and see how little the church has changed except maybe some of them who caused problems with me (Chris Kuch, Jarred Taing, Annie Tran, Betty Lam, Lee Wong, Chai, Golf, and Bae hahaha) could possibly be leaving the church. I honestly hope Betty is still around because I have her figured out now, and I'm in the mood for letting her know that we're more than just cool, we're awesome with each other as just friends. I wish Betty didn't join in on their bad influence; I should have tried to leave her out as being a witness and just included Annie who was being weird and funny. Focusing on Annie only and leaving out Betty would have made things so much harder for their Restraining Order Scare Tactic Corporation to take place. Haha. Two young ladies who can show strong emotions being a witness? That's a little easy to view with sexism. I may have hung out with Betty, and she was indefinitely cool about it because she accepted, so Betty should have never been dragged into this. Everything is a benefit to me because whatever response to a situation happens, I'm going to try to glorify Jesus with it.