Appreciating Culture

I feel a little pressured right now to write something good. I guess I can make that a goal, which is to write something that is pretty tight sooner or later haha. Man, my mind feels so much relieved to not really have a weird people list anymore. I mean I feel like I'm more of a people's person these days after having gone through that transition for the last two years. I mean I've seriously forgiven them and am in the stage of having completely forgotten the pain I've felt with them. Obviously, I'm going to be logical here and notice their flaws still but that is completely independent to how I've seriously forgiven those former people on my weird list. Hey, it's not a hit list- it was more like a "Do Not Stalk" list so in a way I was protecting them and also keeping others from going in their harm's way through out the whole process.

It's going to be occasionally boring not really having some weird people to try to talk truthfully about on this blog. I guess that's where some people who want to become better at English can come along and read this blog if they really enjoy my style. I can seriously live with that now. I'm pretty boring man. I made this statement to random strangers online in a game chat room after they stated they were good girls (imaginatively in their sweetest and high-pitched voices) that what they said is a sign of weakness sometimes. They started laughing and asking me to explain- oh I understand what they meant about some implied lewd conduct. I'll keep that implied as well if some people can't catch my drift on here. Anyhow, I ended up drawing my emoticon like this =D and said okay to concur with them and they started laughing even more online. It's pretty interesting how some ladies like to think. It also seemed like the ladies were arguing with each other online after my comment, and I could feel the implied tension- a lot of things are internalized sometimes for women I think.

In this case, I guess being short doesn't matter haha. I might as well try to state that getting rejected for being a short person is not really a bad deal at all. It may hurt so much that the person may want to cry until the moon doesn't shine anymore, but it's not really that bad. I'm a walking, breathing, and talking short man haha. I might as well work out to see if I can lift only 300 pounds - I can only max out at 200 pounds right now for being a short man- oh well. I guess very built and strong-muscled men can be short too and act like they could lift a stadium on their shoulders too. I read online that some ladies were attracted to this little white guy whose really strong and has a six-pac- he's the shortest in his own posse and likes to break stuff the most to express his anger and frustration with the world. I even joked with my friend about what if a really short guy could break bricks and he was aiming low enough that would really hurt even with protection. Okay, being short could work out if it's done right; otherwise, it means getting whooped very badly at something- oh well, just accepting it is an okay solution that took me forever to comply with. I think I'm genetically not that short too for some reason, but I feel short- I don't know why.