Pretty much I'm talking about my aspirations no matter how ridiculous it seems. I'm just going to go full out with what my needs are. I do confess however that I use a very old and ancient source to guide me in making my decisions; I also practice it whole-heartedly to the best of my ability and even though I falter in the small things I know that I'm forgiven and can move on while trying to stay upright again after catching myself.
Basically I don't try to swear or smoke cigarettes because I don't believe in the mess for myself. Swearing is something that is highly common in the environment I work in but I just don't try it in front of others. I've had to accept some words as being so common that I can use them in appropriate places but they are not those traditional bad words that people so much know about. I don't know what I'm talking about. I need to go take a shower right now.